Contents:
- Key Mytheme-Formulas
- New Mythemes Added to the Key Mythemes Collection
- Post-session Fallout Decoding Continues
- Key Words in Black Sabbath – Shock Wave Lyrics
- Sequence of Breakthrough Decodings: Lead-in from 2 Days Ago, through Climax, through In-Session Fallout, to Post-session Fallout
- Two Arrangements of Mytheme-Decoded Formulas
- Grand Single 3-way Composite Equation
- As 3 Separated Formulas (without Interconnectivity Message)
Key Mytheme-Formulas
{maiden vs. (underworld-queen + overworld-queen)} =
naive-possibilism vs. (qualified-possibilism + eternalism)
{tree vs. snake} = possibilism vs. eternalism
{virgin-maiden Kore; Persephone queen of underworld; Demeter queen of upper world} = naive possibilism-thinking, qualified possibilism-thinking, eternalism-thinking
New Mythemes Added to the Key Mythemes Collection
Key Mythemes
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2020/11/15/mytheme-list/
Decoded on December 7, 2020:
{virgin}
{bridal chamber}
{spear}
{avert eye}
{bridal chamber, soul ascent}
{bridal chamber}
{soul ascent}
{reaching level of fixed stars/ heimarmene}
{soul ascent / astral ascent mysticism up to heimarmene fixed stars}
{doorway}
{passageway}
{gateway}
{heimarmene gate}
{heaven gate}
{password, key}
{sacr child}
{no egodeath virgins/ children/ youths/ maidens allowed through this door}
{saturn scything the child during the ascent to reach heimarmene}
{virgin}
{phallus of god}
{first birth vs second birth}
{initial form, final form}
{first form, second form}
{first self, second self}
{virgin}
{mother}
{child born}
{son overthrows father}
{firstborn replaced by secondborn}
{stake through prometheus}
{ascent}
{crossing-through gate threshold cost}
{male/female Mithras/Dionysus/Jesus}
{athena’s tall spear}
{spear dividing scene}
{mortal, immortal}
{spear through snake}
{crossbeam}
{Eve born from hole in Adam’s side}
{worldline speared by the worldline, t / o shape}
{control agent speared by worldline}
{lion-headed snake monster created by solo maiden w/o consent of partner}
{lion-headed serpent monster created by female acting without partner’s consent}
{snake-headed family carved in rock}
{snake through heart}
{human head on snake}
{spear through side/heart}
{stake through prometheus}
{spear in side of king on spacetime cross in heavens}
{worldline sword running through God’s side}
{2 goddesses}
{maiden, underground queen, aboveground queen}
{2 goddesses, maiden, underground queen, aboveground queen}
{virgin maiden dies giving birth to god-boy}
{epiphany ruler descending partway to meet rising soul}
{puppet/ puppetmaster}
{god-phallus revealed in maiden virgin takes virginity}
{king descend heaven epiphany}
/ end of list
Record of Discovery: mythemes {Saturn, virgin, speared, 2 goddesses, epiphany, many more}
Historical Record of Discovery of How I Decoded Mythemes {virgin}, {spear}, {two goddesses}, {king descend epiphany}
This page is a backup “do not edit” as historical record of how this morning in a Chris Bennett frame of mind I decoded a bunch of “level 8 mythemes” all in one session”.
Post-session Fallout Decoding Continues
{avert eye, grovel, scrape, bow down} = try to move / stay away from flying eye of aareness seeing too much the the personal egoic control system — If I take the high god-level awareness point of view, perspective, I will undergo cybernetic self-control death; self-control death seizure.
I must lower awareness, look downward, crawl on the floor hiding my eyes from high elevated perspective, to try to avoid seeing, too much seeing how my the personal egoic control system works, or else I will have:
loss of control
cybernetic self-control death
cybernetic self-control seizure
cybernetic self-control seizure death
cybernetic self-control death seizure
self-control death seizure
loss-of-control seizure
the threat of self-control loss
to resist seeing the attractive, seductive loss-of-control idea [rsaslci]
loss of control [lc]
to avoid loss of control [alc]
the great hunt for the perfect analogy
to look at the true controller, the king, is to die, to seize, to be made to attack oneself
Crawl for your life, looking downward to lower your gaze — try as hard as you can, to lower your gaze, reduce your too-bright awareness, reduce-downward your awareness, to avoid seeing the loss of control idea.
SIMPLE LISTING OF THE MYTHEME DECODING SEQUENCE of December 7, 2020
[2:00 a.m. December 7, 2020]
Focus right now on LIST THE SEQUENCE OF MYTHEMES WORKED ON, IN THE 6 HOURS AGO SESSION:
18 mythemes and counting, all primary-decoded in 1 session!
- {bridal chamber, soul ascent} — Lead-in past 2 days: {bridal chamber} {soul ascent} etc.
- {reaching level of fixed stars/ heimarmene} Start of session jackpot: {soul ascent / astral ascent mysticism reaching upward travel to heimarmene fixed stars}
- {doorway/ passageway/ gateway} {“i am the (door) way”; the Egodeath theory is the gateway/doorway, “Welcome to the Heimarmene Gate — Cog Scientists: No Entry/ Pass Through this Door into Loosecog-land Without an Egodeath Credentials Pass”; No Entry into the Heimarmene Zone / Club without {sacr child}; no one gets to Loose Cognitive Science except through my egodeath theory everyone MUST (no way to get to Loosecogland except password-guarded gateway/doorway requires egodeath to pass through}; 8:45 am dec 7 2020: “no egodeath virgins/ children/ youths/ maidens allowed through this door“
- {saturn scything the child during the ascent to reach heimarmene}
- {virgin} 🎉x10
- {phallus of god]
- {first birth vs second birth}, {initial form, final form}; first form / second form; first self (possibilism-thinking) , second form/self (eternalism-thinking). pretty key idea for mythemse like virgin, mother, child born, son overthrows father, {firstborn replaced by secondborn}, sequence of two worldmodels of self[doubted, but reallly IS needed in the acro-expansion], time, posibility, control: first possibilism then eternalism.
mental worldmodel of time, self, possibility, and control [mwtspc] done, test:
mental worldmodel of time, self, possibility, and control ; — mental worldmodel of time, self, possibility, and control / test done. nice - {stake through prometheus} — during ascent, the crossing-through gate threshold cost = egodeath
- {male/female Mithras/Dionysus/Jesus}
- {athena’s tall spear} kylix Jason full-hieight goddess spear divinding the l/r side of image = Brown said (he was partial decoding in saying what he wrote — partial puzzle piece connection used toward a Complete decoding) = division between mortal/immortal realm zone. the spear thourh the worldline; HOW GO – GOT IT – SIDE — WHY SIDE, FOR SPEAR? GIVEN A WORLDLINE-SHAPED THE PERSONAL CONTROL SYSTEM, WHEN YOU PUT A SPEAR TRHOUGH A PERSONAL WORLDLINE, A CROSS. A WORLDLINE SNAKE SPEARING A WORLINE, SANKE BITS ITSELF AT 90 DEGREE ANGLE, SPEAKR THROUGH SIDE OF ADADM – 2AM SESSION ALSO decoded mytheme {eve born from hole in Adam’s side}
- {eve born from hole in Adam’s side}
- 9:20 am dec 7 – {worldline speared by the worldline, t / o shape}, 3 days ago work on decoding ourobourous, {control agent speared by worldline}
- {lion-headed snake monster created by solo maiden} somewhere in here was {lion serpent created by Sophai acting without her partner’s consent}
- {snake-headed family carved in rock} osiris’ 3-snake carved family; snake through heart; human head on snake}
- {spear through side/heart} – worldline running through the the personal control system, when revealed, = {stake through prometheus} ={spear in side of king on spacetime cross in heavens} (heimarmene-level) = {worldline sword running through God’s side} (worked on decoding theology of that during Canterbury Nov 2020 decoding)
- {2 goddesses maiden persephone queen; woman demeter queen}
- {virgin maiden eg semele dies giving birth to god-boy eg dionysus}
- {epiphany ruler descending partway to meet rising soul}
- {puppet/ puppetmaster} – wrote “puppet” in 1997 theory-spec/ now Completed the decoding after 23+ years. (1988 wrote puppet?) the Little Doll is You (= God-doll) = Master of Puppets = Twilight Zone, you’ve just become his brand new toy, and no escape, no place to hide, here [in Heimarmene-level-land] where time & space collide = Sabbath – Shock Wave; LOOK AROUND YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE HERE,
- {god-phallus revealed in maiden virgin takes virginity} puppetmaster phallus seen within mind = lose virginity
not in order yet; brainstorming the total list of mythemes for which i did major decoding-connections 7 hours ago:
Look how many mythemes I swept across in one session! Doing major missing key must-have connections else “you don’t get it”.
Key Words in Black Sabbath – Shock Wave Lyrics
for non-commercial use; scholarly analysis of mystic sh!t
can’t escape fate
chosen
rising in sky
you’re going to die
Drink blood brew
cheat this master
You’re on your own
going through
has taken over your mind
you think you’re on your own
Don’t believe you are the only one here
Look around, you’re not alone — god controller phallus injecting control thoughts
Feel the forces from another world
Ghostly shadows fill your mind
power over you
freeze, your life in time
Look behind you
Somebody’s calling
Someone is near
there is nothing you can do
Ghostly shadows from the other world
forces in your mind — god controller phallus injecting control thoughts
Trapped between the worlds of life and death
Frozen in the realms of time — eternalism
Look behind you
You feel yourself falling, you’re at the end of the line
Your body is crawling — crawling on floor to get low to avoid having the high view of the personal control system , to try to avoid seeing control-loss vortex
running through your brain
/ shock wave lyrics
It feels like Soul Ascent from Caruana was the master-key to this whole jackpot of wide-ranging requiresite mythemes decoding — this morning I *GOT* the lofty high high high culture myths-decodings, i GROKKED FULLY THE HIGHEST OF HIGH CULTURE MYTHOLOGY ANALOGIES FOR BEING PENETRATED BY THE WILL OF GOD EXPOSED AND REVEALED INSIDE THE PERSONAL CONTROL SYSTEM DESTROYING ILLUSION OF AUTONOMOUS MAIDEN, FROCING/CAUSING TRANSFORMATION FROM POSSIBILISM TO ETERNALISM – LOSING VIRGINITY, GIVING BIRTH TO BOY KING (“VIRGIN GIVES BIRTH TO THE GODMAN”) = AWARENESS/PERCEIVING OF THE REAL RULER, as as opposed to vecs vecs the virtual egoic control system pesc the personal egoic control system
high culture of mythology = the awareness/knowledge/ perceiving of God & wroldline stake penetrating the personal control system = transformation from possibilism to eternalism
the virtual egoic control system [vecs] done
test:
the virtual egoic control system the virtual egoic control system
the virtual egoic control system / test/demo complete
copy of items 1-3 from at the time during the session:
1. astral ascent mysticism – {reaching heimarmene the sphere of the fixed stars} level (a got-it good idea, pass but first,
2. {Saturn sacrifice the childhood thinking, = possibilism-thinking.
3. {virgin}, mind hasn’t been made to flip mode to the mature real form underlying image projector, real power center the collapse of a false power-center. a mind that hasn’t been transformed to egoic thinking {virgin}.
SATURN SCYTHING CHILD DURING UPWARD-RISING SOUL ASCENT
STAKE THROUGH PROMETHEUS
OSIRIS SNAKE-FAMILY TRIAD ROCK CARVING (ISIS OSIIRIS HORUS???? I AM STORYTIME NARRATIVE MYTHEME-ILLITERATE)
SPEAR IN SIDE
VIRGIN
2 goddesses
epiphany RULER DESCENT MEETING UPWARD-MOVING MIND ASCENDING FROM POSSIBILISM TO ETERNALISM TO MEET RULER COMING DOWN FROM ETERNALISM TO VISIT TOWARD DIRECTION OF POSSIBILISM
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BRIDAL CHAMBER (NOV 2013 & DEC 2020 CARUANA SOUL ASCENT FROM BRIDAL CHAMBER)DO I HAVE CONCEPT KEY MYTHME {BRIDAL CHAMBER}???? NO – {BRIDE}, i only have 2 paragraphs in Key Mythemes page that mention chamber, — only a single hit on braces {bridal chamber}, — no Concept-entry!! MIssing enttries: {virgin}, {bridal chamber}, {spear} <– why those 3? all are very major, missing!!! 10:07 am dec 7 2020 add: {avert eye}, other items from numbered list of 20 mythemes decoded in this session.
todo: add {virgin}, {bridal chamber}, {spear} to the Egodeath Concepts Database — Key Mythemes area.
para 1 from Key Mythemes:
{returning home}
Like all mythemes, in some particular way, this represents transformation from Possibilism to Eternalism.
The mind of the gnostic, in the Holy of Holies (the bridal chamber), after prayer and ingesting the mixed-wine Eucharist, rises up through the planetary spheres through doorways with guards (demons for the lower Aeons, or angels for the higher Aeons), using “seals” with diagrams to badge-through the doorways (gateways), to return to the One; to the All.
/ para 1 from Key Mythemes
para 2 from Key Mythemes:
{touch}
To be able to steadily think about, consider, picture, mentally engage the idea, without losing control.
{touch Demeter’s snake with your right hand, without dying}
In the ordinary state of consciousness, the {snake} (the pre-existing worldline of personal control-thoughts) is completely obscured, hidden in the chest (the kiste), or completely occluded in the cista mystica (snake-basket with lid).
In the altered state, the snake comes partly out from the basket or chest, becoming visible to the elevated mind’s eye of awareness dis-embeddd from tight cognitive binding and from the egoic control system.
The mind now observes how the personal egoic control system works — and how to break the personal control system at its vulnerable opening, the cybernetic system’s {spear-wound of thought-injection, death, & rebirth}, at the veiled source of control-thoughts in the {bridal chamber}, the {Holy of Holies where only the head priest is permitted to enter}. …
/ para 2 from Key Mythemes
SATURN SCYTHING CHILD DURING UPWARD-RISING SOUL ASCENT
STAKE THROUGH PROMETHEUS
OSIRIS SNAKE-FAMILY TRIAD ROCK CARVING (ISIS OSIIRIS HORUS???? I AM STORYTIME NARRATIVE MYTHEME-ILLITERATE)
SPEAR IN SIDE
VIRGIN
2 goddesses
epiphany RULER DESCENT MEETING UPWARD-MOVING MIND ASCENDING FROM POSSIBILISM TO ETERNALISM TO MEET RULER COMING DOWN FROM ETERNALISM TO VISIT TOWARD DIRECTION OF POSSIBILISM
The puzzling thing was, have I not already decoded these, but remember my recent meta-theory work, that a “complete decoding” involves not merely dumb binary “did you identify a referent for a mytheme”; a Complete MYTH-GROK involves so much more richess & “ways of fittingness” – good example is in Nov 2011 I “solved” tree vs snake but in Nov 2013 I *completely* decoded {tree vs. snake} = Possibilism vs. Eternalism — realizing the immense cultural ramifications; this morning five hours ago I had a similar — very very justifiably called — I had an {epiphany}.
I FAILED to make an entry {virgin} or {spear} and that fact is PROOF that I had NOT NEARLY “adequately written about the analogy ‘virgin’/’maiden'” nor about {spear}, for all the work I did on creating no less than TWO pages about {spear}, {sacrifice childhood}, etc, I yet had left a TON of room for…
I don’t emph the NUM… ok I am emphasizing BOTH the NUMBER BOTH emph’g both the number and fittingness (“must-have decodings”; “you suck and fail to understand this mytheme if you lack KEY connections x y z”), Nov 2013 was that “I completely get how very fitting … sry but allcaps just works better to represent my thinking
the ALLCAPS emphasis
the italics emphasis
I never think so mildly as in italics; I am an ALLCAPS thinker.
Nov 2013 = Dec 7 2020 = IT REALLY HIT ME THE FITTINGNESS APTNESS OF THE TREE/SNAKE CONTRAST, THE VIRGIN/EXPERIENCED CONTRAST {virgin vs. adult} = not transformed vs. transformation from possibilism to eternalism
This norming monr morning I stumbled upon a formula that is massivve in ramific — EMPH: I SOLVED A SEEMINGLY SCATTERED NETWORK OF ADVANCED MYTHEMES.
{tree vs. snake} = Possibilism vs. Eternalism [tspe]
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Sequence of Breakthrough Decodings: Lead-in from 2 Days Ago, through Climax, through In-Session Fallout, to Post-session Fallout
It started with filling-in the seizure item in the list of “concepts conjoined in Jan 88”, on the Welcome Joe page that I made in response to Transcendent Knowledge podcast w/ Jimmy Cyberdisciple Max Freakout.
You can have many connections yet fail to catch a MAJOR MAJOR ANGLE so you failed yet to “completedly decode” that mhytheme(s). eg {virgin}| and {sperarr}. same repeat as 2011 v 2013! the setup, vs. the spike — requires… a decoding requires specific “homer” “hit out of part” particular connections/ APT-ANALOGY-ANGLES WERE MISSING. Not only about QUANTITY of connections but QUALITY — I was missing the high-quliaty connections around {virgin} from {female thought receiverr}
a Caruana gnost’m heleful connetno was soul ascent from/to bridal chamber}, and in fact , Nov 26 2013 DID have much grokiking NOT ONLY on treesnake, but also, equiv to “bridal chamber” decoding work during that “rapid idea development session”. so in fact, the visionary mindset sessions of nov 26 2013 & Dec 7 2020 INTERCONNECTED WORK .. RE: THE TOPIC OF NOT TREESNAKE BUT RATHER BRIDAL CHAMBER, NOV 26
SAT-EXAM ANALOGY EQUATION FORMAT:
NOV 2011 : NOV 2013 RE: TREE SNAKE
::
NOV 2013 : DEC 2020 RE: BRIDAL CHAMBER
Key topics assembled January 1988:
o The block universe
o No-free-will/monopossibility
o Loose cognitive association binding
o Cybernetic non-control <– do not think about [i expanded riffing in here, below, leading to decoding some 7 [or 18] major/apt/mythemes including {virgin maiden}, from {bridal-chamber} lead-in from previous 2 days]
o Mental model transformation
o Ego transcendence.
“Non-control” of a sort: personal control is no longer thought of as coming from a local locus of personal control power operating with steering power in a tree of possibilities into an open future.
EVIL FUTURE ME, EDIT THE BELOW WITH GREAT CAUTION — PRESERVE THE HISTORICAL RECORD, AND SPIRIT OF ALL THE BELOW. WAS WORKED-UP IN LATEST HOMEPAGE WordPress PAGE,
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2020/12/07/welcome-to-the-egodeath-theory-joe-average/
Welcome to the Egodeath Theory, Joe Average [do not alter this historical-record copy (except typos *maybe*)]
Welcome to the Egodeath Theory, Joe Average (and General Audience, and Professional Mystics, and Cognitive Scientists, and Ancient Hellenistic Initiates).
The basic ideas that anyone can understand, as I’ve presented them:
Key topics that I assembled January 1988:
o The block universe
o No-free-will/monopossibility
o Loose cognitive association binding
o Cybernetic non-control <– do not think about or experience in the form of {snake} frozen in {rock}. This is the way through THE EGODEATH DOORWAY Semele light shines on her workings, dollpuppet immediately made visible as a illusion screen obscuring; it’s a virtual layer only, a projected image the personal egoic control system.
The Maiden {virgin} means maiden; the maiden/virgin hasn’t been PENETRATED BY SNAKE WORLDLINE SPEARE OSIRIS DIED IN TREE TRUNK, GAVE WAY TO “THE SEONC FORM” {second form}{virgin} {maiden splits into two ruler-goddesses, one in the underworld}. to take a boy is to overpower and transformation shine the light on the underworkings of the the personal egoic control system causes necessarily a transformation to the adult from, transformation from possibilism to eternalism = {losing virginity}
“Non-control” of a sort: personal control is no longer thought of as coming from a local locus of personal control power operating with steering power in a tree of possibilities into an open future.
orig paragraphs that got pushed down by all the above idea development insertions:
I’ve been working on clarifying and focusing ideas, including the peak climactic self-control-seizure vortex and control-system transformation, since I first put together the basic core ideas, on January 11, 1988 in the ivy-covered computer lab at university.
These basic ideas which you can readily understand, that I put together in 1988, are listed in my the Egodeath Concepts Database.
Egodeath Concepts Database:
Concept area: Theory Concepts
Concept sub-area: The Egodeath theory — Meta-Theory
Concept: the Egodeath theory (conceptually, the topmost Concept within the “meta-theory” area)
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2020/12/05/key-theorizing/#the-Egodeath-theory
this is not… my theory needs some theorizing, about “amount of reconnections” — at least I now know that decoding a mytheme is more than an isolated, simple-minded single mapping:
{mytheme} = referent
3 of 4 types of connection remain:
myth>myth synonyms antonyms generalization groups
myth>concept
concept>myth
concept>concept
Look how many different angles you can draw analogies from.
I could prove that I thought of “much of these decodings already” — sort of.
What does “sort of” mean? I had half the angles/perspectives/analogies,
compare
November 2011 tree/snake work, nice; versus
November 2013 “TOTALLY GETTING IT!!! OMFG” — no comparison in magnitude.
think more literally. God’s control-member is inserted covertly into the heart inner place within the personal egoic control system. The maiden has been revealed = penetrated, for the thought-inserter to be revealed covertly operating inside the local locus of control,
We see Your will revealed, the snake worldline running through our heart our mind’s adult form the virgin maiden mind hasn’t popped [“cherry” got pushed 1-screen-down] its one and only childhood-thinking mental models,
the mind gets to have 2.5 mental models, called “first and second birth”, plus consolation prize your childhood self gets to be Ruler of the Underworld of the egoic control agents that never really existed in a sense,
your initial fantasy-self, now still being used to control to now virtually control the steering among the branches,
Persephone is under there in the land of things that seemed, The Land of Initially Seemed,
local locus of control autonomous maiden gives birth to monster : lion (death-face) snake (worldline) = lion snake = impaled by Death worldline
Cause of death: impalement by worldline through his cybernetic heart/side, and the woman eve born from Adam’s side.
wound in side represents birth-opening where worldline puppetmaster is operating in your heart of your the personal egoic control system. the main image is, i didn’t arrange these ideas this way —
Mental Mode
The mind’s personal control system hasn’t popped its “possibilism to eternalism transformation revelation” cherry, in which the locus-of-control attribution shifts from illusion layer to reality-layer.
[i wrote “really feelin” near start of session — principle, I always feel an epiphany coming on, smell /sense it approaching]
REALLY FEELIN A MYTH-GROK ABOUT MAIDEN DYING GIVING BIRTH TO —
EGOIC THINKING =
NEW BIRTH OF AWARENESS OF THE MALE PUPPETMASTER INSERTED INTO FEMALE VIRTUAL ILLUSION LEVEL.
THE PERSONAL (TEMPORARY EGOIC-MODE) CONTROL SYSTEM ACTING ON ITS OWN = POSSIBILISM-THINKING.
SOPHIA INITIALLY GAVE BIRTH TO A LION-FACED SERPENT MONSTER = CYBERNETIC DEATH.
THAT’S A GOOD MODEL, CLEAR VIBES, FROM CARUANA/GNOSTICS SOUL ASCENT/ BRIDAL CHAMBER; GEOCENTRIC, PTOLEMAIC ASTRAL ASCENT MYSTICISM.
To get past a high elevated point of super-humanly, titanically high intelligence, mind of the immortals, light shining on how the mind works, how the feeling of time and control collapses upon light, watery light, the watery light shines on Semele realizing she is naked and vulnerable penetrated by the inner thought injector serpent running through the heart or lets just say running the branch Eve holds over her vulnerable spot covered by a branch; possibilism .
THE MIND BEGINS LIFE AS A YOUTH / MAIDEN – NEITHER {YOUTH} NOR {MAIDEN} IS CONSIDERED “MALE” (THE THOUGHT-INJECTOR SOURCE) IN THE HIGHER SENSE OF PUPPETMASTER / THOUGHT INJECTOR SNAKE THAT IS YOUR LIFE ALL ALONG THAT RAIL IS PROJECTED REFLECTION …. GARMENT OF LIGHT PROTECTS.
GNOSTICISM – POSSIBILISM-THINKING ON ITS OWN WITHOUT ETERNALISM GIVES BIRTH TO LION-HEADED SERPENT MONSTER, YOUR HEAD ON TOP OF THE SERPENT THAT’S FROZEN IN ROCK, CARVED INTO ROCK,
SNAKE THROUGH THE HEART AS YOU RISE UP/ ARE “LIFTED UP”, AS THE PERSONAL EGOIC CONTROL AGENT, AND ARE MADE VISIBLE INNER WORKINGS WITH SUPER LIGHT SHINED ON IT, REVEALING THE WORKINGS OF THE MIND TO AWARENESS, AND WHEN THIS HAPPENS, CONTROL ILLUSION– EGOIC CONTROL POWER ILLUSION COLLAPSES.
THE MAIDEN PENETRATED BY THE MALE GOD DIES AND IS TRANSFORMED, HER MIND’S FIRST/INITIAL/PERISHABLE, POSSIBILISM-BASED IDENTITY REPLACED BY THE MIND’S SECOND/ LASTING/ IMPERISHABLE/ IMMORTAL/ , ETERNALISM-BASED IDENTITY – THE ETERNALISM MENTAL WORLDMODEL OF TIME, SELF, POSSIBILITY, AND CONTROL.
THE ETERNALISM MENTAL MODEL
THE ETERNALISM MENTAL WORLDMODEL
THE ETERNALISM MENTAL WORLDMODEL OF TIME, SELF, POSSIBILITY, AND CONTROL
THE ETERNALISM MENTAL WORLDMODEL OF TIME, POSSIBILITY, AND CONTROL
the eternalism mental model [emm]
the eternalism mental worldmodel [emw]
the eternalism mental worldmodel of time, self, possibility, and control [emwtspc]
the eternalism mental worldmodel of time, possibility, and control
THE BOY DIONYSUS IS BORN, WHO IS THE “ADULT” FORM, BY ANALOGY.
THIS IS HOW THE MIND WORKS IN THE ALTERED STATE.
LOSE VIRGINITY, DIE MAIDEN, GIVE BIRTH TO AWARENESS OF YOUR MALE PARTNER WHOSE WILL YOU SEE IN YOU.
I NOW SEE THE WILL OF GOD INSIDE ME AND MY ILLUSION COLLAPSED ABOUT BEING AN AUTONOMOUS SOURCE OF PERSONAL CONTROL POWER.
THE MIND WAS FORCED TO CHANGE AND GIVE BIRTH TO THE *SECOND WAY OF THINKING AFTER “IT” HAPPENS,
THE SYSTEM CANCELLATION AND SUSPENSION AND REVELATION OF HOW TIME AND CONTROL UNDERNEATH THE PROJECTED IMAGE LAYERED ON TOP VANISHES AND NATURALLY THE MIND RECONFIGURES TO ITS HIGHER FORM.
WE ALL HAVE A SNAKE-SHAPED CROSS OF PROMETHUES WHO ROSE/LIFTED UP [TO LIFT UP AWARENESS IS TO SACRIFICE THE INITIAL KING EGO 10:56 AM DEC 7 2020; UP = SACRIFICE; {pointing up/down: moving mind up to heaven causes moving egoic thinking down to underworld}]
SACRIFICE SELF-CONTROL AGENCY TO GOD-MODE THINKING AND DISCOVERED A SPEAR THROUGH HIM.
RISE UP LIKE MOSES LIFTED UP SNAKE, THE WORLDLINE FROZEN CARVED IN ROCK IS YOUR LIFE STUCK WITH THE WORDLINE SPEAR
THE SPEAR IS THE WORLDLINE RUNING THROUGH THE KING, IS THE REAL KING REVEALED, [12:50 a.m. December , 2020]
FOUGHT THEMSELVES
todo add
{throw rock},
one-eye throws {rock},
David and Golieth,
Jason throws rock into army the {rock} makes them {fight}, ego fights the light of the real controller, the higher level king.
local control,
the personal egoic control system is a projected image with no real power,
she is a penetrated,
the god men are male female
they have the spear-snake worldline running through their cybernetic heart
impaled Prometheus rose to god-mode access and died and transformed,
that death is female-like: the puppet illusion we see God’s will in us. puppetmaster
the personal egoic control system is like an overpowered raptured female, helpless, no power, in light of God’s power, the maiden who WAS VIRGIN
web definition lookup:
“The word virgin comes via Old French virgine from the root form of Latin virgo, genitive virginis, meaning literally “maiden” or ” virgin ” —a sexually intact young woman or “sexually inexperienced woman“.
A GIRL WHO SLEPT AROUND BUT WAS NEVER CYBERNETICALLY OVERPOWERED BY LIGHT AND FORCED TRANSFORMATION FROM POSSIBILISM TO ETERNALISM IS STILL A VIRGIN (IN THE MYSTIC SENSE).
YOU THE FEMALE PUPPET SOUL ILLUSION-PROJECTION WITH NO POWER,
YOU THE PERSONAL EGOIC CONTROL SYSTEM, ARE MADE TO GIVE WAY TO THE HIGHER UNDERLYING REALITY, THAT YOU HAVE NO POWER; IT’S PROJECTED.
TO LEARN THAT AND BE FORCED TO SWITCH TO UTTER HELPLESS DEPENDENCY ON YOUR OWN REVEALED SEPARATE HIDDEN THE NORMALLY VEILED, UNCONTROLLABLE SOURCE OF CONTROL-THOUGHTS ,
TO UNVEIL THAT REALITY OF CONTROL-THOUGHT INJECTION BY THE WORLDLINE SNAKE FROZEN SPEAR IN SIDE IN ROCK
IN WHAT DIRECTION DOES THE SNAKE RUN THORUGH PROMETHEUS.
THE MALE SPEAR SERPENT WORLDLINE RUNS THROUGH YOU YOUR PAST (TAIL) IS VISIBLE FROZEN IN ROCK AND YOUR FUTURE IS SAME; FROZEN IN ROCK
MAN’S HEAD FISH MOUTH HE’S DIVING INTO THE FROZEN SNAKE SHAPED FUTURE WORLDLINE.
HOW DID I NOT SEE IT WHEN CLEAR HEAD AND SOBER?
THE SPEAR DUMMY, THE SPEAR DUMMY, = THE WORLDLINE SNAKE RUNNING THROUGH YOUR PRESENT TIME.
CONTINUE [1:04 A.M. DEC 7 2020] I swear no one would agree that it failed failed to decode…
the two go together: the spear in the side, and sword in god’s side suggests worldline snake is running through god and he is crucified not literally dead, if the personal egoic control system = king, has a spear through side not dumbly say:
“the symbol of the spear is corrolated/ associated with… (i hate that way of talking).
“the symbol of the spear is corrolated/ associated with, is magically is associated with seizures” (my 2006 main article) misses the big, main point:
The worldline snake runs through the heart of the king, formerly known as the {evil king},
he lives, in one way; but the godmen are rep’d as female-like Jesus with God’s will stuck in him and worldline spear wounded his side,
effeminate Jesus Dionysus Mithras Osiris has God’s control-member inserted in him
he has the female trait of being overpowered by God’s light and forced to shed shine light on how mind really works, killing Semele the projected image illusion temporary powerless vulnerable illusion,
not able to stand adult light truth the child is
My original point this writing session was {astral ascent mysticism}, before decoded {virgin} and {spear} decoding, [1:13 a.m. December 7, 2020] geocentric.
Caruana’s video and glossary
and finished or “took” or “got” what i wrote already about possibilism transformation from possibilism to eternalism = transformation from Persephone to
HEAVEN EMPYRIUM – DWELLING PLACE OF GOD AND OF ALL THE ELECT
Christ descends down from Eternalism-land, we rise up from possibilism-land.
Meet the ruler in the air, the epiphany, Mystery Religion. Mystery Religion.
The list of 1-3 or 1-5 or 1-30, sequence of the 3, or 5, or 6, or… mythemes I skipped among during session; I kept trying to fill-in this list during the session (note addeed 11:03 am dec 7):
Mytheme decoding sequence this session that’s ending at
[2:35 a.m. December 7, 2020]:
0. Passing through the astral doorway, the price is Egodeath.
The Egodeath theory is the doorway from possibilism to eternalism.
ego death price to get to heaven-empyriem through the layer of heimarmene to outside it where God and al the elect have risen to
{the god’s epiphany down from the sky} means,
vertical scale,
lower = possibilism,
higher = eternalism,
Christ comes down from Eternalismland = Heaven = empyrium; above
Astral ascent mysticism is useful.
1. astral ascent mysticism – {reaching heimarmene the sphere of the fixed stars} level (a got-it good idea, pass but first,
2. {Saturn sacrifice the childhood thinking, = possibilism-thinking.
3. {virgin}, mind hasn’t been made to flip mode to the mature real form underlying image projector, real power center the collapse of a false power-center. a mind that hasn’t been transformed to egoic thinking {virgin}.
the Bridal Chamber – we know god inside us operating us, we are an image projection we were made to see and die, Persephone lost, –
the one thing i don’t understand: didn’t i write all this?
[in the Egodeath Concepts Database,]
I HAVE NO ENTRY FOR VIRGIN.
I HAVE NO ENTRRY FOR SPEAR.
OMFG. LOW IQ.
AND THE PRICE TO RISE UPWARD TO THE HEIMARMENE REALM FIXED … JUPITER SACRIFICES THE CHILDTHINKING (holy spirit high-flying eagle / harmless dove? = takes the mind’s virginity: eagle = power of the holy spirit to transform to adult form;
THE SECOND FORM.
Every myth is transformation from possibilism to eternalism
What’s Jesus as maiden? bc transformation from possibilism to eternalism.
Why is x y? b/c x & y is analogous w/ transformation from possibilism to eternalism is like losing a child, like losing virginity, like escaping prison
OH HOW WE LOVE THE WAYS TO COMPARE THE MAIDEN FORM,
SHE HASN’T BEEN SHOWN GOD’S WILL HIDDEN OPERATING INSIDE HER YET.
HER HIDDEN PARTNER, THE HIGHER, CONTROL-THOUGHT-INJECTOR.
THE FIRST WAY OF THINKING IS EGOIC/PSM POSSIBILISM.
THE SECOND WAY OF THINKING IS THE TRANSCENDENT, ETERNALISM.
SO YOU CAN REACH UP TO FULL LEVEL, HEIMARMENE AFTER TRANSFORMING TO ETERNALISM THUS DYING TO POSSIBILISM.
3. spear through, Prometheus stake worldline.
CARVED HIGH-RELIEF SNAKE IN ROCK IS A {SPEAR} RUNNING THROUGH YUOR SIDE SIDEWAYS SPEAR WORLDLINE SNAKE FROZEN IN ROCK PROMETHEUS STAKE.
BILLOWING CLOTH = AN INVISIBLE FORCE THAT YOU CAN FEEL AND CAN INDIRECTLY SEE . REFLECTION.
THE CLOTH IS BLOWING IN INNER MIND THE PERSONAL EGOIC CONTROL SYSTEM NO LONGER VIRGIN, GOT OVERPOWERED AND EXPOSED AND ILLUSION COLLAPSED, THE MALE HALF PARTNER REVEALED HIMSELF, THE HIGHER CONTROLLER.
BTW KILLS FT FREEWILL THINKING.
THE HIGHER CLOTHING, A NEW CLOTHING FOR THE SPIRIT, EXPOSED.
I already decoded “virgin”? not, surprisingly. very little. but so so much clearer it feels.
I totally get it, totally virgin, not yet transformed from possibilism to eternalism.
did i not write that post that the Egodeath Yahoo Group 2012?
That is the conversation i spewed out to a friend – back when I figured out decoded “rapture/ra/e”.
Wished I had recorded the burst of exactly-right analogies when I decoded “female” but mind has a first born self then when that collapsed no more; it was your mind’s only child-form.
Each mind gets one initial egoic possibilism-thinking, for a time, then that lower king dies, that maiden gets penetrated by Prometheus’ stake worldline running through her — the personal egoic control system is the virgin.
temporary, powerless, destined to follow Demeter, our collective i swear i wrote this in 2006. Every initiated man is Demeter-shaped, the adult-ruler.
Switch gears on the analogy — what happens when the maiden dies?
she gives birth to Dionysus, and also, she is now an adult woman, thus Queen, Adult Queen of the Dead Child-thinking realm we all share,
Demeter was a maiden but got penetrated by the snake-shaped worldline of god,
God’s spear in your side, inside your the personal egoic control system injecting secretly thoughts, now revealed as a temporary beginner-form illusion
a cheap gimmick, a projected image that collapses upon light, got it.
[1:31 am December 7, 2020]
the female the personal egoic control system soul splits upon death (transformation-away, replaced by eternalism-thinking splits into TOW NEW FORMS I GOT IT:!
NAIVE POSSIBILISM-THINKING = PERSEPHONE
ON THE REALITY SIDE, WE HAVE DEMETER (ETERNALISM-THINKING ) , ADULT FORM AFTER THE MAIDEN FORM. DEMETER IS AWARE OF SHADOW-EXISTENCE FORMER SELF, NOW SEEN AS “QUEEN” ADULT FORM IN THE SHADOWS-WORLD, PERSEPHONE QUEEN OF THE UNDERWORLD DEAD EGOS / TRANSFORMED-AWAY, ILLUSION-BASED SELF-CONCEPT.
THE SELF-CENTER SWITCHES TO A DUO MODEL, TWO CENTERS OF CONTROL: PUPPETMASTER / PUPPPET.
BRAND NEW IDEA FOR 1988?
2012 I CRACKED TONS OF THIS –
NO VIRGIN Concept-entry THO???? UNBELIEVABLE.
NO {SPEAR} ENTRY ???? JOKE, YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING.
ETERNALISM-THINKING + QUALIFIED-POSSIBILISM-THINKING = DEMETER MOURNING FOR HER LOST DAUGHTER
I ALREADY WROTE THIS/???? ON MY DEMETER PAGE?
no I’m not really finding it, maybe idea development page?
i spelled out the equations somewhere already. i’m sure.
mapping ” from from naive possibilism-thinking, to eternalism-thinking along with qualified possibilism-thinking ” mapped to “Maiden Persephone; Persephone Queen of Underworld; Demeter Queen of Real World”
from naive possibilism-thinking, to eternalism-thinking along with qualified possibilism-thinking
mapped to
Maiden Persephone; Persephone Queen of Underworld; Demeter Queen of Real World
Two Arrangements of Mytheme-Decoded Formulas
Arrangement 1: (has more info; defines tighter relations among the 6 items, than sep. formulas):
{a v b v c} = A v B v C
Arrangemeent 2:
{a} = A
{b} = B
{c} = C
the composite formula:
{tree vs. snake} = Possibilism vs. Eternalism
is sort of equivalent to the pair of single-item equations:
{tree} = Possibilism
{snake} = Eternalism
Grand Single 3-way Composite Equation
here it is! 🎉
[9:39 a.m. December 7, 2020]:
{virgin-maiden Persephone; Persephone queen of underworld; Demeter queen of upper world} = naive possibilism-thinking, qualified possibilism-thinking, eternalism-thinking
As 3 Separated Formulas (without Interconnectivity Message)
The Mapping – New Formula like {tree vs. snake} = Possibilism vs. Eternalism:
Maiden Persephone = naive possibilism-thinking
Demeter Queen of Real World = eternalism-thinking
Persephone Queen of Underworld = qualified possibilism-thinking
MAIDEN PERSEPHONE SPLITS INTO ADULT QUEEN OF UNDERWORLD SHADES LAND OF DEAD EGOS, CANCELLED/REMOVED GARMENTS OF POSSIBILISM-THINKING, AND SPLITS INTO DEMETER, THE ADULT FORM OF THE MAIDEN, ETERNALISM.
To rise to a certain threshold level of awareness the Egodeath doorway, this transformation is the doorway to Cog Sci, Loose Cog Science. to get through the doorway, the price is your child [12:27 a.m. December 7 2020], to rise up high to fixed stars, you get trapped at the .. as you fly … as the child flies up higher and higher, there’s a level at which the child-mode thinking is revealed as an illusion and the inner snake puppet-hand in you is all visible;
you experience and you see and the child-mode thinking dies;
your demon-possessed ; the female dies, the male form is born.
Semele Zeus Dionysus.
the boy was born from the cybernetic death of the female when Zeus shined his light on the the personal egoic control system with branching —
o Mental model transformation
o Ego transcendence.
The Egodeath theory 