Egodeath Yahoo Group – Digest 124: 2013-01-15

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Group: egodeath Message: 6292 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: THE BIG STORY!!! REVOLUTIONARY BREAKTHROUGH!!!
Group: egodeath Message: 6293 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Academic pseudo-study of Myst’m: crippled, phony, censored, comp
Group: egodeath Message: 6294 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Myth-religion as comical puzzle, mystery-joke/riddle
Group: egodeath Message: 6295 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Academic pseudo-study of Myst’m: crippled, phony, censored, comp
Group: egodeath Message: 6296 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Myth-religion as comical puzzle, mystery-joke/riddle
Group: egodeath Message: 6297 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/01/2013
Subject: Re: Rock worship & the Rock altar of sacrifice
Group: egodeath Message: 6298 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/01/2013
Subject: Re: Entheogenic Reformed theology
Group: egodeath Message: 6299 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 20/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6300 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 20/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6301 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 21/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6302 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 21/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6303 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 21/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6304 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 25/01/2013
Subject: Re: Rock worship & the Rock altar of sacrifice
Group: egodeath Message: 6305 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 25/01/2013
Subject: Revelation is monstrous and attractive
Group: egodeath Message: 6306 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 25/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6307 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 27/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Group: egodeath Message: 6308 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/02/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
Group: egodeath Message: 6309 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
Group: egodeath Message: 6310 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
Group: egodeath Message: 6311 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
Group: egodeath Message: 6312 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Asymmetry of Reformed theology
Group: egodeath Message: 6313 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Asymmetry of Reformed theology
Group: egodeath Message: 6314 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
Group: egodeath Message: 6315 From: Vincent Bruno Date: 25/02/2013
Subject: Vincent Bruno
Group: egodeath Message: 6319 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/06/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
Group: egodeath Message: 6320 From: Joe Date: 12/06/2013
Subject: Forthcoming essay citing egodeath theory
Group: egodeath Message: 6321 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/07/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
Group: egodeath Message: 6322 From: hahaonlysirius Date: 06/07/2013
Subject: Please repost “Mystianity” graduate thesis paper referenced by Micha
Group: egodeath Message: 6323 From: hahaonlysirius Date: 07/07/2013
Subject: Cancellation of the will
Group: egodeath Message: 6324 From: ajnavajra Date: 07/07/2013
Subject: Re: Cancellation of the will
Group: egodeath Message: 6325 From: Simon Date: 22/07/2013
Subject: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Group: egodeath Message: 6326 From: ajnavajra Date: 23/07/2013
Subject: Re: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Group: egodeath Message: 6327 From: Simon Date: 24/07/2013
Subject: Re: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Group: egodeath Message: 6328 From: tolderoll Date: 24/07/2013
Subject: Re: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Group: egodeath Message: 6330 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/08/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
Group: egodeath Message: 6331 From: letsrap@sbcglobal.net Date: 16/08/2013
Subject: What U-R Learning
Group: egodeath Message: 6333 From: letsrap@sbcglobal.net Date: 19/08/2013
Subject: Be Hungry For Truth
Group: egodeath Message: 6335 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/09/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
Group: egodeath Message: 6339 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/12/2013
Subject: Bk: The Psychedelic Future of the Mind (Thomas Roberts)
Group: egodeath Message: 6340 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/12/2013
Subject: Deciphered: tree vs. snake means Possibilism vs. Eternalism
Group: egodeath Message: 6341 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Caduceus: mycopercep shows sep ctrl-lev relations/harmony
Group: egodeath Message: 6342 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Cancellation of the will
Group: egodeath Message: 6343 From: egodeath Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Cancellation of the will
Group: egodeath Message: 6344 From: egodeath Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Paul’s road conversion = Balaam’s donkey conversion
Group: egodeath Message: 6345 From: egodeath Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Control-loss, panic, urgency; Psychedelic Cog Sci security/safet
Group: egodeath Message: 6346 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Deciphered: tree vs. snake means Possibilism vs. Eternalism
Group: egodeath Message: 6347 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Egodeath so simple, Freewill is endangered
Group: egodeath Message: 6348 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: False religion is freewill religion & anti-drug religion
Group: egodeath Message: 6349 From: egodeath Date: 03/12/2013
Subject: Egodeath diagram and lecture
Group: egodeath Message: 6350 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 03/12/2013
Subject: Re: Egodeath diagram and lecture



Group: egodeath Message: 6292 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: THE BIG STORY!!! REVOLUTIONARY BREAKTHROUGH!!!
What is the big picture, the Big Story, that now with my work from the 1980s, now (as of January 1988 (core theory) and November 2001 (myth/history theory-extension)) we (I) have figured out revelation enlightenment and deciphered myth and religion — our myth in our historical past and roots; our own religions and cluster of brands of transcendent knowledge, including Greek, Roman, Jewish, and Christian religions, and Western Esotericism, as well as Eastern religions and world religion. We now have Transcendent Knowledge, including deciphered loosecog myth, and now we understand how pre-moderns accessed routinely on-demand the mystic state in which religion is made.

Myth is about the experience-induced transformation from freewill thinking to no-free-will realization.


THE BIG STORY!!! The simpler story, put aside the most details, keep sight on the main story, what I have what’s now accomplished: we now understand myth, religious revelation, and enlightenment!!!

I provide many specific, summarizable takeaway points, the fruit and accomplishment, the harvest of the Egodeath theory, like in the bullet list at the top of my Wasson article: here are the executive elevator-speech bottom-line takeaway points of the Big Story and super massive revolutionary breakthrough discovery and invention: The Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence.

o We now recognize that no-free-will is the master theme throughout the history of religion and philosophy. Myth describes nonfreedom.

o We now know what was revealed in mystery religion.

o We now know how to read mythemes including our own Greek, Roman, Jewish, Christian, and Western Esotericism religions.

o What’s revealed in religion and described by religious myth is no-free-will, and a kind of personal non-control.

o The Bible is 100% fictional, not even slightly historical factual. It was meant to be taken exoterically and then especially esoterically.

o The Bible uses mystic-state revelation to advocate flat social-political-economic structuring.

(Extract the points, revelations, takeaways, implication from my review of the book The Myth of Free Will.)


The unique aspect of revelation in our time (1988/2013): we have a bigger base of confused undeciphered meaning, and misunderstanding of myth and religion, than all previous cultures/times, and, practically no one is enlightened. It’s a long way up, when you start from the bottom, the Kali Yuga of the late modern era. There is a huge voltage differential between truth and the late-Modern era, thus a gianter lightning bolt jumps that gap than ever before. Only a perfectly OSC-based culture is so very far from truth and thus enlightenment is a far bigger collective jump or individual jump now, than in the pre-modern era.

I had to go all the way from 1985’s total darkness — though Robert Graves’ 1957 book was across the street from the dorm, I walked right past in, in the library, revealing the breakthrough, the Big News!!! that mushrooms explain Greek myth and mystery religion and religious experiencing in antiquity. The modern era is connection-challenged. I had to travel further from darkness, a completely dark and dis-connected, non-connected culture, than any other era. But on the other hand, I had much Help. My random, odd, abnormal upbringing just happened to give me from all different directions Resources. And people saw I was intelligent, so they (like around the Beatles) gave me even more Resources. “We wanted to see what you would do with this” they told me.

Convention-following scholars miss the Big Picture, the Big Story, the super simple story. They fail to make the connections. I am the Great Connection Maker. Making these connections required violating multiple taboos in and across fields including: ahistoricity, no-free-will, chronology, psychedelics, entheogen history, spirituality, Rock.

See the recoiling of some people regarding my Acid Rock analysis of Rush, 1997-2006 or so — but remember, always remember to take into account the heavy censorship! Ignoramuses who write against entheogens are fully encouraged; entheogen-positive views are fully discouraged, don’t forget that! You must take it always fully into account, the illusion given by the heavy censorship by Prohibition Press. Everyone is entheogen-positive, but censorship fabricates the Matrix-like illusion, the false reality tunnel, that everyone is entheogen-diminishing or anti-entheogen. In fact, everyone supports, privately, the truth: the strongly entheogen-positive view. Every entheogen-diminishing writing is matched by 100,000 entheogen-positive writings that are censored, prevented from being published.

Knowledge breakthrough now is all about making connections including prohibited connections. One cannot do that which it is not permissible to do, what I did: connect all the key fields truly and coherently, explaining and revealing all mysteries to the entire world.

— Michael Hoffman, January 14, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6293 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Academic pseudo-study of Myst’m: crippled, phony, censored, comp
Don’t trust any entheogen books! They are all tainted and degenerate, contaminated with False Paradigm by The Man, by the pressure of the Official Tale. Don’t trust any published writers, books, or articles! We need a scorched-earth ground clearing to make way for a completely separate and true alternative thus correct story and paradigm. Always keep it in the foreground of your thinking: remember that authors wrote and still write under the heavily distorting conditions of extreme censorship coerced to misrepresent, and tell a largely negative story, like Andy Letcher’s trainwreck confused mess of a book: even he has no idea what his assertion and position is; it changes constantly, incoherently.

Letcher was permitted by Prohibition Press to publish, only because he made a disheveled heap of negative-sounding noises regarding entheogens. Letcher shows how to get published by Prohibition Press: take truth, turn it upside down, make a pile of vague negative sounds. Don’t delude yourself that Grof is any better! Even McKenna spreads ideas that harm the truth and falsely portray entheogens as missing from our own religious history, and he falsely grants tons of power and history to the Catholic Church, asserting and repeating the falsehoods, that the Catholic Church had total dominant power over the world for two thousand long years. Rubbish all! Burn the books and articles of McKenna, Letcher, Wasson, Ott, Schultes, they are all contaminated by The Man, by the Official Entheogen-Diminishing story.

The more positive — or, the less negative — a book is, regarding entheogen history, that merely means that the anti-entheogen view is hidden more subtly in that book and so you must be even more discerning of the evil lies in the book, the lie that entheogens are not the source of all religion, our own religion, always were, before the start, at the start, and during the history. Surgically pluck potentially useful items out from these ruined books, but wash them in the acid bath and completely melt them down, dissolve and coagulate these books to turn them from the lead which they are, into the gold which they instead ought to be.

Ruck and Hoffman in Entheogens Myth & Human Consciousness page 63-67 show that the Christian revivals of the 1800s were helped by American Indians; for example, Algonquin Indian shamans of the U.S. northeast are known to use Datura and Amanita, and may have used cannabis and peyote. Show me a religion, era, area, and it’s just a matter of filling-in which visionary plants were used there. Show me the damned Church of Mars, and there is the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, founded by drug inspiration.

This is my axiomatic dogma, of the Maximal Entheogen Theory, counter-dogma actually, which lands us much closer to the truth than even the most seemingly, apparently progressive of the entheogen writers who are tainted by their credulity and complicity with the Official Story, which is always inherently a misrepresentative story, the entheogen-diminishing story. Carl Ruck helps spread the entheogen-diminishing story.

Either you are a perfect maximal radical truth-teller per my Maximal Entheogen Theory, or, you are spreading the virus of entheogen-diminishing Official Propaganda. The most seemingly progressive entheogen scholar who is not radical maximal entheogen theory advocate, merely hides their entheogen-diminishing propaganda under the guise of progressive spin, most dangerous of the anti-entheogen moves is to appear fairly progressive, to appear relatively entheogen-positive. Beware of writers who are relatively entheogen positive, meaning, their entheogen-negative propaganda is hidden all the more effectively.

We need purity allegiance tests. Are you, or have you ever been, a member of the entheogen-diminishing story-tellers guild, run by the Prohibition Press? Have you signed my confessional creedal statement to show that your interpretation of the scripture is church-approved by my counter-church?

Be extra suspicious of Bear & Co, Inner Traditions Press, because they *appear* most entheogen-positive; their entheogen-diminishing paradigm they spread is merely all the more insidiously hidden from conscious view. The official axiomatic dogma of the Prohibition Press is that our own religion must not be admitted that it was inspired and has been by psychedelics at its heart, the Holy Spirit came into it through psychedelics and called the church to initial repentance and ongoing.

If it weren’t for LSD in the 1960s and 1970s, there wouldn’t be Evangelical Christianity. The church of the lie is the church in denial of what the role of drug experience in its congregation and leadership is. The church of evil lies, Mars Church, dogma is that the psychedelics experience among the leadership and congregation is the bad stuff that the church opposes, when in fact, that experience is positive experience that positively created the church. That’s an example of how the truth is distorted by Prohibition Press. The spin is all false, all misleading. Evidently the authors of psychedelics books agree, because they always repeat the history, but in their own words: evidently they don’t like the spin others put on the tale.

New books come out with new prohibition-compliant spins, digging the some old ruts even deeper. We must have an entirely new, independent, Maximal Entheogen story of history including ancient and modern. We must put aside all books and articles about entheogens and psychedelics books and articles, and start from a clean slate axiom of my Maximal Entheogen Theory. A radically true and different story is needed that doesn’t rely on the Official Lies at all. Stop reifying the falsities, the false memes and distortions that supposedly pro-entheogen writers propagate.

Entheogens are the standard of truth and *the* source of religion and enlightenment. Greek, Roman, Jewish, and Christian religions are about entheogens, period, and how to use them for good. If you take away entheogens, you destroy all truth in Greek, Roman, Jewish, and Christian religions and in Western Esotericism. The same is fully true with all other brands of transcendent knowledge.

— Michael Hoffman, January 14, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6294 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Myth-religion as comical puzzle, mystery-joke/riddle
Religious myth is a playful mode of reading, using meaning-flipping.

Hellenistic-mode religious myth is often the paradoxical saying and meaning the opposite; re-connecting meanings the opposite network-flipping. It is like Satanism’s inversion of the usual mappings, to express the same thing as the Bible, which the true (mystically legitimate and coherent, compatible with the intense psychedelic loosecog state) Satanist has correctly decoded like any true mystic: Lucifer –> enlightenment, divine truth; Jesus –> the freewill delusion, ignorant pop followers, darkness, delusion.

Religious myth such as the Bible is pointed deliberate irony and paradox, a game of play with meaning: religious myth is about the “freedom” of truth, which is non-freedom, but by the time you are this advanced with using language, you can state things in two contradictory-sounding ways. Meaning lies in the understanding-network, in your meaning-connections, such as I defined in my 2006 main article.

The Bible is not talking straight; don’t assume it is talking straight; stop assuming that.


People don’t know the mood in which to read religion. They are entirely too serious and they read it under the assumption that the author is serious. Religious myth is comical, ironic, playful, joking, punning, games of deliberate systematic pointed self-contradiction. Religion is a joke, a comedy and tragedy, it has inappropriate affect suitable for divine madness. It is mad humor. The phrase “religious humor” is a redundancy. Mystic-meaning tall-tales, analogies.

God forbids entheogens absolutely: death penalty! ego death
God commands you to be sober: he makes you ingest the psychedelic Eucharist, so that you can become sober and become thus a t-total abstainer from the inebriation of sin and spiritual blindness.

A real mystic can say “I never use drugs. I only use the traditional Eucharist. I don’t eat mushrooms. I chew the flesh of Christ between my teeth.” This is Valentinian Gnostic Christians’ transcendence of word-usage.

This is the key to the mood or mode of reading religious mythic writing.


The Stairway to Heaven:
Sometimes words have two meanings
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven
If there’s a bustle in your hedge-row, don’t be alarmed
It’s just a spring-clean for the May Queen
To be a rock, and not to roll


I was a slave to my passion and fear. (egoic control system, including egoic cross-time personal control-thinking)
I’m free now. (loosecog disengages the egoic control system, psychotic-like absence of fear or desire, to the point of control-instability, desperately requiring a different kind of stabilization than the old egoic system)

When I believed in freewill, I was a slave to sin and delusion, in prison in chains; my mind was possessed by ghosts, demons, and irrational magical thinking, superstition.
Now that I have experienced no-free-will, I am set free; my mind has been exorcised and now I have magic and supernatural power.

I was a slave to sin, of holding the premise of demons, the free-will assumption: a rebellious premise trespassing on and challenging God’s sovereign power.
Now I am freed to know the truth, which is no-free-will.


Mind the pre/trans fallacy: the starting and ending states have some similarities, with profound difference:

When I was deluded, I thought I had freedom, and that was magical thinking.
Now that I am enlightened and the truth has been revealed to my perception, I have freedom, and this is magic power.

If you believe in free will, freedom, you are deluded and have magical thinking.
If you believe in no-free-will, nonfreedom, you are enlightened and have magical thinking.

I was a slave to my fears and passions, avoidances and pursuits, when I thought I was free.
Now I am free, since I know there is no free will and we are frozen in spacetime.

— Michael Hoffman, January 14, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6295 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Academic pseudo-study of Myst’m: crippled, phony, censored, comp
typo correction:

New books come out with new prohibition-compliant spins, digging the same old ruts even deeper.


Luke Myers’ book Gnostic Visions seems like a rare, genuinely entheogen-truth book, a big step in the right direction.
http://amazon.com/o/asin/1462005489
Assignment: find the false, entheogen-diminishing propaganda in this book.

— Michael Hoffman
Group: egodeath Message: 6296 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/01/2013
Subject: Re: Myth-religion as comical puzzle, mystery-joke/riddle
Crowley had correct use of mystic metaphor, but may have advocated social-political hierarchy, whereas the Bible uses mystic metaphor to advocate a flat social-political system.

Huxley & Wasson advocated hierarchy, elitism, exclusivism.
Keysey & Leary advocated flat, egalitarianism.

— Michael Hoffman
Group: egodeath Message: 6297 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/01/2013
Subject: Re: Rock worship & the Rock altar of sacrifice
Finding the philosopher’s stone
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Discovering the perception of the thought of feeling the changeless block universe.

Discovering the feeling of thinking that perceives time as a spacelike dimension, as a mind who is a spacetime worm and worldline snake.

To become a worm theorist.


Heretics must be stoned to death. Especially first-born children who are literalist historicist freewillist entheogen-diminishers who hold the Possibilism model of time.

— Michael Hoffman, January 16, 2013, based on original research since 1985
Group: egodeath Message: 6298 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/01/2013
Subject: Re: Entheogenic Reformed theology
The mind’s innate cognitive restructuring potential is: switching the mental model from Autonomy operating within Possibilism, to Puppethood operating within Eternalism.

This mental model transformation occurs as the result of the psycholytic-induced loose cognitive binding state, the intense mystic altered state of being possessed by the power of the Holy Spirit, that results from the traditional eating of Christ’s flesh, which is real, literal food, and drinking of Christ’s blood, which is real, literal drink.

Antinomian mystic radicals were inebriated high on Christ which opened up their cognitive-binding-loosened capacity to recognize mystic metaphor meaning-flipping. They might have written explicitly about visionary plants, but were largely censored. But to those habituated to visionary plants, the meaning and plant source is clearly evident, hardly veiled, and not veiled in the many plain depictions of mushrooms in Christian art, as well as more than enough mentions of psychoactive plants in the Bible.
http://google.com/search?q=antinomian+mystic+radical

It used to be, 1967-2012, there was an official culture, which people actually believed and took seriously, claiming that visionary plants have no role in our Greek, Roman, Jewish, Christian religious history. No-free-will actually used to be controversial. People even recently, believe it or not, actually took seriously the Old Testament as literal historical reportage, rather than as mystic metaphors and ironic joking. Even after that delusion and denseness collapsed, people still, for a few years, continued to assume historicity as the intent of the New Testament. But now, there’s no longer anything “controversial” about openly asserting 100% ahistoricity, that the Bible is 100% fictional mystic metaphors and ironic joking.

I used to make a list of the many reasons people would, at that time, choke on my Egodeath theory. Now, my Egodeath theory is simply a routinely known popular system, like the Web. I used to rail against censorship and the official story. Now, that official story is simply irrelevant, a former, now dead metanarrative like the older generation’s reality tunnel in the 1960s. That self-aggrandizing “official” metanarrative exists now as an impotent, would-be “official” story, which few take seriously. It has no real weight, no compelling force. Reformed theology is going electric, with Reformed theologians on acid. The gospel drama is what goes on in your mind: you against your worldline, then your personal thinking submitting to your worldline, as the source of your thoughts.

The mind is strongly attracted to dramatic depiction of no-free-will. Myth, including Greek drama, and the Cross, provides this satisfying dramatic depiction of no-free-will. We want to somehow know fully a loss of control and expression of no-free-will. But meaning is in the mind, not in action, so how can we fully cathartically express and experience to the fullest, this control-loss and no-free-will? Instead of idiotic gory shallow crucifixion movies, we desire something as intense, but fully altered-state mystic-metaphor based.

Although I’ve been posting my fully formed holistic theory and model of Egodeath on the Internet since 1990, with mythic deciphering since 2001, Sam Harris and the other neuroscience rationalist atheist philosophers don’t perceive how very strong this function of myth and meaning of myth is: the myth of free will; that is, the point of religious myth is to describe the psychotropic drug-induced experience of no-free-will which causes thinking to be re-organized to conform to the no-free-will experiential and intellectual altered-state realization. Harris mocks the arbitrariness of interpretation of religious myth.

The End of Faith: Religion, Terror, and the Future of Reason
Sam Harris
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0393327655
2004

The first successful interpretation of religious myth is the system that I developed:

1. My initial decoding of myth was preliminary portions in my 1988 first draft of the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence (the Egodeath theory): my initial foray into Christian myth, typified in my 1997 Principia Cybernetica website Comment posting.
2. In such fashion, I decoded acid-oriented Rock lyrics around 1992, uploaded to the Web around 1997.
3. I applied that mature ability to myth, including cracking the New Testament myth and world mythology, in 2001, well-presented in my 2006 main article.
4. I continued and completed the deciphering of all the main lyrics and religious myths, 2001-2013.


The puppet’s feeling of autonomy is shown the real power source, by the worldline, and the worldline makes the personal thinking realize and experience the ability of the worldline to threaten the personal control system. When in danger, pray to God who is in control as creator of your worldline. This isn’t necessarily supernaturalist. It’s all about you and your thinking ability, your mind, your Reason, how your worldline brings your thinking into line and causes grace to enter your thinking, so that your mind understands the source of its intentions, lying along your fated, pre-given, unalterable worldline. Your personal control thinking submits to your worldline, and this is equivalent to putting trust in a personal Creator god who controls your worldline.

The hand of God hidden in a cloud holds a chain that controls block universe Nature, which is your worldline, and your worldline, Nature, holds a chain that controls the monkey-mind, which is your personal control thinking. When you are made to trust your worldline, that’s equivalent to you being made to trust a controller of your worldline, outside your domain of conscious personal control ability. Steering your worldline is outside your conscious personal control ability. Your personal conscious self is one agency, and your pre-set worldline is another agency. Praying to and trusting in your worldline is equivalent to praying to and trusting in a separate Controller X in a position of creating and controlling your worldline.

o The personal control thinking system, your domain of conscious control power, is distinct from other powers:

o your pre-set, pre-given worldline

o a demiurgic Creator and controller of your worldline,

o a Good god above fatedness

You can logically, reasonably break things out that way per Gnosticism, Neoplatonism, and Christian options, if you choose. Or, you can simply conceptualize, rationally, per Multistate Science, 2 levels:

o The personal control thinking system, your domain of conscious control power, is distinct from other powers:

o your pre-set, pre-given worldline. Your worldline might make you rationally pray to and trust in the worldline, like sacrificing to Zeus Meilichios, who controls the worldline snake and is easily satisfied when you are made to proclaim loosecog realization and agreement with no-free-will.

Reformed theology is a merely singlestate fallacy reduction of this view, experience, and realization. Reformed theology without the experience of the Holy Spirit from the traditional psychedelic Eucharist, is just children’s practice training-wheels theology. No Reformed theologians are among the elect, nor Arminians, no matter what their view on no-free-will.

Only when Reformed theology goes Electric, as in Marsh Chapel, with psilocybin, will any Reformed evangelists be saved and receive grace and be made to truly submit and be shown the threat: the worldline and your Spirit-inspired insanely adept imagination, will prove to you that you are capable of imagining a threatening loss of control, and you will find that you are positively attracted to the demonstration of loss of control — which is holiness and the sacred point. To the extent you are interested in the Holy, Transcendent Knowledge, revelation and enlightenment, you are attracted to the beautiful glorious Medusa problem through which we are reborn when we turn to look behind us, see the attractive and mortifying face of God, and are turned into stone and reborn from the rock.

Now as I knew when fundamentalist writer Dave Hunt carelessly discovered Reformed Theology, the Great War is on: for control of Christianity in America: the Reformed movement, but in an evil, fallen form, lacking the traditional Eucharist, is taking over Evangelical Christianity. Just add mushrooms, the missing Holy Spirit, to turn mere Reformed *ideas* into actual salvation and revelation that the Bible is all in your mind, per my radical mystic metaphor deciphering and 100% fictional, ahistoricity of the Jewish Old Testament and the Gnostically revealed New Testament.

o No-free-will is trendy,
o Reformed theology is trendy, and
o the Shamanism revolution in Christian scholarship is trendy, and
o now everyone is aware of ahistoricity, rapidly spreading, from Old Testament, to Jesus, to Paul, and
o I push ahistoricity through per Edwin Johnson to the very existence of Christianity in antiquity: Luther wrote the New Testament in 825.

— Michael Hoffman, January 16, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6299 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 20/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
The Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: Heracleon’s Commentary on John
Elaine Pagels
http://amazon.com/o/asin/1555403344
1973
128 pages

Title of my book review:
The elect vs. moralists, sacrament of apolytrosis (redemption)

This book is Pagels’ 1973 dissertation. This reprint of Pagels’ book is decent, good printing, decently bound, blue cover, paperback. This dissertation follows academic conventions, which prevent clear communication and present information backwards. Read her book in my Satanic way, that is, last page first, because the dullest information is the first couple regular chapters, and the best information is the last page and the summary (“Synthesis”). This book lacks a glossary and lacks an index of normal useful words. She provides a “Glossary-Index” (her term) of technical theology terms, which is neither a glossary providing definitions nor an index of useful normal words.

I provide a clear summary here, assisted by decades of original work on my theory of religious experiencing and metaphor, with a summarization approach that is lacking from current conventions. The Jesus Mysteries (http://amazon.com/o/asin/0609807986) is a readable preparation for Pagels’ early books.


Pagels’ book shows that Valentinians presented the following 2-level system. I’m able to summarize it here through better communication conventions combined with my 2001 theory of mystic metaphor. See my comparable contrast summary in my review of Pagels’ book The Gnostic Paul (http://amazon.com/o/asin/1563380390).

Higher Christians (‘pneumatic’; spiritual)
Lower Christians (‘psychic’; mental)

o Don’t rely on the historicity of the Bible (page 12). What matters is the mystic-state meaning and metaphorical analogies. Deny the uniqueness of the Christian revelation. page 15
o Believe in the uniqueness of the Christian revelation, emphasizing the literalness of its occurrence of historical events.
Pagels discusses ahistoricity, or the unimportance or irrelevance of Jesus’ literal historical life and crucifixion, on pages 12-16, 44, 46, and 118.

o Received the higher Eucharist; they are given grace through receiving the sacrament of apolytrosis (which I point out is entheogenic-equivalent, like the “sacraments of Phrygia and Eleusis” mentioned on page 15).
o Only have baptism by water, associated with forgiving sins but in such a way that free-will moral thinking is still implied (various pages in Pagels). They only eat literal ordinary bread and drink literal ordinary wine.
Pagels discusses the Eucharist, wine, feast, banquet, eating, drinking, sacrament of apolytrosis, bridechamber, marriage wedding banquet, and other entheogen-equivalent topics, on page 15 (sacrament of Eleusis), 62-65, 76-82, 92-96, and 115. See my review of Gnostic Visions (http://amazon.com/o/asin/1462005489) and Flights of the Soul (http://amazon.com/o/asin/0802865402).

o Are masters of metaphor interpretation, describing experiential insights received through the sacrament of apolytrosis (redemption). Are able to interpret all brands of mystic writing (page 15)
o Literalists. They depend on a historical reading of events in the Bible, assuming that those events literally happened. This prevents them from understanding spiritually (which I explain explicitly: they don’t understand the entheogen Eucharist and its revelation of no-free-will).

o Think in terms of this higher vs. lower understanding, making this distinction.
o Don’t believe in or understand higher Christianity and metaphor reading in terms of spiritual experience.

o Redemption and heaven is now, for the elect.
o Redemption and heaven is in the future, in the age to come.

o Receives redemption, purely by God’s grace (matching Reformed theology, my theory points out). Though veiled as “election” and explained indirectly through symbolism, these Christians basically are brought to believe the supposedly “pagan” idea of no-free-will, upon discovering that they are among the elect and receive their redemption though grace — though they initially and originally think, mistakenly, using the lower way of thinking.
o The lower Christian reaches, if they are morally good, Salvation (still reifies the free-will moral premise). These can earn salvation through works. Receive a lower salvation, a forgiveness of sins, while that forgiveness still reifies free-will moral thinking; ‘ethics’ per Pagels. They believe in free-will moral agency. They conceptualize religion in terms of freewill ethics and moral conduct as the way to earn salvation.


Pagels discusses determinism, election theology, grace, works, and moral ethics on pages 49, 57, 72, 82-83, 98-113, and 120-122 especially (that is the end and climax of the book). Pagels explains how Valentinians enabled treating both higher and lower Christians both as authentic Christians. Valentinians are interesting Christian Gnostics because they define an ‘asymmetric theology’ (a term from my theory) that enables treating both higher and lower Christians both as authentic Christians. Pagels’ doesn’t point out (but my theory does) that Augustinian theology has this same asymmetry: those who are not saved, are condemned by their own freewill-type moral guilt; the elect are chosen for redemption by God in a no-free-will type of framework.

Mainstream writer Origin accuses Gnostics of asserting a fatalistic determinism theology of salvation like the pagans (page 49).

How can Pagels not mention Reformed theology here, as my theory covers? Pagels writes “To counter the fatalism of pagan religion and philosophy, mainstream Christians stress freewill ability against fatalism, and dismiss this election theology as determinism, if not arrogance. Plotinus also criticizes the Valentinians for not discussing ethics, the soul, purifying the soul, and right conduct.” (page 122) She characterizes ‘the soul’ as being a factor that’s part of free-will ethics in lower Christianity, in Valentinian Gnosticism.

Per Pagels, Valentinians as a concession to the mainstream Church that was trying to maximize its member count, Valentinians didn’t demonize freewillist Christians as “not real Christians”, but rather, included them as lower Christians, who could be saved after death, in the future time to come.

But per Pagels, page 112, Gnostics tend and want to posit 2 races:
o The race of the elect
o The race of perdition.

But Valentinians wanted to define an inclusive framework so they posited 3 races, as a concession to the mainstream church:
o The race of the elect (I point out these are those destined to believe in no-free-will, amply supportable by quotes in this book)
o The race of the freewillists, who seek a freewill morality type of salvation, that the higher Christians should humor them about and theologically affirm per Valentinian theology)
o The race of those who are predestined definitely for perdition. Pagels says little (page 104) about this group and why Valentinian theology even had this grouping.

Pagels (page 104) points out that the Gnostic Heracleon doesn’t use the term “free will”, but discusses “their only choice is whether to obey the will of the Father or the will of the devil”. Heracleon’s scheme of characterizing psychic (lower) Christians is essentially thinking in the mode of freewill moral agency. Heracleon’s Valentinianism is a veiled no-free-will theology that sort of reifies a freewillish moral salvation system, for lower Christians. Heracleon’s 2-level theology tries to keep freewillist moralists on board as legitimate but lower members of the same inclusive church.

The mainstream church tried to maximize its member count and that the Valentinian broad-church Gnostics also held that goal. Regarding the Social Gospel: I point out that Gnostics are accused of being anti-world, and that recently, salvation-focused Protestants are accused of “Protestant Gnosticism”, meaning that these Protestants demonize the world and seek only to individually escape from it, supposedly like Gnostics sought. But this book about Valentinian Gnosticism doesn’t support that “anti-world” accusation made against Gnostics at all; rather, this book shows Valentinian Gnosticism was concerned with accepting both higher and lower Christianity into the mainstream church.

This book doesn’t discuss the social gospel (flat egalitarian society) as the New Testament Christianity’s driving goal, by either the mainstream church, nor by Valentinian broad-church Gnostics, nor by supposed elitist, supposed anti-world Gnostics. The book does mention Gnostic cautions against elitism and arrogance on the part of higher Christians — I point out that the same caution is found in Reformed Theology.

The grand finale of Pagels’ book shows why it’s taboo, silently forbidden, to bring together the topics of no-free-will and Reformed theology (as my theory does): to openly admit that Christian theology asserts no-free-will would be to admit an equivalence of Christianity with paganism, and shuts out the freewillist majority of people, or threatens to eliminate the beloved, popular, and lucrative church-friendly idea of human freedom.

Her grand finale of the book, the Synthesis section, inspires me to define the church as being “universal” in the sense of using a veiled combining of two incompatible theologies: no-free-will as higher theology, together with a provisional freewill theology for the lower mass of Christians. Pagel’s Synthesis section is the summary of the book, and describes the Valentinian “complexity of their doctrine”. She describes how Valentinian theology veiled its determinism (election theology) aspect, “to express their apprehension of election in mythical and symbolic terms … imagistic and symbolic.” (page 122; the last sentence of the book). ‘Election’ means being fated for redemption.

Election theology was used by the Gnostic Heracleon and the mainstream Origen to obscure and deny the “pagan” fatalism and determinism, by relabelling the terms to enable indirectly asserting fatedness and by avoiding discussing fatedness in general but instead restricting the topic to election and using roundabout wording.

Pagels’ grand finale section is titled Anti-gnostic polemics: the development of a theory of “free will”. She explains how two incompatible theologies — elite determinism and popular freewillism — were combined into an oil-and-water or two-level hybrid system, “valid on different levels”, in an effort to maximize the size of the church. It’s great that Pagels’ dissertation essentially points this out, though her presentation is ineffective at communicating this big revelation, which aptly describes theology in general: an exercise in combining distinct systems of elite no-free-will theology (veiled, occluded, evasive, obscurantist, or in-denial) and popular free-will moralism. After reading her conclusion, I describe all religion as deliberately veiled no-free-will, disguised as freewill moralism promises of rewards, of salvation, per the scheme of Valentinianism as revealed by Elaine Pagels.

— Michael Hoffman, January 19, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6300 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 20/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
The Big News, the greatly rewarding result of me applying my knowledge to read this book: theology *deliberately* suppresses and occludes its assertion of no-free-will. That’s why Reformed Theology is kept far away from books about free will and determinism. A big train crash is coming, as I prophesied when fundamentalist writer Dave Hunt in 2002 belatedly discovered Reformed Theology. Run for cover: the big train of atheist no-free-will and, unknowingly, the separate big train of pop hipster neo-Reformed, headed toward the same point, are both headed toward freewill Christianity.

At the same time as Sam Harris condemns religion and asserts instead, no-free-will, what’s going on in our religion? The empty-headed superficial entertainment Christian clubs are discovering Reformed Theology. After I read Dave Hunt’s books in the 1990s and then read Reformed Theology books, I posted a review at Amazon of his book A Woman Rides the Beast, criticizing him for failing to inform me about Reformed Theology during the 1990s. He took my advice, and others’, and, shocked, wrote a book against Calvinism. In a Christian bookstore, I saw Hunt’s anti-Calvinism book right away, and I laughingly told people about the ramifications: empty-headed Evangelicalism discovers Reformed Theology! This is going to be a trainwreck! The two systems are diametrically opposed.

If “a woman rides the beast”, the beast is bogus pop Christianity, and the kingdom of heaven is truth, which is known (albeit in garbled fashion) in all authentic esoteric religion:

As explained simply, clearly, completely, and explicitly in my 2006 main article, what all authentic esoteric religion asserts is:
o Puppethood; no self of a particular nature
o Eternalism block universe fatedenss; no-free-will
o Entheogen-induced dissociative state; loose cognition induced by psycholytic chemicals
o Metaphors and analogies describing the above

Everything written by fundamentalists and evangelicals is true. But only metaphorically true.

Surfaces and Essences: Analogy as the Fuel and Fire of Thinking
Douglas Hofstadter
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0465018475

Salvation, eternal life, Jesus has done away with sin and death, just as they say — but, metaphorically, referring to repeated exposure of the mind to entheogens. Dave Hunt wrote fair and almost enlightened statements about psychedelics; what little that he wrote about psychedelics that I read will stand; it’s not false.


o What’s going on in Christianity: where’s the action at? The emergent church, which breaks away from conventional “church” structure and liturgy, and Reformed theology, which in roundabout, obscured fashion, asserts pagan idea of no-free-will. Bow down to Heimarmene and its ultimate creator, accepting it as yourself — or go out of control, irrational, insane, since a house divided against itself cannot stand.

o On a separate topic: in Atheism, the big pop topic is no-free-will, and those who *claim* they give a damn about religion are discovering Shamanism. I am Jonah, camping out under a bush waiting for God to smite Nineveh as the big train of Reformed theology draws close, unknown, toward the big train of “atheism” which is pushing no-free-will as a “new” and “modern” idea.

o And here comes ahistoricity: the Social Gospel author John Dominic Crossan waves his arms to assure the professional Historical Jesus Guild that he believes Jesus existed — he has to sign a litmus test confessional creedal statement, “I worship the Historicity of Jesus as my God”, which no one had to mention just two years ago.

o Meanwhile, Jewish scholars now permit themselves to admit the existence of religious experiencing, not just the Enlightenment era rationalist pretended version of Rational Jewish religion (read, “ordinary state of consciousness based, non-mystic-metaphor belief system).

o And Christian scholars permit themselves to preciously dance around the topic of Shamanistic-like “alternate states of consciousness” among Jesus and crew.

o Worm theorists have eaten the Possibilism branching theory of Time.

I am here where the train tracks come together, waiting to welcome you all and watch the explosion. Welcome to the post-Modern era. Here is my 1997 Core theory and 2006 summary article.

I have killed Christianity, or it has finally killed itself. Who’s Next?


The extended Theory:
The Entheogen Theory of Religion and Ego Death (including the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence; Transcendent Knowledge; The Egodeath Theory)
http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm
2006

The core Theory:
Ego Death and Self-Control Cybernetics
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath/message/5870
1997 (drafted 1988)

— Michael
January 19, 2013
Group: egodeath Message: 6301 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 21/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Direct self-contradictions of Elaine Pagels in this book

Pagels does almost admit that Reformed theology is the same as Gnostic no-free-will, on page 111, footnote 15:
>B. Drewery, in his book on Origen and the Doctrine of Grace, concludes: “Origen’s doctrine of grace is a cardinal flaw of his theology, being infected with the disease of merit theology. Origen makes grace and merit so complementary as to cast an iron curtain of human capacity, human desert, and human achievement around the free grace of the Almighty, opening the way of the later heresy of Pelagius’.” (205-206).

Note:
‘psychics’ means lower, freewillist-assuming Christians — per my plain, clear wording.
‘pneumatics’ means higher, no-free-will believing Christians — per my plain, clear wording.


Self-contradiction 1:

A. On page 103 bottom, Pagels writes:
Heracleon says that psychics can choose to become by adoption either “sons of the devil” or “sons of God” (Commentarium in Johannis, by Origen, 20.25). Their choice reconstitutes their nature, directs them either into “evil” or “good works”, and decides their eternal destiny.

B. But *directly* contradicting herself, on page 104 paragraph 2, Pagels writes:
Heracleon himself never uses this term [‘free will’]. He shows that the psychics do experience a range of “choice” between salvation and destruction, but their “choice is not the power to constitute themselves; it is not “free will” (autexousia) in the proper sense of the word. This philosophic term, applied to Heracleon’s doctrine, proves to be anachronistic and misleading . The conditions of psychic existence and of their “choice” are constituted for them by the demiurge. Their “choice,” in fact their only option, is whether to obey the will of the Father or the will of the devil.

Assignment: Based on the above two passages asserted by Pagels, answer this question:
Does the psychics’ choice constitute their nature and thus decide their destiny? Is the psychics’ choice the power to constitute themselves and thus decide their destiny?


Self-contradiction 2:

A. On page 112 end of paragraph, Pagels writes:
Bultmann, Langerbeck, and Schottroff all discuss the Valentinian view of natures in terms of this antithesis between “determinism” and “free will.” These categories neither occur in the gnostic texts themselves nor do they reflect the concerns of Valentinian theologians.

B. But *directly* contradicting herself, on page 115 middle of paragraph 2, Pagels writes:
Although created with free will, men have allowed themselves to fall into “sins.” Thus they stand under the penalty of death. (Heracleon supports his restatement of this view by referring to Romans 1.18 f.)

Assignment: Based on the above two passages asserted by Pagels, answer this question:
Is Heracleon concerned with free will?

(He is the main Valentinian theologian who Pagels discusses.)


Where there is self-contradiction, there is flimsy apologetics; ulterior motive; an intent to misrepresent. Accidentally muddled writing is a convenient pretended excuse to assist in the cover-up. Pagels writes in an apologetics self-contradictory tone, showing the same kinds of self-contradictions I smelled and excavated with devastating results in Wasson’s book SOMA.

She betrays that she is worried about defending Valentinian Gnosticism from the “accusation” (her word) of asserting determinism. Repeatedly she asserts that Valentinian theology has nothing to do with free will and determinism, but rather, instead, is about election theology. But she never makes much effort to explain how election theology is any different than “philosophical determinism”. And then, she *directly* point-blank contradicts herself, on these points, in the passages I present above.

The Egodeath theory, which I defined, is the simplest possible theory and is the point of reference for all theory of religious experiencing and Reformed Theology and theory of what’s revealed in enlightenment and revelation. God is the author of sin and evil. That’s the simplest point of view. We are puppets, not ultimately responsible. God only, is ultimately responsible, and, God suffered the death penalty on the cross. God is the virtual reality script-kiddie who we are all subject to in his demiurgic Matrix simulation. Our higher thinking demands that we acknowledge our helpless dependent position with respect to whatever it is that has timelessly set our worldline in place — Controller X, that is outside our practical domain of personal control power.

This is the view, the philosophical system that I define, that I am responsible for defining, because it is the simplest possible model. I don’t give a damn about saving God from being the author of evil. The puppetmaster doesn’t need his puppets to save him from anything. I don’t give a damn about saving our moral freewill culpability. I don’t, perhaps, even care about truth. I care about defining mental model that doesn’t contradict itself, as a *useful* simple point of reference to explain Transcendent Knowledge and mystic-state experiencing.

http://google.com/search?q=reformed+determinism

The first version of Reformed Theology that everyone must learn and use as the first point of reference, is incompatibilist determinism, where God is the author of evil and sin, double predestination, and what is revealed is that we are helpless ultimately non-responsible puppets. You can’t start thinking about being the savior of God’s goodness or being the savior of our ultimate moral responsibility, until you first learn my spelled-out crystal clear model of Transcendent Knowledge as Exhibit A. My version of determinism is not causal-chain materialist determinism, but rather, time as a spacelike dimension, with a single future (not manyworlds QM). Why? Because it is the simplest possible model! My Egodeath theory is Exhibit A: the simplest possible model of the nature of ego transcendence.

Every two-bit acid rock lyricist knows this model. What’s wrong with you intellectuals that you try to bypass comprehending what the acid sacrament of apolytrosis communicates to the lowly Rock Gods? You can’t start by assuming compatibilism of freewill and determinism. Freewill was invented by Valentinian theology which held freewill to be lower thinking, and held no-free-will (block-universe Eternalism) as higher truth. To expand church membership and sell salvation in a lucrative installment plan, Origen then attempted to do away with the no-free-will view held by paganism and by Gnosticism, which was the altered-state revealed model, block universe determinism with time as a spacelike dimension.

The entire project of theologians who try to be the savior of God, rescuing God from being the author of evil, and rescuing humanity from puppethood, is Pelagianism. Does the Bible command theologians to save and rescue God from being the author of evil, and be the savior of human freewill? The Bible contains playful mystical self-contradiction: “You are morally responsible, and, you are a helpless non-responsible puppet. And don’t you dare point out that this is contradictory, as if God made you incorrectly.” The Bible contains weak implications that people are ultimately morally responsible, and strong implications that we are puppets. The only people asserting freewill are neo-Calvinists.

Freewill is actually a surprisingly rare position, in the history of thought. This supports my point, that we must love and protect our childish thinking, because nothing is more delicate and temporary and easily killed than the childish freewill mode of thinking, a mere shadow, a ghost, which immediately collapses in light of mushroid loosened cognition. The Bible is designed to support, contingently and on the surface, for a limited time, the freewill delusion, but then to reveal and unveil and un-conceal the truth, of no-free-will. It’s not complicated! Don’t make it complicated. I show how very simple it is: two-mode meaning-flipping; the mind is programmed to initially be shaped in freewill form, but then upon loose cognition, reshape to no-free-will.

Bible mythemes and terms are designed to meaning-flip to support that maturation, and, support social justice and flat social structuring. I am the one who points the way, in full detail to the extent needed, to dirt-simple thinking about mental model transformation. To form an impossible project of compatibilism, to be the savior of God and Christianity and freewill, start by my simplest possible theory.

Meditation, contemplation? That’s complicated, vague, difficult, and rarely effective. Entheogens are vastly simpler of an explanatory theory of how mystics have always entered the intense mystic altered state routinely on-demand, on-tap. “Traditional Christian contemplation” (taken as non-entheogenic) is nothing but an academic bluff, a vague arm-waving, by those who try to suppress the entheogenic basis of traditional mystic practice. There’s no such thing as non-entheogen-based traditional Christian contemplation; that’s an oxymoron. Show me a historical mystic, I’ll show you a visionary plant user.

There is no “traditional Christian mystic practice” without visionary plants. That whole concept is a bluff, a transparently obvious cover-up conspiracy. We’ll take real actual religion instead of bluffing tales and engineered misrepresentations conjured out of the imaginations of those who deny and suppress the truth and are eagerly published by Prohibition Press.

— Michael Hoffman, January 20, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6302 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 21/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
clarification:

Freewill was invented by the Catholic church. Valentinian theology didn’t invent freewill; the popular mainstream church and theologians such as Origen invented freewill.

The project of saving God by working on compatibilism, is essentially the Catholic project. If you strive to save God by designing a system of compatibilism, you are a Catholic. The only kind of compatibilism that doesn’t contradict itself is my two-phase model: the childish mind is shaped like freewill animal, the adult mind, initiated by visionary plant exposure, is shaped no-free-will. Thus, free will and determinism are compatible: first we think freewill, then no-free-will is unveiled in the loosecog state, after which, we rely on freewill animal thinking, as a useful fictional shorthand tool, consciously recognizing freewill thinking as an inaccurate model.

Freewill was popular in Christian practice, and Valentinian theology was based around the principle of accepting that view as Christian — but only as a lower level of Christianity than true, no-free-will Christianity, which was revealed through visionary plants, as in all authentic brands of transcendent knowledge. Every authentic brand of transcendent knowledge was revealed through visionary plants. This is the theory I clarify and define, because it is the simplest possible explanatory model: the Maximal Entheogen Theory of Religion and Culture.

— Michael Hoffman, January 20, 2013
Group: egodeath Message: 6303 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 21/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Double-predestination is as serious a matter as anything in mystic metaphor.

The souls of freewill thinkers go to heaven for reward after they die, or go to hell for punishment after they die.

No-free-will thinkers are left out of that game. They have only a shadowy ghost of a soul. They just cease to exist after they die. But at least they get to be in heaven during life, upon realizing no-free-will fully, in the loose cognitive binding state. These thinkers have eternal life, but only between enlightenment and death. I have attained immortality, but only until I die. I have stopped re-incarnating and escaped the round of karma.

Where do compatibilist pseudo-Calvinists go after they die? An ill-defined limbo, appropriately. Their eternal reward and punishment is to work toward constructing a coherent system of compatibilism. That’s an important project because it’s up to you to save God and Jesus from being the author of evil, and to save everyone’s souls from the threat of no-free-will. We’re all counting on you to save us!

— Michael the Archangel
Group: egodeath Message: 6304 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 25/01/2013
Subject: Re: Rock worship & the Rock altar of sacrifice
My theory of mystic state metaphor decodes thousands of mythemes all throughout Christian, Jewish, Roman, and Greek writings of “Antiquity” (however long ago they were written).

Judas hung himself from a tree, exactly the same as Jesus.

Judas stumbled on a stone, same as Jesus’s crucifixion is a stumbling block for the Jews.

Judas’ intestines poured out, as Jesus’ blood poured out from the spear wound in his side.

God hid Moses in a split in a rock to shield Moses from seeing God and thereby dying.

The mystic experiences phenomena analogous to these mythemes. The story elements seem odd, arbitrary, crayonish, primitive, strange, clumsy, artificial, unbelieveable, because they strive to refer in joking way, as double-entendre, to something entirely different than the surface literal meaning.

It is a coding game, which is why it seems odd and artificial when read straight; it is all winking to those who are in on the joke or riddle or meaning-translation. We’re not discussing rocks and trees and snakes; we’re discussing altered state phenomena, through presenting analogy, allegory, metaphor.

Thus all the books about religion are garbage, since they fail to grasp this basic nature of the writings. The books are hardly worth reading; profoundly off-base, a massive category error. Reformed theology has God so evil he sends most people to Hell for eternal punishment — except that it’s all mystic-state metaphor, numbskulls.

God is the author of sin and evil, but no one is going to Hell or Heaven for egoic freewill agency punishment or reward. That freewill moral soul is illusory, and so is the associated concommitant Hell and Heaven.

My postulates gain us, and cost us. Good news: I have cracked the meaning of religion. Bad news: no one is punished eternally in Hell, nor remnant (after delusion burned off) rewarded in Heaven after bodily death.

I’ve solved some objections to Reformed theology, which suffers from chronic endemic literalism, as it lacked my mapping to the visionary-plant-induced intense mystic altered state.

This theory is the most useful, relevant, ergonomic, simple, elegant, easy to understand. And confirmable, reproducible readily, immediately.

The Bible is a library collection of variant mystic-state metaphors, mytheme combinations. A computer could write inspired scripture per the Core theory and stock analogies.

What use is 200 years of modern scholarship and theology about the Bible, when they all fail to know the type of literature it is? The Bible etc. is analogies of intense visionary plant induced experiential phenomena, as I have deciphered, not literalism. I discovered fully and teach the world how to begin reading religious writings in the correct, mystic mode.

John Allegro was right in that the NT must be deciphered in a visionary plant way, though I figured out the *main* ultimate referent of religious metaphor, in terms of self control agency, fatedness/possibility, and the loose cognitive association binding state specifically from visionary plants.

Allegro and Acharya and Ruck and Ulansey and Borg are correct so far as they go, but I complete the deciphering, in that I identify the ultimate referent, systematically: altered state experiencing, not s*x or plants or the sun and planets and stars.

Even Timothy Freke didn’t figure out this deciphering, mapping specific altered state experiential phenomena to mythemes. Nor Graves; he only mapped the plants themselves, to myth, and only generally, around 1957.

Ralph Metzner’s book Metaphors of Transformation has some elements that are in my solution. Scholars try to find Bible meaning, but they remain hopelessly literalist, lacking loosecog phenomena as the referent.

Like good Rock lyrics, such as Pink Floyd’s standout song Learning to Fly, every word must be mapped to the classic cognitive experiential phenomena. Rock tree snake king die fear mortal everlasting gate ride battle storm chaos drink meal etc.

Compare my outlook now vs 1988 — back then I felt some entheogens in the book of Revelation, but was far from reading all Bible etc in terms of metaphor analogy referring to the full list of entheogen-induced cognitive phenomena that I had identified by September 1988. I had the full core theory with closure, but not the mapping to metaphors in religious myth — and I had the idea of the mapping; my 1988 draft and 1997 core summary have some Bible religion theme tie-ins (explanations), but not a well-developed idea of 100% metaphor reading.

I wish 1/11/88 I had instantly known all myth and recognized its meanings-mappings to the Crystalline Ground of Being and the ramifications of noncontrol. But as I’ve show with every breakthrough, understanding is a matter of deepening the connectiions over time. It took only from October 1985 to October 1988 to formulate my Core theory, but 1999 to 2013 to fully map mystic metaphor to the Core theory (along with other developments).

1985-1998, my thinking was tainted with far too much received literalism then; literalism with a mere sprinkling of metaphor points. I had to develop the opposite. Per Swiss cheese, the Bible etc. isn’t literal as the cheese and metaphor as the holes; it’s a solid block of metaphor, no literalist content. All metaphorical cheese, no literalism holes.

— Michael Hoffman, Egodeath.com, written Jan. 23, 2013
Group: egodeath Message: 6305 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 25/01/2013
Subject: Revelation is monstrous and attractive
Psyche is soul as in the mind’s center of free will moral control agency. God’s face if you see it you die

Voice dictate

in the myth of psyche (female perishable butterfly winged delicate mortal) and Eros the question is is Eros (male immortal imperishable god) horrifically hideous and ugly or is Eros beautiful and attractive such that every psyche will fall in love with it

is gods glory beautiful or terribly monstrous

The mind of the personal control agent is attracted and drawn towards the beauty that we seek but when we see it we run away in fear and trembling and terror we are horrified and made to think things that kill our ruts of self-control thinking we think things we are forced to think things and our usual thinking is all offended and broken by the things that are transpersonal thinking discovers that it can think and intend

it is amazing attractive compelling horrible shocking frightening exciting and the psyche is seduced and ruptured and overtaken it falls

spirit is the higher transpersonal level of one’s mind

Thus the Gnostic valentinian levels make sense in the way they break out in terms of initial free will thinking and later initiated no free will thinking:

psychics, psychic Christians — free will moral Christianity, soul as the seat of free will moral agency. Psyche equals soul equals childish free will thinking

pneumatics, pneumatic Christians — no-free-will thinking is spiritual thinking. Pneumatic equals spirit equals breath equals divine wind


Penetrating the gate of no free will is like penetrating a layer which has thickness with a lower surface and upper surface generally thinking moves in Valentinian gnosticism demonize and separate from the items of the previous level the lower earlier level

imagine if you had a five level, 5-stage developmental scheme the final stage V could demonize a mixture of all previous levels and call them all the deceiver revelation in general does condemn being self-centered that is it condemns free will thinking but it also focuses a lot on condemning the prison of fatedness even though those two things contradict each other

Pride hubris self dependence contradicts the no free will revelation but both of those have negative aspects

in fact everything has negative aspects; even God has the negative aspect of wrath and being a creator of evil and moral sin, so everything has its negative aspect

Thus in stage III in a three stage system, stage III may demonize contradictory elements of stage one and stage II, yet stage III also has elements that can be demonized or criticized, like the wrath of God for example.

Michael Hoffman 2013 egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 6306 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 25/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Good books on Valentinian Gnosticism and Sacrament of Apolytrosis, versus woefully pathetic books attempting to cover the Eucharist without any knowledge that the Eucharist is mushrooms

Elaine Pagels’ earliest books are best: John, Paul, then Gnostic Gospels. I feel similarly about Ken Wilber’s books and the Rush albums from their 3rd (Caress of Steel, when Peart had his acid/myth connection breakthrough) through Signals or perhaps Grace Under Pressure. Pagels’ first book, the Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis, is good, and I connect coherently with Valentinian Gnosticism as she portrays it and contrasts it against “mainstream” early Christianity. I might re-read her 2nd and 3rd books: I feel like I am in modern, intelligent company, with Valentinian Gnosticism, which focused much on defining the relation between mystically informed Christianity versus “mainstream” Christianity, of whatever era that Gnosticism was formed (“150”, “825”, or “1525”, in some chronology system or other).

Freke and Gandy’s book The Jesus Mysteries was crippled by the publisher’s strategic censorship, they told me. Evil publishers these days say “We’ll sell more books by omitting entheogens coverage.” Idiots! Sellouts! Wh*r*s! They commit blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, especially when they commit the entheogen diminishment fallacy. Without the entheogenic psychoactive alchemical sacrament of apolytrosis, redemption, we cannot receive Grace and be redeemed to gain cancellation of sin and gain eternal imperishable non-collapsing life. Without ingesting the mushroid flesh of Christ, in the likeness of man, we cannot receive the Holy Spirit.

The Jesus Mysteries drew my attention to Pagels’ The Gnostic Gospels. Her earlier books are even better, and her later books seem to have less to deliver for my Theory. Maybe her later books are less novel to me because she covers more well-trodden ground, but her first books cover ground that is usually ignored or badly distorted and covered-over.

Valentinian Gnosticism is coherent, and makes full sense mapped to the Egodeath theory, including the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence and the Maximal Entheogen Theory of Religion. The way Valentinian Gnosticism critiques “mainstream” Christianity seems contemporary and enlightened.


Christ, Baptism, and the Lord’s Supper: Recovering the Sacraments for Evangelical Worship
Leonard Vander Zee
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0830827862
2004

Vander Zee’s book is *so* bad, so pathetic and hopeless, after reading about Valentinian Gnosticism in Pagels’ book, it is painful. I feel sorry for the author, who has spent years trying to make sense of the Eucharist, but never heard of psychoactive mushrooms, which instantly enables making 100% sense of Eucharistic theology. I want to run and tell him, “It’s mushrooms, you fool! You need to rewrite your book to allow for this, like good writers, and not contradict this!” Reading other writings about the Holy Spirit and the Eucharist, such as the church fathers, I feel that the author recognizes that the Eucharist is visionary plants such as mushrooms or acacia bark and Syrian rue, as the Valentinian Gnostics obviously knew.

I eat the flesh of Christ; by chewing and ingesting Christ’s flesh, I receive the Holy Spirit, in fear and trembling, my eye is opened, I turn around and am made to repent, and a new life impregnates my psyche, marrying her to Christ, my spiritual husband, my other nature, in the pleroma outside the cosmos. You cannot write that mushroom-allowing pattern, if you are an outsider, a literalist, one who only is aware of plain bread and plain wine, like the painfully pathetic, hopelessly outsider, mystically and experientially illiterate books like Vander Zee’s. Vander Zee has never taken the Eucharist, only a placebo Eucharist, and is not saved nor reborn nor married to Christ.

It’s possible to make a good guess; you can tell that obviously Vander Zee doesn’t even consider the mushroom, which totally demolishes his chronic distinction between “physical” and “spiritual”. To him, bread means bread, wine means wine, and the rest is ingenious interpretations of how we receive grace and the Holy Spirit by ingesting this literal bread and literal wine (neither considered for even a moment as psychoactive).

How good of an Acid Rock mysticism song can a person write, if they don’t know the Egodeath theory or have any experience? We’d be able to easily recognize it as a poor Acid Rock lyric. Similarly, it’s generally possible to gauge how well or poorly a writer understands the Eucharist; I can tell how likely it is that a given writing reflects an underlying recognition that the Eucharist is mushrooms or other visionary plants.

But the moment a Christian writer is enlightened that the Eucharist is mushrooms, I am a package deal: they also must swallow that the Bible, as the Valentinians recognized, is 100% fiction, mystic metaphor, and, asserts no-free-will (even though fatedness is also demonized as something we must be rescued from).


Realizing Determinism is Tantamount to Transcending Determinism

Christianity advocates the theme of transcendent free will, while rejecting egoic free will. Coraxo in the Entheogen group was overly rigid in portraying the gnostics as rejecting my block universe determinism model (time as a spacelike dimension, with a single future; Eternalism). There really isn’t much distance between awakening to no-free-will, and then transcending fatedness; thus, the Ptolemaic model provides a scale, where stages 1-7 are early initiations, then you reach the 8th and 9th (the fatedness-gate of Saturn and the sidereal sphere of the fixed stars and constellations), then you punch through into the pleroma, the high heavens outside the fate-controlled cosmos.

The initiation sequence is:
animal/childish freewill
loosecog session 1 — (the air) (Moon)
loosecog session 2
loosecog session 3
loosecog session 4
loosecog session 5
loosecog session 6
loosecog session 7
loosecog session 8 — discover fatedness, no-free-will (Saturn)
loosecog session 9 — ” (fixed stars)
loosecog session 10 — transcend fatedness; divine rescue (pleroma)

Thus you rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, then hit fatedness and then punch through it. Discovering fatedness (no-free-will) quickly becomes a problem requiring restabilization and rescue by a guardian angel, an even higher way of thinking. The Greeks waffled on whether Zeus or God was subject to the Fates. This issue is important, in that restoring your mental stability in the sea-storm, beset by the sea-serpent Typhon and Leviathan, is important; but, Coraxo overstated the difference between the gnostics believing in Heimarmene demonizing determinism.


Determinism != Heimarmene

I somewhat regret using the term ‘determinism’, because it is corrupted and ruined by the way moderns always define it, as causal-chain determinism. They overdefine it and poorly define it. It’s a poor, irrelevant, impotent model of determinism — impotent as far as helping to cause mystic control seizure. Ancient Greeks pick the superior, potent, psychoactive version of determinism.

Heimarmene, Fatum, and Determinism are nominally synonymous, but, in fact, they are defined with very different connotations.

What’s revealed in religious revelation and enlightenment is that you were thinking in terms of Autonomy operating within the Possibilism model of time and personal control, but you perceive and experience the compelling greater merit of Puppethood operating within the Eternalism model of time and control. None of this has much to do with “because events at one point in time cause the events at the next point in time”. Rather, this is experienced in terms of time as a space-like dimension, and the feeling of frozen time.

The term ‘Heimarmene’ captures and amplifies this experience and perspective; causal-chain ‘Determinism’ doesn’t, any more than we can experience Quantum Mechanics or many worlds. We can experience Heimarmene — time as a space-like dimension; it’s not a materialist reductionist notion that’s merely formed in the Ordinary State of Consciousness. The OSC gives birth to the mystically inert and impotent idea of causal-chain “Determinism”, while the ASC gives potent birth to the psychoactively amplifying, ego-killing idea of frozen-time Heimarmene; fatedness, Eternalism.


Mis-translations, lacking the Egodeath theory and mystic-state metaphor literacy

The more I learn to decode myth in English, the more I realize the translations from Greek are gross distortions that cover up the meaning. The Greek maps directly to the Egodeath theory, the bad English mis-translations — bad because they are not proper, mystic-state mytheme-literate translations — only put random barriers between the original meaning and the Egodeath theory. The word is not ‘immortal’, damn it, the word is “non-dying” or “imperishable” — completely different! Metaphor in Greek is easy to recognize as mystic analogy; mis-translated into not just literalist, but rather, just plain wrong English (literal would be better!), metaphor becomes near-impossible to recognize as mapping to the Egodeath theory and intense entheogenic mystic state cognitive experiential dynamics.

Only by reading the Greek did it become fully reasonable for me (I mean, effective confirmation of my Theory) to translate “eternal life” and “immortal” and “everlasting life” as “non-dying”, “imperishable”, “non-collapsing”. The King James Bible is obscurantist. Reading the Greek, with the Egodeath theory, is more worthwhile than any one English mis-translation that violates the mystic metaphor rules. An ideal translation of the Bible would be from Greek with the Egodeath theory. I am the new Shakespeare, showing that English *can* support a proper, mystically literate translation of pre-Modern Greek writings. We should consider the English translations of the Bible just as bad as machine-translation: highly garbled and randomized.

The Bible needs to be re-translated to English using the Egodeath theory, to do a mystic-metaphor-informed coherent translation. See Douglas Hofstadter on translation in conjunction with metaphors and analogies and cognitive science or Philosophy of Mind, albeit, at least officially, his writings are crippled by the single-state fallacy; they are (supposedly) informed by the tight cognitive binding state, only. Loosecog isn’t explicitly integrated into Hofstadter or his fields. What’s needed is to translate Hofstadter into Egodeath-informed English.


Chrono-logical A-gnosticism

I consider early Christianity to be identical in the years we call “150”, “825”, and “1525”. I get the most mileage of interpretation by collapsing-forward those eras to the era of Luther, which followed shortly after the Roman Empire. I reject the received chronology — I have to be specific and stop using charged, reifying terms such as “official” or “mainstream”, but instead be more direct: I reject the chronology which says Luther was 1,525 years after Augustus and that early Christianity was 150. But the alternative chronology is so hazily defined, it can’t even be called a proper revisionist or conspiracy theory. I totally reject the received explanation of Christian history, regarding the chronology. But I don’t have a replacement alternative hypothesis that I can precisely define. I live in a limbo in this regard.

I am resisting investigating alternative chronology as a focused research project. It’s an incidental side project, yet even diminished, it is profitable. It is more profitable to totally disbelieve the received view on religious history and chronology, and experiment with fragments of alternative hypotheses, than to adhere to the received view. What does Paul Thagard’s Philosophy of Science say about that situation: when the old theory is rejected, but the new theory hasn’t been pieced together to formulate it yet, and yet even so, the new proto-theory and rejecting the old, is more productive in its results than the old theory?

The received view is confusion and implausibility, so reject it. It’s better to have fragments of hypotheses, than to adhere to a highly implausible theory that we have many reasons to disbelieve.

— Michael Hoffman, January 24, 2013
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6307 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 27/01/2013
Subject: Re: Pagels: Johannine Gospel in Gnostic Exegesis: key = det’m
Valentinian Gnosticism and my Egodeath theory agree that:

Higher Christians think:
o No-free-will; religion is not moralism
o Entheogenic Eucharist
o Ahistoricity; scripture is not historical reportage at all, but is strictly metaphor, analogy
o Purely metaphorical
o Heaven and hell are metaphors referring to entheogenic mystic state, its experiences, and what it reveals. We don’t have any idea what happens after bodily physical literal death.
o Christianity is one of many true expressions of transcendent truth; anyone who adheres to the pattern of meaning and experiencing indicated by the symbol of the crucifixion story, conforms to truth and God’s thinking, and is redeemed.

Lower Christians think:
o Freewill moral agency, religion is moralism
o Placebo Eucharist
o Historicity; salvation depends centrally on the physical sacrifice of Jesus
o Literalism
o Heaven is where good freewill moral agents go after physical death, for moral reward. Hell is where bad freewill moral agents go after physical death, for moral punishment.
o Christianity is the only true expression of transcendent truth; historical literal exclusivism.

Childish thinking, of lower Christians, holds to a cluster of views. Esoteric religion is higher religion is higher Christianity, which holds a different cluster of views. Valentinian Gnosticism asserted that differentiation, per Elaine Pagels’ at least in her first three books; this differentiation was her focus in her first three books, which makes them more important and profound than her later books. She started by writing about the heart of the matter, and then her later books drifted out to peripheral concerns, in such a way that she lost touch with the heart of the matter. Valentinian Gnosticism per Pagels’ strongly affirms my Egodeath theory including my treatment of religious myth and peripheral concerns.


“God tests the heart and tries the reins” is mis-translated in modern bibles as “God tests the heart, mind, and feelings.”

The idea of ‘free will’ is an invention of early mainstream Christianity.

True theology must be centered on the entheogenic Eucharist and the Holy Spirit, not on grace as conceived in the ordinary state of consciousness.


Mis-translated bibles obscure the mapping to the Egodeath theory. This article is helpful:

http://www.sovereignword.org/index.php/will-kinneys-king-james-bible-defense-articles/285-reins-heart-mind-or-emotions

The original text is:
God tests the heart and tries the reins.
or, tries the kidneys, where kidneys are considered as desires, emotions, or feelings.

Reins are a cybernetic steering and control mechanism. Whip or goad appears in religious art and writing, as in the Stoic “kick against the pricks”, meaning, resisting the force of fatedness.


The instant Mark Driscoll stops quoting the Bible, and instead uses his own summary, he speaks falsely. On page 108-109 of Religion Saves + Nine Other Misconceptions, he rightly says “Sin has corrupted my mind, so that I do not think God’s thoughts”, citing Rom 6:16. He rightly says “sin has corrupted my behavior, which includes pagan worship of created things, rather than right worship of my creator, God”, citing Rom 1:18-31.

Then Driscoll falsely speaks from his own thinking, and adds his own wording, without citing scripture: “my sinful condition is thoroughly my own doing and in no way the fault of God” — no scripture citation. His assertion here fits with Augustinian asymmetry: when we do evil, we are ultimately responsible, and get all the blame (implying freewill thinking). When we do good, God is ultimately responsible, and gets all the credit (implying no-free-will thinking).

The most interesting aspect of the bible is when it treads on this delicate, asymmetry ground, out of the one side of the mouth, asserting freewill moral agency when talking of sin, and the other, asserting no-free-will when talking of God’s absolute sovereignty. Any assertions like such asymmetry, a delicate mystic meaning-flipping move, should be tied directly to scripture citations. The bible delicately asserts and condemns freewill thinking at the same time.

The book A Free Will, about the history of the idea of free will, shows that popular freewill thinking, of a kind that modern thinking recognizes as the freewill concept and not just the words ‘free will’, was developed in pagan and Christian thought, but especially became popular in early mainstream Christianity. For all practical purposes, the idea of free will is an invention of early mainstream Christianity.


When Mark Driscoll cites or closely paraphrases particular scriptures, I nod and agree, “Yes, that fits the rules of mystic-state metaphor describing self-control cybernetics, frozen time and mono-possibility, entheogenic loose cognition.” Then he steps away from close paraphrasing particular scriptures, and I frown and shake my head, “No, now you are violating the rules of mystic-state metaphor. The tone and connections are wrong, literalist; an outsider’s reading. You are a trespasser, an imposter, you don’t belong here. You are not one of the higher Christians. You are a literalist. You don’t get it; you don’t understand the pattern.”

Driscoll writes “God does not delight in the death of unrepentant, hell-bound sinners,” after citing scriptures that mention “death of the wicked, turn, turn back, die, saved, the knowledge of the truth, perish, repentance, not perish, eternal life”. His tone is wrong, modern, literalist. There’s a tonal difference between the scriptures he cites, which were written from an entheogenic no-free-will perspective, and Driscoll’s writing, which is written from the non-entheogenic, superficial no-free-will perspective without rich recognition of meaning-manipulation.

My core Egodeath theory, I map to scripture and other religious myth and pre-modern philosophy, deliberately speaking from a modern explicit style, so I work with two tones: the modern explicit tone, and the myth tone, mapping them, but my core Theory is coherent and multi-state compliant, unlike the basis of thinking Driscoll is limited to, since he lacks the entheogen Eucharist recognition.

Driscoll fails to emphasize the Eucharist enough. Grace saves, but the point he fails to make is that we receive grace through ingesting the Lord’s Supper/Eucharist, which is the vehicle for the Holy Spirit. If we fail to receive the Holy Spirit and then grace through ingesting the Lord’s Supper, this indicates that the Lord’s Supper was a fake, fraud, placebo. Lower Christians are tainted with freewill moral thinking, sin, lies, failure to understand, no matter how much they read Berkof’s book Systematic Theology. Berkof’s book fails to recognize the entheogenic Eucharist, so it cannot be very profitable.

You have to translate Berkof and Driscoll to the entheogen Eucharist and holy spirit, to make them become profitable to read. Thus Berkof and Driscoll lack the inspiration of the holy spirit. Some Reformed writers probably recognized the entheogenic nature of the Eucharist. Reformed theology from outsiders is false and wrong, because it is centered on grace, but instead, theology should be centered on the entheogenic Eucharist and the Holy Spirit that thereby results, as my Egodeath theory elegantly provides the model for.


Reformed theology sits in an awkward null space, like Arminian theology; it is a semi-correct, largely still incorrect muddle. It’s more correct than Arminian theology, but it is far from mystic esoteric truth and comprehension and recognition of mystic-state metaphor. You cannot do true theology without placing entheogens in the center of your thinking and your model of religious experiencing and interpretation.

This is how my Egodeath theory agrees with and disagrees with Driscoll’s Christianity. The Egodeath theory is higher Christianity, thus esoteric truth, with authentic Eucharist. Reformed popular Christianity of the modern era is lower Christianity, thus is not esoteric truth, does not have the authentic Eucharist, and these are people who say “Jesus, Jesus”, but do not belong to him, except in the grudging little slot permitted to them as baby immature pre-Christians, per the Valentinian Gnosticism system. In short, Valentinian Gnosticism and the equivalent Egodeath theory are true, and pop Reformed Christianity such as Mark Driscoll’s Christianity as of 2012 is false. Driscoll-type Christians have only received the placebo, fake Eucharist; they have not actually taken the Lord’s Supper.

Some pop Reformed Christians have used entheogens, but not in a coherent, integrated way, like the sacrament of apolytrosis (redemption) and the wedding banquet and marriage-chamber of Valentinian Gnosticism. Per Pagels, earlier Gnosticism before Valentinian Gnosticism was not accommodating mainstream Christianity. I always question the word ‘mainstream’, because it begs the question and risks making a false assumption. Reading Pagels’ early books through the Egodeath theory including the Maximal Entheogen Theory of Religion, I question, I pose *the* question, in a more pointed expression than I have ever before written:

To what extent was the Eucharist entheogenic, throughout Christian history?

Was mainstream Christianity non-entheogenic, as Pagels asserts if she is read through my Maximal Entheogen Theory? What percentage of Eucharist was entheogenic versus placebo, in Christian history? We must avoid McKenna’s fatal disastrous error of asserting that the Eucharist was never or almost never entheogenic. My Maximal Entheogen Theory dictates that we must assume that the Eucharist was always 100% of the time entheogenic, we must assume, until proven otherwise. Never assume that the Eucharist was thought of as non-entheogenic; never assume that Christians took a placebo Eucharist, my Maximal Entheogen Theory says.

— Michael Hoffman, January 27, 2013
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6308 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/02/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 6309 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
Gnostic Liberation from Astrological Determinism: Hipparchan “Trepidation” and the Breaking of Fate
Horace Jeffery Hodges
Journal: Vigiliae Christianae: A Review of Early Christian Life and Language
Vol. 51, No. 4 (November 1997), pages 359-373
http://www.jstor.org/stable/1583867
“Hipparchus’ discovery of the precession of the equinoxes was used as evidence for intervention in the world by the soteriological god, a miraculous intervention that shifted the zodiac sphere to break the bonds of astrological fate and release the elect from the power of the cosmos and its creator.”


Cosmology and Fate in Gnosticism and Graeco-Roman Antiquity: Under Pitiless Skies
Nicola Denzey Lewis
http://amazon.com/o/asin/9004245480
Due out Feb 2013
Nicola Denzey Lewis, Religious Studies professor, specialist in Gnosticism.
Condensed by Michael Hoffman:
“Gnosticism as a philosophically-oriented religious movement, with the perception of the cosmos as negative or enslaving. Astrological fate in the Apocryphon of John, the Gospel of Judas, Trimorphic Protennoia, and the Pistis Sophia. The concept of enslavement to heimarmene originated in Greek Stoicism, was deployed in the Pauline writings, and was later used by Christian and non-Christian second-century intellectuals. The ancient cosmos, its influence, and being free of its potentially pernicious effects. Gnosticism within the context of the intellectual history of the Roman Empire; emergent Christianity; the religions of Graeco-Roman antiquity.”

Contents:
Were the Gnostics Cosmic Pessimists?
Nag Hammadi and the Providential Cosmos
This Body of Death: Cosmic Malevolence and Enslavement to Sin in Pauline Exegesis
Heimarmene at Nag Hammadi: The Apocryphon of John and On the Origin of the World
Middle Platonism, Heimarmene, and the Corpus Hermeticum
Ways Out I: Interventions of the Savior God
Ways Out II: Baptism and Cosmic Freedom
Astral Determinism in the Gospel of Judas
Conclusions, and a New Way Forward

Same author:
Introduction to ‘Gnosticism’: Ancient Voices, Christian Worlds
Nicola Denzey Lewis
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0199755310
2012
Oxford University Press


Excerpts from the book This Way, condensed by Michael Hoffman:

The Sethians were very concerned with escaping astral determinism, escaping from heimarmene/fate, by recognizing and denying the influence of the astrological Archons on one’s existence in the World of Forms. In the Books of the Saviour (Pistis Sophia), the Christos ascends through the Planetary Spheres, during which he “changes the direction” of the Spheres, thereby ruining the ability of astrologers to divine:

Thou hast taken their power from them and from their horoscope-casters and their consulters and from those who declare to the men in the world all things which shall come to pass, in order that they should no more from this hour know how to declare unto them any thing at all which will come to pass.

The soul of the Knower, ascending through the Spheres, delivers a resounding denial to the Rulers of Fate who would subject it to Destiny:

Take your destiny! I come not to your regions from this moment onwards. I have become a stranger unto you for ever, being about to go unto the region of my inheritance.


In the text “Trimorphic Protennoia”, the Spheres are disturbed, thereby eliminating Fate:

And the lots of Fate and those who apportion the domiciles were greatly disturbed over a great thunder. And the thrones of the Powers were disturbed, since they were overturned, and their King was afraid. And those who pursue Fate paid their allotment of visits to the path, and they said to the Powers, “What is this disturbance and this shaking that has come upon us through a Voice to the exalted Speech? And our entire habitation has been shaken, and the entire circuit of the path of ascent has met with destruction, and the path upon which we go, which takes us up to the Archgenitor of our birth, has ceased to be established for us.”


Sacramental practice removes the bonds of Fate. From the “Excerpts of Theodotus,” a collection of Valentinian sayings recorded by Clement of Alexandria:

Until baptism, they say, Fate is effective, but after it [baptism] the astrologers no longer speak the truth [that is, their assertion of fatedness is nullified -mh]. It is not the bath [baptism] alone that makes us free, but also the knowledge [gnosis]: who were we? what have we become? where were we? into what place have we been cast? whither are we hastening? from what are we delivered? what is birth? what is rebirth


Again and again we find this concept [of escaping fatedness] in the literature. The human is trapped within the World of Forms, under the subject of the Archons, who rule the Zodiac and the Planetary Spheres.


In the Tractates Cryptica Scriptura, Philip K. Dick discusses escape from astral determinism:

Two realms there are, upper and lower. The upper, derived from hyperuniverse I or Yang, Form I of Parmenides, is sentient and volitional. The lower realm, or Yin, Form II of Parmenides, is mechanical, driven by blind, efficient cause, deterministic and without intelligence, since it emanates from a dead source. In ancient times it was termed `astral determinism.’ We are trapped, by and large, in the lower realm, but are through the sacraments, by means of the plasmate, extricated. Until astral determinism is broken, we are not even aware of it, so occluded are we.


// end of excerpts from The Way, condensed by Michael Hoffman
Group: egodeath Message: 6310 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
The history of transcending fatedness

Theologians are not consistent, pure asserters of no-free-will. An advantage of deciphering mythic images is the simplicity, the lack of verbal self-contradictions and backpedalling.

My generalization hypothesis: the Old Testament is creator-worship, fate-worship, heimarmene-snake worship, and that the New Testament (or more broadly, New Testament Christianity) is reactionary against that, in the spirit of its era. The new religious idea of Late Antiquity is reactionary. The New Testament (like Mithraism) emphasizes the theme of “transcending fatednesss” while the Old Testament emphasizes the theme of “realizing fatedness”. The new, transcendent god of Late Antiquity turns the sphere of fixed stars, not meaning simply that the god = fatedness, but rather, that the god transcends and controls fatedness. Clusters of related idea-combinations basically is God controlled by Fate or is God the controller of Fate? Part of the good news of Late Antiquity is that here is a way to transcend fatedness.

Demonizing “the Jews” is really disparaging fatedness. ‘The law’ means freewill moral agency but also came to mean fatedness, when for Gnostics, “the Jews” came to mean the negative aspects of stages 1 and 2 in a 3-stage entheogen initiation system.

The 3-stage system I figured out and theoretically modelled 2001-2007:

naive freewill -> no-free-will -> transcendent freedom

In the 3-stage system, from the perspective of stage 3 thinking, stage 1 and 2 are deliberately conflated, are negatively valued, and are symbolized. The confusing result, that I have deciphered, is that the devil maps both to freewill thinking *and* its opposite, no-free-will! I am the one who figured this out, unravelled it, and adequately summarized this in my 2006 main article as well as circa 2001 postings.

Contradiction:
o The devil believes in naive animal free-will, so he is “guilty of pride”.
o And, the devil imprisons us in fatedness.

Freewill thinking = the devil.
No-free-will = the devil.
Transcendence of no-free-will = the Good God; Truth that remains standing; redemption from the world.
Transcendence of the freewill delusion = Godly thinking; Truth that remains standing.

My debate with Coraxo in the Entheogen Yahoo group in 2001 led to my recognition of this problem and my solution of this problem, by describing both a 2-level and 3-level system. Before the debate, my theory covered the 2-level system; afterwards, I added level 3. Divinity inflation. I conclude that in Classical (early) Antiquity, people affirmed the 2-level system, and then in Late Antiquity, in a collective inflation-of-the-divine move, people added a 3rd level. Classical Antiquity’s invention is the religion of realizing fatedness. Late Antiquity’s invention is the religion of transcending heimarmene.


o In early Antiquity, everyone thought Fate controlled Zeus.
o In late Antiquity, everyone thought Zeus controlled Fate. This was equated with precession of the equinoxes, symbolizing transcending the fate-ruled cosmos.

o The Old Testament asserts fatedness (no-free-will) and equates God with fatedness.
o The New Testament asserts transcendence of fatedness (transcendent freedom, distinct from initial freewill thinking), and equates God with transcendence of fatedness.
o Catholic Christianity and Gnostic Christianity agreed that God transcends fatedness, but Catholic strategically affirmed the world, in order to rule the world; the Catholic Church made the Gnostic world-demonizing anathema, and sought a balanced view that maximized church membership and worldly power for the Catholic Church.

Religion is the waffling about whether we have freewill and whether God is a puppet controlled by Fate. We end up with strong assertions and strong condemnations mixed impurely with waffling, in religion and philosophy, regarding whether we are puppets controlled by fate, or not. Luther starts by asserting no-free-will, then his theology drifts, prevaricates, waffles, and backpedals. A good way, I realize, to explain this ever-repeated trajectory, is that the mind undergoes this refinement process when the mind is exposed repeatedly to the river of fire:

Stage 1. Naive freewill thinking, animal, child. Later,
Stage 2. Realization of no-free-will, in entheogen initiation. Later,
Stage 3. Realization of the problematic aspect of no-free-will thinking (control instability), and, accommodating the reality that when the tight cognitive binding state of consciousness returns, the mind returns to freewill-shaped thinking. The rescue of the mind from the peril of non-control and no-free-will thinking (by transcendently being given trust in its fate), amounts to transcending no-free-will, in a way.

Thus we see religious thinking explode initially with assertions of no-free-will, and then after that, we see waffling, complexity, a mixture of views that can be accused of impurity.

Before full initiation, the mind has impurity: a mixture of no-free-will and freewill thinking.
After full initiation, the mind has impurity, or, has a proper, justified combination: a mixture of no-free-will thinking, retained childish freewill thinking on a practical daily basis, and transcendent freedom thinking.

How to affirm both no-free-will and transcendence of no-free-will, without ending in rank nonsense and irrationality? A kind of pre/trans fallacy looms; debates loom, and self-contradiction looms. I affirm no-free-will. Do I also affirm Gnostic or NT or Mithraic escape from the snake-wrapped cosmos into transcendent freedom? How can we avoid the pre/trans fallacy of equating naive freewill thinking with transcendent freedom?

Everything in the world is determined. But everything outside of the world is not determined.


Referent:
Stage 1 thinking (pre-initiation): naive perishable egoic free will thinking; the delusion of free-will morality
Stage 2 thinking (fairly advanced initiation): the realization of fatedness/heimarmene & being subject to it; being a slave of heimarmene

Symbol:
any symbol for the negative category
the Jews
infidels
idolators
those who are displeasing to God and condemned to perish


Do Luther, Lutheranism, Reformed theology, and Calvinism assert no-free-will? “Yes. But No.” Initially Yes, then later, a qualified Yes. Does the NT assert no-free-will? Yes. But.

o No-free-will is the case. But:
o On a practical daily basis, you continue to utilize childish or initial freewill thinking.
o Realizing no-free-will in conjunction with personal non-control in the psychotomimetic state of divine frenzy brings the problematic aspect of no-free-will thinking (control instability). The practical need arises for the rescue of the mind from the peril of non-control and no-free-will thinking, by transcendently being given trust in its fate, from a source outside the domain of practical personal control power.

This is why in religion and philosophy we see an overwhelming tendency toward waffling even by those who assert no-free-will; we always end up with the assertion that “No-free-will is the case but.” All theologians and philosophers chronically end up agreeing, producing a messy mixed view, that “No-free-will is the case but.” Any time someone writes “No-free-will is the case”, eventually they write “but”. Books of Reformed theology assert that mankind’s salvation is predestined, but then, in some of those books, the author rejects “the philosophical concept of determinism”. Thus while reviewing Pagels’ first book, it struck me that official religion is the assertion of no-free-will, accompanied always and inevitably by backpedalling and denying that very assertion.

The chorus of reformed theology sings “No-free-will is the case, but we are not asserting that no-free-will is the case.” My ironic joke: Now that “determinism” (better called ‘no-free-will’) is a popular idea, the only people who assert freewill anymore are Reformed theologians. When Luther was inspired, he asserted no-free-will, for the first 5 minutes of his thinking. Then after that, the history of Reformed thought is the history of adding the “but”; adding freewill back in again, waffling, backpedaling, and denying what they asserted.


I see a similar tone of self-contradiction in the entheogen history books. The minds of entheogen history writers are polluted by Prohibition’s thought-censorship. They always end up contradicting themselves, and asserting that religion comes from entheogens but religion doesn’t come from entheogens, especially not our own religion — for example, everything Wasson ever wrote.

Wasson’s evasive pile of mush, when interrogated fully, asserts that entheogens were used only in proto-Jewish religion before Genesis was written — despite his efforts to give the impression that he may have asserted more use of mushrooms in Christian history, and despite the efforts of Carl Ruck to *claim* that Wasson asserted otherwise. Nowhere in his *writings* (at least) does Wasson assert that Christians used or even merely may have used entheogens. Schultes, same: a heap of inconsistent assertion and backpedalling, both taking a position and trying to evade that position. Like politicians, both authors seem more concerned with what they *appear* to be asserting, than with what they are actually asserting.

We see the same kinds of evasiveness and pathetic dancing against oneself, in books about Shamanism in Christianity. “God forbid I even allow the possibility of drug use in our religion, I’m just saying that the experience in the NT is shamanistic.” That’s the tone of the authors (slaves of Prohibition Press) who dare to write on this taboo, prohibited, forbidden subject. Now we have books — thanks to __ — that dare to mention (dismissively) the idea that Jesus didn’t exist. Next we’ll have more books that finally are so bold and brazen as to condemn the idea that drugs are the historically normal Christian eucharist (and thus, that acknowledge the existence of the idea) — not just as an aside, but as an entire book — like Shroom (another example of an evasive heap of inconsistent assertions).


The history of no-free-will in religion certainly must start by the affirmation of no-free-will, but in Late Antiquity, that theme was so highlighted that the reaction or inflation also was emphasized. Luther H. Martin rightly says that the master theme of Hellenistic Religion is heimarmene, but he needs to add “and transcending that heimarmene”. As a theory of what’s revealed in the altered state, my 2001 Core Theory was correct. But as an explanatory model of religion in antiquity, my 2001 theory had to add the idea of transcending no-free-will. That concept had to be added as part of my Extended Theory.


As a modern, scientific thinker, I assert no-free-will (in doing so, I make Gnostics unhappy, and I make determinists happy (though I disdain their intellectually irrelevant and experientially ignorant *causal-chain* conception of determinism, in favor of the timeless determinism), and I make Reformed theologians happy insofar as they consistently assert no-free-will).

As a historian of the mystic altered state, I have to also provide an explanatory framework covering transcending no-free-will (in doing so, I make Gnostics happy, and making determinists unhappy).


My Core Theory is as simple as possible, so can do without the concept of “transcending fatedness”. Ancient Greek religion did without the concept of transcending fatedness. Before the late Hellenistic heyday of “heimarmene and transcending it” (the Precession Revolution in religion), my 2-level model from the core theory applies fully: according to ancient religion, when the mind is exposed to entheogens repeatedly, the mind switches from the initial mental model of autonomy operating within the Possibilism model of time and control, to the mental model of puppethood operating within the Eternalism model of time and control. Fate tends to dominate Zeus. Late Hellenistic religion, in competitive inflation, added a 3rd level: Jupiter came to dominate Fate.

Early antiquity: Fate controls Zeus.
Late antiquity: Jupiter controls Fate.

There, I mean ‘Jupiter’ as Good God, the Gnostic hidden God, and Mithras. This was achieved by splitting gods into levels, in a debatable way. God’s Providence has 3 levels (per Michael Williams): the primary highest level of Providence is above Fate, and the secondary and tertiary levels of Providence are not above Fate but are in, of, within, or under Fate.

I conclude that an image of the highest god turning the zodiac should be seen as simultaneously asserting “no-free-will and transcending no-free-will”. In the religion of Late Antiquity, the initiate is redeemed from the prison of no-free-will, but the work of initiation, the work of initiating a person, is the work of awakening that mind to no-free-will (like in early Antiquity), *and*, providing that mind with some sense in which the mind transcends that no-free-will.

In this sense, the entheogen initiation gods of Late Antiquity were thought of as higher than Demeter in Eleusis, from early Antiquity.

Despite the history of muddle and backpedalling, religion is ultimately concerned with the revelation of no-free-will. Religion centers around the experiential revelation of no-free-will, even though sometimes the theme is added, of transcending no-free-will, and even though, in practice, theologians who assert no-free-will tend to also backpedal; their initial purity of assertion ends up being an impure mixture. There may be room for a consistent or pure kind of mixture, a way of asserting “No-free-will. But…” that doesn’t end up in irrational self-contradiction or a cover-up and denial of what you are asserting. We end up comparing each theologian and philosopher in terms of what version of “No-free-will. But…” they construct.

One solution is: God is all-powerful, and all-good, where ‘good’ is redefined. God is not the author of sin and evil — hasten to redefine ‘sin’ and ‘evil’ and ‘author’, or per Gnostics, ‘God’.

(irony/sarcasm:)

God only is the author of the primary Providence, not of secondary Providence. Evil is not God’s fault; blame God’s secondary Providence instead.

As virtual reality creator, I’m not the author of the evil actions in the virtual world I created, I’m only the author of the program that created those evil actions.

As puppetmaster, I am not responsible for the evil committed by the puppet: I have an intermediate-layer puppetmaster below me; it’s his fault, not mine.

— Michael Hoffman, February 4, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6311 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
I put forth a theory of no-free-will, then a Gnostic, Coraxo, said that the position I expressed is Calvinism or “unbiblical hypercalvinism”.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Entheogens/message/1480
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Entheogens/msearch?query=mhoffman

Our exchange of multiple posts here is historically important, in tracing the development of the mythic metaphor extended Egodeath theory; that debate is where I brought in “transcending no-free-will” into my extended, peripheral Egodeath theory, to explain religion and mythic metaphor historically. It is literalism, to overstate the difference between no-free-will religion and “transcending no-free-will” religion. Extending my theory to cover Gnosticism merely amounted to further explaining dynamic mythic metaphor — my core theory of religion didn’t have to change, to cover “transcending no-free-will” religion.

It is not the case that there are two different religions to explain: “no-free-will” religion and “transcending no-free-will” religion. There were merely various mythic metaphors to explain. Imagine Sam Harris (advocate of OSC-based causal-chain determinism) condemning Gnosticism because Gnosticism asserts freewill. That would be a misrepresentation and a misunderstanding. Gnosticism asserts no-free-will, and puts forth metaphors in terms of transcending no-free-will. It would be a pre/trans fallacy to assert that Gnosticism asserts freewill thinking. Gnosticism — typical of the religion of Late Antiquity — asserts transcendent freedom, not naive animalish/childish/youthful freewill thinking. The religion of transcendent freedom is the echo, shadow, or reaction produced by the religion of no-free-will. It’s really the same religion, with an added theme.

Hellenistic “no-free-will” religion is nearly the same thing as later Hellenistic “transcending no-free-will” religion. The later is framed as an escape from the former, but that “difference” is more a matter of interpretation, than substance. The substance of the late Hellenistic religion of “transcending no-free-will” is the same as the substance of Classical Hellenic or early Hellenistic “no-free-will” religion. Overstating the “difference” between these shows shallow understanding. The concern is the same: mystic esoteric religion throughout antiquity was concerned with experiencing no-free-will, regardless of what spin is put on it in one cultic brand or another.

Coraxo was correct that my theory of religion was missing or misrepresenting Gnosticism in a central, crucial way. But he was not right to think that my no-free-will theory of religion (my Core Theory) was essentially different than Gnosticism. So you see my main article is apathetic about whether we are controlled by fatedness or by a God who controls fatedness. Worshipping the heimarmene-snake is tantamount to worshipping Zeus Meilichios (easily appeased) who controls the heimarmene-snake.

Gnostic metaphor chooses to draw a hard distinction between the demiurge, who created and thus controls Fate, versus the transcendent Good God who is entirely outside of Fate and not involved with Fate but is above Fate and radically superior to Fate such that God cannot be blamed as controller of Fate; God is not in control of Fate. God is all-good, all-powerful, and is not the creator or controller of Fate.

Coraxo accuses me of Calvinistic moral inconsistency. (He’s projecting typically inconsistent, moralist Calvinism onto me; I never asserted moralism or freewill moralism.) But Gnosticism is guilty of inconsistency and evasiveness as bad as any snake-tongued Reformed theologian who proudly proclaims no-free-will out of one side of his mouth while preaching freewill moral culpability out of the other side of his mouth.

Martin Ball is correct, in the single point that he wrote: you have to trust in the uncontrollable. Whether you call it Fate or call it the Good God who is ineffably and incomprehensibly separate from Fate and irresponsible for Fate, religion is a matter of seeing your vulnerability to no-free-will, and transcendently trusting the power, outside your practical control domain, whether that power is thought of as demiurgic or as incomprehensibly transcendent. Gnosticism has its cop-out as surely as Reformed theology does.


God is all-good and all-powerful and the problem of evil contradicts that. No move is any better than redefining ‘good’ to mean ‘good and evil’. God is all-powerful and is beyond good and evil; God is all-powerful and God is much good and much evil, mixed together, fused together with your thoughts and body frozen in time. Trust in Sam Harris’ determinism, put your life consciously in its hands, in the hands of the demiurge. Trust in the demiurge, even though the demiurge has created all the evil, harm, and misfortune in the world. Trust in causal-chain determinism, put your full trust in it, for your life, even though causal-chain determinism has created all the evil, harm, and misfortune in the world.

Depend for your very life, your life depends on it, trust in the machine that gives your thoughts and has produced all the harm in the world. It is easier to trust in the loving mother figure of Isis and Virgin Mary, or a Good God who has nothing to do with the Creator. Job appreciates this problem, that (at the ultimate, trans-personal level) you have to trust in and “love” the very same God who causes all the affliction in the world. You are physically attached, through your mind and body, to the same cognitive machinery that produces all the harm that’s ever happened, as revealed in the intense mystic altered state. No wonder we try our hardest to trust in our own autonomous control power instead, taking up arms against the Fatedness machinery, which is naturally experienced as a threat.

Sam Harris disparages religion, but (real, esoteric, source) religion is concerned with the difficulty of doing what Harris is essentially advocating: putting trust in, and depending for our life on, uncontrollable Fatedness: control power lying outside of our personal practical domain of control power; trusting It with our very life. It is a last resort and we have no alternative, only nonsense.

Coherent, orderly thinking requires that we realize our situation: by its very nature, our hidden source of thoughts, that lies beyond our practical personal domain of control power, it makes no sense to not trust our hidden source of thoughts: thus the primordial chaos-monster Typhon, father of all monsters, has snakes for legs, and Zeus controls those snakes, so Typhon *has* to trust fatedness, trust Zeus, trust the very source of his own thoughts, worship the mysterious threatening fountain (spring) behind the veil in your mind, worship crazy Dionysus who is the hidden source of your thoughts — even the source of your thoughts of having and directing (steering) your personal control power.

http://google.com/search?q=zeus+typhon&num=100&tbm=isch

Your thoughts are steered by the machine-God, by the demiurge. Fall down and worship in terror and awe the demiurge snake, because that is the very source of your pathetic thoughts of self-reliance and autonomous personal control power. Look at your legs: they are the snake-machine. Look at your thoughts: they are given to you by the snake-machine. (Snake = frozen worldline, spacetime worm, in the Eternalism model, in which there’s a single pre-existing future and no real possibility-branching.) Thus Typhon shields his cybernetic self-control heart with his hand, when his perception is raised by entheogens, and he sees Zeus aiming a threatening thunderbolt at his heart, and Typhon perceives his legs as snakes holding him up, holding you up in the altered state.

Is Typhon’s realization-experience the religion of “no-free-will”, or is it the religion of “transcending no-free-will”? It is the religion of “no-free-will”. Is it substantially different than the religion of “transcending no-free-will”? Only in details of metaphor. They are the same religion, or mystic engine — perennial entheogenic esoteric mystic-state shamanistic religion — with merely a different veneer or skin of metaphor. “Transcending no-free-will is not a new religion, in Late antiquity; it is merely a new metaphor or theme or idea added to the one and only religion, the “Hellenistic Religion”, of Heimarmene, per Luther H. Martin’s book. The religion of transcending Heimarmene is the religion of Heimarmene, brand-labeled or skinned or packaged as “(Transcending) Heimarmene”.

— Michael Hoffman, February 4, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6312 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Asymmetry of Reformed theology
Lutheran Theology
Steven Paulson
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0567550001
April 2011

Excerpts condensed by Michael Hoffman:


The first thing in Lutheran theology is God, who is almighty, and so naturally a predestinating God and thus we come upon the inexorable, logical conclusion: God’s will is free; yours is not; everything happens by divine necessity. Therefore the first lie that must e exorcised from theology is the Liberum Arbitrium — the myth of the free will. Luther loved Melanchthon’s _Loci_ because it dared to begin with the bondage (slaveness, puppethood) of the will. Since all things that happen, happen necessarily, according to divine predestination, our will has no liberty. Lutherans, at the beginning at least, were the most uncompromising monotheists around and took Jeremiah 10:23 at face value: The way of man is not in himself; it is not in man who walks to direct his steps.

It is appalling to think that all things happen by almighty power, and none from the choices of our will. But this revolt against God’s being God is not caused by omnipotence itself, it comes from living under a delusions perpetrated by the legal scheme that requires free will in order truly to be free. When this myth strikes the reality of God the free-will shaped mind must rebel — it has no choice. God is omnipotent; your will is not free. But who wants to trouble themselves with this unpleasant knowledge? People don’t want to know this slap to the face we call fate. Melanchthon said “Predestination must intrude into all parts of the theology discussion.” Free will must be the first discussion in theology because it is the operating assumption of nature, reason, philosophy, all false theology, and so of the entire legal scheme.

Free will refuses monotheism, omnipotence, and predestination and therefore is in open revolt against God the minute free will is created in the mind of the sinner. The revolt is so strong, so basic, and so carefully hidden from view that it really must be brought out into the open. Paul’s calling or commission, along with all things, happens by divine necessity. There is no free will, no choice, no decision, no acceptance (of salvific grace) or any other verb you could try to give the human in relation to the Creator. This is not a passing conjecture of Paul’s; it lies at the heart of all theology. Lutherans don’t assert that only Scripture or special revelation shows you the almighty nature of God; they were always aware that the philosophers and especially the dramatists of Greece, tried to reconcile themselves to fate.

Predestination is natural knowledge for people, who then proceed immediately to deny this. The necessity of our knowing that God is almighty, together with the inevitability that we will deny that God is almighty, is what makes humans what they are, creatures of their Creator in rebellion. What your heart desires is to rebel against the Almighty. Nietzsche was son of a Lutheran pastor, that’s how he caught enough theology to know that the simplistic desc5riptions of a free will were foolish. “God’s immutable will: this bombshell knocks free-will flat, and utterly shatters it.”

Melanchthon became frightened of that doctrine and warned of “Stoical madness”, hedging and altering in later editions, asserting free will cooperating with grace under the scheme of the law, like later Protestant theology; certainly Lutheran and every other kind of theology has qualified God’s omnipotence. Modern theology is finally the rejection of omnipotence, the refusal of predestination, and the reworking of the medieval attempt to unite divine and human work in salvation under the rubric of ‘grace’. *The* question of all theology is whether or not you have free will. If you have it, then God is not omnipotent. The goal of the myth of free will is to bring the almighty God under the law. But if you do not have such free will, then everything depends upon how God is disposed toward you; that is, whether or not you have a gracious God.

Paul was speaking about the most frightening thing in the world as if it were the very hope and freedom of the world — God’s almighty power, his wrath, our slavehood in which we have no free will, and so God’s divine election apart from the law [freewill moral agency] — in which case some are chosen and others not. Who wants this as our hope?”


// end of Paulson excerpts condensed by Michael Hoffman
Group: egodeath Message: 6313 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Asymmetry of Reformed theology
My commentary about my excerpts of Paulson’s book Lutheran Theology:

Regarding “Lutherans were always aware that the philosophers and especially the dramatists of Greece, tried to reconcile themselves to fate”. Paulson contradicts himself here; he moments before, asserted that philosophy asserts freewill: “Free will is the operating assumption of nature, reason, philosophy, all false theology, and so of the entire legal scheme”.
He writes both:
“Philosophers tried to reconcile themselves to fate.”
“Free will is the operating assumption of philosophy.”

This is apologetics kettle-logic. “Lutherans are superior people: they believe no-free-will, whereas heathen pagans believed in freewill. And, Lutherans are superior people: they are well-informed, and realized that even the heathen pagans were aware of fate.” This is like trying to condemn Gnostics because they are libertine and because they are ascetics and because they assert free will and because they assert no-free-will. “Gnostic pagan heathens are bad people, because they choose coffee, and, conversely, because they choose tea. Those error-filled godless pagans believed in fate. Also, those error-filled godless pagans believed in free will. They are guilty of abstinence. Additionally, they are guilty of indulging.”

This is a cheap rhetorical move, found all the time in apologetics that never miss an opportunity to misrepresent the Other (Gnostics, pagans, moderns, Jews, Shamans, Catholics, etc.) in every possible way, no matter the contradiction within and between the apologetics authors. This incoherent apologetics project of omni-defamation of the Other is like sleazy R. Gordon Wasson condemning the early 20th Century mycologist as “ignorant” for asserting that Plaincourault means Amanita, and then, proudly showing us that Wasson figured out that Plaincourault means Amanita (but in a way that the painter was unaware). This kind of haughty and self-contradictory kettle-logic apologetics is as low and nonsensical as insults in discussion forums, where the goal isn’t truth or coherence, but to make oneself appear superior in status, at a glance.


Regarding “Free will must be the first discussion in theology because it is the operating assumption of nature, reason, and philosophy” – that’s only true of OSC-based nature/reason/philosophy. ASC-based nature/reason/philosophy makes the mind perceive no-free-will.

Regarding “predestination is natural knowledge”, clarification is needed. The natural mind, per Antiquity, is ignorant of no-free-will; it is the animal/childish thinking, in terms of freewill-shaped agency. Only after ingesting the super natural light particles of the Eucharist, is the mind impressed upon by the paradigmatic stamp of no-free-will awareness. This impressing by the entheogen is, in the Gnostic metaphor-system, characterized as transcending no-free-will, almost as soon as the sacrament of apolytrosis reveals no-free-will. ‘Apolytrosis’ = redemption, purchasing or saving or setting free from captivity, from the threatening prison of fatedness.


Regarding “freewill is the assumption of philosophy” — not according to the book A Free Will, until just before New Testament Christianity. That book traces the historical origin of the idea of free will. After I built independently my original model of what’s revealed in loosecog, I began reading the history of philosophy and religion, and was surprised that everyone agrees with my no-free-will conclusion, though — I now understand — because modern culture is based in the ordinary state of consciousness (OSC) with no integrated exposure to the ASC, we tend to revert or backslide constantly to naive freewill thinking.

Theology is a coward and refuses to take responsibility for its assertion of no-free-will; theology — as this book explains — keeps adding freewill back in, boldly asserting no-free-will with one hand, then, cowardly, adding freewill back in with the other hand.


Regarding “this slap to the face we call fate”:

Kicked in the face
You can pray for a place in heaven’s unearthly estate
— Rush


Regarding “thus we come upon the inexorable, logical conclusion:” — even more so, when done right, with the non-placebo, entheogenic Eucharist, in the entheogen Eucharist altered state of the Holy Spirit when we eat the actual physical real flesh of Christ in the Supper of the Lord, when you have Christ for dinner. Jesus was here, in the flesh, in history. I know, because I ate him for dinner. I saw him myself. I even have photos of Christ here in the flesh, to corroborate this, taken at 10:10 on 10/10/10.


Regarding his phrase “the myth of the free will”, compare the naive-as-Oedipus title of the OSC-based causal-chain determinism book, “The Myth of Free Will”: the Attic tragedy chorus exclaims, upon mention of that title, which expresses ominous truth uttered from within ignorance: actually, Myth is about the entheogenic revealing of no-free-will; my Egodeath theory discovered that myth is precisely about the revealing that free will is a myth.

Take my hand, I’ll lead you to the other side
To see the truth: the path for you is decided
— Iron Maiden

Opinions are provided
The future pre-decided
— Rush

Destiny planned out
Speculation of the wise
— Bob Daisley, of Blizzard of Ozz


Religion loudly proclaims no-free-will, God is almighty. And then, backpedals from that, saying “nevertheless, you are still ultimately culpable per freewill moral agency. You really are an evil moral freewill agent, and, God is almighty. Evil is not ultimately God’s fault, it’s ultimately your fault, even though God is almighty. This obvious contradiction is not our fault, as theologians; it’s your fault, as a confused and deluded sinner. And who are you, a mere creature, to question God’s logic that we freewill-denying theologians have created?” I haven’t seen so much waffling and self-contradiction since I lifted the rock from Pope-buddy Wasson’s book and saw all the worms underlying it try to crawl away and hide.

If you tell me that God is almighty and that we are ultimately-responsible moral agents rather than puppets, you are insincere, a lying serpent; you don’t believe your own words. You can’t have it both ways in the same sense at the same time, trying like Wasson to invent a mass of verbiage to try to hide your brazen self-contradiction. The child simply has freewill thinking, innocently. Theologians are guilty of hypocrisy, of preaching a garbage theology that they themselves don’t believe in; of striving to contradict themselves and pretend they aren’t. Sin is the mixture of asserting freewill and no-free-will.

The Reformed theologian pushed into a corner admits self-contradiction with the feeble excuse “the fallen mind of man cannot understand the mystery of God”. No, “1+1=3”, or “Yes = No”, is not a “mystery”; it’s nonsense and simple self-contradiction. Don’t falsely label it as a “mystery”. What’s truly the mystery is the source of our personal control-thoughts. Saying that we are ultimately responsible freewill-type moral control agents is not a mystery; it’s simply an outright falsehood, one that is undeniably common and standard in Reformed theology books, as Paulson’s book explains.

First Luther discovers no-free-will, and immediately after that, Lutheranism adds freewill moral agency to that, as is standard practice throughout the history of religion except in the pure source of religion, during the loosecog fountain in the peak window of the mystic altered state. The revelation of no-free-will is given in the heart of esoteric religion (including in Gnosticism), and then, the labor of exoteric theology and religion is to cover-up that embarrassing nakedness, hide, shield the eyes in public, to protect society from the embarrassing, horrific though attractive truth that is revealed, protecting religion by censoring the taboo heart of religion.

— Michael Hoffman, February 4, 2013, based on original research and idea-development since 1985
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, http://www.egodeath.com All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6314 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 05/02/2013
Subject: Re: Transcending no-free-will
Clarifications:

Now we have books — thanks to [Bart Ehrman] — that dare to mention (dismissively) the idea that Jesus didn’t exist. Next we’ll have more books that finally are so bold and brazen as to condemn the idea that drugs are the historically normal Christian eucharist (and thus, that acknowledge the existence of the idea[; that is, my idea, that normally, in Christian history, the Eucharist was understood as visionary plants; per my Maximal Entheogen Theory of Religion and Culture]) — not just as an aside, but as an entire book — like Shroom (another example of an evasive heap of inconsistent assertions).

— Michael Hoffman
Group: egodeath Message: 6315 From: Vincent Bruno Date: 25/02/2013
Subject: Vincent Bruno
Group: egodeath Message: 6319 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/06/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 6320 From: Joe Date: 12/06/2013
Subject: Forthcoming essay citing egodeath theory
The forthcoming book ‘Breaking convention: essays on psychedelic consciousness’ (currently available for preorder on amazon) contains an essay which is based on Michael Hoffman’s theory of mental construct processing (loosening of associations in the psychedelic altered state), and which includes several citations to the egodeath theory website. The title of the essay is ‘Cognitive phenomenology of mind manifestation’, it covers the following topics:

Relation of psychedelic tripping to the mind’s association and pattern forming capacities
Using analogies to describe altered state experiences
Plato’s allegory of the philosopher in the cave, and how it maps onto the psychedelic state
Frank Jackson’s philosophical thought-experiments about radically novel kinds of experience, and how they map onto the psychedelic state
Andrew Marr’s theory of visual perception, and Jerry Fodor’s theory of mental modularity, and how both these theories imply a broadly representationalist metaphysical view (perception mediated by mental symbols, as opposed to direct perception of external reality)
Michael Hoffman’s concepts of explicit representationalism and metaperception in the psychedelic state
Undulating qualia – the specific way in which ordinary perception of physical objects is altered in the psychedelic state, and how this alteration indicates a representationalist theory of perception
Edmund Husserl’s concept of phenomenological epoche (= deliberate ‘bracketing-off’ of natural, habitual assumptions for the purpose of carrying out phenomenological analysis), and how it describes both psychedelic tripping and schizophrenic/psychotic mental fragmentation.
Freud’s analogy of the mind as a crystal vase which shatters during episodes of psychosis, making the underlying crystalline structure become visible
Humphrey Osmond’s concept of tripping as ‘psychotomimesis’
Louis Sass’ concept of schizophrenic cognition as ‘hyperreflexivity’ and how this concept also applies to the psychedelic cognitive modality
The phenomenological inaccuracy of the term ‘hallucinogen’
Benny Shanon’s analysis of the ayahuasca experience, in particular his description of the way in which ayahuasca can reorientate a person’s ontological understanding
How the psychedelic state reveals the mind’s basic function of fusing together mental representations with their external referents
How Michael Hoffman’s analysis of the psychedelic trip effect explains the proper way in which tripping is related to hallucinating
Michael Hoffman’s concept of the mental worldmodel, and how psychedelic tripping can lead to a radical overhaul/restructuring of the mental worldmodel
Using the process of waking up from a dream as an analogy for the psychedelic mental reconfiguration
Paul Thagard’s writing on paradigm conversion and how it maps onto the psychedelic mental reconfiguration
Group: egodeath Message: 6321 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/07/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 6322 From: hahaonlysirius Date: 06/07/2013
Subject: Please repost “Mystianity” graduate thesis paper referenced by Micha
I would like to read the graduate thesis paper mentioned on egodeath.com by Michael Hoffman here: http://www.egodeath.com/MysticInitiationOriginChristianity.htm

>I’m amazed at the excellent quality of this summary by a student. This “report”, a graduate thesis, is about Christianity and the Mystery Religions.
>http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JesusMysteriesdiscussion/files/Mystianity.zip

The link no longer works, and I’ve done some googling around the web but haven’t had any luck. Does anyone have a copy they could repost? I would be very grateful.
Group: egodeath Message: 6323 From: hahaonlysirius Date: 07/07/2013
Subject: Cancellation of the will
I’ve had some involvement in a reformed church founded on Calvinist principles recently, and the discussion of the Holy Spirit in relation to the will of man came up. The position asserted was that the Holy Spirit descends on the elect, through the concept of Grace — these elect few are pre-destined for Salvation. Then, the degree to which the elect is filled with the Holy Spirit is dependent on how one submits to the Holy Spirit. By becoming an empty vessel — total submission, one can become completely full of the Holy Spirit. However, if one clings to the flesh — continues to rebel — there will be no fertile ground for the Sprit to take root.

This oddly sounded very much like the theory of egodeath, minus the entheogens of course, but it left me slightly bewildered. First, the elect have no choice whether they are chosen or not. However, being chosen, they are provided a choice: submit or rebel. Yet, is it not God’s Providence that determines whether we will submit or rebel? This seemed like waffling to me, and contradictory to the “compatibilist” position the church has professed in the past: i.e. man can do what he wills, but not will what he wills. Then how can man will to be submissive?

Surely, one can experience the cancellation of the will in the altered mystic state. However, can one cancel one’s will in the ordinary state of consciousness? Can I will myself to be an empty vessel, in anticipation of being filled with the Holy Spirit? How does this relate to ego transcendence as state in the egodeath theory?

Thanks for any insight.
Group: egodeath Message: 6324 From: ajnavajra Date: 07/07/2013
Subject: Re: Cancellation of the will
My take on this derives from enough “egodeath” experiences with
entheogens to find a sense that “I” have a continuity before this birth
and after this coming death. Sort of a reincarnationalist type view, but
that the “I” that is my true self (Self) is more than this present
personality.

Therefore the will that this current personality possesses is a smaller
amount that the Over Will of the Higher Self. (That Self may also be an
integrated unit within a yet larger Greater Self. The whole thing is
likely a fractal reflection)

So “my Father in Heaven” is my Higher Self, who as in the parable of the
talents, have given me a small “trust fund” of will, and whether I
remember this fact or not, I am still operating at His sufferance.

Many people using 5 MeO have reported being expanded back to Godhead and
then they remembered laying out the script of this lifetime. Coming back
down has the sense of being “squeezed” into a smaller more limiting
little self.

Taken in the way, your current lifetime is not by far your only one, and
the only expression of your will, or His Will. In this level of the
“video game” you have to achieve “beating the level” or the “boss” of
the level, in order to start the next level. This may involve some kind
of body upgrade too, with a new nervous system capable of sensibilities
now undeveloped.

As a child has limited will under the Will of the parent, so we too act
out our part at this level, knowing there are aspects we canot yet
understand.

All of this is predicated on having some kind internal initiations or
experiences which you can begin to trust, rather than the kind of
“faith” that comes from reading other people’s opinions. I believe if
you continue to explore taking the sacred communion with the INTENTION
of finding out what is next, and opening to there being an invisible
support group of higher beings in whose tribe you are already
integrated, they will carry you to your next level. You are already
surrounded and live in the womb of the Great Light Mother, or Holy
Spirit, and your life derives from Her. She will give you what you need
at the moment, so don’t bewilder yourself by trying to solve the entire
puzzle now! You have to grow, and keep growing.

Thus in the end, every act of your “will” small as it is, derives its
force from the greater Intention or Will of the Mother-Father who has
carried you to this moment of questioning. “They” will not abandon you.
In my opinion this “threat” of making a mistake in your decisions is
some kind of mind control bullshit laid on us by priests and
mind-slavers to cultivate our obeisance so they can milk our “soul
juice”, pick our pockets, and misdirect our forces. You are made “in the
image of God”. Follow your spiritual umbilical cord back to Source, and
feel it like a substance, a Rock, the Foundation. Now trust your will,
even when it makes mistakes.

Does a plant “decide” to grow, flower and fruit? No, the interior force
of the Holy Spirit carries it. Thus friend, be like the Lilies of the
Field. Be yourself warts and all, allow mistakes, and accept
Father-Mother’s forgiveness and GRACE and trust that “they” will carry
you onward, knowing you must fall many times in learning to walk.


— In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, “hahaonlysirius” wrote:
>
> I’ve had some involvement in a reformed church founded on Calvinist
principles recently, and the discussion of the Holy Spirit in relation
to the will of man came up. The position asserted was that the Holy
Spirit descends on the elect, through the concept of Grace — these
elect few are pre-destined for Salvation. Then, the degree to which the
elect is filled with the Holy Spirit is dependent on how one submits to
the Holy Spirit. By becoming an empty vessel — total submission, one
can become completely full of the Holy Spirit. However, if one clings to
the flesh — continues to rebel — there will be no fertile ground for
the Sprit to take root.
>
> This oddly sounded very much like the theory of egodeath, minus the
entheogens of course, but it left me slightly bewildered. First, the
elect have no choice whether they are chosen or not. However, being
chosen, they are provided a choice: submit or rebel. Yet, is it not
God’s Providence that determines whether we will submit or rebel? This
seemed like waffling to me, and contradictory to the “compatibilist”
position the church has professed in the past: i.e. man can do what he
wills, but not will what he wills. Then how can man will to be
submissive?
>
> Surely, one can experience the cancellation of the will in the altered
mystic state. However, can one cancel one’s will in the ordinary state
of consciousness? Can I will myself to be an empty vessel, in
anticipation of being filled with the Holy Spirit? How does this relate
to ego transcendence as state in the egodeath theory?
>
> Thanks for any insight.
>
Group: egodeath Message: 6325 From: Simon Date: 22/07/2013
Subject: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Enlightenment as many of you may know means ego death, but what is Enlightenment and what is ego?

Enlightenment means coming to a state of perfect goodness and this means that ego is anything and everything that is bad in a person, in you…

Zen has quite a history of Enlightening people but not so much these days. Why..? There are no enlightened zen masters any more; they have all been lost due to poor students. Although this is not really their fault as you may have guessed. Evolution procedes and there is a reason for everything.

Ego includes all sickness, though not everything the modern person calls sickness is sickness. THings like schizophrenia and alhzimers are NOT sickness but glipses outside of ego.

Physicality is ego, so when a person becomes more aware, their sense of thinking things on the physical plane are important diminishes and they become more aware of the non-physical dimensions of life. This is often mistaken for illness in todays society and awareness of the non-physical is termed illness by many.

It seems society has a great deal against anything truly good and this needs to end. It is just ego playing its tricks but once the ego’s tell-tale signs are seen it is not a problem.

So a thorough understanding of ego is important for ego death proper. Remember ego is all negativity, while enlightenment and everything outside of ego is positive and life enhancing.

Society doesn’t like an Enlightened person, because society has a big ego collectively, but when that ego diminishes, the Enlightened person will become the most popular man in the world, as is to be expected. All Enlightened Souls were popular, but these days there is a lot more negativity and ignorance.

IT is all a product of Evolution and will and must work out.

Peace to you all.
Group: egodeath Message: 6326 From: ajnavajra Date: 23/07/2013
Subject: Re: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
— In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, “Simon” <buddhaneo@…> wrote:
>
> Enlightenment as many of you may know means ego death, but what is Enlightenment and what is ego?
>
> Enlightenment means coming to a state of perfect goodness and this means that ego is anything and everything that is bad in a person, in you…
>
> Ego includes all sickness, though not everything the modern person calls sickness is sickness. THings like schizophrenia and alhzimers are NOT sickness but glipses outside of ego.
>

> So a thorough understanding of ego is important for ego death proper. Remember ego is all negativity, while enlightenment and everything outside of ego is positive and life enhancing.
>
**************************

wow! this is a really dualistic mentalized model. Gadzooks. “perfect goodness,” “bad…???”

this seems to me to be another expression of the “run away” sickness that infects “spirituality.” Gotta get from here (“illusion”) to there (“enlightenment”). This model itself is the “illusion.”

These values of “good” and “bad” arise in the dual state which is NOT enlightenment. When the mind truly stops, these models will stop. What One is left with is what IS, and THAT includes all models of illusion and “enlightenment.” It IS what IT IS.

Even your illusion is perfect goodness!

Look up Churning the Milky Sea. Note that the forces of Darkness, Asuras, are evenly matched against the forces of Light, Nagas.. Names are not important. But the vision is that the game we call Cosmos with its supposed “evolution to higher states” is actually a balance of cross-cancelling forces, meaning that there is actually no movement at all. The only movement is an artifact of Mind scanning Itself. Every time one touches on Mind, we realize there is no place to go but here! This ends Seeking, trying to map a way out of “illusion” which is an equal part of Reality.

Capiche?
Group: egodeath Message: 6327 From: Simon Date: 24/07/2013
Subject: Re: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Even YOUR ideas are illuisions…

The ego is everything that DOESN’T KNOW its unity with God.

E dge
G od
O ut


**************************
>
> wow! this is a really dualistic mentalized model. Gadzooks. “perfect goodness,” “bad…???”
>
> this seems to me to be another expression of the “run away” sickness that infects “spirituality.” Gotta get from here (“illusion”) to there (“enlightenment”). This model itself is the “illusion.”
>
> These values of “good” and “bad” arise in the dual state which is NOT enlightenment. When the mind truly stops, these models will stop. What One is left with is what IS, and THAT includes all models of illusion and “enlightenment.” It IS what IT IS.
>
> Even your illusion is perfect goodness!
>
> Look up Churning the Milky Sea. Note that the forces of Darkness, Asuras, are evenly matched against the forces of Light, Nagas.. Names are not important. But the vision is that the game we call Cosmos with its supposed “evolution to higher states” is actually a balance of cross-cancelling forces, meaning that there is actually no movement at all. The only movement is an artifact of Mind scanning Itself. Every time one touches on Mind, we realize there is no place to go but here! This ends Seeking, trying to map a way out of “illusion” which is an equal part of Reality.
>
> Capiche?
>
Group: egodeath Message: 6328 From: tolderoll Date: 24/07/2013
Subject: Re: Enlightenment/Ego – What is it?
Why are you spamming the group? It’s obvious you’re not interested in the topics of discussion here.

— In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, “Simon” <buddhaneo@…> wrote:
>
>
> Even YOUR ideas are illuisions…
>
> The ego is everything that DOESN’T KNOW its unity with God.
>
> E dge
> G od
> O ut
>
>
> **************************
> >
> > wow! this is a really dualistic mentalized model. Gadzooks. “perfect goodness,” “bad…???”
> >
> > this seems to me to be another expression of the “run away” sickness that infects “spirituality.” Gotta get from here (“illusion”) to there (“enlightenment”). This model itself is the “illusion.”
> >
> > These values of “good” and “bad” arise in the dual state which is NOT enlightenment. When the mind truly stops, these models will stop. What One is left with is what IS, and THAT includes all models of illusion and “enlightenment.” It IS what IT IS.
> >
> > Even your illusion is perfect goodness!
> >
> > Look up Churning the Milky Sea. Note that the forces of Darkness, Asuras, are evenly matched against the forces of Light, Nagas.. Names are not important. But the vision is that the game we call Cosmos with its supposed “evolution to higher states” is actually a balance of cross-cancelling forces, meaning that there is actually no movement at all. The only movement is an artifact of Mind scanning Itself. Every time one touches on Mind, we realize there is no place to go but here! This ends Seeking, trying to map a way out of “illusion” which is an equal part of Reality.
> >
> > Capiche?
> >
>
Group: egodeath Message: 6330 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/08/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 6331 From: letsrap@sbcglobal.net Date: 16/08/2013
Subject: What U-R Learning
Group: egodeath Message: 6333 From: letsrap@sbcglobal.net Date: 19/08/2013
Subject: Be Hungry For Truth
Group: egodeath Message: 6335 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/09/2013
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 6339 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/12/2013
Subject: Bk: The Psychedelic Future of the Mind (Thomas Roberts)

The Psychedelic Future of the Mind: How Entheogens Are Enhancing Cognition, Boosting Intelligence, and Raising Values
Thomas B. Roberts
http://amazon.com/o/asin/1594774595
January 2013

 

I wrote this review, below, and posted it to Amazon as soon as the book first shipped, Feb. 8, 2013.
My reviews: http://www.amazon.com/gp/cdp/member-reviews/A1YFCQT60M4XAJ


4 stars out of 5
It’s a start, but perpetuates limiting, incoherent assumptions

 

This book is an assortment, a compilation of pieces, including a couple chapters by other authors. This too-short book somewhat achieves its goal; it’s appropriate for an entheogen library but uncritically perpetuates fatally self-defeating fallacies. The book really needs to be better, more consistently enlightened, with a thoroughgoing critique. This book is average, conventional groupthink in too many ways, and where it breaks away, it does so insufficiently. Regarding the cognitive potentials of entheogens, it’s a start, but could be more substantial (without being longer). It’s a useful brief survey of the field, of current attitudes; that’s a relatively strong point of the book.

 

The sections on entheogen history and on psychedelics in cognitive science need to be expanded, but without the tepid compromise that limits this book. It needs to be harder-hitting; it’s not good enough to accomplish its goals. It relies too much on Stan Grof’s quirky, narrow model, his fixation on the birth-trauma metaphor.

 

It needs to go deeper on the taboo, censored huge interest and role of entheogens throughout many fields. As suggested but not emphasized enough in this book, millions of people (researchers, professors, priests, and mystics) are highly interested though censored and silent, and we get glimpses of this interest in several points in the book. Roberts doesn’t step up to the plate and in a sustained and direct way tackle this key blocking impediment, of communication censorship; he only keeps noting it, too feebly. I would expect his survey of thousands of books to point out what’s really going on, to explain why I go into the New Age bookstore and am told they have no books about psychoactive drugs in religion, when in fact, as Roberts knows, those books and sections are strewn throughout the store, separated, scattered, diluted.

 

Roberts vaguely mentions that there is much entheogen activity at websites, but his book is too retrograde to cover them seriously. The limited and self-defeating thinking (or lack of thoroughgoing consistent critical thinking) seen in these books that cite each other, shows why the future of clear thinking is driven online, where there is less hidebound and conventional thinking than in old fashioned and old conventional-thinking printed books.

 

I disagree with Roberts’ assertion in this book that entheogens should be controlled and doled-out by authorities. The law should be the same as it always was from the beginning of time until a few years ago in 1966 and Nixon’s drug schedules, which is to say, no law, other than accurate labelling and quality control, since religious freedom means freedom of traditional mystic methods which were entheogenic, as the books Roberts cites show. He should know better, for this book and from his Entheogen Chrestomathy (a collection of passages about entheogens from many books).

 

Instead, we get more crypto-Prohibition, Roberts allowing himself to be coerced by mental censorship into contradicting his own position, effort, and evidence, and training his readers to similarly sustain their uncritical key assumptions about religion, and training them how to hold self-contradictory ideas in their mind like himself, Walsh, and most of the other authors. Clark Heinrich is relatively enlightened in his book, Magic Mushrooms in Religion and Alchemy (http://amazon.com/o/asin/0892819979), elegantly tracing Amanita throughout our Western religious history. For coherent clear thinking about rights and meaningful religious freedom, see Steve Kubby The Politics of Consciousness: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom (http://amazon.com/o/asin/189362644X).

The books Roberts cites and surveys show that Greeks and Christians used mixed wine freely, and we claim to legally have religious freedom, so against this incoherent book, we must insist we be as free in our religious banqueting parties as we were during Antiquity; we cannot settle for any lesser pseudo-freedom while claiming we have religious freedom and claiming that America is religious. Follow the Supreme Court consistently: leave the entheogen churches alone; reject Roberts’ compromising authoritarian administration of entheogens.

 

This book claims to be forward-looking rather than a historical recounting, and yet it perpetuates major fallacious assumptions about history, in a self-defeating way, by implicitly asserting a history while lacking sufficient critical examination of our Western history of entheogens. Being forward looking shouldn’t be at the expense of telling a false and self-defeating story of the past. It would be better to be silent about the past than to tell a false story of our past lacking entheogens, so you could say this book is not exclusively forward looking enough. It’s a fairly good forward-looking story combined with a bad careless habitual historical story that defeats the forward effort.

 

Roberts needs to read the books excerpts he’s gathered and put together the pieces more, on an independent basis. Like all prominent authors of entheogen books, his thinking is far too compromised and unoriginal, coerced into unconsciously shooting himself in the foot and affirming the underpinning doctrines that support the Prohibition-friendly reality-tunnel. Schultes does the same, and Roger Walsh’s article that’s a chapter of this book does the same. They ask the Prohibition-saturated question “Do drugs have religious import?” These drug policy reform leaders are preventing success by declaring defeat before they’ve begun, by framing the self-evidently obvious as if it were something that’s in doubt. Walsh titles his article self-defeatingly as a question, “are entheogens false?”

 

This book — its authors — reify habitually the uncritically adopted unspoken Prohibitionist-compliant dogma, a hazy, incoherent dogma, that scholars understand how Christian mystics throughout history accessed the intense mystic altered state, and we know that they accessed it through meditation, and we know they didn’t access it through drugs. It is unthinkable and unwriteable by Walsh and Roberts — mis-leaders of reform — to consider the question I pose: to what extent were visionary plants used by Christians throughout history? Roberts contradicts the evidence he has collected: he cites the book The Psychology of Religion by Hood et al The Psychology of Religion: An Empirical Approach (http://amazon.com/o/asin/1606233033), which states that Dan Merkur has shown in his book The Psychedelic Sacrament: Manna, Meditation, and Mystical Experience (http://amazon.com/o/asin/089281862X) that Jewish mystics used visionary plants.

 

Yet these writers continue, as firmly repeated in the present book, to put forward without any critical examination, the assertion — taken as if granted and established — that traditional Christian mysticism is distinct from the use of visionary plants. Per my Maximal Entheogen Theory of Religion, Ruck et al, cited by Roberts’ book, have demonstrated enough evidence that we must assume the opposite: every Christian mystic used visionary plants, unless proven otherwise. That’s the exact opposite of the strong tendency of all these authors. They contradict themselves. Roberts advises about the Entheogenic Reformation, and yet, he in unthinking convention, together with the other authors, robs visionary plants of their credit.

 

He gives Christianity and Christian religious experiencing, he gives credit to non-visionary plant vague ill-defined practices, contemplation practices that are assumed without any critical thinking, to be non-plant based — despite copious evidence that Merkur and Ruck and the entheogen historians have gathered, including mushrooms in art that I have routinely identified. Roberts cites books that contain that evidence, and yet he unthinkingly fails to connect, instead, he omits and shuts out visionary plants, robbing them of their due central credit throughout our religious history.

 

He contradicts himself; he compromises with the mental shackles of Prohibition unspoken dogma (the silent Reform-preventing dogma of repeating the harmfully misleading nonsensical phrase “entheogens vs. natural traditional mystic methods”), even while citing books that contradict that phrase and show it is a false dichotomy, a massive category error. Evidence citied in many of the hundreds of books Roberts surveys, indicate — when you engage your critical thinking, consistently — that the category “entheogens” is identically the same as the category “traditional mystic practice”.

 

This book purports to advocate entheogens, yet the author permits himself to be psyched-out by Prohibitionist mental shackles and the very kind of endemic, biased thought-censorship that he mildly comments on in this book. Roberts ends up advocating against entheogens in our religious history, despite the evidence (which Roberts gathers in his books and citations, pages 146-151 here, and his book An Entheogen Chrestomathy) that shows that Christian mysticism is the same thing as entheogens; that entheogens are the traditional method of accessing the intense mystic altered state. He cites Clark Heinrich, and Carl Ruck et al: The Apples of Apollo: Pagan and Christian Mysteries of the Eucharist (http://amazon.com/o/asin/089089924X).

 

Uncritically parroting repeatedly the nonsense phrase “entheogens vs. natural methods” (going directly against Jonathan Ott’s title Pharmacophilia: or The Natural Paradises [1888755016]), Roberts robs and steals from visionary plants the central credit they are due, within our own Western history. Just like almost all the other prominent, Prohibition-friendly, collaborationist, compromisers (Schultes, cited on page 148: Plants of the Gods: Their Sacred, Healing, and Hallucinogenic Powers [http://amazon.com/o/asin/0892819790]). Roberts and all authors need to weed out their self-contradicting compromises from their thinking, purify their thinking of Prohibition-friendly unstated, uncritical dogma, and start telling the true, coherent, evidence-based history, abandoning care of what the mental shackles of censorship and Prohibition dictate.

 

Walsh (chapter 5 of this book) needs to move forward and stop asking whether drugs have genuine religious import, and engage substance: how does religious experiencing come through visionary plants, as seen throughout religious history? This isn’t a matter of citing more evidence, so much as a matter of stating coherent connections, and being consistent in their thinking and handling of the evidence Roberts has gathered. The key false dichotomy of “drugs vs. traditional mystic methods” is totally entrenched in Walsh’s writing, and totally void of any thought of critical examination, despite the seemingly open-minded questioning implied in this chapter title (false advertising): “Psychedelics and Religious Experiences — What is the Relationship?”

 

Walsh’s chapter is based on a massive fallacious assumption never mentioned or examined for even a moment: that mystics didn’t use entheogens — despite the books cited by this book. Walsh’s name is given with M.D., Ph.D., and D.H.L., but he utterly fails to think about his underlying assumption, in this article supposedly about inquiring into this relationship. As Roberts writes about censorship and omission of psychedelics in Cognitive Science: “Whether this omission is due to a simple lack of information or scientists’ and scholars fear for their careers by touching a taboo topic is hard to say; it is probably some of both.”

 

Roberts and Walsh colossally fail to effectively counter and call for an end to this mental straightjacket and censorship. But at least Roberts mentions it; a glimmering of consciousness of the conditions of Prohibition begins to awaken, but we need a thousand times more, and this gentle, compliant, positive-thinking book is too mild to tackle these key blocking dynamics, resulting from Prohibition for Profit.

 

What use is Roberts’ advice on Reform when he despite his evidence persists in reifying a key Prohibitionist lie, that historical religion uses (vague, undefined) “traditional methods” that are not visionary plants? Roberts repeats that dogmatic assumption, and never stops to subjective it to critical examination. His section on entheogen history is not connected and integrated into his thinking through the rest of the book. Ralph Metzner (who is mentioned on page 70) wrote that he made a strategic mistake in the 1960s by portraying psychedelics as something new. Roberts hasn’t learned that lesson, despite decades of scholarship gathered in his Chrestomathy, such as Robert Graves’ discovery of mushrooms in Greek religion and myth in 1957.

 

That fatal mistake and persisting in robbing entheogens of their fully due credit as the source of the mystic state throughout history, continues to reign supreme even as Ruck et al pile up more and more evidence; Roberts continues omitting and shutting out entheogens from our religious history even while he dabbles incoherently in showing that the reality is the opposite. This book is futile because in the name of Reform, it falsely eliminates entheogens from our history, despite evidence the book cites. This book inadvertantly keeps telling the story of self-defeat, as the master narrative. The key to Reform involves quitting telling that 1960s Prohibition-supporting story; Roberts doesn’t have a compelling enough story without integrated that evidence throughout his thinking.

 

This book’s purpose is Reform, yet this book perpetuates a key fallacy that pushes entheogens away: Roberts tells the story, reifying and repeating it, that our religion’s history is not entheogenic. He falls short of providing complete coherent independent critical thinking. His error is deeply entrenched in this book: page 55, he mis-portrays antiquity as having merely rites and activities, as opposed to later word-based religion of 1500, and now, new, “primary religious experiencing”. This is the evolutionism fallacy: that we have entheogens now, and we are more evolved than antiquity, therefore, antiquity lacked entheogens, but had merely “rites” (presumed uncritically and inconsistently in this book as being non-entheogenic).

 

He ought to tell the more compelling true story, of returning to the non-placebo original Eucharist which inspired Christianity throughout its history, as the evidence and coherent thinking indicates. Roberts isn’t interested in looking at the copious evidence for entheogen Christianity because it contradicts his preconceived self-defeating and incoherent story of religious evolution — a false story that is encouraged by Prohibition’s censorship effect. Roberts several times in this book criticizes authors for omitting and hiding their pro-entheogen views; for example, page 122 points out that authors censor William James, like I have criticized Ken Wilber for starting with first book by omitting William James’ lead-in, “On nitrous oxide, …” (before “it occurred to me that perception is a veil; multiple states…”).

 

But Roberts needs to gain self-awareness of how he is censoring and shackling his own thinking, and thus perpetuating the mental shackles of his readers, helping to keep Prohibition in place and prevent us from perceiving the central role of entheogens in our history. He should take a lesson from his coverage of the censorship D.C.A. Hillman’s dissertation was subjected to (The Chemical Muse: Drug Use and the Roots of Western Civilization [http://amazon.com/o/asin/B00342VG0E] and ask: How is this present book also compromised and coerced into being self-censored?

 

Roberts should’ve gathered together the several points in his book, instances of censorship he points out, calling for breaking through these mental chains and start putting the pieces of evidence, the connections, together, coherently, to tell a story that makes compelling sense. I’m surprised that Roberts didn’t mention along with Hillman, Michael Rinella’s book Pharmakon: Plato, Drug Culture, and Identity in Ancient Athens (http://amazon.com/o/asin/0739146874), which was also extremely censored. Censorship is the top topic, the main restriction now, for policy reform, which is why online has taken the lead away from the hidebound, conformist press: Prohibition Press, I have named it, after I spoke with the entheogen-friendly Park Street Press about this problem at a Western Esotericism conference.

 

Roberts mentions that people around 1970 were drawn to religion by LSD, and yet, he tells the Prohibition-friendly version of the story, a false tale artificially created by a censorship filtering effect, and fails to mention that people were forced to move away from entheogens and attempt to substitute meditation and a placebo make-believe Eucharist instead, and forced to tell the entheogen-diminishing story of how religion with its entheogen removed is better — a story now entrenched as dogma, mitigating against Roberts’ Entheogenic Reformation project. (Jonathan Ott advocated that term in his book The age of entheogens & the angel’s dictionary [http://amazon.com/o/asin/0961423471].)

 

Roberts calls for $1 billion for research including “education” toward Prohibition reform, but should more emphasize abandoning the phony drug schedules and fully re-legalizing entheogens like before October 1966. Just get rid of obstructionist Prohibition. We don’t have a budget problem, we have a Prohibition problem. We don’t need a billion dollars so much as we need bona fide actual religious freedom, which means nothing if not the freedom to access ecstatic fear and trembling and awesome power that has always been the source of religion, through the traditional mystic method: the sacred meal of the Lord’s flesh, which is real food and which transmits effective grace just as has always been claimed for this the traditional method of mystic experiencing.

 

— Michael Hoffman

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Group: egodeath Message: 6340 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/12/2013
Subject: Deciphered: tree vs. snake means Possibilism vs. Eternalism

A week-long Art High: This week, I got confirmation of my hypotheses of around a year ago, about branching vs. non-branching, tree vs. snake, branching antlers of a stag, in ancient Greek & in Christian mythic art. Confirmed: artists understood that mystic revelation about moral agency is a matter of moving from freewill thinking to no-free-will thinking, moving from autonomous monolithic personal control to puppet/slave/ rail-driven personal control with 2 levels or layers of control involved: the transpersonal driving layer (hidden thought source you must trust your life to) and the personal local locus of control-power (a reactive driven-gear, your forceful control-power that you exert is forcefully steered by the rail: you are forced to push in the direction that the hidden controller has pre-set you to push).

 

Diagram of Possibilism (the diagram fails to show the tree) vs. Eternalism (rigid snake worm worldline in rock/block universe): http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/spacetime-bebecome

 

Another daring hypothsis from me has been confirmed: Pre-moderns in loosecog had equivalent of multistate or altered state-based Cognitive Science, about 4-D spacetime (the Rock Universe), illusory control power (kingship, vs. puppet/slave), mental construct sequences positioned in spacetime (ivy strand with leaves; pine cone that opens its scales when dry and closes its scales when wet).

 

The art evidence emphatically and pointedly confirms my theorizing of a year ago that the man riding the donkey or horse toward the broken-branch tree trunk with snake, on sargophagii, means awareness passively being carried forward in time along your frozen rigid worldline, while the donkey or horse — a separate control-agency component of the psyche — steers your thinking, following the invisible rail(way). The donkey is the personal steering among virtual possibilitiyy branches through time. The one possibility branching path that is destined and pre-set and pre-existing is the path the steersman donkey is forced to follow, forced to choose.

The artworks convey “is personal moral control agency power a matter of possbiility branching, as you originally think and feel in the OSC, or is it non-branching, like snake/ivy/monocoursal/dragon/serpent/worm/ Eve’s long hair? ” The artworks say “You thought possibility branching, with you having that particular key kind of power: steering-control power of a kind that can manifest either branch A or B into the future. But per Peart, No One at the Bridge, in the mystic state you see you have no arms to steer, no power in the present to steer to one vs. a different future branching-path.

 

This system of art confirmation is maximally profound, exactly as powerful and reputation-boosting as the confirmation of bending of light near the sun in a complete solar eclipse some time after Einstein predicated light bending near the sun’s gravitational spacetime-curving field. Artworks directly and pointedly confirmed during the past few days, that the ego-transcendent understanding and knowledge about moral agency is a matter of repudiating Possibilism and affirming Eternalism, and trusting in your near-future worldline & hidden source of control-intentions, not battling against that.

 

Art clearly and definitely confirms my Cybernetics/Heimarmene/Entheogens/Metaphor (CHEM) explanatory model of myth & religion. The kylix (saucer-shaped shallow cup) painted by Douris completely fits with and affirms the Eden tree of knowledge. This art confirmation, though “merely confirmation” of my breakthroughs of a year ago, I report that this mere confirmation actually caused substantial link-tightening and compaction of my Theory of ego transcendence and metaphor — the *real*, relevant, central, driving force in the mystic altered state, the *real* nature of ego transcendence (as discovered in my initial, main, January 11 1988 “Crystalline Ground of Being & concomitant non-control” breakthrough). Journal of Transpersonal Psychology in 1985-1988 asserted that ego transcnedenence is spatial unity. I said no, ego transcendence is illusory control together with Eternalism (one’s future stream of control-intentions is pre-set, pre-arranged into a rigid snake shaped future-worldline).

 

The pearl of great price: The unenlightened illegitimate king sends Jason to retrieve the golden fleece. The fruit of the tree in the Garden (of Hesperides/Eden) is Transcendent Knowledge about personal control power being illusory; the fruit of the tree is understanding Cybernetics/Heimarmene/Entheogens (CHE) (including understanding how Metaphor describes Cyberneics, Heimarmene, and Entheogens/Loosecog; M->EHC). Metaphor describes entheogens causing loose cognitive binding revealing fatedness and non-control.

 

In religious myth, Metaphor describes entheogens experiencing Heimarmene & Cybernetics.

M->EHC

 

CHEM:

C – Cybernetics, personal control power; loss of control; self-control seizure, control vortex, non-control, autonomous personal control, switch from autonomous kingship to puppet/slave following hidden rail into future, unable to control which control-intentions come up in the fountain/spring/wellspring behind awareness.

H – Heimarmene; no-free-will; pre-existing near-future control-intentions; block universe; worldline; non-branching possibility tree.

E – Entheogens; loose cognitive binding state, mental model transformation.

M – Metaphor, myth, religious myth, esoteric symbol usage about C/H/E above.

 

Joseph Campbell says there’s no (single) Myth for our time. I say the equivalent of the myth-system of our future, quintessentially late-Modern or transitional to post-Modern, is my layout: an explicit non-metaphorical Core Theory plus mapping that to reliigious/mythic/esoteric metaphor, and, as far as *specific* brand-styling, we must consider STEM-style themes like:

o In the Matrix series, the Animatrix movie’s tripping android segment

o Rush songs — not Pop Sike (girl-relationship as metaphor for acid experiencing) but Tech Psych (STEM as metaphor for loosecog experiential insights)

….. The Body Electric

….. Cygnus X-1

….. Vital Signs

….. Chemistry

http://egodeath.com/rushlyrics.htm

 

(STEM means Science, Technology, Engineering, & Mathematics.  A standard acronym.)

 

In the present, late-modern or post-modern era, we won’t have a myth (in Campbell’s sense), per Campbell. My response is that we will have correct non-mythic explicit explanation of ego-transcendent knowledge & no-free-will, and, we will have correct mapping to all past mythemes/tropes and the ability to created unlimited number of themes/tropes. Metaphor-only expressions of one’s correct understanding of TK proved (historically) to have problems, so it is urgent that everyone knows the non-metaphorical Core Theory, my Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence per my 1988 first drafts and 1997 summary at Principia Cybernetica (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath/message/5870).

 

Transcendent Knowledge (Cybernetics/Heimarmene/Entheogens/Metaphor) is the forbidden fruit forbidden to the egoic mind. The fatedness snake-dragon guards the fruit of the tree of knowledge of the illusory nature of moral control culpability in light of no-free-will and the pre-givenness of all your control-thoughts. Your snake made you choose as you did; you had no meta-choice; you have pseudo-freedom, the illusion of having the kind of steering-power that can select some other possibility branching path. The heimarmene snake dragon serpent monster (this is *the* monster, forcing you to intend against your self-protection programming in such a way that your steering-power with respect to your future possibility branching is shown to be illusory impotent cybernetic control power. You are only allowed to steer how you are forced to steer.

 

The serpent guards ego-transcendent knoweldge in at least 2 ways:

 

o If you are among the Elect, the serpent makes you wrestle with and submit to & put full intimate trust in your threatening thought-source, then the serpent as gate-controller lets you pass, to get the golden fleece or eat the apple of knowledge of the illusory nature of moral agency — to get ego-transcendent knowledge. The pearl of great price held in the claw of the challenging/threatening/enlightenment-bringing dragon/monster/serpent: you must sacrifice your childish free-will thinking *and* (stabbing your heart) sacrifice your claim to have the kind of control that could prevent a fatal control-intention from arising; to stop the sea-storm shipwreck control-instability, you must pay the price, repudiate your childish animal naive initial implicit essential claim that you have possibility-branch steering control power.

 

o If you are not among the predestined, pre-existing Elect, it is impossible for you to get to the fruit, impossible for you to steer down the possibility-branching path in which you gain the elegant pearl of ego-transcendent knowledge; you are pre-destined so that you in the future are destined to not ever come to (this elegant compact explosive system of) ego-transcendent knowledge.

 

Take my hand, I’ll take you to the other side, to see the truth: the path for you is decided

— Iron Maiden, album Somewhere in Time

 

Destiny planned out … speculation of the wise

— Bob Daisley, album Diary of a Madman

 

In these artworks, also I spotted clearly the theme, across systems/brands of ego-transcendent knowledge (= no-free-will, interlinked with personal non-control (non-sovereignty)).

o Jonah being spit out by the sea serpent

o Human torso w/ serpent legs in the Gigantomachy

o Snake in Eden tree: Eve’s torso with arms, or just her face, and a serpent lower body.

o Jason in the kylix (saucer-cup for drinking mixed wine/mushroom wine) painted by Douris, ego-dead, torso coming from the guardian heimarmene-dragon/serpent.

Sometimes the serpent’s head is shown in addition to the human head. Usually the human has arms but I especially resonate with the Eden serpent that just has Eve’s face; she has no arms to steer into her future possibility-tree branches, and the serpent has no arms.

 

Invisible railways crackle with life

— Rush/Peart, Spirit of Radio

 

Printed as “airwaves”, sung as “railways” the first time, “airwaves ” the 2nd time.

 

 

Theology is too policitized, it is misleading, and you have Augustine’s winking asymmetry: God is the author of good, humans are the author of evil. God is all-powerful, all-good, and isn’t the author of evil (directly or indirectly). But the entire Theology industry knows this is self-contradiction. Gnostic-like thinking (in whatever metaphor-systems of ego-transcendence) solves that by splitting the creator god (who is responsible for layout out our evil actions in spacetime) saying the evil creator (Demiurge) *is* the author of evil, and the high God is purely good and isn’t the creator. Theology advocates confusion and waffling, leading Reformed theologians to falsely say “man’s mind can’t understand this apparent contradiction: God is all-powerful and all-good” when the truth is, it’s blatantly self-contradictory and impossible to “solve” other than by subtle or covert or dishonest meaning-shifting.

 

Art tells a simple, valuable story: no-free-will, your snake-rail controls & pre-sets your steering, your awareness can only helplessly look on as the future destined thoughts & steering-direction are revealed, and thus God is the author of evil – ‘evil’ as unethical acts and as the delusion of freewill moral culpability. The essence of the story is beautifully straightforward as communicated in art, rather than in Theology: ingest entheogen, see and experience the self-contradictions of freewill thinking & its control-thinking, and switch to no-free-will thinking including the puppet/slave relationship of personal control to time. Alex Grey has not represented the discovery of the no-free-will, consistent, beautiful, attractive, threatening model of personal control in relation to time. This is the frozen-puppet-universe perspective.

 

I was surprised that “mere” confirmation of my theory by the layered and clustered branching antler and serpent and tree and “tree’s guarded treasure”, caused some jackpot updating of my cross-linking: adding new insights and giving an *enlightening* confirmation as opposed to mere simple confirmation. Art inspired me to see things even more clearly, simply, starkly: *tree* of knowledge of good & evil; fruit of the tree; golden fleece like pearl of great costly sacrificed price — the snake is the fruit of the tree; the fruit is the product of mentally considering tree vs snake, posssibility branching vs. monocoursal linear nonbranching; Possibilism vs. Eternalism & concomitant personal control power implications.

 

Artworks’ confirmation of my snake vs tree theory, and man riding donkey/horse/panther (or snake-drawn cart), toward branchless tree with snake, caused massive adjustments to the cross-linking in my theory — not negating anything I wrote, but tightening and affirming it, such as confirming my assertion that pre-modern elites understood 4D block time, loosecog, and levels of control. 

 

That’s one example of how daring I’ve been always in my Theory: I had to make an entire set of ideas that each totally conflict with strong dogmatic assumptions. Pre-moderns were stupid, we assume, and yet, we late-moderns were the clueless ones who were incapable until me of reading the simple message encoded by Douris and the pre-modern or early-modern artists: snake vs. tree, fruit reveals no-free-will & its concomitant ramificaitons for personal control morality steering power.

 

Art’s confirmation of my theorizing about branching, of a year ago, only showed me a few truly new insights this week, yet I’m getting a huge reading: my feelings report that the ability to more and more quickly read and decipher these metaphor artworks resolving them into no-free-will, or “Cyb/Heim/Enth” concerns, I detected or “heard the jackpot sound” of linking-updating the cross-linking throughout my Theory of myth & religion. It by today has become clear and feels simple: mystic revelation shows simply no-free-will; map the athiest no-free-will books’ phrases to *esoteric* religion. 

 

Everything Sam Harris asserts in discussing no-free-will maps *directly*, consistently, to religious myth — to higher-order, esoteric religious understanding. It’s only exoteric, lower-order religion that clings to the childish sinful confused self-contradictory freewill idea which posits and includes the feeling of, being a control steering power agent, a kind of control that is precisely the impossible aspect: the power in the present of steering into more than one real possibility branching path — that is the key core central power we assume and that we iniitally take as real, forming our moral control agent identity and its supposeed moral culpability.

 

The adult must cast off both the freewill assumption and the control meta-steering power assumption, but through intense overwhelming experiencing in loosecog, not speculation based only in the tight cognitive binding state — not the model of linear time & linear domino-chain causality. With my main article in hand, and my snake vs. tree revelation of switching from Possibilism moral thinking to Eternalism thinking, It is possible now, without entering the loosecog state, to have a correct and clear 2nd-hand understanding of control seizure and revelation of this specific kind of non-control, and changelessness of your near-future sequence of control-thoughts or control-intentions.

 

Joseph Campbell and Ken Wilber are not wrong so much as grossly massively incomplete. When the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence a la my first mid-1988 article drafts is inserted into Wilber’s system or Campbell’s, their systems are overwhelmed and totally dominated by my system, which is CTET/TK/Egodeath theory / the CHEM (M->E->H&C) model of ego transcendence & religious myth & esotericism-based tropes such as narrow escape in ancient novels.

 

My Egodeath (CHEM or M->EHC) theory:

M->E->H&C

Metaphor describes Enthoegens for experiencing Heimarmene & Cybernetics limits/vulnerability (“noncontrol”).

Cybernetics is the biggest most soul-shattering topic, Metaphor is the least, so imagine each letter font size from small to big: meHC, or CHem.

When I say “Entheogens” as 1 of 4 key topics, ‘Entheogens’ is a condensed term meaning & emphasizing loosecog — that is, loose cognitive association binding of (as worded per my crucial April 1987 thinking-style change) DMCRMs: dynamic mental-construct relationship matrixes — MCs (mental constructs), for short. This is an example of how I have deciphered metaphors describing what’s revealed in loosecog, and have engineered a language that is optimized for discussing efficiently ego-transcendent knowledge.

 

I feel guilty for only really speaking 1 language (English), but to redeem myself, I have fully cracked the mystery encryption code to fully explain what is actually essential in religious myth, and I have formed and shared a highly efficient language to discuss ego-transcendent knowledge. Each brick component of my theory I have customized, modified, and optimized; I have contributed “bricks” in many fields but the value of those bricks is superior because my bricks fit together successfully across fields. identifying analogies others that other investigators didn’t recognize. 20th Century research in myth & religion uses English, French, German, Greek, & Latin, but those are equivalently clueless and really only amount to 1 language. I provide the other language, that of the CHEM model I have created and discovered, rediscovering the essence but putting forth the first efficient systematic useful practical omni-powerful model that explicitly gives the solution to all the mysteries that matter.

 

I deciphered Moses’ seeing the burning bush = the subjectively moving present, seeing illusory unreal virtual possibility branching, like a hanging rope/fuse, with a smalll, localized flame climing up. A possibility branching bush with only the pre-existing branching-path being real; the other possibilities are virtual-only possibilities; they are impossible because not fated; those other, illusory branches are the branches which do not match what is happening in your worldline in your future.

 

Professors who lack my Egodeath theory are clueless and need to know that my theory will accellerate their work ideally and provide the ideal perfect solutions.

 

Researchers of Western ancient religion are doing a reset now, revisiting more carefully their assumptions, shaking off the horrible and confused Christian apologist historians — the equivalent of my desecrating and p*ss*ng on the pathetic worthless books around 1994. Previous books are as much misleading as informative. The field is saying “quit believing the biased presupmtions, the shared wrong assumptions. We must mind our assumptions! We couldn’t understand puzzles in religion, because our assumptions were wrong and careless. We must be careful this time in our foundational assumptions and be ready to change our assumptions.

 

In 2006 when I wrote the main article defining the CHEM model, the Jesus Myth hypothesis was beyond the pale, taboo, and no one heard of it. Now no-Jesus has become mainstream *on the internet* but not in the “real world” (the Establishment media & print-based press), and thank God for the Web, where real people can challenge the confusion of the Establishment position and its slave-scholars it employs and deploys such as the malarkey assumption-laden phrase “entheogens vs. traditional mystic methods”.

 

Back in the print days, the Establishment had a monopololy and effective censorship (of professors and of real people); they could get away with ignoring and dismissing challenges. Now, thank God, real people (critically thinking individuals) are calling the Establishment-collaborationist academics on their nonsense. It’s a war over defining reality: print vs. online, falsity vs truth, Establishement professors with mental shackles (they want you to wear shackles too) vs. actual free thinkers, who follow the evidence and reason, not politiicized status quo dogma and policed boundaries of what views are permited to be considered. If you are an academic, to write truth, you must post online in an area not controlled by the Establishment paradigm-police.

 

In 2006, my theory was far beyond the pale, far outside where academics are permitted to comment and write and think:

o No Jesus/Paul/apostles. That was way taboo but now has become a hot topic online, with real thinkers, un-cowed, shamelessly and brazenly challenging the clueless and self-contradicting Establishment academics.

o No free will. That was way taboo but now has become a hot topic online.

o Reformed theology: was shocking to Evangelicals, was way taboo but now has become a hot topic among thinking Christian young guys who move from perfectly clueless high school Christian groups to college and — a few years after me — discovered Reformed Theology.

o Entheogens: officially this is beyond the pale and unthinkable. But recently this has become a hot topic.

o God is the ultimate author of evil.

o You have no power to steer your future or make your future be anything other than the 1 path that always already exists in your future. You merely implement and discover your steering-direction; you cannot choose which path you will steer into.

 

No-free-will was a serious liability for the Egodeath theory in 2001 (my mythic metaphor deciphering breakthrough year), but suddenly has flipped to be a benefit, a genius insight and commendment for the Theory.

 

Ahistoricity of Jesus/Paul was a serious liability for the Egodeath theory in 2001, but suddenly has flipped to be a benefit, a genius insight and commendment for the Theory.

 

Same w/ entheogens.

 

o  Professors who don’t have my perfect omni-successful key theory are clueless.

o  Professors who have my perfect omni-successful key theory agree with it, but are censored — but they still need to use my Theory fully in their thinking, and (in the ways that these slaves are permitted by their masters) in their writing.

o  Students who don’t have my Theory are cluesss.

o  Students who have my Theory agree with it, but are censored by their Establishment-complicit professors and advisors — they need to use my Theory fully in their thinking, and write as they can get away with.

 

There is no problem of “people who disagree with the Theory”. It’s not possible to understand the Theory and disagree with it, because the Theory works, perfectly and extremely well and no other Theory works at all. The problem is either people don’t have the Theory, or, they have it and therefore agree with it (to understand it is to agree with it) but they are aggressively censored by the Establishment commitments: commitment to historical Jesus/Paul, commitment to generally literalist reading of pre-modern evidence, commitment to underestimating the intelligence (per the Evolutionism ideology) of pre-moderns, commitment to assuming pre-moderns were in the OSC only, commitment to non-entheogenic methods of mysticism throughout *our* culture’s history — white Western European history. Bunk unexamined assumptions a la Schultes’ Golden Book on Psychedelics: if a culture has writing, it doesn’t have entheogens; only if a culture lacks writing, it might have entheogens.

 

My Theory is perfectly cohernet & simple & successful (massive explanatory power & scope), there’s no other theory. The fields need my theory; it is painful to watch authors fail without the Theory. At this point, writers in the fields of myth, religion, psychology, cognitive science, time, entheogens, and agency, just need to discover that my Theory exists and perfectly explains every essential aspect and puzzle in the field. If only they *knew* my theory, they would hasten to leverage it; it is the solution they are in need of. It’s not a matter of some agree and some disagree; it’s a matter of some have this Theory, some lack this Theory. To know the Theory is to agree with it and recognize the genius of it: so butt-simple, so earth-shattering of all we thought we knew, so totally broad and deep in explantory power. Will the lecture audience agree with it?

 

That’s off-base: the lecture audience will be shattered, stunned, I have destroyed the world. Don’t bother thinking about the Establishment, because my Theory changes everything: Armageddon, the end of the world as Academia mis-knew it. Now we will need to instruct young adults in high school & college in sacrificing their childish freewill thinking. Not for the educating State to advocate a particular religion; more like, the State needs to teach (in place of “drug education”) what mental control dynamics result from loose cognition, and how these dynamics have been connected with no-free-will. The State can’t push a particular religion, nor illegalize a particular religion. What is religion? Original, source, higher, esoteric religion is the use of visionary plants to induce loose cognitive binding, to explore personal control power and no-free-will. Religion is the use of loosecog to change from freewill thinking to no-free-will thinking.

 

Should the State, in Education, teach the use of loosecog to change from freewill thinking to no-free-will thinking? That’s not laws pushing one religion or forbidding one religion; it would be educating people in religious cognitive structure transformation. The State should make available to people, in Education, the option of understanding religion in terms of CHEM (Cybernetics, Heimarmene, Entheogens, Metaphor), as a theory/hypothesis, as an alternative to literalist interpretation that’s done only because of ignorance of the CHEM option.

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 1, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved.  Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

Group: egodeath Message: 6341 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Caduceus: mycopercep shows sep ctrl-lev relations/harmony
The coupled-snakes model of fate-locked personal control power:

One’s thought-source is fated, and one’s stream of local control thoughts is fated, so there are two distinct fated snakes that are coupled.

o Your personal local locus of control power is female (helplessly injected with thoughts)

o Your hidden thought-source, which is overwhelmingly powerful like a puppetmaster in relation to your local locus of persona control (and is therefore male).

Both locii of control (personal & transpersonal; “female” and “male”) are governed in frozen time by fatedness (Heimarmene).

You a “female” helpless passive gear-driven puppet have no power to deviate from what your male hidden thought-source forces you to do & steer toward. The “male” hidden thought source — specifically your own transpersonal self involved specifically in *your life* — is also pre-set by fatedness.

The pole, staff, or spear is {the directionality and forceful passage of time}. Time or your near-future potentially fatal control-thought is impossible to steer away from or slow down. This is more specific, technically useful, generally useful, direct, and literal than “The vertical line in mythic art is the world axis on which you climb to the stationary constellation”).

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 1, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved. Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

 

—In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, <mike@…> wrote:

“Kundalini energy” is true, but is not sufficiently useful as a method or explanatory framework. “Truth and revelation is energy.” Ok, but “the snake and spine is spiritual energy” falls short of a useful explanation.
Group: egodeath Message: 6342 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Cancellation of the will

The coupled-snakes model of fate-locked personal control power

 

One’s thought-source is fated, and one’s stream of local control thoughts is fated, so there are two distinct fated snakes that are coupled.

o Your personal local locus of control power is female (helplessly injected with thoughts)

o Your hidden thought-source, which is overwhelmingly powerful like a puppetmaster in relation to your local locus of persona control (and is therefore male).

 

Both locii of control (personal & transpersonal; “female” and “male”) are governed in frozen time by fatedness (Heimarmene).

 

You a “female” helpless passive gear-driven puppet have no power to deviate from what your male hidden thought-source forces you to do & steer toward. The “male” hidden thought source — specifically your own transpersonal self involved specifically in *your life* — is also pre-set by fatedness.

 

The pole, staff, or spear is {the directionality and forceful passage of time}. Time or your near-future potentially fatal control-thought is impossible to steer away from or slow down. This is more specific, technically useful, generally useful, direct, and literal than “The vertical line in mythic art is the world axis on which you climb to the stationary constellation”).

 

A person is a puppet locked in time (future as well as past). If the person is among the elect, that means that the person will be forced to ingest the entheogen and experience no-free-will & non-control over which possibility-branching path the person steers into in the immediate future. All thoughts are forced. The mind of the elect person knows that all thoughts are forced into their mind. Theology is about consistent waffling, consistent inconsistency, principled self-contradiction, calculated illogic. Theology is concerned about controlling the masses of exoteric tithe’ers, so Theology won’t admit simple no-free-will & puppethood & moral non-culpability. Theology is to con the masses.

 

Luther got close to simple consistent no-free-will, and close to coherent honest coverage of the real entheogenic Eucharist, but I perceive social-control politics pushing him away from simple honest clarity, into waffling and muddying and backpedalling. What Luther or Augustine believes, vs. how Luther or Augustine spins it and self-censors. Admitting the plain straightforward no-free-will position was not politically acceptable, so Theology as a project of obfuscation ensued. Every time a Reformed theologian gets close to stating CHEM (Cybernetics, Heimarmene, & Entheogens as the referent of Metaphor), he self-censors and backpedals (or, is censored and killed – like pro-Entheogen academics are censored and demoted).

 

In the bunk world of officially condoned ideas now (prior to my CHEM revolution), there’s no hope for organized Establishment authorities such as fabricate official Establishment Theology.

 

Several dynamics occur; any analysis of a part of the Theory or a part of “loss of control” requires typically several dynamics to be discussed; it’s not enough to do one single simple train of reasoning.

 

Isis made Apuleius get initiated, made him ingest the sacred meal (mushroom wine), made him struggle against the hidden thought-source, made him see the futility of struggling against this thought-source he is helplessly subjected to, made him see that his only option is to submit to his hidden thought-source intimately marrying it and recognizing it as his other uncontrollable distinct half.

 

Isis makes you ingest the entheogen. Isis makes you struggle and battle against your untrustworthy alien thought-source. Isis makes you realize that you must end up either steering toward chaos, illogic, insanity, system-chaos and control instability, or steering toward submissive trust in your hidden thought-source.

 

Which will you choose? If Isis is merciful, you will think “I shall have mercy on myself and quit kicking against the pricks (of stirrups); I have completed testing/battling about my control power and thought-source.” It may be that any mind that sees “I must submit, ecstatically bow to receive divine mercy, and trust this Mystery thought-source that my life depends on — or else, I reject sanity and coherence and choose insanity and cybernetic chaos and perpetual battling against my own thought-source component of my personal control power.”

 

Trusting and submitting brings life, civilization, rules for a viable city/culture, foundation of a truth-realizing society. Choosing to not trust the hidden thought-source leads to non-viability, “death”, continued battle, continued struggle. Once you comprehend and experience the two options clearly, there’s relief because there’s no reason or justification for sticking to the freewill personal power thinking. In a completely unchained state, the mind has no reason to choose life and continued existence, over death, mayhem, chaos, insanity; there’s no reason for steering toward submitting & viable continued life per Abraham’s descendents. The mind is forcefully brought to a choice between {chaos and retaining the freewill power claim or stance} vs. {order, enlightened viable civilization, submitting, formally repudiating your childish/animalistic no-free-will thinking. These are what the two choices are, in terms of cybernetics rather than religious terminology.

 

So the decision or choice in question is this one; this choice when it is presented in its full mature form is clear. We *can* debate over how that choice is made (free or forced). But first we must (in this discussion) clearly accurately understand what the 2 choices *are*, why those are the two choices.

 

There is only one logic-conformant, coherent option: submit and trust the hidden thought-source, affirm esoteric religion, and go on to survive the Holy Encounter with the Transcendent Control-Limit, and live and prosper. The only other choice is plainly not logic-conformant, and in practice, people take this option (they are forced to take this option) when they fear loss-of-control and they fear insanity. Such retreat has the advantage of protecting and preserving egoic control stability and delusion, but the disadvantage of avoiding understanding & making peace with (integrating) no-free-will.

 

Per classic Ken Wilber: eventually the dissonance and discomfort, or torment, of still not having transcendent knowledge though you can smell it so close within attainment, eventually you fear the control-loss chaos serpent monster less than you hate lacking enlightment. Eventually you want enlightenment bad enough to interrogate The Monster (fated loss-of-control) and find how to keep your egoic control intact enough for control stability, while repudiating the specific child-like or demonic beast-like (animal-like) notion of personal freewill power.

 

Logically, there’s no way to choose between the two responses in the peak mystic-state window (ecstatic peak, amazement, trembling, psychotomimetic, terrifyingly ready to do anything, fully open-minded):

 

A. Submitting to no-free-will, and immediately gaining control-stability, the sea-storm cybernetic instability threat vanishes, instantly calm and stable.

 

B. Rejecting what Reason showed you and instead obstinately and foolishly adhering to personal freewill power after it has been proved as impotent and unstable. Insanity, hard to visualize: how could you act-out “I’m out of control”, if you have such precise understanding of what the issue or choice is? The option, here, really, seems to amount to literal insanity, a scrambled and broken mind. But typically, no one chooses this option who understands this option. Typically, choosing this option is a matter of mis-understanding the two options, and running away for egoic self-preservation (or to slow down and return to the Peak loosecog state later).

 

Given a person who clearly understands what the two options are, the person will choose what they are fated to choose. Everyone who is fated to choose continued viable life as a control-agent is fated to submit. Everyone who is fated to reject no-free-will and refuse to submit to their hidden thought-source, either returns to the egoic worldmodel of delusion, or, they become insane — breaking down, as described in the sense of early Ken Wilber. Especially now that this Theory is available, it’s normal to retreat in fear, fearing insanity, returning to stability of control by returning to egoic delusion. Really, B splits into B and C:

 

B. Understand the requirement of trusting no-free-will & thot-source, but reject no-free-will. That’s the bad-choice option per Theology, as held up by Theology, but no one takes this choice-branch.

 

C. Not understanding the requirement of trusting no-free-will & thot-source, and running away in fear to protect self-control stability. This is the option that the Elect takes in the first initiations, and eventually rejects when their understanding is purified enough, after they have burned away mental error by exposing it to loosecog and no-free-will sufficiently. We burn away delusion in our struggle against the alient controller in our Hellish battle series, and then instead, when reconciled and we win *and* lose the battle in the right sense, and we understand and trust and heal our animal sickness of the mind that threw us into dissonance and self-battle, we bathe in the light of Heaven. The situation that produced hellish panic and self-battling (fire of Hell), now becomes the situation that produces relief and integrity, security, calm, self-integrity, a spiritual marriage-harmony (the supernal light of Heaven).

 

Those choice-options are like my Theory reception under the conditions of Prohibition & false Historicity/literalism of Jesus/Paul & modern crude conceptions of “determinism” as linear domino causal-chain: A scary option is that people will understand my Theory and reject it. That’s not happening, and not likely to happen.

 

Anyone who understands my Theory affirms it.

Anyone who rejects my Theory doesn’t understand the Theory.

Anyone who understands my Theory and rejects it… is an empty set, because understanding the Theory inherently contradicts rejecting the Theory.

 

Anyone who understands the Creator’s power over our thoughts & control-intentions affirms that power.

Anyone who rejects Creator’s power over one’s thoughts doesn’t understand control-power.

Anyone who understands Creator’s offer of harmony/salvation/system-coherence and rejects it… is an empty set, because understanding the power-relation of local control-thoughts vs. hidden thought-source inherently contradicts rejecting that understanding of power.

 

‘Creator’ or ‘God’ here refers to that which controls what thoughts arise in your wellspring in your mind’s fate-embedded rock-cave. ‘God’ refers to the hidden source of thoughts. Your hidden male portion, the thot-injector part of you, your personal fraction of God-identity is, the aspect of God which is the hidden source of *your* thoughts & intentions, as distinct from someone else’s thoughts & intentions.

 

Anyone who understands God’s and the Holy Spirit’s overwhelming power over your local personal control-power, accepts no-free-will & accepts the non-autonomy of personal control. The person received Understanding/Grace. The elect puppet is initially frightened away, but is fated to eventually choose A and be saved because of the puppetmaster made the puppet clearly understand the choices. The problem of “understanding TK but rejecting it” doesn’t actually exist, though Theology falsely makes it sound like the non-confused person (sinner, apostate) understands God’s power (or HS’s power) and rejects it.

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 1, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved. Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

Group: egodeath Message: 6343 From: egodeath Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Cancellation of the will

Correction (removed “no-“):

 

The mind is forcefully brought to a choice between {chaos and retaining the freewill power claim or stance} vs. {order, enlightened viable civilization, submitting, formally repudiating your childish/animalistic free-will thinking.



—In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, <egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com> wrote:

The coupled-snakes model of fate-locked personal control power

 

One’s thought-source is fated, and one’s stream of local control thoughts is fated, so there are two distinct fated snakes that are coupled.

o Your personal local locus of control power is female (helplessly injected with thoughts)

o Your hidden thought-source, which is overwhelmingly powerful like a puppetmaster in relation to your local locus of persona control (and is therefore male).

 

Both locii of control (personal & transpersonal; “female” and “male”) are governed in frozen time by fatedness (Heimarmene).

 

You a “female” helpless passive gear-driven puppet have no power to deviate from what your male hidden thought-source forces you to do & steer toward. The “male” hidden thought source — specifically your own transpersonal self involved specifically in *your life* — is also pre-set by fatedness.

 

The pole, staff, or spear is {the directionality and forceful passage of time}. Time or your near-future potentially fatal control-thought is impossible to steer away from or slow down. This is more specific, technically useful, generally useful, direct, and literal than “The vertical line in mythic art is the world axis on which you climb to the stationary constellation”).

 

A person is a puppet locked in time (future as well as past). If the person is among the elect, that means that the person will be forced to ingest the entheogen and experience no-free-will & non-control over which possibility-branching path the person steers into in the immediate future. All thoughts are forced. The mind of the elect person knows that all thoughts are forced into their mind. Theology is about consistent waffling, consistent inconsistency, principled self-contradiction, calculated illogic. Theology is concerned about controlling the masses of exoteric tithe’ers, so Theology won’t admit simple no-free-will & puppethood & moral non-culpability. Theology is to con the masses.

 

Luther got close to simple consistent no-free-will, and close to coherent honest coverage of the real entheogenic Eucharist, but I perceive social-control politics pushing him away from simple honest clarity, into waffling and muddying and backpedalling. What Luther or Augustine believes, vs. how Luther or Augustine spins it and self-censors. Admitting the plain straightforward no-free-will position was not politically acceptable, so Theology as a project of obfuscation ensued. Every time a Reformed theologian gets close to stating CHEM (Cybernetics, Heimarmene, & Entheogens as the referent of Metaphor), he self-censors and backpedals (or, is censored and killed – like pro-Entheogen academics are censored and demoted).

 

In the bunk world of officially condoned ideas now (prior to my CHEM revolution), there’s no hope for organized Establishment authorities such as fabricate official Establishment Theology.

 

Several dynamics occur; any analysis of a part of the Theory or a part of “loss of control” requires typically several dynamics to be discussed; it’s not enough to do one single simple train of reasoning.

 

Isis made Apuleius get initiated, made him ingest the sacred meal (mushroom wine), made him struggle against the hidden thought-source, made him see the futility of struggling against this thought-source he is helplessly subjected to, made him see that his only option is to submit to his hidden thought-source intimately marrying it and recognizing it as his other uncontrollable distinct half.

 

Isis makes you ingest the entheogen. Isis makes you struggle and battle against your untrustworthy alien thought-source. Isis makes you realize that you must end up either steering toward chaos, illogic, insanity, system-chaos and control instability, or steering toward submissive trust in your hidden thought-source.

 

Which will you choose? If Isis is merciful, you will think “I shall have mercy on myself and quit kicking against the pricks (of stirrups); I have completed testing/battling about my control power and thought-source.” It may be that any mind that sees “I must submit, ecstatically bow to receive divine mercy, and trust this Mystery thought-source that my life depends on — or else, I reject sanity and coherence and choose insanity and cybernetic chaos and perpetual battling against my own thought-source component of my personal control power.”

 

Trusting and submitting brings life, civilization, rules for a viable city/culture, foundation of a truth-realizing society. Choosing to not trust the hidden thought-source leads to non-viability, “death”, continued battle, continued struggle. Once you comprehend and experience the two options clearly, there’s relief because there’s no reason or justification for sticking to the freewill personal power thinking. In a completely unchained state, the mind has no reason to choose life and continued existence, over death, mayhem, chaos, insanity; there’s no reason for steering toward submitting & viable continued life per Abraham’s descendents. The mind is forcefully brought to a choice between {chaos and retaining the freewill power claim or stance} vs. {order, enlightened viable civilization, submitting, formally repudiating your childish/animalistic no-free-will thinking. These are what the two choices are, in terms of cybernetics rather than religious terminology.

 

So the decision or choice in question is this one; this choice when it is presented in its full mature form is clear. We *can* debate over how that choice is made (free or forced). But first we must (in this discussion) clearly accurately understand what the 2 choices *are*, why those are the two choices.

 

There is only one logic-conformant, coherent option: submit and trust the hidden thought-source, affirm esoteric religion, and go on to survive the Holy Encounter with the Transcendent Control-Limit, and live and prosper. The only other choice is plainly not logic-conformant, and in practice, people take this option (they are forced to take this option) when they fear loss-of-control and they fear insanity. Such retreat has the advantage of protecting and preserving egoic control stability and delusion, but the disadvantage of avoiding understanding & making peace with (integrating) no-free-will.

 

Per classic Ken Wilber: eventually the dissonance and discomfort, or torment, of still not having transcendent knowledge though you can smell it so close within attainment, eventually you fear the control-loss chaos serpent monster less than you hate lacking enlightment. Eventually you want enlightenment bad enough to interrogate The Monster (fated loss-of-control) and find how to keep your egoic control intact enough for control stability, while repudiating the specific child-like or demonic beast-like (animal-like) notion of personal freewill power.

 

Logically, there’s no way to choose between the two responses in the peak mystic-state window (ecstatic peak, amazement, trembling, psychotomimetic, terrifyingly ready to do anything, fully open-minded):

 

A. Submitting to no-free-will, and immediately gaining control-stability, the sea-storm cybernetic instability threat vanishes, instantly calm and stable.

 

B. Rejecting what Reason showed you and instead obstinately and foolishly adhering to personal freewill power after it has been proved as impotent and unstable. Insanity, hard to visualize: how could you act-out “I’m out of control”, if you have such precise understanding of what the issue or choice is? The option, here, really, seems to amount to literal insanity, a scrambled and broken mind. But typically, no one chooses this option who understands this option. Typically, choosing this option is a matter of mis-understanding the two options, and running away for egoic self-preservation (or to slow down and return to the Peak loosecog state later).

 

Given a person who clearly understands what the two options are, the person will choose what they are fated to choose. Everyone who is fated to choose continued viable life as a control-agent is fated to submit. Everyone who is fated to reject no-free-will and refuse to submit to their hidden thought-source, either returns to the egoic worldmodel of delusion, or, they become insane — breaking down, as described in the sense of early Ken Wilber. Especially now that this Theory is available, it’s normal to retreat in fear, fearing insanity, returning to stability of control by returning to egoic delusion. Really, B splits into B and C:

 

B. Understand the requirement of trusting no-free-will & thot-source, but reject no-free-will. That’s the bad-choice option per Theology, as held up by Theology, but no one takes this choice-branch.

 

C. Not understanding the requirement of trusting no-free-will & thot-source, and running away in fear to protect self-control stability. This is the option that the Elect takes in the first initiations, and eventually rejects when their understanding is purified enough, after they have burned away mental error by exposing it to loosecog and no-free-will sufficiently. We burn away delusion in our struggle against the alient controller in our Hellish battle series, and then instead, when reconciled and we win *and* lose the battle in the right sense, and we understand and trust and heal our animal sickness of the mind that threw us into dissonance and self-battle, we bathe in the light of Heaven. The situation that produced hellish panic and self-battling (fire of Hell), now becomes the situation that produces relief and integrity, security, calm, self-integrity, a spiritual marriage-harmony (the supernal light of Heaven).

 

Those choice-options are like my Theory reception under the conditions of Prohibition & false Historicity/literalism of Jesus/Paul & modern crude conceptions of “determinism” as linear domino causal-chain: A scary option is that people will understand my Theory and reject it. That’s not happening, and not likely to happen.

 

Anyone who understands my Theory affirms it.

Anyone who rejects my Theory doesn’t understand the Theory.

Anyone who understands my Theory and rejects it… is an empty set, because understanding the Theory inherently contradicts rejecting the Theory.

 

Anyone who understands the Creator’s power over our thoughts & control-intentions affirms that power.

Anyone who rejects Creator’s power over one’s thoughts doesn’t understand control-power.

Anyone who understands Creator’s offer of harmony/salvation/system-coherence and rejects it… is an empty set, because understanding the power-relation of local control-thoughts vs. hidden thought-source inherently contradicts rejecting that understanding of power.

 

‘Creator’ or ‘God’ here refers to that which controls what thoughts arise in your wellspring in your mind’s fate-embedded rock-cave. ‘God’ refers to the hidden source of thoughts. Your hidden male portion, the thot-injector part of you, your personal fraction of God-identity is, the aspect of God which is the hidden source of *your* thoughts & intentions, as distinct from someone else’s thoughts & intentions.

 

Anyone who understands God’s and the Holy Spirit’s overwhelming power over your local personal control-power, accepts no-free-will & accepts the non-autonomy of personal control. The person received Understanding/Grace. The elect puppet is initially frightened away, but is fated to eventually choose A and be saved because of the puppetmaster made the puppet clearly understand the choices. The problem of “understanding TK but rejecting it” doesn’t actually exist, though Theology falsely makes it sound like the non-confused person (sinner, apostate) understands God’s power (or HS’s power) and rejects it.

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 1, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved. Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

Group: egodeath Message: 6344 From: egodeath Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Paul’s road conversion = Balaam’s donkey conversion

When you set out to get the golden fleece (sending the young upstart throne-claimant Jason) or send the seer Balaam to curse the Israelites, you are the evil godless deluded king.  King = egoic autonomy-claim: “I have the power to steer into this future possibility branch or this other possibility branch.  It’s up to me, that type of power is in my control.”  King Pentheus, King Ego; King Multi-Steerer in the possibility branching tree (the Possibilism model of time *and personal control*).

 

Balaam rides donkey.

Jesus rides donkey entering the city.

Paul rides horse on the road.

Man rides donkey toward broken-off-branches tree trunk, with snake on tree trunk (common art theme on a sarcophagus (a rock/stone coffin)).

 

I need to review all insights since the main article in 2007, and see if there are any other big breakthroughs besides the Eden tree/snake as Philosophy of Time in the Philosophy department, repudiating Possibilism for Eternalism (in the intense loose cognitive binding state, with fireworks).  However, those fireworks are mitigated or moderated — or amplified — by my core Theory (the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence), along with the CHEM model of religious myth (& pre-modern literature & arts). 

 

CHEM:

Cyb/Heim/Enth/Mtph

Cybernetics/Heimarmene/Entheogens/Metaphor

 

Must-read posts; or, important powerful useful touchstone ideas I’ve kept appreciating:

 

Idea/post 1.

My description of a 4-quadrant diagram, ~Feb. 2013 posting:

We change from a mental model of

[upper left:] Autonomy (King) steering in a

[lower left:] possibility-branching tree (Tree; bush; reinforced by motif of Antlers behind & plant-branch in front of Eve’s branching legs — a phallus in contrast is non-branching, snake-shaped; worldline-isomorphic.)

to a mental model of

[upper right] puppet/slave

caught motionlessly in

[lower right] a worldline-tube (of subjective experiences including control-intention thoughts) frozen into the changeless rock universe (Eternalism; Rock motif, snake/serpent/worm)

 

2. Idea/post (~Feb 2013): listing of all objects and their mapping to CHEM (cybernetics, heimarmene, entheogens):

rock

tree

snake

king

cup

well, spring, fountainhead

A hugely important post, the most useful.  The concrete bottom-line key to all reading of non-modern cultural products.

 

3. idea/post ~Feb 2013:

tree vs snake means the Possibilism vs. the Eternalism models of time (Stanford Philosophy page) — ***HUGE*** breakthrough.  10 on a 10 scale.  A *beautiful* capstone.  A post-Article discovery/breakthrough.  This week, confirmed in art.  *Widespread* ramifications.

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 1, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved. Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

 

—In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, <mike@…> wrote:

The Many Faces of Biblical Humor
David Peters
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0761839585

http://news.wustl.edu/news/Pages/13252.aspx
Book review by Tony Fitzpatrick: excerpt condensed by Michael Hoffman

“Peters’ favorite story is Balaam and the Talking Donkey. Someone [the bad king, against Israel] calls on Balaam to prophesy against the children of Israel and Moses for coming out of Egypt. God tells Balaam not to go, but he’s offered a lot of money, so he goes anyway. On the road, the donkey that he’s riding sees an angel of God with a sword [angel of death, you must die ego death to get past the flaming fire gateway, burning off your moral transient failable destructible volatile self-concept; egoic thinking can only last until the mind is exposed to loosecog, then the illusion collapses and can never be taken for reality again -mh], and the donkey stops.”

“Balaam can’t see the angel, and he beats the donkey. Farther down the road, the donkey sees the angel again and stops between two walls, crushing Balaam’s foot. There is no way getting around the angel [pre-set worldline -mh], so the donkey lies down. God enables the donkey to talk: `What did I do to make you beat me these three times? Have I ever done anything like this before?’ God enables Balaam to see the angel, and the donkey says `If I were you, I’d take better stock of the situation.’ When Balaam sees the situation for what it is, he faints.”

Balaam faints (control seizure).
His foot is crushed (the foundation of what he depends on for control-power collapses). See my posts on leg, foot, sitting, carried, riding.

— Michael Hoffman, January 14, 2013, based on theory work since 1985
Group: egodeath Message: 6345 From: egodeath Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Control-loss, panic, urgency; Psychedelic Cog Sci security/safet

According to the end of the New Testament, Cognitive Scientists *will* be able to use loosecog safely, able to enter and leave at will without being killed by God.  These are the cognitive scientists who know the youthful folly of trying to battle against your own thought-source.

 

Cognitive Scientists who don’t understand Cybernetics and Heimarmene, enter a furnace of instruction / futile battle.  Entheogens are dangerous for them, in that way.  Entheogens are not dangerous for those who understand the folly of not trusting your thought-source.  Are you inclined to test and probe whether you are vulnerable?  Then to that extent, your testing will put you in danger.  After you have done the testing, you can  dabble in relative safety.  Are entheogens dangerous?  Yes, but if you understand praying and understand the self-control battle, The Battle, entheogens become as safe as the garden in the end of the Bible; the Bible says so.  Authentic Jewish mystics emphasize fear, trembling, danger (of self-control instability), rightly.  But to the man who is humble *on this point*, not proud, having no hubris *on this point*, is safe because such man is not, when in danger, going to say “throw more egoic-control power at the Heimarmene-monster!”  He is too wise to provoke danger by brandishing his freewill weapon against the Heimarmene monster. 

 

I am a wise man; by definition, I already possess the fruit of the possibility branching tree; I already have Transcendent Knowledge, paid for by sacrificing my freewill child-thinking.  I have already fastened my child-self to the Tree to pay the Gods; I am hardly able to challenge and threaten the dominion of the Gods or Fate.  I am their no-free-will puppet, as far as this particular point, about the nature of personal control power in relation to my role as steersman (now I am a divinely approved steersman) steering among future possibility-branches, all but one of which are illusory, virtual-only possibilities.

 

Copyright (C) 2013, Michael Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved.



—In egodeath@yahoogroups.com, <mike@…> wrote:

In loose cognition, the transpersonal region of the mind has broken out and managed to escape the domain of innate, animal-like egoic restraints and constraints on thinking. Accessing a new mode of the mind brings, exposes, and reveals new needs per Maslow’s hierarchy, in order to have viable, sustainable stability of personal (or now, trans-personal) control. A new kind of trust in one’s beyond-control, transcendent mind is required: a transcendent, baseless trust.

The first mental dynamic phenomenon that is liable to occur when passing through the barrier from egoic to transpersonal thinking is the control panic seizure vortex, which has positive feedback like a magnet, escalating to a battle of self-testing: the mind’s egoic personal control system tests its ability to resist the now unconstrained thoughts which are experienced as uncontrollable in several distinct ways.


Can Psychedelic Cognitive Scientists be confident and serenely at peace as they take 500 micrograms of LSD and explore various topics while in loosecog? Cognitive Scientists have assurance that they are immune to a serious panic and control seizure, after they have experienced such escalation and studied the Egodeath theory, and have experienced transcendent rescue and reset from the transcendent mind that depends on transcendent recursive control like praying to a compassionate and powerful god to rescue the mind from its practical powerless, seized state.

You have no fear because when you will fully succumb to fear completely and fully realize that you are completely vulnerable to practical loss of control of your mind, you can be assured from experience and religious reports by others that you will receive trust in your transpersonal control source and will therefore receive transcendent rescue, most likely (if Fate and the alien, unknown Controller X are willing).

No activity is guaranteed to be safe; you might walk down the hall and it is possible a trap door will swallow you up; you live by faith. You might die within the hour for any of a variety of reasons: for example, you might be watching through television when a giant tower crane suddenly falls over, crashes through your tall apartment building, and crushes you to death. If you are all paranoid (untrusting), you cannot live. The devil tells Jesus to jump and trust god to catch him, and Jesus replies, Don’t test God.

I guarantee that if you have sufficient panic or full grasp of your situation of need, you will be forced to trust, so you will fully trust, so you will be transcendently rescued. If you go out of control, that proves I was right, because it shows you failed to have full trust, so you didn’t see your neediness clearly enough. So we need not fear that we’ll panic, because when we panic, we will trust and be set at peace. This is the transcendent mind rescuing itself by reaching transcendently, like magic.


A model of the mind then is thus:

The egoic mind is organized as:
o Personal control, which is the source of thoughts and the control-executor.

After a series of initiations and study of the Egodeath theory, the transcendent mind is organized as:
o God, outside the mind and time — pointed to by upward transcendent thinking, per Hofstadter
o Transcendent thinking, in a person’s mind
o Helpless personal control power


In tightcog, you don’t need transcendent reliance on a stabilizing trust ability that points outside of your domain of control-power.
In loosecog, having broken and escaped from egoic control restraints, you encounter quickly a new need, a new principle in your thinking — transcendent reliance on a stabilizing trust ability that points outside of your domain of control-power.

Jesus says to the paralyzed man, “Now get up and walk. Your faith has healed you.”

Are you stabilized and firmly supported by your own effort? Define “your own”. Your transcendent area of your mind forms a model of a vector of dependence outside of any kind of personal control power. Because your trans-personal thinking eventually incorporates a stabilizing transcendent factor that explicitly points outside of any personal control, we can say that the mind saves itself using its own resources, where “its own resources” includes the ability to rely and trust and depend on its stability, with help received from transcendent location outside of the mind.


Thought experiment:

1. There is an android or person in tightcog in a dorm room in an armchair. It is a weekday after class, and the afternoon and evening is free to do classwork and think about control. The person has standard control of their mind. The person is able to freely move around; they are autonomous, independent, and not connected. The person moves through time.

2. The person enters loosecog.

3. Now the person in the dorm room in loosecog in an armchair starts to lose control of their mind and enters a panic attack, and the person says “I had control, but now I am losing control and I am headed toward psychotic loss of control. This is an emergency overriding everything else and I need to be sedated, to save my future life, sanity, control, and safety. I have fear and trembling and I require rescue from outside my personal control power. I fear strongly that I am almost certainly heading for disaster, loss of control, loss of sanity; toward danger and wrecking my future life.”

No armchair philosopher can wave aside or define-away, using the magic power of analytic philosophy, this cognitive phenomenology. We must engage with the real dynamics, the real loss of control, and not be in denial of it, while we analyze what this “usual control” consists of and refers to, and what this actual given “loss of control” consists of and refers to. ‘Control’ and ‘losing control’ have a particular meaning, to the mind that functionally used egoic personal control but didn’t’ analyze or critique it as happens in the loose cognitive state.

This is more interesting, relevant, and profound than other Cognitive Science thought experiments, which were merely preparatory training wheels for this one.

God, Fatedness, or some Controller X factor outside of the domain of my personal control, controls whether I intend to:
o Retain my sanity
o Keep practical control
o Protect my safety
o Have a viable future.
During loosecog, when the mental structures of egoic mental restraints are dissolved, I do not have the kind of power that can control whether I intend in the near future to retain sanity, keep control, stay safe, and have a viable, stable future. This is true whether I am an android or a human, with autonomous self-control programming and the ability to enter an unstable metaprogramming mode. To enter a self-control metaprogramming mode with assurance of stability and safety and viable control, something new is needed, specific to the metaprogramming state: transcendent reset, trust, outside of practical personal control.

The transcendent, transpersonal mind of the person, thus gains personal control power by incorporating transpersonal thinking which includes transcendent thinking that points outside all personal resources. I become my own savior and rescuer of my crashable personal control system, by becoming like a god who transcends Heimarmene (Fatedness), though Hellenistic religion waffles and vacillates on whether Zeus controls Heimarmene, or Heimarmene controls Zeus. Did Fate control Jupiter? One would think that in Roman Imperial ruler cult and its military Mithraism, Jupiter — who adopted Caesar as his son to rule the entire world — must have been portrayed as standing dominant over Fate, using Fate as his tool to control the world. Fate doesn’t control Jupiter, like Heimarmene controlled Zeus.

Through the historical power inflation competitive escalation, our superior religion of course (Judaism and Christianity), has God control everything, leaving no doubt: God controls Fatedness (the world), Fatedness doesn’t control God. The Greeks didn’t need a hyper-transcendent rescuer Zeus, any more than early Christianity needed a literal historical Jesus.

Zeus Meilichios was “easily satisfied” to avert his wrath and receive rescue and be spared from destruction, pictured as a big heimarmene-snake, Fatedness snake. Zeus Meilichios integrated Zeus and Heimarmene, figured as the snake-shaped worldline representing the forced, unchangeable shape of one’s pre-set life. Early Christianity didn’t have a literal historical Jesus. Both religions had some conception or functional equivalent of transcendent rescuer lifting you up from outside your own resources as soon as you see your neediness so clearly that you sacrifice your claim that you are able to stabilize yourself using your own resources of control power.


These forces and dynamics are distinct but mutually reinforcing, like a conspiracy:

o Perceiving the mind’s thought source as residing outside the domain of personal control power. You cannot control what you intend to think; intentions arise unstoppably.

o Seeing, feeling, and thinking about the block universe model of spacetime including one’s near-future worldline as filled with dreadfully untrustworthy and unstoppable content that you are forced to move toward, with no brakes and no ability to turn away, out of one’s destiny tube, tunnel, or rail. Possibilities become seen as illusory; only what is fated in the worldline is actually possible.

o Feeling of powerlessness. There is awareness but thoughts are presented to awareness, without the awareness having a control-handle to steer the thoughts. One’s power is like a puppet or transmission gear, interlocked with a driving gear or hidden, uncontrollable puppetmaster.

o Disengagement and dissolution of the usual reliable egoic control restraint, as mental ruts and blind spots that restrict what the mind can think about and intend.

These are distinct topics for thinking, feeling, and perceiving, but they conspire, they are mutually reinforcing. The result is that the mind is coerced; its thinking is pulled toward constructing the innate transcendent mental model of time, self, and control.


Every direction the mind turns, it is reminded of the loss-of-control vulnerability as a fatal threat, and the practical personal control system, in reaction, pulls back against being reminded, and this also causes mental self-coercion, of different aspects or directions of thinking, that ends up escalating into a compulsive testing and self-challenging of the mind’s ability to envision and resist envisioning the intention to lose control, sanity, future life, and safety. This wrestling, hunting, and testing forms a mental movement pattern like getting caught in a net, or hunting like Dionysus’ panther, like a heat-seeking missile.

The mind in loose cognition encounters its central feature, personal control power, caught in a struggle that escalates into panic and ends up willing to go out of control, and certainly heading in that direction without end, with the predictable outcome being the potential of the mind to construct a loss-of-control scenario in which the effort to test and secure personal control power over the incoming intentions trigger the intention to mentally construct an even more compelling loss-of-control scenario. The mind, being centrally arranged and focused around personal control, is interested in the potential for full transpersonal intention of fully violating and breaking the efforts of egoic personal control.

This positive feedback loop of mental struggling to both exert and evade the mind’s control power is described in mythemes of battle, chaos, cancelled-out or seized kingship, and entrapment.

“Some fought themselves, some fought each other”
“Then all at once the chaos ceased”
— Peart/Rush, Hemispheres

Practical inability to control the source of thoughts; the source of thoughts resides outside the domain of personal control ability.
Perceiving, thinking, and sensation in a new mode that is unconstrained in certain ways, but newly aware of other constraints that weren’t perceived, thought about, or experienced (felt) before.
o Perceiving
o Thinking
o Sensation, feeling, experiencing


Myth is tasked with visually representing the transformation of the mental model from the mind’s innate egoic mental model of control and time, to the mind’s innate transcendent mental model of control and time, including the loosecog experience of noncontrol and Fatedness. In myth, this mental model transformation regarding noncontrol and Fatedness is represented through mythemes of king, snake, cross, wood, plank, pole, stake, stub-branches, cross, crossroads, steering, chariot-driving, donkey riding. Any item in myth means, or participates in the meaning-network of, noncontrol (transformation of control level thinking), and Fatedness, as well as the dissociative cognitive state that causes this mental model transformation. Noncontrol and Fatedness are two distinct yet interlocked, mutually supporting areas of ideas.

The kind of control that the egoic personal control thinking has, and thinks it has, and is structured around having, is that kind of control that is suited for a metaphysical world that is modelled as Possibilism: a really, genuinely open, branching possibility future. The future doesn’t exist in any sense, and what the future ends up being, is controlled by you as the Creator, the controller and author of what your own future will be: it’s not set, and you have or wield the kind of power that brings the future into a definite existence, where before, it didn’t at all exist. When that model of time is replaced by the simple Eternalism model, with a single preexisting preset future, the block universe with your life being a snake- or worm-shaped worldline, the egoic kind of control power dies, becomes impotent.

Ego (as a mental model and mental structure) is a certain kind of controller that is designed specifically for a certain kind of spacetime world. Egoic power rules or has force and apparent practical efficacy only within a world that is Possibilism shaped: having a branching future, with cybernetic possibility-branching. When egoic power gives way to the transcendent control mode, interlocked with that distinct change in one’s mental worldmodel, is another distinct change in aspects of one’s mental worldmodel: the Possibilism model of time, control, and possibility is replaced by the Eternalism (block universe containing worldlines) model of time, control, and possibility. Only the one path or branch is possible: the branch-path which is fated and already always exists.

What the king Pentheus figure of “king caught in tree” is trying to elegantly summarize is the change, in the loosecog state, from egoic control power operating in a Possibilism world, to noncontrol (or transcendently dependent power) operating in an Eternalism (block universe) world. Simple mythemes in several combinations, in many expressions, are needed, to express all that. You can only glimpse a subset of these dynamics in any one mytheme diagram such as the Tauroctony or the figure of the sacrificed king hung on a cross or tree. Ancients had advanced Cognitive Science and diagramming except expressed in the form of metaphor.

We have to — which I have done — extract and map my post-modern explicit, non-metaphor-based Egodeath theory to the messy pre-modern metaphor-expressed Cognitive Science of loosecog. The Egodeath theory is new in its clarity of explicit expression, and yet metaphor remains powerful, but what is the most powerful is my non-metaphor Core theory linked with my metaphor extended theory. Thus I constantly bounce between non-metaphor expression and metaphor expression; the greatest explanatory power is by providing both, distinctly, interlinked: nonmetaphor and metaphor.


Mythemes such as “king hung on tree” represent the two distinct main parts of the transcendent mental model, having switched from the egoic mental model. ‘King’ and ‘tree’ are both a negation of egoic thinking: “not personal control power”, and “not branching future possibilities”. The ‘snake’ analogy is a positive assertion, of a negative fact: reality per the simplest model is a block universe with your life being shaped like a snake, and only like a snake, not branching like a tree. So on the left as starting state, picture the king hung on a tree, and on the right as the end-state, picture a snake on a non-branching tree.

Bad, egoic control-thinking: king and branching tree; king hung on a tree
Good, transcendent control-thinking: snake and branchless tree (pole); snake on a pole

The Old Testament features a God-disapproved king hung on a tree, and a God-given snake on a pole for rescuing people from snake-bite by looking at (perceiving) it.

— Michael Hoffman, original research and idea development, December 20-21, 2012. http://www.egodeath.com
Copyright (C) 2012, Michael Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6346 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Re: Deciphered: tree vs. snake means Possibilism vs. Eternalism

I am on a week-long Art High because a stag at the Tree of Knowledge confirmed my recognition from a year ago:

tree vs. snake means Possibilism vs. Eternalism (2 models of time and personal control).

This is the biggest breakthrough, because it is the most fundamental.

 

___________

 

Regarding my history, my first superpower, manifesting in 1988 at the peak of the Psychedelic 80s, didn’t involve religious myth..  It was the ability to freshly define ego transcendence in terms of personal control power operating within 4D spacetime, in contrast to Transpersonal Psychology & Integral Theory, which are missing this key piece at their core.  Ken Wilber’s writing about “myth” and “mythic” and western antiquity and Christianity is almost completely wrong.  Changes to Wilber’s history theory are forced by my revelations.  Per book Shame & Necessity (http://amazon.com/o/asin/0520256433), ancients were post-egoic, not pre-egoic — the most disastrous mistake Wilber could make.

 

My 2006 superpower is deciphering religious myth in terms of analogies to Cybernetics/Heimarmene/Entheogens.

 

 

Silenuus old tripper of Dionysus had to be helped — rather, placed — onto horse (passive awareness is carried by animalish egoic freewill steering thinking as time passes) after mushroom-wine symposium; Silenus has more than drunk or tripping, he has a temporary nervous system shutdown or weakening, paralysis.  One would feel like Silenus after a large quantity of mushrooms especially if re-dose.  Silenus before the mushroom-wine symposium already understands egodeath and the spectacular personal-control dynamics that occur in switching from freewill to no-free-will thinking.

 

———

 

My fingers barely work.

 

My magician abilities using freewill vs nofreewill double-meanings.  I raise the dead, heal the sick, and cast out demons, and cancel sins.  You too shall do these things, having no more sin or death, if you Believe in the snake rather than the tree.  Only clueless literalists believe in the tree, idol worshippers, enemies of God, destined for the eternal flames.  To understand the snake is also to understand meaning-shifting.  Snake is frozen worldline embedded in Rock universe.

 

We are all puppets of God, puppet kings put in place by God, therefore ignore the hierarchy of society (one puppet isn’t more honorable than the other), and have equality and justice instead.  Battle the heimarmene serpent monster, have victory not by your own power, switch from accursed freewill thinking (destined only for sacrifice), get victory wreath.

 

— Cybermonk

Group: egodeath Message: 6347 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: Egodeath so simple, Freewill is endangered

Muntzer is going round exuberantly preaching nofreewill.

 

To prevent children and undesirables from understanding nofreewill, we must be reverent and veil our language by double-meanings — one meaning implies childish freewill + literalist childish supernaturalism, the other meaning implies adult no-free-will + purely metaphor (for adults/initiates).  What is youngest age allowed in Eleusis initiation?

 

Do you want your child to know no-free-will and metaphor about it?

 

We now understand — with my Theory — *why* ancient Greece (Athens) not only explored the veiled mystery (of thought-source origination at the fountain behind our thinking in the cave of the mind), but also legislated that children are to be veiled/protected from knowledge of no-free-will.

 

I’m coming to grips with the magnitude of the ramifications of art that masters these metaphors — rather, this massive metaphor/analogy system.  I discovered the double-meaning principle like Mark 4:12, around November 11, 2001 (2 months after 9/11).

 

I have a better, complete feeling for what a closed system, with closure, metaphor about Cybernetics/Heimarmene/Entheogens was, throughout history.  I have a better feel for the ciphering fad of Alchemy, which took meaning-veiling and misdirection to the extreme, to the point of pointlessness. 

 

What will Sam Harris say?  I proved that his call for no-free-will and repudiating religion is (unrealized by Harris) a call for higher, esoteric religion and a call for doing away with exoteric religion, which I point out, the Bible *tries* to misdirect outsiders into literalism — that was fair and amusing back in the Roman empire when the entire culture was ingesting mushroom wine all the time, but that clever misleading turned deadly when the entheogen was removed (1500? 1675?) and everyone, practically, lost the key to meaning-flipping and so the culture at large got sucked into misleading, into literalist supernaturalism, into childish thinking and delusion. 

 

The intent of veiling is to unveil at age 13.  Failing to do that, the entire culture got sucked into the metaphor misleading trap, finally I figured out the systematic misleading (in 2001 and now, I now have a spectacular vantage point such as in art).  Veiling is opposite my philosophy, and the Bible seems to me to suggest that as Michael the Archangel, I am supposed to reveal no-free-will to everyone; all mysteries shall be revealed, even though that means I “kill” egoic children before their time (adolescence).  The Internet prevents — fitting ‘Revelation’ — any veiling from anyone.  I am the greatest hierophant of all time, in terms of the number of ego deaths I cause, because I efficiently explain egodeath to the entire world, in a way that cannot be veiled, cannot mislead people into freewill delusion and dangerous religious literalism that mystic-mode writing in the Bible tries to (only) temporarily imply.

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 2, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved. Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

Group: egodeath Message: 6348 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 02/12/2013
Subject: False religion is freewill religion & anti-drug religion

There are many freewill based systems that purport to provide transcendence.

My Theory is the no-free-will based system, that actually provides a specifiable, definite kind of transcendence: transcending (and retaining as a tool or vehicle (donkey)) freewill thinking and its concomitant autonomous kingship assumption.

 

False religion is anti-drug religion.

 

True religion is centered on Cybernetics, Heimarmene, and Entheogens.

 

— Michael Hoffman, December 2, 2013

Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com. All Rights Reserved. Based on original research & idea development since 1985.

Group: egodeath Message: 6349 From: egodeath Date: 03/12/2013
Subject: Egodeath diagram and lecture

This is the biggest possible, most-fundamental breakthrough — the tree vs. snake ultra-condensed metaphor system.

 

http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/egodeath/photos/albums/1651450143

 
The religious myth portion of the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence. This photo is proof of my priority of discovery of the following:
 
tree vs. snake means Possibilism vs. Eternalism (2 models of time and personal control power).
 
This is the key to religious myth, which I discovered and figured out. I also have a great 2GB video lecture 17 minutes long explaining this chalkboard, that I will upload. I am emailing key professors and theorists. University of Washington, Loew hall, room 220 (Electrical Engineering).
 
Copyright (C) 2013 Michael S. Hoffman, Egodeath.com.  All Rights Reserved.
Group: egodeath Message: 6350 From: egodeath-owner@yahoogroups.com Date: 03/12/2013
Subject: Re: Egodeath diagram and lecture

Photo might be upside-down when try to view.  You can download, view in Windows Photo Viewer, and spin right-side-up and zoom.

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