In loose cognition, the transpersonal region of the mind has broken out and managed to escape the domain of innate, animal-like egoic restraints and constraints on thinking. Accessing a new mode of the mind brings, exposes, and reveals new needs per Maslow’s hierarchy, in order to have viable, sustainable stability of personal (or now, trans-personal) control. A new kind of trust in one’s beyond-control, transcendent mind is required: a transcendent, baseless trust.
The first mental dynamic phenomenon that is liable to occur when passing through the barrier from egoic to transpersonal thinking is the control panic seizure vortex, which has positive feedback like a magnet, escalating to a battle of self-testing: the mind’s egoic personal control system tests its ability to resist the now unconstrained thoughts which are experienced as uncontrollable in several distinct ways.
Can Psychedelic Cognitive Scientists be confident and serenely at peace as they take 500 micrograms of LSD and explore various topics while in loosecog? Cognitive Scientists have assurance that they are immune to a serious panic and control seizure, after they have experienced such escalation and studied the Egodeath theory, and have experienced transcendent rescue and reset from the transcendent mind that depends on transcendent recursive control like praying to a compassionate and powerful god to rescue the mind from its practical powerless, seized state.
You have no fear because when you will fully succumb to fear completely and fully realize that you are completely vulnerable to practical loss of control of your mind, you can be assured from experience and religious reports by others that you will receive trust in your transpersonal control source and will therefore receive transcendent rescue, most likely (if Fate and the alien, unknown Controller X are willing).
No activity is guaranteed to be safe; you might walk down the hall and it is possible a trap door will swallow you up; you live by faith. You might die within the hour for any of a variety of reasons: for example, you might be watching through television when a giant tower crane suddenly falls over, crashes through your tall apartment building, and crushes you to death. If you are all paranoid (untrusting), you cannot live. The devil tells Jesus to jump and trust god to catch him, and Jesus replies, Don’t test God.
I guarantee that if you have sufficient panic or full grasp of your situation of need, you will be forced to trust, so you will fully trust, so you will be transcendently rescued. If you go out of control, that proves I was right, because it shows you failed to have full trust, so you didn’t see your neediness clearly enough. So we need not fear that we’ll panic, because when we panic, we will trust and be set at peace. This is the transcendent mind rescuing itself by reaching transcendently, like magic.
A model of the mind then is thus:
The egoic mind is organized as:
o Personal control, which is the source of thoughts and the control-executor.
After a series of initiations and study of the Egodeath theory, the transcendent mind is organized as:
o God, outside the mind and time — pointed to by upward transcendent thinking, per Hofstadter
o Transcendent thinking, in a person’s mind
o Helpless personal control power
In tightcog, you don’t need transcendent reliance on a stabilizing trust ability that points outside of your domain of control-power.
In loosecog, having broken and escaped from egoic control restraints, you encounter quickly a new need, a new principle in your thinking — transcendent reliance on a stabilizing trust ability that points outside of your domain of control-power.
Jesus says to the paralyzed man, “Now get up and walk. Your faith has healed you.”
Are you stabilized and firmly supported by your own effort? Define “your own”. Your transcendent area of your mind forms a model of a vector of dependence outside of any kind of personal control power. Because your trans-personal thinking eventually incorporates a stabilizing transcendent factor that explicitly points outside of any personal control, we can say that the mind saves itself using its own resources, where “its own resources” includes the ability to rely and trust and depend on its stability, with help received from transcendent location outside of the mind.
Thought experiment:
1. There is an android or person in tightcog in a dorm room in an armchair. It is a weekday after class, and the afternoon and evening is free to do classwork and think about control. The person has standard control of their mind. The person is able to freely move around; they are autonomous, independent, and not connected. The person moves through time.
2. The person enters loosecog.
3. Now the person in the dorm room in loosecog in an armchair starts to lose control of their mind and enters a panic attack, and the person says “I had control, but now I am losing control and I am headed toward psychotic loss of control. This is an emergency overriding everything else and I need to be sedated, to save my future life, sanity, control, and safety. I have fear and trembling and I require rescue from outside my personal control power. I fear strongly that I am almost certainly heading for disaster, loss of control, loss of sanity; toward danger and wrecking my future life.”
No armchair philosopher can wave aside or define-away, using the magic power of analytic philosophy, this cognitive phenomenology. We must engage with the real dynamics, the real loss of control, and not be in denial of it, while we analyze what this “usual control” consists of and refers to, and what this actual given “loss of control” consists of and refers to. ‘Control’ and ‘losing control’ have a particular meaning, to the mind that functionally used egoic personal control but didn’t’ analyze or critique it as happens in the loose cognitive state.
This is more interesting, relevant, and profound than other Cognitive Science thought experiments, which were merely preparatory training wheels for this one.
God, Fatedness, or some Controller X factor outside of the domain of my personal control, controls whether I intend to:
o Retain my sanity
o Keep practical control
o Protect my safety
o Have a viable future.
During loosecog, when the mental structures of egoic mental restraints are dissolved, I do not have the kind of power that can control whether I intend in the near future to retain sanity, keep control, stay safe, and have a viable, stable future. This is true whether I am an android or a human, with autonomous self-control programming and the ability to enter an unstable metaprogramming mode. To enter a self-control metaprogramming mode with assurance of stability and safety and viable control, something new is needed, specific to the metaprogramming state: transcendent reset, trust, outside of practical personal control.
The transcendent, transpersonal mind of the person, thus gains personal control power by incorporating transpersonal thinking which includes transcendent thinking that points outside all personal resources. I become my own savior and rescuer of my crashable personal control system, by becoming like a god who transcends Heimarmene (Fatedness), though Hellenistic religion waffles and vacillates on whether Zeus controls Heimarmene, or Heimarmene controls Zeus. Did Fate control Jupiter? One would think that in Roman Imperial ruler cult and its military Mithraism, Jupiter — who adopted Caesar as his son to rule the entire world — must have been portrayed as standing dominant over Fate, using Fate as his tool to control the world. Fate doesn’t control Jupiter, like Heimarmene controlled Zeus.
Through the historical power inflation competitive escalation, our superior religion of course (Judaism and Christianity), has God control everything, leaving no doubt: God controls Fatedness (the world), Fatedness doesn’t control God. The Greeks didn’t need a hyper-transcendent rescuer Zeus, any more than early Christianity needed a literal historical Jesus.
Zeus Meilichios was “easily satisfied” to avert his wrath and receive rescue and be spared from destruction, pictured as a big heimarmene-snake, Fatedness snake. Zeus Meilichios integrated Zeus and Heimarmene, figured as the snake-shaped worldline representing the forced, unchangeable shape of one’s pre-set life. Early Christianity didn’t have a literal historical Jesus. Both religions had some conception or functional equivalent of transcendent rescuer lifting you up from outside your own resources as soon as you see your neediness so clearly that you sacrifice your claim that you are able to stabilize yourself using your own resources of control power.
These forces and dynamics are distinct but mutually reinforcing, like a conspiracy:
o Perceiving the mind’s thought source as residing outside the domain of personal control power. You cannot control what you intend to think; intentions arise unstoppably.
o Seeing, feeling, and thinking about the block universe model of spacetime including one’s near-future worldline as filled with dreadfully untrustworthy and unstoppable content that you are forced to move toward, with no brakes and no ability to turn away, out of one’s destiny tube, tunnel, or rail. Possibilities become seen as illusory; only what is fated in the worldline is actually possible.
o Feeling of powerlessness. There is awareness but thoughts are presented to awareness, without the awareness having a control-handle to steer the thoughts. One’s power is like a puppet or transmission gear, interlocked with a driving gear or hidden, uncontrollable puppetmaster.
o Disengagement and dissolution of the usual reliable egoic control restraint, as mental ruts and blind spots that restrict what the mind can think about and intend.
These are distinct topics for thinking, feeling, and perceiving, but they conspire, they are mutually reinforcing. The result is that the mind is coerced; its thinking is pulled toward constructing the innate transcendent mental model of time, self, and control.
Every direction the mind turns, it is reminded of the loss-of-control vulnerability as a fatal threat, and the practical personal control system, in reaction, pulls back against being reminded, and this also causes mental self-coercion, of different aspects or directions of thinking, that ends up escalating into a compulsive testing and self-challenging of the mind’s ability to envision and resist envisioning the intention to lose control, sanity, future life, and safety. This wrestling, hunting, and testing forms a mental movement pattern like getting caught in a net, or hunting like Dionysus’ panther, like a heat-seeking missile.
The mind in loose cognition encounters its central feature, personal control power, caught in a struggle that escalates into panic and ends up willing to go out of control, and certainly heading in that direction without end, with the predictable outcome being the potential of the mind to construct a loss-of-control scenario in which the effort to test and secure personal control power over the incoming intentions trigger the intention to mentally construct an even more compelling loss-of-control scenario. The mind, being centrally arranged and focused around personal control, is interested in the potential for full transpersonal intention of fully violating and breaking the efforts of egoic personal control.
This positive feedback loop of mental struggling to both exert and evade the mind’s control power is described in mythemes of battle, chaos, cancelled-out or seized kingship, and entrapment.
“Some fought themselves, some fought each other”
“Then all at once the chaos ceased”
— Peart/Rush, Hemispheres
Practical inability to control the source of thoughts; the source of thoughts resides outside the domain of personal control ability.
Perceiving, thinking, and sensation in a new mode that is unconstrained in certain ways, but newly aware of other constraints that weren’t perceived, thought about, or experienced (felt) before.
o Perceiving
o Thinking
o Sensation, feeling, experiencing
Myth is tasked with visually representing the transformation of the mental model from the mind’s innate egoic mental model of control and time, to the mind’s innate transcendent mental model of control and time, including the loosecog experience of noncontrol and Fatedness. In myth, this mental model transformation regarding noncontrol and Fatedness is represented through mythemes of king, snake, cross, wood, plank, pole, stake, stub-branches, cross, crossroads, steering, chariot-driving, donkey riding. Any item in myth means, or participates in the meaning-network of, noncontrol (transformation of control level thinking), and Fatedness, as well as the dissociative cognitive state that causes this mental model transformation. Noncontrol and Fatedness are two distinct yet interlocked, mutually supporting areas of ideas.
The kind of control that the egoic personal control thinking has, and thinks it has, and is structured around having, is that kind of control that is suited for a metaphysical world that is modelled as Possibilism: a really, genuinely open, branching possibility future. The future doesn’t exist in any sense, and what the future ends up being, is controlled by you as the Creator, the controller and author of what your own future will be: it’s not set, and you have or wield the kind of power that brings the future into a definite existence, where before, it didn’t at all exist. When that model of time is replaced by the simple Eternalism model, with a single preexisting preset future, the block universe with your life being a snake- or worm-shaped worldline, the egoic kind of control power dies, becomes impotent.
Ego (as a mental model and mental structure) is a certain kind of controller that is designed specifically for a certain kind of spacetime world. Egoic power rules or has force and apparent practical efficacy only within a world that is Possibilism shaped: having a branching future, with cybernetic possibility-branching. When egoic power gives way to the transcendent control mode, interlocked with that distinct change in one’s mental worldmodel, is another distinct change in aspects of one’s mental worldmodel: the Possibilism model of time, control, and possibility is replaced by the Eternalism (block universe containing worldlines) model of time, control, and possibility. Only the one path or branch is possible: the branch-path which is fated and already always exists.
What the king Pentheus figure of “king caught in tree” is trying to elegantly summarize is the change, in the loosecog state, from egoic control power operating in a Possibilism world, to noncontrol (or transcendently dependent power) operating in an Eternalism (block universe) world. Simple mythemes in several combinations, in many expressions, are needed, to express all that. You can only glimpse a subset of these dynamics in any one mytheme diagram such as the Tauroctony or the figure of the sacrificed king hung on a cross or tree. Ancients had advanced Cognitive Science and diagramming except expressed in the form of metaphor.
We have to — which I have done — extract and map my post-modern explicit, non-metaphor-based Egodeath theory to the messy pre-modern metaphor-expressed Cognitive Science of loosecog. The Egodeath theory is new in its clarity of explicit expression, and yet metaphor remains powerful, but what is the most powerful is my non-metaphor Core theory linked with my metaphor extended theory. Thus I constantly bounce between non-metaphor expression and metaphor expression; the greatest explanatory power is by providing both, distinctly, interlinked: nonmetaphor and metaphor.
Mythemes such as “king hung on tree” represent the two distinct main parts of the transcendent mental model, having switched from the egoic mental model. ‘King’ and ‘tree’ are both a negation of egoic thinking: “not personal control power”, and “not branching future possibilities”. The ‘snake’ analogy is a positive assertion, of a negative fact: reality per the simplest model is a block universe with your life being shaped like a snake, and only like a snake, not branching like a tree. So on the left as starting state, picture the king hung on a tree, and on the right as the end-state, picture a snake on a non-branching tree.
Bad, egoic control-thinking: king and branching tree; king hung on a tree
Good, transcendent control-thinking: snake and branchless tree (pole); snake on a pole
The Old Testament features a God-disapproved king hung on a tree, and a God-given snake on a pole for rescuing people from snake-bite by looking at (perceiving) it.
— Michael Hoffman, original research and idea development, December 20-21, 2012.
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