Egodeath Yahoo Group – Digest 90: 2006-05-01

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Group: egodeath Message: 4525 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/05/2006
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
Group: egodeath Message: 4526 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 18/09/2006
Subject: Article draft: NT as Originally Understood: King on Cross in Roman
Group: egodeath Message: 4527 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Re: Article: The Entheogen Theory of Religion and Ego Death
Group: egodeath Message: 4528 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Bk: Ken Wilber: Integral Spirituality
Group: egodeath Message: 4529 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Holy Spirit, Eucharist, turning away from self to God
Group: egodeath Message: 4531 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Dead Sea Scrolls: Swallow the Teacher of Righteousness
Group: egodeath Message: 4532 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Re: Divine wrath, machine dualism, prayer is to benevolent person/a
Group: egodeath Message: 4534 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Postings must be ready-to-publish, disadvantage of email blog
Group: egodeath Message: 4535 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Re: Nonduality, pre-set future in block universe
Group: egodeath Message: 4536 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 03/10/2006
Subject: Re: Nonduality, pre-set future in block universe
Group: egodeath Message: 4537 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 03/10/2006
Subject: Re: Bk: Ken Wilber: Integral Spirituality
Group: egodeath Message: 4538 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
Group: egodeath Message: 4539 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Re: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
Group: egodeath Message: 4540 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Re: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
Group: egodeath Message: 4541 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Re: 1-year break from Egodeath research
Group: egodeath Message: 4542 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Psychoactives and political culture
Group: egodeath Message: 4543 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Planned book on theory of religious experiential insight
Group: egodeath Message: 4544 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Re: Psychoactives and political culture
Group: egodeath Message: 4545 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: New John Allegro website
Group: egodeath Message: 4546 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Group: egodeath Message: 4549 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Group: egodeath Message: 4555 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Admin: duplicate posts
Group: egodeath Message: 4572 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Group: egodeath Message: 4574 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 30/03/2007
Subject: Re: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
Group: egodeath Message: 4575 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 30/03/2007
Subject: Book: Hofstadter: I Am a Strange Loop
Group: egodeath Message: 4576 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/04/2007
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Group: egodeath Message: 4577 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/04/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Group: egodeath Message: 4578 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/04/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Group: egodeath Message: 4579 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 04/04/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Group: egodeath Message: 4580 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: The maximal entheogen theory of religion
Group: egodeath Message: 4581 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: Letcher’s 2 theories & the 3rd, maximal entheogen theory
Group: egodeath Message: 4582 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: Re: The maximal entheogen theory of religion
Group: egodeath Message: 4583 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: No smoking-gun evidence w/o smoking-gun interpretation-framework
Group: egodeath Message: 4584 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/04/2007
Subject: Webpage: Various Views on Entheogens in Religious History
Group: egodeath Message: 4585 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/04/2007
Subject: Re: All ‘wine’ was ‘mixed wine’ — psychoactive/dissociative, inten
Group: egodeath Message: 4586 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/04/2007
Subject: Re: Dead Sea Scrolls: Swallow the Teacher of Righteousness
Group: egodeath Message: 4587 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/04/2007
Subject: Re: Divine abduction; violence in mythic allegory
Group: egodeath Message: 4588 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 18/04/2007
Subject: Grounding Esotericism in cognitive experiential phenomena
Group: egodeath Message: 4589 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 26/04/2007
Subject: Re: Ulansey in movie Entheogen: Awakening the God Within
Group: egodeath Message: 4590 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 26/04/2007
Subject: Movie: Entheogen: Awakening the Divine Within
Group: egodeath Message: 4591 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/05/2007
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Group: egodeath Message: 4593 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 10/06/2007
Subject: Seminar: R. Joseph Hoffmann: The Jesus Project
Group: egodeath Message: 4594 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 11/06/2007
Subject: Pls mirror, backup, and download Egodeath.com webpages
Group: egodeath Message: 4595 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 11/06/2007
Subject: Re: Pls mirror, backup, and download Egodeath.com webpages
Group: egodeath Message: 4596 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/06/2007
Subject: Origin of Theory in frustrating effort for personal thought-directi
Group: egodeath Message: 4597 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/06/2007
Subject: Re: Origin of Theory in frustrating effort for personal thought-dir
Group: egodeath Message: 4598 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/06/2007
Subject: Re: Origin of Theory in frustrating effort for personal thought-dir
Group: egodeath Message: 4599 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 13/06/2007
Subject: Priority of discovery, ego transcendence theory as my possession
Group: egodeath Message: 4600 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 13/06/2007
Subject: Objective: encyl., become must-mention theorist in multiple fields,
Group: egodeath Message: 4601 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 14/06/2007
Subject: My necessary work on Theory is completed, other is icing



Group: egodeath Message: 4525 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/05/2006
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Nonreductionistic block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, the Eleusinian mysteries and
cracking the allegorical code of the mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 4526 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 18/09/2006
Subject: Article draft: NT as Originally Understood: King on Cross in Roman
Outline of my next article:

The New Testament as It Was Originally Understood: The King on the
Cross in the Context of the Roman Empire
http://egodeath.com/NTKingOnCrossInRomanEmpire.htm


The article focuses on integrating 3 topics:

o The ahistoricity of Jesus and Paul, and alternative history of
Christian origins

o Christianity as a negation of or counter to Roman Imperial ideology

o The entheogen-induced mystic altered state


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Group: egodeath Message: 4527 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Re: Article: The Entheogen Theory of Religion and Ego Death
Please save a local copy of the latest version of this article:

http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm


I added machine-translation links in 30 languages.

The issue is expected in 9 months. The editor is having to
reconstruct the issue.


I added the following introduction:


This article defines and outlines the ego death theory, as a new
systematic research framework and paradigm. The ego death theory holds
that the essence and origin of religion is the use of visionary plants
to routinely trigger the intense mystic altered state, producing loose
cognitive-association binding, which then produces an experience of
being controlled by frozen block-universe determinism with a single,
pre-existing, ever-existing future.

Experiencing this model of control and time initially destabilizes
self-control power, and amounts to the death of the self that was
conceived of as an autonomous control-agent. Self-control stability is
restored upon transforming one’s mental model to take into account the
dependence of personal control on a hidden, separate thought-source,
such as Necessity or a divine level that transcends Necessity.

Myth describes this mystic-state experiential insight and
transformation. Religious initiation teaches and causes this
transformation of the self considered as a control-agent, through a
series of visionary-plant sessions, interspersed with study of
perennial philosophy. Most modern-era religion has been a distortion
of this standard initiation system, reducing these concepts to a weak
interpretation that is based in the ordinary state of consciousness.
The ego death theory is, specifically, the Cybernetic Theory of Ego
Transcendence, and it incorporates the entheogen theory of religion.


I added the final sentence in the following paragraph:

Sociopolitical Strategy of Canonical Christianity

Mystic revelation about self-will nullity was so routine, Roman
imperial theology utilized the mystic-state revelation to legitimate
the Roman sociopolitical arrangement. Christianity essentially charged
the Roman system with mysticism-abuse and became popular as an
counter-narrative about how the entheogen-accessed mystic revelation
should be used for sociopolitical concerns. The figure of the ‘king on
the cross’ in the New Testament is a depiction of the mystic-state
insight of non-autonomous control, in service of a rebuttal and
alternative to Roman imperial theology.
Group: egodeath Message: 4528 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Bk: Ken Wilber: Integral Spirituality
This is my review or summary. I’ll post a version of this to Amazon
when the book is shipping from there and their posting is turned on.


5 stars
Integral theory applied to spirituality and religion

Wilber points out that for a coherent discussion of spirituality, we
must specify whether by ‘spiritual’ we mean the highest levels in any
developmental line, a separate special line of development, a peak
altered state, or a particular attitude. Lower stages unconsciously
do a downward translation of great spiritual treatises to lower
developmental levels.

Spiritual paths need to be supplemented with an Integral Life Practice
including understanding the Integral model (View, Framework) of states
and stages, so that you succeed at reaching and stabilizing more
developed stages, not merely accessing transient higher states. Put
your existing path into the Integral framework, producing Integral
Buddhism, integral Christianity (Keating), Integral Kabbalah (Zalman,
Moshe Idel). Affirm your faith and path as it is, and make it
Integral. Include pre-modern (traditional religious themes), modern
(rational, worldcentric) and postmodern (awareness of social
constructivism and implicit/covert power-relations). Integral
religion opens up in breadth instead of narrowing into fundamentalism
or absolutism.

We must find, face, and re-own the most feared and resisted aspects of
ourselves. Meditation fails to get rid of the shadow elements.

Full Self-Realization or Enlightenment is, becoming one with all
states and stages, transcending and including them all, including all
aspects and structures of the Kosmos. Meditation enables you to move
up two stages per four years.

The religious traditions have no explicit concept or understanding of
Vertical structure-stages, so such a framework is needed. Wilber’s
assertion “no explicit concept” is debatable in light of astral ascent
mysticism or Ptolemaic framework of mystic ascent through the levels
of the heavens, a master theme of Western religious history; Wilber’s
collective-evolution master hypothesis tends to overly downplay any
equivalent stage-system in antiquity – instead, he should recover,
identify, and leverage more of the Integral aspects that were present
in traditional religion.

Wilber asserts that religion, such as American Buddhism, needs to
appreciate the I/Thou relationship: worship, devotion, prayer,
submission, and surrender to the divine.

Spirituality was omitted from the modern revolution because religion
had become violently harmful; as a result, spirituality was
infantilized and frozen at the mere childhood mythic-membership stage.
Religion became a repressed shadow and science became the modern
religion (scientism), though science was incapable of providing for
“ultimate concern”. Secular humanists repressed the spiritual
developmental line, and religious defenders froze the spiritual
developmental line at the mythic stage, neither faction allowing
modern spirituality to emerge. The entire spirituality developmental
line was mistakenly identified by all as spirituality in its merely
mythic-stage version.

Wilber’s evolutionism tends to belittle former eras in order to prop
up the model of cultural evolution. His evolutionism requires that he
negatively portray ancient religion as barely understood by all but a
few practitioners. He portrays ancient religion as archaic
magic/mythic gullibility, but writes of selected individuals: “Already
Clement and Origen and Maimonides were [using deeper and higher
meanings] with their allegorical method. The religious myths simply
*are not empirically real*, and they knew it, and so while honoring
the myths, one must move from myth to reason to trans-reason in order
to plumb the depths of spiritual realities. … allow the line of
spiritual intelligence to continue its growth … into the higher
levels, and, conversely, forcing the myths to be [literally] real is
the surest way to remain frozen at that level and slip into a
pernicious … Fallacy.” p. 193, his emphasis. Wilber’s
cultural-evolution driven model implies that all but a few of the
earliest Christians misunderstand their religion and took it gullibly,
and these few later, unusually advanced commentators managed to “move
to” a “deeper” understanding that wasn’t present among earliest
Christians.

He portrays ancient religion as mostly archaic belief in magical myth,
excepting Neoplatonism. Wilber’s model of integral scholarship
equates the East with religious enlightenment while equating the West
exclusively with modern science, totally ignoring the topic of ancient
Western religion as though it doesn’t exist except in the form of
Neoplatonism and the mysteriously enlightened individuals ahead of
their time such as Jesus and Origen.


Despite the added-on bubble labeled “also: altered states” on his
quadrant diagram, he doesn’t provide a treatment of entheogens
(visionary plants). He is moderately positive about drugs in raves,
compared to the lack of authentic spirituality in current
institutionalized religious practice, but he refrains from seriously
entering into the topic. Wilber defines 3 or 4 states, starting with
waking, dreaming, and unconsciousness, equated with Gross, Subtle, and
Causal; there’s also Nondual. Wilber may be presenting a simplified
model here; for example, he mentions psychoactive drugs accessing peak
states, but psychoactive drugs produce neither waking, dreaming, nor
deep sleep unconsciousness.


The most important role for the traditional religions is to act as a
sacred conveyor belt to move people through all the stages of
psychospiritual development. The religions must provide a version of
the religion suited to each developmental stage. Science cannot
provide this; only religion or the religions are capable of providing
this – providing for the early stages of a person’s religious growth
and the later, more advanced stages. Christianity used to only
provide for the early, mythic, magic, barely developed stages – even
if Clement and Origen saw its higher potentials – and Christianity now
needs to add something it didn’t have before, which is versions suited
for more advanced stages of integral psychospiritual development.
Only religion can provide higher levels of religion in order to stop
religious violence.

Religions should now add nonordinary states of consciousness to their
practices, to act as this developmental conveyor belt. The more you
experience various states of consciousness, the faster you progress
into advanced psychospiritual developmental stages. Meditation or
contemplation is the only practice that accesses these states and
causes this developmental advancement. Vatican II was a step in the
right direction, toward an accommodating plurality-accepting, entire
worldcentric version of the religion.

Higher levels of consciousness have developed since antiquity when the
religions were created. These religions were originally present in
their child-phase versions that were magico-mythic, ethnocentric, and
relevant only to early-stage development of the individual. These
religions now need to add to their original versions, for the first
time, new, higher-level versions. People are falsely forced to choose
between infantile, mentally undeveloped archaic religion
(developmentally frozen and arrested) versus mentally developed modern
scientific culture. Modern liberal education represses spiritual
development beyond the fundamentalist, tribal, literalist stage; only
religion can solve this by providing a new version suited for more
advanced spiritual development.

Future religion should omit metaphysics, which is guilty of
monological blindness. That is, religion needs to avoid reifying
postulated or subjectively experienced religious constructs taken as
directly perceived referents, to instead become aware of how
subjective experiencing unconsciously employs perspectives that are
given by one’s culture.


Do objects, such as ecosystems, exist regardless of our thinking, or
outside our minds? Wilber’s answer is, partially, and maybe. He
sometimes equates our *maps* of reality with a naive *mirror* of
reality and lumps “map” and “mirror” together to affirm that only when
something enters consciousness, does the thing exist; the mind creates
or modifies reality. Yet on the same page, he says that the things
(such as ecosystems) do exist apart from our map or mental mirror of
them. Then he emphasizes in all-caps that we can’t know whether they
exist aside from the mind. He could tone down the overstated,
sensationalist “minds in culture create reality” component, while
keeping the straightforward, valuable point that we need to be
conscious of what worldview we adopt and how it affects our
perception. We should mind our maps and not mistake them for a
perfect mirror of reality. Religion must reject culturally given
metaphysics sky-castles while retaining spirituality. Wilber’s loose
language sometimes denies that metaphysics or ecosystems has an
existence of-itself, outside particular minds. Per intersubjective
constructivism, groups of minds create reality in-itself; that view
disparages the mental-representation model because it is naive about
the fact that intersubjective culture constructs the individual’s
subjective experience.

Transpersonal spiritual realities are partly constructed by networks
of implicit cultural backgrounds – meditation can’t show you that.
Unawareness of that falls into the error of “the myth of the [simply]
given” or “the philosophy of [straightforward] consciousness”.
Personal mystic-state perception, when divorced from alertness to
intersubjective cultural construction and awareness of societal
power-relations, is rife with unperceived distortions. Ecological
systems-theory is not spirituality, or not the bulk of it.
Metaphysics is covert manipulative power. Postmodernism is wrong in
claiming that there are no extra-linguistic realities, per lower-left,
social quadrant absolutism.


Sound knowledge requires an injunction (to know x, do x), an
experience, and communal confirmation with others who do the same,
regarding what was done and thereby seen. Spiritual assertions aren’t
meaningless, when they’re properly framed as “to observe x, meditate”.
In contrast, metaphysics is to be discarded (while retaining
spirituality), because metaphysics is assertion without injunction and
evidence. Wilber assumes that metaphysics was put forward without
injunction or practice, but it’s not clear that metaphysics systems
lacked injunctions and practice.

The experiences behind metaphysics were authentic, but the
interpretations outmoded. Metaphysics is false because it claims to
be beyond physics, when in fact spiritual experiencing still involves
physics.


We have to define what enlightenment should mean in all eras, given
the premise that the cultures were at different developmental
evolutionary stages. Someone 2000 years ago can’t have gone through
all the developmental stages that are available today, because some
stages, such as systemic GlobalView, had not yet been developed. Here
Wilber should discuss the Roman imperial universality claim (its claim
to redeem individual, society, and nature throughout the entire world)
and the New Testament Christian universalist counter-claim reaction.
Wilber discusses when worldcentric structures first arose for a few
people. He doesn’t mention the claims that Augustus Caesar brought
peace to and was savior of the entire world, meaning the entire Roman
empire, consisting of many peoples, and how the “only Jesus is savior”
claim (which Wilber considers ethnocentric) stood against that
specific claim.

Wilber should practice integral scholarship on the subject of the New
Testament version of Christianity, including sacred meals,
mystic-state initiation, and the deliberate construction of
alternative social-political structures. Integral Christianity should
include historical awareness of early Christian social-political
structuring. Wilber writes that the religions should begin adding
altered states, as though Christianity didn’t start with the
Eucharistic access to the Holy Spirit. He leaves out the group
mystic-state experiencing present in the mystery-religions. Wilber
discusses integral religion without discussing the essential,
most-important topic of New Testament Christianity in its original
religious and social-political context; Wilber could learn much from
Richard Horsley. He doesn’t cover how myth functioned in New
Testament Christianity and the Eucharist in the Roman imperial
context; the myth-suffused mystery-religions and their sacred meals;
or ancient Western religion and Western Esotericism.


The book relies on jargon unnecessarily, with too few definitional
cues and no glossary. The publisher needs to do a better job for
readability. ‘Postmodernism’ means the postmodern revolution –
awareness of cultural intersubjectivity. ‘Monological’ means the
obliviousness to cultural intersubjectivity, obliviousness to cultural
constructivism (how reality is largely constructed by social
collections of people); lack of awareness of how subjective
experiencing unconsciously employs perspectives that are given by
one’s culture. ‘Modern’ largely means the prohibition of subjectivity
and denial of subjective experiencing.

‘Zone #2′ is the scientific, external study of individuals’ subjective
interior experience; Wilber considers consciousness of Zone #2 highly
valuable – he seems to mean Zone #2 in connection with becoming highly
aware of how intersubjective culture largely creates the individual’s
filter through which religious mystic-state perceptions seem to give a
direct view into divine reality.

Religion is currently dysfunctional and developmentally arrested;
Wilber calls for each traditional religion to add (and reclaim and
resurrect, I’d say) higher versions of the religion, in an Integral
context; this is the role he defines for religion in the late modern
and post-modern eras.
Group: egodeath Message: 4529 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Holy Spirit, Eucharist, turning away from self to God
This is a fairly good, readable article on
salvation/justification/regeneration/sancification via the Holy Spirit
( = intense mystic altered state induced by ‘mixed wine’).

http://www.ugst.org/download/21_Bernard.doc

It would be good to excerpt passages that are quotable. The
prominence of the Holy Spirit in the New Testament (as well as the
Dead Sea Scrolls) strikes a blow against the massive “OSC fallacy”.
Becoming a converted, reborn Christian is not a matter of conceding to
logical propositions in the ordinary state; it’s a matter of
experiencing the mind-transforming power of the altered state of the
Holy Spirit. In the New Testament this transformative event was used
to construct an alternative social-political configuration within the
Roman empire; the strategy for building an alternative
social-political system was primarily founded upon the Holy Spirit
experiential transformation.


>>Urshan Graduate School of Theology is owned and operated by the
United Pentecostal Church International. … the new birth described
by Jesus Christ in John 3 and declared by Peter in Acts 2:38 is
essential for New Testament conversion. We believe that the one God of
the Old Testament became incarnate in Jesus Christ. … God, who is
holy, calls each of us into relationship with Him. We believe in
covenanting the Spirit, anticipating the soon return of the Lord Jesus
Christ.


>>By obedient faith, the sinner turns to God in repentance and
receives the gift of the Holy Spirit, “which is Christ in you, the
hope of glory” (Colossians 1:27).

“And” implies a “1 and then 2” sequence, incorrectly; mind the “order
of salvation”. Per Reformed theology and obvious entheogen sequence,
the above can’t possibly be the right order. Until the initiate
experiences the Holy Spirit’s mind-transforming power, the sinner is
incapable of turning to God in repentance. It can’t be that the
sinner first turns to God in repentance and then afterwards, receives
the Holy Spirit. The sentence would be better reordered:

By receiving the gift of the Holy Spirit (via a series of Eucharistic
entheogenic ‘mixed wine’ initiations), the sinner is regenerated to
having obedient faith, and is made to turn to God in repentance,
receiving as a gift “Christ in you, the hope of glory” (Colossians
1:27).


Conversion = turning = turn back to see the source of your thoughts as
a mysterious thing external to your own domain of power. Sometimes
Hellenistic writing describes it as “turning away from the sacrifice”
— what is sacrificed is the false autonomy-assumption that is the
heart of egoic agency; the mind’s direction of attention turns away
from that which is being sacrificed (the autonomy claim) and back
towards the hidden source of one’s thoughts. So Mithras and the
figures in Dionysus’ victory parade fresco are all turning to look
back behind them — toward God/Deus/Zeus/Jupiter, considered as the
hidden (veiled & revealed darkly) source of their thoughts. Picture:
http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm#_Toc146854069
Turn = sacrifice, in that turning around to look behind your mind and
thereby perceive that God is the source of thoughts, is tantamount to
sacrificing the purportedly autonomous self.
Group: egodeath Message: 4531 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Dead Sea Scrolls: Swallow the Teacher of Righteousness
Martinez’ translation: It’s part of the pescher commentary on
Habakkuk. 1QpHab XI —

Afterwards, knowledge will be revealed to them, as plentiful as the
water in the sea.
[per Habakkuk:] Woe to anyone making his companion drunk, spilling out
his anger! He even makes him drunk to look at their festivals!
Its interpretation concerns the Wicked Priest who pursued the Teacher
of Righteousness to consume him with the ferocity of this anger in the
place of his banishment, in festival time, during the rest of the day
of Atonement. He paraded in front of them, to consume them and make
them fall on the day of fasting, the sabbath of their rest.
[per Habakkuk:] You are more glutted with insults than with awards.
Drink up also and stagger! The cup of YHWH’s right hand will turn
against you and disgrace come upon your glory.
Its interpretation concerns the Priest whose shame has exceeded his
glory because he did not circumcise the foreskin of his heart and has
walked on paths of drunkenness to slake his thirst; but the cup of
God’s anger will engulf him, heaping up shame upon him.


http://www.google.com/search?num=100&hl=en&lr=&safe=off&q=swallow+%22t
eacher+of+righteousness%22


http://byubroadcasting.org/deadsea/book/chapter1/sec3.html — In a
passage of the Commentary on Habakkuk, the expositor comments, “This
means the priest whose dishonor was greater than his honor. For he . .
. walked in the ways of drunkedness in order to quench his thirst. But
the cup of God’s wrath will swallow him up . . . !”

http://www.subtleenergies.com/ORMUS/presentations/dallas4.htm
“‘Perfection’, the Holy Spirit, and more startling even than these,
that this ‘is the time of the perpetuation of the way in the
wilderness’. This is specifically tied to exegesis, to the Maskil’s
‘preparation of the Way’ by ‘teaching of the Miraculous Mysteries’.”
[Eisenman and Wise, The Dead Sea Scrolls Uncovered, p. 164] That’s
enough, we can change it. The one I’m looking for should be along here
someplace. Yeah. In here we finally find out who the Teacher of
Righteousness is. To “take ‘vengeance’ on the Wicked Priest for what
he did to the [Righteous Teacher]” Teacher of Righteousness, “i.e.
‘swallowed him’ or ‘destroyed him'”. The high priest swallowed the
Teacher of Righteousness. The Teacher of Righteousness can’t be a
person. The Teacher of Righteousness is the Light. The Teacher of
Righteousness is the Holy Spirit. Remember what we said, there’s only
one sin you never can be forgiven for, and that’s to sin against the
Holy Spirit, the teacher of Righteousness. When you are filled with
the Light, when you are filled with the Spirit and you know all things
and you understand all things, and to sin then is unforgivable because
you knew better. So when the high priest sinned it’s an unforgivable
sin. “How the Wicked Priest pursued” the teacher, “the Righteous
Teacher, to ‘swallow’ or ‘consume’ him”. Okay? I don’t know how many
of you are familiar with the early Dead Sea Scrolls writings, but they
talk repeatedly and go on at length about this Teacher of
Righteousness. All right, this is what . . . the Teacher of
Righteousness is something you can swallow. Right there. Right there.
This is a big piece of the puzzle. You can swallow the teacher of
Righteousness. In other words, it’s a material you could take in your
body. It’s the Bread of the Presence of God. It’s the High
Priesthood’s food, that only the High Priests could have. Okay, next
slide.


http://www.halexandria.org/dward523.htm — “It was at Qumran that the
Essenes set up a metallurgical foundry and began producing the ‘occult
gold’, essentially the mono-atomic precious elements. There are
numerous references to the priests ‘swallowing the Teacher of
Righteousness’. If the so-called teacher was the Orme, one can
readily understand what they were talking about. For when one takes
the Orme under the right circumstances, one expects to receive visions
and other revelations from the ascended teachers. On the other hand,
if the ‘Teacher’ was a living person, then it doesn’t make a lot of
sense.” “Unless it’s a forerunner of communion,” Dawn interjected.
The big question remaining, however, is whether or not anyone can
swallow the ‘Teacher of Righteousness’. And if so, what are the
prerequisites?”

“To take the short route to enlightenment, you mean?” Dawn asked.
Group: egodeath Message: 4532 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Re: Divine wrath, machine dualism, prayer is to benevolent person/a
Ken Wilber’s new book, Integral Spirituality, asserts that the
following has been lacking from American Buddhism and needs to be
included as one of the perspectives, to form a complete, Integral,
authentic, and comprehensive practice: 2nd-person, I/Thou
relationship, relational prayer, and personal devotional submission
and surrender to the divine.
Group: egodeath Message: 4534 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Postings must be ready-to-publish, disadvantage of email blog
Any time I send out a posting with ungrammatical contructions and
missing words, or typos, I’m chagrined. High-quality writing is
extremely important, even though time may be too limited to spend
polishing. After I’ve tried writing in a hurry, I definitely don’t
consider the results acceptable. I do not approve of postings that
aren’t written properly. However, I can’t always take the time to
draft and print, mark-up and correct my posts before I send them. A
compromise may be to slam-out in brainstorm fashion a draft posting,
and then, if I find it’s warranted, re-send a cleaned-up version.

Here’s another way in which blog technology has certain advantages; I
could edit a blog post later, but I can’t edit a Yahoo groups posting
after sending it — I can only delete the old version from the Yahoo
Groups site and send a subsequent posting.


[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
Group: egodeath Message: 4535 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/10/2006
Subject: Re: Nonduality, pre-set future in block universe
(Expanded and edited version of the earlier posting)


How nonduality is related to the pre-set future and block universe

Emphasizing the new idea of the pre-set future rather than the old
idea of nonduality


The frozen-future block universe denies freedom for self and for Self.
Western religion affirms determinism (Heimarmene/Fatum) only to then
postulate and proceed to the trans-rational, spiritual realm beyond
it; the elect are brought into “true freedom” as a “slave of the
transcendent God”). Similarly, in Eastern religious philosophy, after
we declare that the Ground of Being and the Self are not free, and
that the future is single, fixed, pre-set, pre-existent, and closed,
we may go on to postulate a trans-rational, spiritual, highly
transcendent status – after ego has died – for the Ground of Being and
the Self.


The ego may die “because of” nonduality, but the Egodeath theory is
based on a more phenomenologically comprehensive sense of “because”.
What is the most efficient and ergonomic mental model that causes the
most intense and “catastrophic” ego-death experiential insight? We
need a fuller phenomenology, a fuller account, than just the idea of
“nonduality” can provide, to address and pull up into awareness some
of the most fascinating dynamic potential constructs the mind can
produce: that is, the dynamics of control-battling and
control-usurpation, or control-coercion, which fit together with, and
co-amplify with, the block-universe model.

Nonduality, spacetime merging, near-future thoughts unavoidably forced
upon the mind, and frozen-time block-universe determinism fit together
in a powerful mutually reinforcing way, serving as the fastest and
most straightforward path to mental transformation. The resulting
explanation and system of transformative religion is incomparably more
effective and readily accessible, and more comprehensive, than the
popular American Buddhist use of the concept of nonduality.


Oneness or nonduality is an overemphasized cliche, done to death,
providing limited insight and limited practical usefulness. The
Egodeath theory focuses instead on what’s still left out by such a
perspective, including the personal sensation of merging with
spacetime – it’s this sensation which causes ego death and
comprehending the ramifications of nonduality. If we halt at
nonduality as the “reason for” ego death, that doesn’t pack a punch;
it doesn’t help grasp and comprehend the ramifications of nonduality.
The “personal control over time” dimension is needed, to cause ego
death. This includes a mental model of the entire time axis, as well
as special attention to the unavoidability of one’s particular pre-set
thoughts lying ahead on the worldline a couple minutes into the
future.

For similar reasons, levels of control and the puppet experience of
being controlled by a hidden overpowering controller fill a role that
the concept of nonduality can’t possibly fill. Even if we grant that
nonduality is the real reason why ego doesn’t exist but is just an
illusion, the question remains of how we can effectively and vividly
grasp and comprehend the ramifications of nonduality – how we can most
effectively visualize nonduality and its implications.

The frozen-future block universe idea is the most efficient tool
toward homing-in on an ego-death sensation. It is simple, tangible,
definite, and specific. It fits with ancient Western religious
mythology.

Fully experiencing nonduality entails an idea and feeling of a kind of
powerlessness of self, or a powerless dependence of self on something
that transcends the self, where the self is considered as a
time-voyaging continuant control-agent. Oneness hasn’t emphasized
that insight and feeling of powerlessness effectively enough. The
frozen future and block universe model drives home the idea of
powerlessness and nonduality more effectively than meditating
exclusively on the isolated principle of nonduality possibly can. The
most straightforward means of having a powerful ego death experiential
insight is to consider the idea of frozen future and block universe.

Oneness has been tried, has been overplayed, is overfamiliar, and is
narrowly limited. A different angle is needed, to describe sensations
and explain common reports from schizophrenic and psychedelic
experience. We could declare these reports of puppethood and loss of
control-power to be failures of rightly understanding nonduality – but
so dismissing them does no one a favor, and fails to leverage the
tremendous power of these experiential insights. We must work through
the phenomenology, the dynamics of coming to grips with nonduality and
all of its implications, not just try to leap over those
intermediate-stage dynamics and skip far ahead to a half-articulated
right relationship with nonduality.

We have to explain how the battle is worked-out, not just define the
naive and enlightened endpoints of the dramatic storyline. There are
reports not only of oneness, but of powerlessness, frozenness, and
lack of control — experiential elements which are not effectively
covered by the now-overfamiliar cliche notion of oneness. The oneness
idea in isolation is incomplete; it’s not the whole range of peak
sensations/insights. There’s much more than oneness, in the
experience reports.

The frozen-future block universe may or may not be the truth (and we
may or may not be able to transcend it if it’s true), but it is an
experience, a series of experiences to work-through. The
frozen-future block universe with control destabilization and puppet
control-levels is a mental model that quite effectively kills ego and
causes mental transformation of inner agency ideas. This Theory puts
forth something starkly different in scope and method than the
familiar fare.


All times are caused together as a system; vertical causality needs
attention. Causality is conventionally pictured as a forward chain;
it’s legitimate to talk of forward causality, as a conventional
description of relationships of events. But vertical causality is
more insightful and relevant for the mystic altered state.

The conventional conceptual categories within Eastern and pre-modern
Western thought can be neatly bridged. Is Neoplatonism incompatible
with Gnosticism? Is Jewish creator-worship mystic ascent, to perceive
the throne of God, incompatible with Gnosticism? Is Eastern
nonduality incompatible with Western transcendence of Heimarmene?
It’s axiomatic that these conceptions can be reconciled and
harmonized, and that an explicit, robust, modern, scientific
understanding of religious experiential insight involves successfully
harmonizing and reconciling these seemingly different systems.

There is somewhat of an East/West conceptual divide, and a
Neoplatonism/Gnosticism divide. The Egodeath theory is based in both
Eastern and Western thought, including Alan Watts’ book Way of Zen,
Ken Wilber’s Integral Theory, and Western thought including Watts’
books on Christianity. The Egodeath theory fits well with Western
pre-modern “mystics”, when rightly identifying these “mystics” as
Western mystery-religion initiates and Western esotericists. The
Egodeath theory solves many long-standing problems and puzzles in the
interpretation of Western myth-religion. This theory regarding
spacetime embeddedness and control-levels matches the view of some
mystics, raising the question of the disparity between Neoplatonists
and Gnostics.

The Eastern nonduality concept seems to map more closely to
Neoplatonist attitudes than to Gnostic attitudes, both which were
taken up into later Western, Catholic religious thought, where one
would both reverence the Creation and reverence the ultra-transcendent
aspect of God. Conventional, nonduality-focused views appear to be
set against the Egodeath theory’s use of the Gnostic conceptual
scheme, and its attitudes (or its metaphor-choices) of loathing
nondual embeddedness in spacetime and solving that problem by entirely
escaping into a radically separate, ultra-transcendent realm.

That attitude of outright escape from the world, leaving the world
behind, was anathema to the early proto-Catholic leaders — the
“Judaisers” — because it’s politically impotent. Even if “leaving
the world behind” is considered merely a mystic-state metaphor, it is
a poor choice of metaphors for an organization that is trying to set
up an alternative social-political network in the world.

The New Testament version of Christianity was crafted so as to
incorporate both A) the Gnostic theme of perceiving our spacetime
embeddedness and escaping from that imprisonment in Nature by
transcending spacetime; and B) the Jewish and the Roman imperial
religion emphasis on actions in the world so as to make the world
gloriously reconfigured so as to truly realize the Roman imperial
propaganda’s claim to bring peace and restoration of fecundity of
Nature. Neoplatonism was fit into this mix as well, including the
general idea of rising to a transcendent (changeless) perspective,
while still valuing the world and the temporal-change perspective.

The Eastern concept of nonduality, as it is conventionally presented,
has nothing to say about time or experiencing time as an illusion.
This is one key difference between West and East. How do Gnosticism
and Neoplatonism, and Eastern nonduality, treat space and time? The
Eastern nonduality emphasizes only spatial merging, while the Western
conceptualization has a distinct time emphasis as well. The Egodeath
theory emphasizes cross-time control, a crucial and predominant aspect
of the mystic altered state about which the nonduality concept usually
says nothing.

People vividly experience the loss of the sense of cross-time control
during the intense mystic altered state, yet the nonduality concept as
it is typically expressed fails to even acknowledge that people in the
altered state are commonly freaking out about the loss of control.
Loss of control is not only “because of nonduality”, loss of control
is effectively caused by considering one’s inability to steer away
from one’s coming future thoughts. Nonduality may be the cause of
one’s metaphysical powerlessness, but our powerlessness to change our
future thoughts is the most ergonomic cause of our fully realizing the
various ramifications of nonduality.

The purportedly sophisticated mystics haven’t effectively provided
this clear perspective, this clear, active model of these dynamic
features of common intense mystic altered-state experiences. People
don’t only experience a harmonious nonduality realization, jumping
instantly from a familiar separate-self configuration to a stable
nondualistic enlightened perspective; people often experience
spacetime embeddedness as a dire problem demanding a solution.

We should not just wave-aside all these trembling ecstatic episodes of
control-instability, puppethood, and frozen unalterable time as “not
the right relation to nonduality”. Doing so would fail to offer a
practical, helpful, relevant, useful, and ergonomic treatment of these
dynamics. These dynamics of grappling with control-over-time are
fascinating to understand, and are a crucial, probably unavoidable,
doorway to pass through, on the way to reconciling one’s mental model
with nonduality.

Buddha touches the ground, dispersing the army of demons and producing
enlightenment.

From my http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm
>>Solving the problem of true and justified mental order of personal
self-government instead of control-chaos comes through a transcendent
Zen jump. Depending on the egoic system of reasoning, which is
constructed around inherently self-frustrating premises, ultimately
leads to control lock-up and a catastrophically ineffective
self-cancellation of control. Buddha recognized that his destiny was
to touch the ground in an act of compassion and harmonious integration
with the unity of the Ground of Being, causing Mara and his army of
demons to instantly disperse – then he experienced enlightenment.

Simply praising and endorsing nonduality does nothing to address the
huge, urgent, life-threatening problem people often experience.
Everyone’s mind contains this most fascinating potential lying in wait
in the dissociative state: the potential to think of one’s near-future
thoughts as frozen in time, and think of one’s thoughts as given or
forced upon one’s mind by an unfathomable, hidden source outside one’s
domain of control. Any useful discussion of nonduality ought to
address the fact that people often, even typically, experience
nonduality as a terrible and terrifying problem – or that all minds
have this potential to discover such a structural potential, a pit
lying in wait to trap everyone.

Many people praise nonduality and imagine it to consist entirely of
peace and light because they haven’t experienced the problematic
aspects of it. They haven’t experienced Buddha’s being threatened by
Mara and his army of demons; that key moment of enlightenment, with
transformation of attitude, is left out. The result is an incomplete,
happy, and irrelevant version of enlightenment, all happiness and
light – enlightenment lite. Actual intense mystic altered-state
experience is a hardcore ecstatic revolution experience; we all have
that potential, which needs an adequately full exploring and
explaining.

A lightweight one-sided model of mystic-state experiencing is
inadequate for specifically and concretely addressing the terrifying
aspect of the nonduality realization. In practice, nonduality is
often experienced as a huge, terrifying, life-threatening problem; how
exactly can one switch to viewing nonduality as *not* a problem, but
as a resolution or as a better conceptualization?

A typical sequence is that the first few trips or initiation sessions
are experienced as heavenly and blissful; the ego enjoys its feeling
of spatial unity with the rest of the world. In later sessions, the
hell realms and wrathful deities are encountered, during more advanced
phases. The dire problem arises, of the loss of the sensation of
wielding control across time. Nonduality is perceived, and it is
perceived as a threat and a looming disaster; one finds oneself in
dire straits, up a creek without a paddle, tied to the mast and unable
to steer the ship.

How can one resolve the terrifying and wrathful aspects of the
nonduality realization? That’s effectively what the Egodeath theory
addresses. In this sense, nonduality, considered as spatial unity, is
the starting point for the Egodeath theory, not the conclusion of it.
The conclusion of any adequate theory of ego death must include not
only nonduality, but a highly developed explanatory model of the
crisis aspects of comprehending nonduality and its ramifications, and
how, in useful, actionable, practical terms, the mind can work-through
those problematic aspects of encountering nonduality.


The fastest way to grasp the concept of nonduality and its
ramifications is to start with idea of one’s near-future thoughts
being preset and already existing — the idea and feeling of being
forcefully pushed toward whatever one’s thoughts are preset to be a
couple minutes into the future. The preexisting future, ego death,
and nonduality readily fit together, in a mutually supporting,
systematic configuration. The closed and preset future is the
ultimate and final affront to egoic thinking. It’s impossible to
simultaneously hold in mind egoic thinking and the idea of a preset,
unchangeable future.

Nonduality doesn’t conflict with the assertion that the future is
closed, preset, unchangeable, and predetermined. Nonduality isn’t
apathetic and unaffected by the issue. Nonduality necessarily implies
the fixity of the future. Nonduality means there’s no separate,
autonomous power of individual personal agency, thus no individual
personal power exists to have an opportunity to change the future;
therefore, the future is fixed.

There’s no self to be free; there’s no self to cause the future to
change from one outcome to another, or to cause the future to change
from not-yet-defined to a particular outcome. If the future is open
and subject to become one outcome or another, then separate-self (ego)
is real — where ego is considered to be that which controls, affects,
and influences the outcome of the future to be one thing or another.
If ego is not real (substantial), then nothing exists to change the
future from one outcome to a different outcome.

One could jump up a level to assert that the Self exists and wields
the power to change the future, but this is vague, and risks cosmic
ego-inflation (conflating self with Self and projecting dualistic
ego-power upward). Such an upward level-jump may amount to the same
thing as jumping transcendently from level 2 to 3 in the 3-level
Western system which is centered around discovering the convincing
idea (and sensation) of timeless determinism. To assert that there’s
no separate-self to change the future, but that Self or the Ground of
Being is that which has the power to change the future from one
outcome to another, is largely equivalent to asserting that God rules
over Fate.

In moving from the naive, pre-initiation mental model to the
fixed-future model, ego is killed, cancelled out, done away with; then
in moving from timeless determinism to the transcendent spiritual
realm, a kind of freedom returns, no longer with the ego delusion.
The latter jump is to transcend Necessity (Heimarmene, Fatum). Per
the early Catholic world-changing strategy, that should not be
considered as a jump completely away from the world, but rather, a way
of bringing the proper, harmonious, divine ordering of things into the
entire world.


Declaring that the Self has the power to change the future or to
resolve the open future, or declaring that one’s spiritual self has
transcended cosmic Heimarmene, is a rationality-transcending,
ultra-transcendent idea, thus elusive and undefinable — as is the
very idea of “the open future” or, by the same token, “the free person
who determines their own destiny”. In the competitive battle of the
Catholic taken-over Jewish God against Roman imperial theology, it was
inevitable that God would be declared the masterful controller of all
the world, even ruling over Heimarmene/Fatum. In contrast, myths
waffle on whether Zeus (Jupiter) was subject to Heimarmene or ruler
over Heimarmene.

A main practical advantage of the fixed-future model is that it is
extremely definite and concrete, providing a tangible framework to
bring about an egodeath climax. The shortest path to short-circuiting
ego-power is to envision the fixed-future block universe, and consider
the nullity which the fixed-future idea implies for personal
control-power. The fixed-future block universe is fully compatible
with various aspects of experience and reason. It’s not that we can
prove that the future is in fact fixed; rather, we discover that it is
fully possible and easy, even natural, to adopt the mental model of
the fixed-future block universe and, as an immediate result, or as a
co-arising sensation, experience personal control-power as null.

The reality is not that there’s a separate-self ego who is pushed
around by frozen-time determinism, but rather, nonduality governed by
frozen-time determinism — which *does* push around the entire
universe, including the individual person, even though the individual
person isn’t really a separate-self. Nonduality might solve the
separate-self problem by deleting that belief, but still, the person
— whatever their nature — remains pushed around by determinism with
a pre-set, pre-existing, frozen future (whether you consider the
person a separate self, or a component of the nondual ground of
being).

In some sense, we are autonomous separate selves, we *are* an
autonomous separate-self ego that finds itself pushed around by
frozen-time determinism.

Is the ego null because of nonduality, or because of the frozenness of
the future? The egodeath theory weds nonduality to the frozen future,
not in order to make the frozen future the basis on which nonduality
stands or falls, but rather, because the frozenness of the future is
experientially reported, and because that mental model ergonomically
closes off the main escape route that protectively props up egoic
thinking – an escape route that is effectively closed-off by building
upon the sensation of the closed and unavoidable, unchangeable future
lying ahead on one’s fixed path of control-related thoughts.

Altered-state (ASC)-based lyrics include:

The future pre-decided, opinions are provided

I couldn’t change a doggone thing, not what I’d do or say


There are changes
Lying ahead in every road
And there are new thoughts
Ready and waiting to explode

When tomorrow is today
The bells may toll for some
But nothing can change the shape of things to come

The future’s coming in, now
Sweet and strong
Ain’t no-one gonna hold it back for long


If the separate self is not free, but is nonexistent due to
nonduality, then the future is utterly unchangeable by separate
selves. Time is experienced as unreal or illusory in the dissociative
cognitive state. If time is illusory and people have no power to
change the future, then the future is fixed, preset, unchangeable,
predetermined, and timelessly already exists. The sense of each of
these terms, such as “illusory” and “already exists”, is subject to
proper suitable definition, to hold this theory framework together.

Why do people assume that the block universe is entirely different
than nonduality? Nonduality and the block universe are the same
thing, except that the block-universe model explicitly holds the
future pre-set, while nonduality is silent on that point, idea, or
sensation. The modern Eastern nonduality system is a 2-level system,
which basically maps to the lower levels of the 3-level Western scheme
and path to Gnosis and celestial redemption. Folk shamanic Buddhism
(Vajrayana Buddhism, Tibetan Buddhism) is probably more potent and
relevant than modern American, predominantly ordinary-state-based
(OSC-based) Eastern religion.

The conceptual construct of the block universe is justifiably
prominent in the Egodeath theory, serving to elicit and explain some
of the most powerful, overpowering potential dynamics to be discovered
in the bona fide intense dissociative cognitive state. Block-universe
theory, which fits with the nonduality model, is required for a truly
hardcore, Heavy Metal, street-level, military-grade, seaworthy, and
road-tested Initiation Theory. An emphasis on frozen-future
block-universe determinism should not alienate those who are familiar
with models of enlightenment centered on nonduality.

The block universe idea amounts to having a theory of time; the
nonduality idea amounts to not having a theory of time, or of personal
control over time. Nonduality is essentially the space component of
block-universe determinism, without a time component. Much of the
interesting area of the egodeath theory is along the time axis —
control along the time axis, and control agency power along the time
axis. The control-over-time factor is interesting in terms of the
control-related content of intense experiencing, and in terms of novel
Theory of mystic-state enlightenment and experiential revelation
(novel, and yet strangely familiar in deep Western religious
consciousness).

If Alan Watts says “it’s not a matter of determinism pushing puppet
around, but rather, nonduality”, he’s just waving-aside the
control-over-time problem, and the problematic aspect of realizing
nonduality. The block-universe idea is the most tangible way of
expressing nonduality, or key ramifications of nonduality which help
comprehend nonduality in its full ramifications. The block universe
is nonduality, or fits deeply into it; it’s the same essential idea,
but the block universe idea emphasizes unchanging timeless spacetime
frozenness, while nonduality emphasizes spatial merging including that
of the agent considered as a spatial entity.

Nonduality omits the time axis considerations entirely; it is
comparable to how the determinism-glorifying mystic Ramesh Balsekar
focuses entirely on time, control, and determinism and omits spatial
merging and transcendence of determinism. Balsekar’s determinism
alone, or the idea of nonduality in isolation, are highly incomplete,
because they don’t address or acknowledge as relevant the severely
problematic, spiritual emergency crisis aspects of experiencing
nonduality or determinism.

Nonduality is a simpler, fewer-level view than block-universe
determinism; it’s merely 2-dimensional instead of fully fleshed-out.
Religious theory which is narrowed and reduced to the isolated
nonduality idea is less mature, less experienced, and less seaworthy
than the more multidimensional, block-universe model; especially the
nonduality created by entheogen-diminishers, or thinking in which the
OSC is predominant. Nonduality is the beginning of wisdom, and
perhaps the end and final destination, but the middle part of the
journey is where the crucial action happens and where an adequate,
full-fledged, fully fleshed-out model of transformative grappling with
personhood-ideas is urgently needed as the make-or-break factor.

The middle, peak part of the transformation saga has to be addressed;
it’s where the problems and exciting action are. The initiate goes
from naive assumption of duality (the complacent separate-self
delusion), to unproblematic nonduality (the first, pleasant intuitions
and glimpses and experiential sensations of nonduality), to severely
problematic nonduality (the hell realms, nonduality as a death-threat
and psychotic insanity or trans-sanity risk), to finally, a resolved,
harmonious, peaceful reconciliation with nonduality.

Initially, everyone is disparagingly dismissive of this drama, and
overconfidently thinks we can just skip this drama and go straight to
right relationship with nonduality – “the problem is just an illusion
that one must make disappear by realizing nonduality”. Everyone
starts out so naive and inexperienced, but the beginning initiates are
not fit to be a captain and guide on the rough, unpredictable seas of
the intense dissociative cognitive state. Those beginners who
foolhardily overestimate their perspicuity and wisdom appreciate
neither the threat of wrath nor the precious value of transcendent,
divine compassion – they know only a shadow of wrath and a shadow of
what mystic compassion is really about.

Before the need for the compassionate is appreciated, the wrathful
must first be encountered, reconciled and appeased, must be fed its
sacrifice. This doesn’t mean that each person in the future must
fully experience firsthand the control-destabilization potential which
everyone’s mind contains as a fascinating dynamic – but that each
person must be ready to anticipate such a possibility, and must be
taught the precautionary measures, of readiness to sacrifice one’s
claim to autonomous self-government power, and readiness to rely fully
upon that which controls one’s thoughts, ready to assume – with no
rational reason or basis – that that which gives one their thoughts is
trustworthy.

The Egodeath theory takes seriously the intensely experienced problem
of nonduality’s destabilization of control. The Egodeath theory
effectively addresses this most profound crisis-potential and solves
it in a reconstructed classic fashion, but an upgraded systematic,
explicit, modern fashion. A relevant system of religion must not deny
such destabilization or mutely wave it aside as not the right attitude
toward nonduality, but rather, must explain its nature and solution.

Nonduality is in some sense the solution, and also the problem or
cause of the sensation of personal non-control. But to merely and
solely proffer nonduality as the cause of noncontrol and the solution
to noncontrol, and stop the discussion there, is too vague to be
relevant to actual mystic experiencing out in the wild, out in the
field, on the battlefield, on the streets, or on the rough ocean.
Buddhism without the threat of a battle against Mara is a modern-era
construct, which is to say an OSC-based construct, which merely
amounts to immature and inexperienced religion.

It’s not that the fixed-future block universe idea is present instead
of nonduality, as the center of the religious transformation; rather,
the most direct, fast, and repeatable system of religious
transformation makes the full block-universe model explicit, instead
of focusing only on the nonduality principle. Perhaps nonduality is
true and the fixed-future is an untrue postulate. Even that situation
would not permit us to say that nonduality is relevant while the block
universe (implying fixed future) is irrelevant.

As far as the rapid triggering and eliciting of ego death is
concerned, the fixed-future block universe is, true or not, more
relevant in more ways than nonduality. In effect, the fixed-future
block universe idea is *more functionally relevant* (even if a mere
postulate) and is a superset of the nonduality idea. Certainly, the
idea and sensation of nonduality is relevant to the intense
mystic-state transformation of one’s mental model of self. However,
the fixed-future block universe, whether considered an axiom or
postulate, is an idea and sensation that is a superset of nonduality,
and has broader, more comprehensive relevance experientially and
phenomenologically.

The establishment pop Buddhists might dislike how the theory doesn’t
use their exact conceptual categories, terminology, and value-scheme.
But their system isn’t necessarily authentic Buddhism; nondualist
modern pop Buddhism isn’t necessarily authentic satori-based Buddhism.
Similarly, Alan Watts is a valuable bridge between half-clear and
half-systematic religious theory and a full systematic development of
his cybernetics ideas, but his explanations are far from the last
word.

One might object that “the world is nondual, but don’t commit to it
being specifically a block universe” — but the block universe,
whether true or not, is the most tangible way to drive home and convey
idea of nonduality. The block universe idea contains the idea of
nonduality.


Nonduality tries to affirm freedom, even if it’s not freedom of the
separate-self individual, but freedom of the Ground of Being itself.
The egodeath theory doesn’t merely deny the ego’s freedom, it denies
the Self’s freedom — the ground of being’s freedom, at least as an
effective means, for a time. Per the Egodeath theory, the frozen
block universe is specifically the *crystalline* ground of being, not
just the Wilber and Watts “ground of being” conceptualization where
the openness of the future is left implicit. Pop Eastern religion
envisions a Ground of Being that’s assumed to have a free, open
future, while Western religion envisions a Ground of Being with an
unfree, closed future – unless one jumps up to the spiritual realm
that transcends cosmic Heimarmene.

The question always returns, “Freedom in what sense?” and “Who or what
is free, in what way?” Nonduality is usually thought of as a
non-fixed Ground of Being with an open future – such a version of the
nonduality idea is a way of trying to sneak-in egoic thinking by
transferring it to the world at large. If the Ground of Being might
not have an open future, such an upward-vicarious freedom and
empowerment is at risk for the person. The popular nondual Ground of
Being conception omits the time and heimarmene factor, leaving it
implicit, thus leaving freedom implicitly affirmed, which the ego then
escapes upward into: “I don’t exist as a separate self; I’m the
universe and have complete control over the future of everything in
it,” just as the lunatic realizes.

Declaring the separate-self to be null and illusory, and then moving
one’s self-identification upward to the Self, and considering that
Self to wield control over the future, doesn’t solve the question of
time and power, but rather, ignores that question. That’s why the
idea of nonduality without a model of control-over-time is an
immature, oversimplified version of religious transformation. A
system of religion that is based solely around nonduality as the
reason for personal powerlessness, without addressing the question of
control-over-time, simply assumes that the future is open and there’s
no problem — it’s vague, undefined, complicated, and unresolved;
whereas the block-universe is simple, specific, directly addresses
these aspects.

Does Wilber & Watts’ conception of the “Ground of Being” assume an
open future? If so, egoic thinking uses that as a place to hide. The
ego is that which controls and incrementally closes the future. If
there’s no ego — if the world is nondual — there is no separate self
to help close incrementally the future. If no selves exist to control
the future, then the future is beyond controllability, and thus is
closed. It’s the OSC fallacy that leads to the assumption the future
is open in itself; it’s a short jump from there to the continued,
comfortable assumption of autonomous personal power.

Western pre-modern religion assumes that the future is closed, per
cosmic Heimarmene, whereas pop Eastern religion unthinkingly assumes
the future is open, without discussing the issue and ramifications for
personal power. The conventional version of the nonduality idea
explicitly declares spatial unity, but implicitly assumes
unproblematic temporal openness. The shadow-ego is still lurking in
the works, covertly imagined as that which has the power to close and
resolve whether the future is outcome A or B.

Nonduality is grossly incomplete and inadequate to maturation; it’s
too vague, and leaves out too many aspects. An oversimplified model
of mystic-state religious experiencing results; an inarticulate theory
that is irrelevant and useless when the chips come down and
crisis-questions threateningly loom. Nonduality is true but is
incomplete as a practical model and system of religious mental-model
transformation.

The universe might or might not be a frozen, “crystalline Ground of
Being” block-universe. But what urgently matters to actual initiates
in the heat of the ecstatic state is the experiential phenomenology
that occurs by mentally working or manipulating the *model* and
*sensation* of frozen-future “crystalline Ground of Being”
block-universe.

The Egodeath theory addresses that relevant phenomenology and urgent,
pressing dynamics; Western religion addresses it; Tibetan shamanism
addresses it; the Buddha appeasing the threat of Mara and his army of
demons addresses it; but modern pop Eastern “spirituality” – glossy
magazine Buddhism – is a lightweight poser which doesn’t address those
dynamics, and has nothing to say, and is useless for the heat of the
transformation battle.

Pop Eastern religion wants an open future so that the egoic thinking
and the egoic power-assumption can hide there. Egoic thinking is
simply moved onto the world at large; “I’m not free, I don’t exist,
but I am the world, the world is free” — this is what Ken Wilber
describes as narcissistic ego-inflation amplified to the cosmic scale;
“I am separate and egoically free and power-wielding” becomes “I am
the world, which is egoically free and power-wielding”.

Pop Eastern religion is speechless regarding the frozen-future
component of theory — they’ve no doctrines there, only unexamined
assumptions, which are shaken in the actual experience of a series of
intense initiations, which OSC-based pop Buddhism is utterly
unprepared to address, since it hasn’t incorporated the egodeath
theory nor ASC-based folk wisdom with its myth-using techniques of
honoring and thus placating the wrathful deities and humbly invoking
the compassionate deities for protection.


The future is frozen and already exists; it is unchangeable. That
postulate can be considered overkill for the purpose of
working-through egodeath — even if so, overkill has perfect,
appropriate ergonomic utility, here. Does Buddhism say the future is
frozen and closed, or open? It’s silent. Watts doesn’t deny that
determinism is the case; he denies a combination, that “a separate ego
pushed around by determinism” is the case. Watts says “It’s not that
there’s a separate ego pushed around like puppet by determinism, but
instead, there’s nonduality.”

Watts merely denies or evades a certain reading of determinism
regarding the separate self. He re-reads determinism as nonduality,
as though nonduality replaces and excludes determinism. Watts thus
dances around rather than engages the issue in a sustained fashion.
This vague and ambiguous evasiveness of Watts is shocking — his
sloppy, careless, linguistically fumbling manner of theorizing in The
Way of Zen. He’s a fairly good mystic philosopher, but a bad
systematic linguistic analytic philosopher. The Egodeath theory
largely originated as a project of straightening-out the messy parts
of Watts’ explanations.

Watts’ move is “not determinism-and-ego, but rather, nonduality”. He
should instead say “It’s not that there is an ego separate from
determinism, pushed around by it, but rather, there is determinism and
nonduality”. There is no ego pushed around by determinism, a closed
future, frozen time, and the block universe — not because there’s no
determinism or the future is open and changeable, but rather, because
there’s no dualistic ego; there’s only determinism & the closed
future”. The choice is between ego and nonduality, not a choice
between determinism (or, closed future) and nonduality.

Watts lumps together ego and determinism, then dismisses ego,
pretending to at same time dismiss determinism and a closed future.
Actually, the closed future remains, along with nonduality, while ego
leaves (departing to Hades, the land of shadows). Watts says: Not ego
pushed around by determinism, but rather, nonduality is the reality.
Against Watts’ misleading formulation: actually, nonduality and
determinism is the reality, not ego and determinism.

It’s not the case that the ego exists and is pushed around by
frozen-time determinism; rather, there’s nonduality governed by
frozen-time determinism. Ego is essentially unreal, but that doesn’t
mean that determinism – which seems to push around the ego – is
unreal. ‘Determinism’ here means vertical timeless determinism, not
only in-time domino-chain determinism.


If there are no separate selves, the future is not affect by separate
selves — thus no agency exists that could change the future, thus the
future is preset and already always timelessly exists, unchangeably.

It’s reasonable to object to the Egodeath theory’s clear idea that the
future already exists. People concede that the fixed-future postulate
would kill ego power (even if nonduality already is sufficient, in
itself, to kill ego, in principle), but people rightly question
whether the highly specific fixed-future assumption makes
enlightenment and transcendent truth unnecessarily dependent on a
metaphysics-of-time assertion. Perhaps the sequence of reasoning and
causal reasoning is out-of-order: is ego unreal because the future is
fixed, or because of nonduality? (This objection is similar to how
the Egodeath theory rejects the current notion of how determinism
works, or about why the future is fixed — the currently predominant
view says the future is fixed *because* there’s a causal chain across
time.)

Ego is unreal “because of” nonduality, but the way to heighten the
problematic dynamics of ego is to consider the fixed-future model of
spacetime. We have to consider the fixed-future idea because the
control-dynamics resulting from that mental model act as a strange
attractor lurking as a potential discovery to deal with in everyone’s
mind. Ego becomes experienced as powerless and then dies “because of”
nonduality and – in a slightly different sense – “because of” the
control-seizure induced by envisioning a fixed future in one’s
near-future stream of control-thoughts.

Why should the person trust the ground of being? What should you do
if you find you don’t trust it, and hit a crisis? The pop idea of
nonduality doesn’t address this; the Egodeath theory does, in classic
form, reconstructed and updated in a systematic, explicit, efficient,
late-modern fashion.


Brian wrote (edited):
>>If you don’t like your fate, or if you’re apprehensive of what it
might be, or you find fatedness untrustworthy and untrustable, then in
order to retain some sort of mental stability, you have to postulate
something higher than fate, or postulate something that can change
your fate somehow and then somehow trust *that* — somehow trusting
that higher-than-fate thing that’s in a position to change your fate.
Group: egodeath Message: 4536 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 03/10/2006
Subject: Re: Nonduality, pre-set future in block universe
The block universe is an allegorical or visualization mechanism for
implying fate; it is valuable and useful as a mythic, expedient
device. A scientific theory of ego death should be centered upon an
explicit description of the concept of fate and integration of ideas
about personal control-power, while also explaining and utilizing
mythic constructions for vivid clarification.

Putting forward the model of the world as a block universe doesn’t
make enlightenment dependent on a metaphysics-of-time assertion, but
explains the phenomenological experiencing around which the ego death
experience naturally builds up the fastest. The block-time model and
its concomitant perspective on ego death is an effective mythical
device, and might not be logically a necessary postulate, but is
practically relevant, useful, and effective.

Subjective block-time experiences are common, effective, and
efficient, even if they are not logically necessary to experience ego
death. Statements like “The future is frozen and already exists,
unchangeable” are stating, in an explained mythical fashion, that fate
(determinism, Heimarmene) implies a closed future.

Fate inherently has time ramifications. A clear explanation of Fate
and nonduality is required for facilitating ego death experiences. A
clear explanation of Fate requires exploring the time-related
ramifications of fatedness, such as the inability to forcibly control
one’s thoughts which are coming in the next couple minutes. Fate has
ego-killing implications of the block-time model, nonduality, and
determinism (Heimarmene/Fatum).

Trusting the Ground is part of fully understanding Fate and allowing
the Ground to live through one’s innermost thoughts, including
personal control thoughts. During a rich series of mystic
altered-state sessions that fully explore the relation of self and
Tao, this relation is experienced both as the mind-integrating,
nondual way of spontaneous freedom in perfect harmonious relationship
with the Ground (Tao, Nature), and is also vividly experienced as the
humbling act of trust in the Ground, Tao, or Nature. A full
first-hand understanding requires familiarity with handling both
points of view, and various aspects of this relationship.

One must somehow fully realize that the flow of the Tao is what
manifests each of one’s thoughts; no matter which way you move your
thoughts, you can’t help but manifest the Tao, which flows everywhere.
This has some alarming ramifications of oneself from the point of view
of egoic control and self-protection of one’s personal control power.
Group: egodeath Message: 4537 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 03/10/2006
Subject: Re: Bk: Ken Wilber: Integral Spirituality
I added the following introduction, to form my review I posted to
Amazon.


Integral Spirituality: A Startling New Role for Religion in the Modern
and Postmodern World
by Ken Wilber
http://amazon.com/o/asin/1590303466
Oct. 3, 2006

4 stars
Integral Theory, with some application to spirituality


The book mostly presents a theory of how to theorize about
spirituality, rather than simply delivering a direct theory of
spirituality. By this late stage, we must set high standards for
Wilber to meet, for the content of his theory and his presentation of
it. This presentation is not as condensed, polished, and finished as
one would expect from the expert on integral spirituality; it’s a
hashing-out of a rebuttal to one aspect of postmodernism, and a
repeated urging to take that one aspect into consideration. It has an
unbalanced emphasis on “the myth of the given”, as though the only
aspect of postmodernism to think about is how mystic experiencing is
shaped largely by cultural factors. The presentation gives the sense
Wilber is still in the midst of working-out these ideas; we’ll have to
wait for someone else to boil down his top-heavy use of jargon into
plain-spoken English in a balanced, polished presentation with
straightforward subheadings.

Instead of providing a clear and useful explanation of mystic-state
phenomenology, he fills page after page with discussion of “the myth
of the given”. The “integral theory” part of the book threatens to
obscure and eliminate the “spirituality” topic proper; the title word
‘Integral’ gets more emphasis than ‘Spirituality’. The result is
surprisingly heavy in hashing-out general theory of how to be
integral, and light in specifically religious-transformation theory.

Group: egodeath Message: 4538 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
There is a recent wave, and likely future wave, of books astutely
recognizing the political meaning of the New Testament in its Roman
Empire context. Ken Humphreys’ recent radio interview expresses the
hope that Jesus’ ahistoricity will correct recent Neoconservative
Christian Right political errors. But Ken (
http://www.jesusneverexisted.com/NextLevelOct06.mp3 ) doesn’t spell
out how this connection is supposed to be made. He sticks to the
go-nowhere shallow Atheist move of “Christianity isn’t true; rather,
it is false, because Jesus didn’t exist” — leaving out the huge
useful political meaning of the New Testament.

The simplistic Atheist position that “The New Testament is false” is
false, clueless, irrelevant, blind — a self-defeating move where
Atheists instead strategically ought to be harnessing the substantial,
relevant meaning that is present in the New Testament, as a weapon
against the recent modern invention of Evangelicalism (the Christian
Right). The New Testament is not simply “false”; it is packed full of
meaning — socio-political meaning and mystic altered-state meaning,
as intertwining metaphors, meaning which usefully contradicts the
recently fabricated Evangelical Christian Right. The actual meaning
of the New Testament is potentially a stab to the heart of the recent
social construct of the Christian Right.

The recent and coming wave of books which explain and reveal the
political meaning of the New Testament provide exactly what Atheist
debunkers need, particularly those who are disgusted with the gullible
voters — including supposedly informed and educated neighbors, peers,
and fellow citizens — who voted for Bush and his administration twice
in a row.


Jesus: Uncovering the Life, Teachings, and Relevance of a Religious
Revolutionary
by Marcus J. Borg
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0060594454
Oct 2006
Urges reading the NT as metaphorical political meaning rather than
literalist religious/spiritual reading, though he continues to take
for granted that Jesus and Paul are historical figures. Notably, and
unusually for a political reading of the NT, he emphasizes Jesus as
grounded in mystic altered-state experiential knowledge of God and
God’s ways toward kingdom or kingship of God on Earth

Saving Christianity From Empire
by Jack Nelson-Pallmeyer
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0826416276
Feb 2005
Urges to choose peace-oriented variants of political themes from the
Bible and be wary of the violence-oriented thematic variants in the
Bible

The Politics of Jesus: Rediscovering the True Revolutionary Nature of
Jesus’ Teachings and How They Have Been Corrupted
by Obery M. Hendricks Jr.
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0385516649
Aug 2006

My article outline:
The New Testament as It Was Originally Understood: The King on the
Cross in the Context of the Roman Empire
http://www.egodeath.com/NTKingOnCrossInRomanEmpire.htm
Includes bibliography

My book list:
Christianity as sociopolitical rebuttal to Caesar’s system
http://www.amazon.com/Christianity-sociopolitical-rebuttal-Caesars-sys
tem/lm/ZVUAJGQU6FAJ

Paul: In Fresh Perspective
by N. T. Wright
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0800637666
Jan 2006
Wright has become enthusiastic about Richard Horsley’s work on the
Roman Empirial context of Christian origins (the political
meaning-context of New Testament), but while his attention is turned
to that, he is blind to metaphorical description of mystic
altered-state experiential phenomena such as “sacrificial death of
one’s own claim of being an autonomous self-governing agency”.

Christian Faith and the Truth Behind 9/11: A Call to Reflection and
Action
by David Ray Griffin
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0664231179
Jul 2006
I was up in a skyscraper the morning of 9/11, heard about it as it
happened, and thought it an inside-job conspiracy from the first
instant. The corporate-owned news media only dishes-out simple,
official cover stories — propaganda permitting only a narrow range of
supposed critical thinking. Everything in the media, the entirety of
pop politics and worldview, is a sham, a distracting smokescreen
diverting attention away from the real motives, objectives, and mode
of operation. Noam Chomsky and Howard Zinn are a reasonable starting
point for considering what is really happening and why. Atheist
debunkers of the historicity of Jesus and Paul aren’t nearly radical
enough; the New Testament rightly understood is more radical than
merely saying “Christianity and the NT are false, because Jesus and
Paul didn’t exist.”


These types of books provide the perfect and relevant missing
connections needed by Ken Humphreys, Christianity “debunkers” (a
terribly self-limiting notion), and despisers of the dissimulating
Bush administration. Merely saying “Jesus didn’t exist, so Christian
politics should change” is far too vague; these books provide the
missing connections, although scholars aren’t done and don’t actually
grasp the meaning of the New Testament until they also factor in the
intertwining, in the New Testament and Greco-Roman culture, of
political metaphors and visionary-plant induced altered-state
experiential metaphors.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4539 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Re: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
>>How can understanding the political and visionary-plant induced
altered-state experiential metaphors in the New Testament be
specifically valuable toward defeating the Neoconservative Christian
Right?

>>Is ancient, drug-induced mysticism relevant to today’s culture?

>>What value is there in the anti-imperialism of a bygone age other
than as a footnote in history?

>>If the Christian movement has a godhead that is a delusion, is it
feasible to harness the Christian movement for an enlightened
liberalism?

>>Is there anything to be harnessed in the New Testament as originally
read around the time of canon formation, toward doing away with the
Neocon Christian Right and bringing in liberalism instead?


The neocon Christian Right is premised on the belief that they are
founded on the New Testament per its original meaning. It is possible
to prove that the original meaning of the New Testament is different
than the New Testament interpretation held by the neocon Christian
Right; for example, the New Testament does not put the emphasis on
individual ethics so much as collective social ethics, compassion for
others. The New Testament is more concerned with bringing the kingdom
of God than with how we individually go to heaven after we die.

Instead of the strategy of proving that the New Testament, taken
literally, is false, there is more to be gained by focusing on what
the New Testament *did* mean. It is possible and would be powerful to
prove that the New Testament (taken as a whole, an intended collection
of re-edited and collated works) meant something other than what the
neocon Christian Right has taken it to mean. A focus on *meaning* and
intent, and how that meaning contradicts today’s recent misreading of
the New Testament, goes further than merely showing today’s meaning
(literalism) to be false, in isolation.

A *contrast* is more powerful than a negation, given that what’s being
contrasted is the book (collection) which Evangelicals claim and
believe to be the foundation of their religious system. Instead of
atheist negation of the literalist view of Evangelicals regarding
their literature, use ju jitsu; use their own claims of being founded
on the New Testament against them — because that, they are committed
to paying attention to. Modern-era atheism has died along with the
modern era; instead, go back to the original cultural, socio-political
setting (and mystery-religion setting) that gave rise to this
collection of writings. Use the Evangelists’ reasoning, their
foundational use of the New Testament, against them.

Atheism — a mere negation — cannot kill Evangelicalism; only the New
Testament, actually understood per the original overall intent, can
kill Evangelicalism. Only the foundational Christian text can kill
Christianity. The New Testament contains essential untapped resources
that Atheism must fully utilize if Atheism is ever to inflict any
damage on Christianity. The only thing that can kill today’s
Christianity is the New Testament, rightly understood and explained,
by an Atheism that is fully informed by the recognition of mystic
altered-state metaphor and by Roman-era, pre-modern socio-political
metaphor. There are strategies other than simple polar oppositions.

The old strategy of Atheism versus Evangelicalism is a go-nowhere
strategy; it is limited. Acharya’s harsh opposition to Christianity,
a negation approach, resonates with many people, but it can only go so
far; it cannot inflict a fatal wound. A fully informed contrastive
approach is the only approach that will make a difference to
Evangelicalism, which is founded on the assumption that Evangelicalism
reflects the meaning of the New Testament. Contrast the actual
original overall intent of the New Testament to the obvious misreading
that Evangelicalism strives to use as its foundation.

The New Testament can’t be taken away from Evangelicalism merely by
showing that the New Testament, when misread in a literalist sense, is
untrue; the New Testament foundation can only be taken away from
Evangelicalism — can only be pulled out from under Evangelicalism —
by showing that the New Testament, when read in the original overall
sense, is in contradiction of the recent modern-era literalist and
out-of–context misreading of the New Testament.

Effectively undermining Evangelicalism requires showing that the New
Testament meant a social-political alternative system (alternative to
the Roman Empire or to domination systems in general), and that the
New Testament utilized mystery-religion metaphorical description of
the visionary plant-induced mystic dissociative state of
consciousness. Show that the New Testament meant those, and did not
mean modern-era individual piety and going to heaven after literal
bodily death — such a meaning-shifting, an increased attention paid
to the meaning of the New Testament, is really the only way to
effectively disprove and debilitate the foundation of Evangelicalism.

The New Testament books began with their own individual various
meanings, in their original form, but what matters most is the
collation and revision of those to form a purposeful whole, the New
Testament, to support the project of creating a powerful alternative
government by the time of Constantine.

Step 1 in dismantling modern-era Evangelicalism is to have the most
accurate grasp possible of the formation of the New Testament, and
what it meant in its era — what the individual books originally
meant, why they were adjusted and revised, and what the objectives of
the New Testament collection were, together with the elite
ruling-class bishops and house-church gatherings. The truth is
powerful, and there is more to the truth about Christianity and the
New Testament than the fact of Jesus’ and Paul’s ahistoricity. The
ahistoricity of Jesus and Paul is merely the starting point, for
gaining the weapon of a penetrating grasp of the New Testament.

Ancient anti-imperialism in the Bible, and ancient drug use for
visionary experiences as reflected in the Bible, are relevant in this
late-modern era largely in that today’s Evagelicalism claims and
believes it is founded on the New Testament’s meaning. The meaning of
the New Testament is crucially important to refuting Evangelicalism,
because Evangelicalism believes itself to be founded on the New
Testament’s meaning. Evangelicalism misconstrues its godhead as a
literal historical individual (Jesus) who gives the individual a way
to go to heaven after they die bodily, instead of going to hell after
they die bodily.

The problem isn’t that Evangelicals are deluded to believe in their
godhead; the problem is that Evangelicals completely misconstrue the
nature of their godhead, because they largely lack the visionary-plant
induced altered state which was the foundation of pre-modern religious
metaphorical figuration, and they largely lack the connection between
their modern drug experiences and that pre-modern mode of thinking,
and because they lack the awareness of the Roman Imperial
social-political context in which the New Testament arose. Even
scholars lacked awareness of the latter until around 1981. The
political context of the New Testament is the hottest topic now in New
Testament studies.

To talk about the New Testament, and debunking it, without having a
firm grasp of the political meaning-context of the New Testament, is
to talk about something one doesn’t understand — resulting in a mere
negation of the historical Jesus. A mere negation isn’t as powerful
as an alternative, contrastive way of reading the New Testament.
Negating Jesus’ historicity doesn’t bring the understanding of the New
Testament which is necessary to disprove the entire foundation of
Evangelicalism. The foundation of Evangelicalism is not merely Jesus’
historicity; rather, the foundation of Evangelicalism is an entire
manner of (mis-) reading the New Testament, including what kind of
writing it is, what its main purposes are, and what it meant to its
original audiences.

Disproving Jesus’ historicity only kicks out 1 supporting beam; the
resilient structure stands. Don’t underestimate the resilience of a
mental world-model, such as how Evangelicalism thinks about the New
Testament as the foundation of the Evangelical religion. There’s a
lot more work to do that merely negating the Jesus component of the
New Testament, before the foundation is knocked out from under the
Evangelicalist religion. The Evangelicalist religion believes it is
based on the New Testament, but it can be shown that the
Evangelicalist religion is based on a gross misreading of the New
Testament.

The books I’ve pointed to provide the ammunition to show that
Christianity was not founded by a single historical figure, and was
not focused on how individuals go to heaven after they die bodily, but
was a result of other forces and sources, and was focused on bringing
an egalitarian version of “the kingdom of God”, bolstered by communal
altered-state experiences of unity-consciousness and mixtures of
political and mystery-religion metaphorical figurations.
Group: egodeath Message: 4540 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Re: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
Modern-style atheists who have animosity toward Christianity are
uninterested in strategically leveraging any content in early
Christianity to correct the errors of contemporary popular
Christianity, because they are already committed to entirely
disparaging and ridiculing and “disproving” Christianity in an
all-or-nothing binary fashion.

Language and concepts have more than simply binary potential. A
better answer to “Are you a Christian?” than “Yes” or “No” is, “There
are various kinds of Christians; I am a certain kind of Christian.”

The Egodeath theory is a partial ally of modern-era atheism and the
latter’s manner of “debunking” (as they put it) Jesus’ historicity.
The charter of the Jesus Mysteries discussion group rejects framing a
debate in terms of attempting to answer “Yes” or “No” regarding Jesus’
historicity. Instead, discussion is in terms of identifying the
details of how the Jesus figure and early Christianity was formed, in
its variety and various origins.

A typical atheist approach is to put forward alternative explanations
for the formation of the Jesus figure, other than a single historical
individual of the received type, with a distinct lackadaisical
attitude toward the alternative: There was no historical Jesus; Jesus
was “nothing but merely” astrotheology, or nothing but merely a
mushroom, or nothing but merely an earlier Dead Sea teacher. Atheists
typically latch onto these dispassionate “nothing but” approaches,
that inherently miss the potentially worthwhile and interesting
substance of Christian origins, particularly the anti-imperial
movement and the metaphorical description of dissociative-state
experiential phenomena that are induced by visionary plants.
Group: egodeath Message: 4541 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Re: 1-year break from Egodeath research
I’ve lost the time between Thanksgiving Nov. 24, 2006 to today due to
an injury similar to Arnold S’. I was finally able to put up
Christmas lights last week. I am accustomed to being strong and
capable — I’ve invested time and identity in that — and was unhappy
to the point of feeling dead. I acheived some of my goals for my
break from Theory of Religion, but at a slow rate.

During my years of research 1985-2006, I put off many things, in order
to formulate an ultimate, complete Theory of religious experiential
insight and be the first to publish it. I’m glad to find that I have
no problem and am fully willing now to take care of those things I had
to put off and sacrifice for an extended period to achieve that goal.

I still need a year to catch up on the things I’ve put off while
raising this child, which is to say, while racing to conceptually
complete my Theory of religious experiential insight and be the first
to make it available. If I take an additional 1 year of hiatus from
the theory of religious experiential insight, that would mean
beginning work on my book on March 27, 2008 and perhaps resuming
weblog posting then.


I continue to be surprised that the project of completing or “closing”
the Theory, and writing-up an accessible summary, eventually did come
to a finish. I came to doubt that I’d ever feel that the Theory was
complete and that the article summarizing it would ever say all the
points that really needed to be said. It was the hardest article to
write, or a suitably unique kind of theory-specification summary
rather than a conventional “article”.

I essentially work alone as an independent scholar, insofar as such is
possible, and I will always remember the productive and challenging
collaboration with Eugene G. and James O., which took my over the
hardest part: packing-in the final 15% of key points resulting from
the very act of working on the article, while alternating with
violently tearing-out as many words as possible to force the length
down to an ideal size.

I am currently working on making available a bound printed color copy
of the main article,
The Entheogen Theory of Religion and Ego Death
http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm


Only after the final article was sent off, did I muse that I still had
not detailed how early Christians, in the New Testament
canon-formation era, thought of the figure of Jesus — what did the
figure of Jesus mean to them, from the overall point of view of the
New Testament taken as a whole? How did the redactors who formed the
canonical New Testament generally intend for people to think about the
figure of Jesus; what did they — not the “original authors” — want
the figure of Jesus, such as the king-claimant on a cross, to mean?
My work on that article is work on a chapter of the book.
The New Testament as It Was Originally Understood: The King on the
Cross in the Context of the Roman Empire
http://egodeath.com/NTKingOnCrossInRomanEmpire.htm


— Michael


—–Original Message—–
From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com [mailto:egodeath@yahoogroups.com] On
Behalf Of Michael Hoffman
Sent: Sunday, April 30, 2006 10:03 PM
To: ‘Egodeath Group’
Subject: RE: [egodeath] 1-year break from Egodeath research

Revised date:

I’m stopping Philosophy posting and research for 1 year; resuming May
1, 2007. I plan to present my paper
http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm at a conference.
Group: egodeath Message: 4542 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Psychoactives and political culture
Another writer exposing the underbelly of American Imperialism is
William Blum, recommended by Chomsky.
http://www.google.com/search?num=100&hl=en&safe=off&q=%22william+blum%
22&btnG=Search

This is emphatically not a political weblog or website — it is
strictly committed to the theory of religious experiential insight as
the central, driving focus — but one cannot have any understanding of
Christianity without fully grasping the social-political-economic
emphasis and purpose of the New Testament canon, as a distinct factor
intertwined with dissociative-state metaphor. Also there are similar
patterns in the phony “War on Drugs” and the phony, dissimulating U.S.
foreign policy. Thus it is essential and profitable, for an
appropriate comprehension of religious experiential insight, to cover
two aspects of two eras: psychoactives and political culture in
antiquity and in the late-modern era:

o Psychoactives in antiquity

o The social-political-economic motivation of the New Testament canon
within the context of the Roman Empire

o The phony War on Drugs in the late-modern era

o The dissimulating trans-national, corporate-military-media strategy
of U.S. foreign policy

I dislike an excessive focus by mystic-state writers on sex or
politics. To retain the focus on the dissociative state and its
insights, these topics must be diligently grounded and tethered to the
topic of the dissociative state, such as how ancient political
metaphors interpenetrated with dissociative-state metaphors. Tying-in
a distinct topic to psychoactive phenomenology risks the attention
running-away to the isolated distinct topic, away from psychoactive
phenomenology, when what’s needed is to use the other topic to support
and strengthen the central topic.

I’ve always loathed much that goes on in popular mass-media politics,
including the phony and limited, propagandistic way topics are
discussed. But I’ve been closeted, until last November’s election.
“Throw the bums out” is an understatement. I particularly dislike
feeble, Establishment-reifying “Liberalism”, just as I feel that the
moderate Jesus scholars are doing more to block comprehension than the
supernaturalist conservative religionists.

For such reasons, on topic after topic, I’ve found that I’m an
outsider to “both” views, always favoring some 3rd alternative, thus
always in some sense a “radical”. I’ve found that relative to the
proffered mainstream options, I’m almost always some kind of
“Radical”. Now with the public somewhat waking up a little bit to how
they’ve been hoodwinked, waking up to the reality that the leaders are
looking out for private interests while pretending to care about
public interests, I’m out of the closet, as long as I can define what
kind of Radical I am on various topics.

I don’t have a political position, other than that governments and
leaders should not dissimulate and pretend that they care most about
the public good when they really only care about their own,
self-serving private interests. It’s all the pretense, the lying, the
misrepresenting of motives that bugs me so much: first with regards to
the phony “War on Drugs”, and now, with regard to U.S. foreign policy
and with American sham moralism such as Ted Haggard and James Dobson.

I loathe supposed “drug policy reform” efforts that employ the
strategy of reifying the dissimulation, the false reality and cultural
spin, of the Prohibitionist leaders, those pretenders and manipulating
moral posturers. I have all but quit supporting “drug policy reform”,
because it continues to paint the same false reality as the
Prohibitionist leaders. I am a Radical: I propose to achieve drug
policy reform through telling the truth about psychoactives throughout
cultural history in all eras, regions, and religions, especially in
New Testament Christianity and in the Roman Empire. Steve Kubby plans
an update to his related book, The Politics of Consciousness.

Against the supposed “drug policy reformers” who still affirm the
prohibitionist dogma that drug use is “a mistake”: Seyyed Nasr and the
other advocates of Tradition for religious consciousness need to
realize that psychoactive drug use is the root of Tradition.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4543 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 28/03/2007
Subject: Planned book on theory of religious experiential insight
In one of my relatively recent notes files, I have a draft Table of
Contents for my planned book. I may have posted it to the Egodeath
weblog.

The important topic of the original meaning of the canonical New
Testament easily forms a chapter for my book.

The main article (The Entheogen Theory of Religion and Ego Death)
forms one of the leading chapters.

Another chapter presents my conclusions about what a future
Christianity or future religion would logically need to be, given that
the New Testament strategically mixed together social-political
economics (for an alternative, anti-empire) and dissociative-state
metaphor.

If I take an additional 1 year of hiatus from the theory of religious
experiential insight, that would mean beginning work on my book on
March 27, 2008 and perhaps resuming weblog posting then.


The world is waiting for my book. It’s up to me; it will take too
long before anyone else would write it. I’m looking around for what
happens next, but people are looking to me; the ball is in my court.
Many scholars and researchers know I’m working on this theory and
book. People are currently bewildered and directionless, somewhat
awakening from the massive bluff and misleading surface-talk that is
popular media-driven politics. What are writers covering now, after
the Jungian explanatory paradigm? Medical Cannabis is making headway,
but there’s so much more depth to psychoactives throughout cultural
history — not just U.S. 20th Century history.

My planned book, and existing postings and webpages, go beyond what’s
currently available in books, and points and leads the way to answer
the question of what topics we should anticipate appearing in books
next. It is fortunate to see unpredictable books — pleasant
surprises — such as Benny Shanon’s Antipodes of the Mind, disproving
the cynic’s assumption that no one comes out with intelligent superior
combinations of approaches and every writer is stuck in the same
limited rutted mental categories and entrenched paradigmatic
assumption-sets.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4544 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Re: Psychoactives and political culture
>>advocates of Tradition for religious consciousness need to realize
that psychoactive drug use is the root of Tradition.

In brief,

Drugs *are* Tradition.
Group: egodeath Message: 4545 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: New John Allegro website
Jan Irvin has created a new website devoted to the work of John M.
Allegro, with input from Judy Allegro:
http://johnallegro.org

Main sites for Jan Irvin and Andrew Rutajit, authors of the book
Astrotheology & Shamanism:
http://gnosticmedia.com
http://pharmacratic-inquisition.com

Jan received a letter written by John Allegro, dated October 7, 1971,
that someone had found inside a copy of Allegro’s book The Sacred
Mushroom & The Cross. It sheds light on what Allegro was thinking at
the time about “the Plaincourault fresco, with what seems to me a
clear representation of the Amanita muscaria as the Tree of Knowledge
of Eden”. It includes a statement that a clergyman sent Allegro a
letter reporting that he found a mushroom motif in a stained glass
window in his church.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4546 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Shroom: A Cultural History of the Magic Mushroom
by Andy Letcher
http://amazon.co.uk/o/asin/0571227708 — June 15, 2006. 360 pages,
Faber and Faber
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0060828285 — February 27, 2007. 384 pages,
HarperCollins
Currently in the display window of a Border’s Books bookstore

My condensed excerpts of reviews below.

http://www.harpercollins.com/books/9780060828288/Shroom/index.aspx
Did mushroom tea kick-start ancient Greek philosophy? More than any
other civilization that has come before us, we are the true magic
mushroom enthusiasts.


Mike Jay, author of the book
Emperors of Dreams: Drugs in the Nineteenth Century
wrote: http://www.erowid.org/library/review/review.php?p=217

There are enough historical records of accidental mushroom
intoxications to make it clear that Liberty Caps have indeed been
popping their pixie-capped heads up across Britain for centuries, but
no evidence whatsoever for an intentional magic mushroom trip before
the 1970s. The hippie sixties came and went without any of its
celebrants spotting the free drugs under their noses. At the time that
I was being sagely informed that the inhabitants of our islands had
been getting high on mushrooms for millennia, the practice was almost
certainly in its very first few seasons.

In Shroom, Andy Letcher establishes that although fungi have
fascinated, inspired and revolted us throughout history, and one
source of this fascination has certainly been their strange
intoxicating properties, there are only two parts of the world –
Mexico and Siberia – where there is clear evidence that these
properties have been deliberately sought out and culturally
sanctioned. All the rest of the story, he proposes, dates from the
early 1950s: we, not our prehistoric ancestors, are the true ‘mushroom
people’. From full moon parties in Thailand to stalls in Camden Lock,
neo-pagan festivals to internet spore-suppliers, there are far more
‘shroomers’ (the word is now in the OED) today than ever before.

Wasson’s enthusiastic but wayward amateur scholarship (egged on by the
Golden Bough-inspired mythomania of his friend Robert Graves)
convinced him that he had discovered the vestigial remains of a
universal religious cult of the mushroom.

The modern mushroom cult persuaded a generation to put a spiritual and
life-changing interpretation on an experience that had typically been
viewed as a toxic delirium. A retrofitted pedigree of ancient mushroom
wisdom clearly served this sales pitch well. The profusion of mushroom
enthusiasts today tells us much less about humanity’s past than it
does about our future.


James Kent, author of the forthcoming book
Psychedelic Information Theory: Shamanism in the Age of Reason
wrote: http://www.tripzine.com/listing.php?id=pit_toc

Andy Letcher dares to confront modern orthodoxy, in a way that
advances our knowledge in the field. For those of you who think you
“know it all” already, this book has the best a fungophile could hope
for: new stuff. Instead of starting at the dawn of time with
proto-hominids chomping down mushrooms and inventing religion — like
most mushroom books — Letcher scrutinizes this myth of the “ancient
mushroom cult” as well as the visionaries who elevated it to academic
status. Existing research contains no hard evidence of ancient
mushroom cultic use.

During most of pre-20th Century Western history, mushrooms were
considered to be either poisonous or edible, with no in-between. The
poisonous ones (including the psychoactive ones) were avoided and
eaten only by mistake. He demonstrates this in literature back to the
13th century, citing botanist’s notes and journal reports of people
accidentally ingesting poisonous mushrooms and believing they were
dying. Notes from the doctors at the time report the odd symptoms;
these are the earliest trip reports we have. Historical accounts of
the first Spaniards to witness Mayan consumption of mushrooms show
that Westerners had no idea what to make of ritual mushroom use, and
considered it pagan and demonic.

Covers the 20th Century cultural movement that considered the
psychoactive mushroom an archaic religious practice. Heavily analyzes
and criticizes R. Gordon Wasson, one of the earlier 20th Century
advocates of the psychoactive mushroom hypothesis of religious
origins. Peels apart Wasson’s theories and criticizes Wasson as:
stubborn and single-minded; blinded by his own theory; an improper
researcher; quick to mold facts to preconceptions; arrogant and
forthright; disallowing dissenting voices. It is a view of Wasson I
have never seen before — including new insights into his relationship
with Maria Sabina. This coverage of Wasson, like much of the book,
contains much valuable new material.

Covers early rave culture in the UK, where free mushroom festivals and
Stonehenge concerts were the British Isles equivalent of Woodstock and
the Grateful Dead shows in the US. The author is a fallen-away
follower of Terence McKenna; now he critically refutes McKenna’s
theories; McKenna’s theories and research skills lack academic rigor
and cannot be taken seriously.

Presents new takes on Siberian shamanism, an analysis of mushroom use
in Mayan culture, and Amanita hypotheses.

This book is full of new material, for people out there who think they
know all there is to know in this field. Provides a new perspective on
the current explanations of the cultural role of psychoactive
mushrooms. A breath of fresh air. A must-have book for mushroom
researchers, it makes everything that has come before look like a
fairy tale.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4549 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Author’s websites:
http://andyletcher.co.uk
http://myspace.com/shroomthebook

Interview with James Kent:
http://homepage.mac.com/andyletcher/My%20Website/page12/page12.html


>>I have a formal paper coming out in the journal Anthropology of
Consciousness this fall which explains my thinking on this (and my
thinking behind Shroom) in detail. Briefly, it seems to me that there
are three ways of answering the question of what happens to
consciousness under the influence of psychedelics. … In the ‘iPod
shuffle’ model, the iPod does not play songs randomly but in
structured clusters; an apt metaphor for under this model psychedelics
rearrange the contents of consciousness, not in the random manner
presupposed by the first model, but in unexpected, novel, patterned
and meaningful ways. So the subject might gain psychological insights,
new ontological perspectives, new understandings, answers to problems
etc etc. Here psychedelic experiences have ontological value even
though they are constrained by culture.

>>The ‘shuffle’ model affords us the ‘safest’ baseline position from
which to begin our investigations. As Thomas de Quincey spotted over
a hundred years ago, if you give drugs to a haywain he will have
visions of oxen; but give drugs to an artist, a poet or a philosopher.
If psychedelics have their essential effect by rearranging the
contents of consciousness in surprising ways, then to get the most out
of psychedelics we need to give them something interesting to work on.
So it behoves us to read philosophy, to hone our skills as musicians
and artists, to educate ourselves, to read great works of literature,
to wrestle with the big questions. To that end, we need a new term for
psychedelics, such as ‘alethotropics’ or ‘alethotropes’: substances,
or tools, that help us move towards understanding or truth; these
substances are culturally bound and can only ever take us part of the
way.


I use terms like “dissociatives” and “the dissociative cognitive
state”, and “cognitive loosening agents”.

One aspect to look for when refuting this book is the “divide,
isolate, and diminish” strategy: see whether the author separates into
isolation each instance of possible historical or literary evidence
for psychoactive use, then state that for each isolated instance,
there’s not compelling evidence to support this instance being
evidence of religious psychoactive use.


I am primarily a Theorist, rather than a Scholar. I harness scholarly
research in support of constructing a viable Theory, framework of
assumptions, or explanatory paradigm. Interpretation is more
important than evidence. Anyone who simply levies the accusation of
circular reasoning shows lack of understanding of how mental models
and theory-construction work — they should know that all theories are
significantly circular. Is there insufficient “hard evidence” in
support of the historical religious use of psychoactives? Much
depends on one’s concept of “hard evidence”, as well as one’s system
of interpretation, explanatory framework, and system of assumptions.
The latter are aspects to look for in Letcher’s book.
Group: egodeath Message: 4555 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Admin: duplicate posts
In the past hours there have been duplicate posts. I am not sending
duplicates; it’s a system bug. Hopefully it will go away; until then,
ignore duplicates.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4572 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 29/03/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Mad Thoughts on Mushrooms: Discourse and Power in the Study of
Psychedelic Consciousness
by Andy Letcher
http://www.freeonlineresearchpapers.com/mad-thoughts-mushrooms-discour
se-power-study-psychedelic
Accepted for publication by the journal Anthropology of Consciousness,
Fall 2007

“Uses Foucauldian discourse analysis to pick apart the differing ways
in which we represent the psychedelic experience.” Delivered at the
‘Exploring Consciousness’ Conference in Bath 2004.

The References section lists:

Letcher, Andy.. 2001. The Scouring of the Shire: Fairies, Trolls and
Pixies in Eco-Protest Culture. Folklore 112: 147-161.

Letcher, Andy. 2004. ‘There’s Bulldozers in the Fairy Garden’:
Re-Enchantment Narratives within British Eco-Paganism’. In Hume, Lynne
Hume and McPhillips, Kathleen (eds). Enchanted Worlds: Religion in the
Borderlands. Forthcoming.

Letcher, Andy. (in prep). Mushrooming Religions. Book manuscript in
preparation.
Group: egodeath Message: 4574 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 30/03/2007
Subject: Re: Time is right for political anti-empire reading of New Testament
God and Empire: Jesus Against Rome, Then and Now
by John Dominic Crossan
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0060843233
March 13, 2007
Group: egodeath Message: 4575 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 30/03/2007
Subject: Book: Hofstadter: I Am a Strange Loop
I Am a Strange Loop
by Douglas Hofstadter
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0465030785
March 26, 2007

Condensed blurbs below.

>>The nature of consciousness. Studying biological processes is
inadequate to the task. The phenomenon of self-awareness is best
explained by an abstract model based on symbols and self-referential
loops, which, as they accumulate experiences, create high-level
consciousness. How consciousness mediates our relationships. His model
allows one consciousness to create and maintain within itself true
representations of the essence of another.

>>Explaining the mystery of human consciousness through a fusion of
mathematical logic and cognitive science. Amplifies his conception of
the mind. A repudiation of traditional dualism–in which a spirit or
soul inhabits the body. This conception defines the mind as the
emergence of a neural feedback loop within the brain. This peculiar
loop allows a stream of cognitive symbols to twist back on itself, so
creating the self-awareness and self-integration that constitute an
“I.” Explains the dynamics of this reflective self in lucid language.
Assesses the divide between human and animal minds, and plumbs the
mental links binding the living to the dead.




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Group: egodeath Message: 4576 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/04/2007
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Nonreductionistic block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, the Eleusinian mysteries and
cracking the allegorical code of the mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 4577 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/04/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
My book review is below.

Shroom: A Cultural History of the Magic Mushroom by Andy Letcher
http://amazon.co.uk/o/asin/0571227708 — June 15, 2006
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0060828285 — February 27, 2007

4 stars out of 5

Partial critical engagement with entheogen theory of religious origins

Shroom covers topics including refutation of the mushroom theory of
the origin of religion, the recent U.K. psilocybin mushroom scene, a
critical treatment of Wasson’s research methodology and mushroom
theory of Vedic religion, and Tim Leary as backdrop leading up to the
later popular use of psilocybin mushrooms. This is a valuable book
that contributes some new perspectives and new coverage of entheogens
in Western culture; this book is a must-have for entheogen
researchers. The present review focuses exclusively on his critique
of the mushroom theory of religious origins, which he sometimes treats
as though it is a critical refutation of the overall entheogen theory
of religion.

Letcher has not disproved the entheogen theory of religion, or even
fully engaged with that hypothesis. At most, he has made a partial
effort to call into question the mushroom theory of the pre-historical
origin of religion, in the form of a secret cult spreading from a
single origin over time and across regions. Letcher often comes
across triumphally as having disproved the entheogen theory of the
origin of religion, but a careful reading of his treatment of that
particular topic shows that he has actually only shown something far
narrower ; he has only refuted a highly specific point.

At most, Letcher’s treatment of the entheogen theory of religious
origins shows that we have no compelling archaeological evidence for a
prehistorical mushroom cult that was secret and unbroken. When his
rhetorical verbiage and his general discussions of history are put
aside, the substance of his argumentation that remains does not amount
to a compelling argument against the frequent use of mushrooms (or
other visionary plants) throughout religious history.

Letcher’s writing style is rhetorical, so that he tells the story of
recent mushroom scholarship and culture well, presenting much of
interest to the audience, including valuable new material. He uses a
biased rhetorical style; for example, “lunatic fringe”, “conspiracy
theories”, “unfounded speculations”, “the myth” of the entheogen
origin of religion. This charged rhetorical style obscures that fact
that his argument for his refutation of the entheogen theory of the
origin of religion rests on only a few, fleetingly discussed points of
argument.

Letcher does not engage the bulk of the literary and artistic evidence
that provide sufficient grounds to support the general entheogen
theory of religious origins. He merely puts forth brief and rather
arbitrary arguments dismissing a couple of the many depictions of
mushrooms in Christian art.

Letcher’s inadequate selection of cases to refute, and his brief,
perfunctory treatment of these cases, is not sufficient in breadth or
depth to compell adherents of various variants of the entheogen theory
of the origins of religion to change their position, no matter how
many times or how confidently he rhetorically dubs the theory as a
“myth”. For example, he would need to engage the range of art that is
presented in the first three issues of Entheos magazine, and the range
of arguments such as those presented in Giorgio Samorini’s articles
about Christian mushroom trees.

It’s admirable to see an independent critical thinker comment on
selected aspects of Allegro and Wasson, but only a few of those
comments actually amount to engaging with the evidence for the general
entheogen theory of the origin of religion. Letcher makes the risky
move of overextending his specific focus on psychoactive mushrooms, at
the expense of being under-informed on the general entheogen theory
and the full range of arguments, interpretive frameworks, systems of
assumptions, and evidence of various types in support of that
broad-ranging theory.

As a thought-experiment with the hypothesis that normalized religious
cultic use of mushrooms is only a few decades old, this aspect of the
book is a valuable contribution to the field; however, Letcher
switches inconsistently between that bold but narrow hypothesis and a
broader, firm conclusion that the entheogen theory of religion
altogether is merely a recent fabrication of popular scholarship and
merely wishful thinking.

Letcher leaps from what he narrowly demonstrates, to a stance and a
claim to have shown convincingly that the entheogen theory of
religious origins (and fairly frequent entheogen use throughout
religious history) is nothing but recent wishful thinking, a
fabrication by a group that is a historical novelty: late 20th Century
psychedelics enthusiasts, including mushroom enthusiasts in the U.K.
from 1976-2006.

All theories involve a framework of assumptions. The fact that a
scholarly theory uses a set of unproved assumptions does not instantly
do away with (or “demolish”) the theory. Letcher handles the evidence
by the common strategy of dividing, isolating, and diminishing each
piece of evidence in isolation, operating under the arbitrary silent
assumption that entheogen use was rare, secretive (“conspiracy”), and
deviant. But such a methodology is problematic and is controverted
by the maximal entheogen theory of religion, which holds that Western
history and Western culture have always been inspired to some extent
by the ongoing practice of using visionary plants. The unavoidable
question remains, “How are we to judge what is plausible and what was
normal for that culture?”

Should we assume that the use of visionary plants was normal and
significantly present throughout mainstream religion and culture, or
that it was rare, a secretive conspiracy, and deviant (exceptional)?
Selecting our assumptions about the backdrop, of what was normal in a
culture, affects the validity of completely isolating each piece of
potential evidence and then attempting to judge the plausibility of
reading that piece of evidence as supporting the entheogen theory of
religion. What seems plausible to a critical scholar depends on the
backdrop of what we assume was normal in the culture.

For example, Letcher affirms that the cathedral door at Hildesheim,
Germany depicts the tree of knowledge in the shape that “looks
extremely like a giant Liberty Cap”, but he argues that it cannot have
meant a Liberty Cap, because the doors were carefully designed and the
depiction cannot have been secret in that case, so the image cannot
represent anything other than, or in addition to, a “stylized fig
tree”.

It doesn’t occur to Letcher to imagine and address the obvious
critical arguments and questions against his hasty discussion, such
as: why assume that a mushroom allusion had to be secret? why is an
officially designed depiction of a mushroom automatically ruled out as
unthinkable? why was the fig tree stylized in the specific form of a
Liberty Cap mushroom? what about the hundreds of other specifically
psilocybin mushroom-shaped trees in Christian art?

Letcher has much homework to do if he wants to try to retain his
hypothesis that psychoactive mushrooms were absent from Western
religious history until the late 20th Century, and if he intends to
convince critical entheogen scholars of that hypothesis — a
hypothesis that will be hard to maintain after seriously addressing,
with responses to at least the most obvious counter-criticisms, the
current full range of artistic evidence (post-Wasson and
post-Allegro), which Letcher has barely engaged.
Group: egodeath Message: 4578 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 02/04/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Letcher’s book poses as having shown that the entheogen or mushroom
theory of religious origins is nothing but an unjustifiable recent
modern fabrication, a popular urban myth. But the book actually
discusses only a few pieces of evidence, and very briefly, as the
foundation for such a view. The large amount of valuable new
commentary he presents on various aspects of modern mushroom history
and scholarship obscures his paucity of basic evidence and arguments
against the entheogen theory of religion.
Group: egodeath Message: 4579 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 04/04/2007
Subject: Re: Book: Letcher; Shroom: Cultural History of Magic Mushroom
Private unlinked webpage with my book pages commentary:
http://www.egodeath.com/ShroomLetcher.htm
Group: egodeath Message: 4580 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: The maximal entheogen theory of religion
From my article http://www.egodeath.com/WassonEdenTree.htm


The Entheogen Theory of Christianity and the Bible

The entheogen theory of religion asserts that the main source of
religion by far is visionary plants, including Psilocybin mushrooms,
Peyote, Ayahuasca combinations, Cannabis, Opium, Henbane, Datura,
Mandrake, Belladonna, ergot, Amanita mushrooms, and combinations of
these. Religious myths are, above all, metaphorical descriptions of
the cognitive phenomenology accessed with a high degree of efficacy
through these plants.

Religious myths are descriptions of visionary plants and the
experiences they produce. Visionary plants are incomparably more
efficacious and ergonomic than meditation; they are historically the
source and model for meditation, and meditation was developed as an
activity to do in the midst of an entheogen-induced mystic cognitive
state. There is abundant and plentiful evidence, in various forms,
for the entheogen theory of each of the major religions, including
Jewish religion and Christianity.

The entheogen theory of religion finds visionary plants in the Bible
and related writings such as the Dead Sea Scrolls, Nag Hammadi
library, and Gnostic writings, together with metaphorical descriptions
of the experiences and insights induced by the plants. The fruit of
the trees of knowledge and life in Eden meant Amanita muscaria and its
host trees such as birch and pine. Ezekiel’s visions were induced by
ingesting entheogens. John’s visions in Revelation were induced by
ingesting entheogens. ‘Strong wine’ in the Old Testament means wine
with visionary plants such as henbane.

‘Drunk’ means inebriated with visionary plants, not merely alcohol,
throughout the Bible. ‘Mixed wine’ means visionary plants, including
its use in the Last Supper and Eucharistic meals, banquets, and
feasts. In one metaphor, for example, the king drinks wine and sees
the foreboding writing on the wall which indicates he will lose his
kingdom. This is a metaphor for the initiate’s visionary-plant
inebriation and its revealing of the illusory aspect of the personal
autonomous power of control.

The ‘Holy Spirit’ means the dissociative cognitive state, including
the experience of divine wrath and then divine compassion toward the
initiate as pseudo-autonomous agent. Anywhere any form of ingesting
plants is found in the Bible – anointing, eating, drinking, or incense
– likely indicates visionary plants.

There are common, shallow misunderstandings and misreadings to avoid.
The effects of visionary plants are very unlike that of alcohol,
except that alcoholic inebriation is a common metaphor representing
visionary plant inebriation. Ironic reverse metaphors are common such
as, visionary plant inebriation makes you sober, no longer drunken.

The moderate entheogen theory of religion holds that entheogens have
occasionally been used in religion, to simulate the traditional
methods of accessing mystic states. The maximal entheogen theory of
religion holds that entheogen use is the primary traditional method of
accessing the mystic altered state, and that pre-modern cultures
differ from modern cultures precisely in that they are
altered-state-based cultures; the modern era is deviant in its lack of
integrating the mystic altered state into its cultural foundation.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4581 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: Letcher’s 2 theories & the 3rd, maximal entheogen theory
Shroom: A Cultural History of the Magic Mushroom
by Andy Letcher
http://amazon.co.uk/o/asin/0571227708 — June 15, 2006
http://amazon.com/o/asin/0060828285 — February 27, 2007


Letcher heavily uses the concept of “The Mushroom Origin of Religion
Theory” (MORT).

There are actually 3 theories at hand, in play: only two are
considered by Letcher, and the 3rd option is the maximal theory:


Letcher’s view:

o Entheogenic mushroom use was rare & isolated

o Entheogenic mushroom use was not in the form of a single secret
official cult


The MORT according to Letcher:

o Entheogenic mushroom use was common

o Entheogenic mushroom use was in the form of a single secret
official cult


The maximal entheogen theory:

o Entheogenic mushroom use was common

o Entheogenic mushroom use was not in the form of a single secret
official cult


Letcher’s thinking is brittle: it doesn’t occur to him to combine the
idea of “enth mush use was common” with the idea of “no single
official secret cult”.

Discussing the idea of {single secret official cult} is not important
to the maximal theory; it’s only discussed here because Letcher in
particular is focused/fixated on that idea which he conflates with the
mush/enth theory of religion. The primary difference between
Letcher’s two options (his false choice) and the max theory concerns
Letcher’s idea of {single secret official cult}.


When Letcher looks for a smoking gun, what theory does he have in mind
as the one he expects to be proven by the smoking gun? He is looking
for a smoking gun evidence specifically for a whole detailed “the
MORT” — which evidence cannot be found except in a distorted, garbled
form. He ought to be looking for smoking gun evidence for a different
theory than the one he keeps bringing to mind.

He ought to be looking for smoking gun evidence for the maximal
entheogen theory of religion, which includes mushrooms in a certain
role that is *not* his concept from McKenna/Wasson/Allegro of an
“original secret mushroom cult”. Specifically, with regards to
mushrooms, he ought to be looking for smoking gun evidence that
mushrooms were one of the many visionary plants that were used by
various individuals and partly independent groups, with individual
dsiscovery and individual usage interacting with ongoing effective
traditions (in-effect traditions).

This does not mean a single line of conspiracy membership in a
distinct cult persisting over millennia (which is the only scenario
Letcher has thought to consider, and which he wrongly takes for
granted as the only possible “MORT”). This means ongoing rediscovery
by culturally partially interconnected individuals.

We have to get into the topic of how the individual and small group
relate to collectivity, how these scales interpenetrate. Part of the
brittleness and limitation of Letcher’s conception of “the MORT” is
his assumed, taken-for-granted conception of how individuals and
collectives interact over time. He is inconsistent — he flips from
urging an appreciation of cultural complexity, to erecting yet again
his own strawman model of “a single secret mushroom cult”.

The options to him are binary: either there was cultural complexity
bereft of any significant mush/enth use (no tradition or
virtual-tradition), or there was tradition in the specific form of an
official, single, secret mushroom cult, a kind of official underground
network. For all his lip-service to appreciating cultural complexity,
he shows no interest in looking for complex combinations in-between
the two points, or complex combinations of the sub-components of the
two views he considers.

Letcher affirms, in spots in his book, that individuals have surely
used mushrooms in at least some isolated cases. Letcher is willing to
affirm that mushrooms are likely to have been used in an entheogenic
fashion at least isolated individual cases — but he adheres to that
minimal entheogen theory, at most. The only other alternative that is
conceivable or imaginable for him is the one scenario he latches onto
due to excessive, imbalanced attention to McKenna/Wasson/Allegro —
the idea of a single secret official mushroom cult.


[insert quotes from book asserting that mushrooms or other visionary
plants *have* been used prior to the modern era]

[insert quotes from book asserting that the existence of a single
secret, official mushroom cult is false and a late-modern fabrication]


He disputes the assertion that entheogenic mushroom use was common
prior to the modern era. For Letcher, the idea that {entheogenic
mushroom use was common prior to the modern era} is identically the
same as the idea that {there was a single, secret, official mushroom
cult}. But these are not the identically same idea. When he looks
for a smoking gun evidence, what he has in mind is smoking-gun
evidence for the assertion that {there was a single, secret, official
mushroom cult}. That’s quite different than what we *should* be
showing smoking-gun evidence for.

We *should* be showing smoking-gun evidence for the assertion that
{entheogenic mushroom use was common prior to the modern era}. The
real dispute needs to be recognized as a dispute over the exact *form*
of the commonness of entheogenic mushroom use that took place prior to
the modern era. He asserts that entheogenic mushroom use was not
common prior to the late-modern era, and he asserts that if
entheogenic mushroom use were common prior to the late-modern era, the
form of that common entheogenic mushroom use would be structured as a
single secret official cult — and that is the pivotal point of
disagreement between the two alternatives Letcher considers, on the
one hand, versus the maximal entheogen theory of religion as I
formulate it, on the other hand.


Letcher’s limited thinking, his limited number of combinations of
scenarios he considers, is probably a symptom of today’s faulty,
limited conception of the entheogen theory, on the part of most
entheogen scholars, who perpetuate the assumptions underlying the
moderate or minimal entheogen theory of religion.


From my article http://www.egodeath.com/WassonEdenTree.htm

>>The entheogen theory of religion asserts that the main source of
religion by far is visionary plants, including Psilocybin mushrooms
… Amanita mushrooms, and combinations of these. Religious myths
are, above all, metaphorical descriptions of the cognitive
phenomenology accessed with a high degree of efficacy through these
plants.

>>Religious myths are descriptions of visionary plants and the
experiences they produce. Visionary plants are incomparably more
efficacious and ergonomic than meditation; they are historically the
source and model for meditation, and meditation was developed as an
activity to do in the midst of an entheogen-induced mystic cognitive
state. There is abundant and plentiful evidence, in various forms,
for the entheogen theory of each of the major religions, including
Jewish religion and Christianity.

>>The entheogen theory of religion finds visionary plants in the Bible
and related writings such as the Dead Sea Scrolls, Nag Hammadi
library, and Gnostic writings, together with metaphorical descriptions
of the experiences and insights induced by the plants. …

>>The moderate entheogen theory of religion holds that entheogens have
occasionally been used in religion, to simulate the traditional
methods of accessing mystic states. The maximal entheogen theory of
religion holds that entheogen use is the primary traditional method of
accessing the mystic altered state, and that pre-modern cultures
differ from modern cultures precisely in that they are
altered-state-based cultures; the modern era is deviant in its lack of
integrating the mystic altered state into its cultural foundation.


Letcher holds the following (this is basically the minimal entheogen
theory of religion, or a major variant of that theory):

o Entheogenic musrhoom use was not common; it was rare, deviant,
isolated

o Entheogenic musrhoom use would have been in the form of a single
secret official cult


The maximal entheogen theory (in a good formulation/variant) holds
that:

o Entheogenic musrhoom use was fairly common

o Entheogenic mushroom use was in various forms, with individuals
picking up evidence from art and local loose cultural practices.
(*Not* a single secret official cult, we must emphasize against
Letcher’s ever-assumption!)


Letcher looks for opponents to present smoking-gun evidence used to
defend the bogus strawman scenario that he keeps erecting in order to
knock down: he conflates the following to form a bunk combination and
then demands that we argue in favor of it, his bastardized
idea-combination he got from McKenna/Wasson/Allegro:

Letcher’s strawman combination of ideas he’s fixated on resisting;
“the MORT”:

o Entheogenic musrhoom use was fairly common

o Entheogenic musrhoom use would have been in the form of a single
secret official cult

The Maximal theory says enthegenic mushroom use was common but *not*
in the form of a single cult. Such a combination is unthinkable to
Letcher, despite his self-righteous lip-service lectures about needing
to appreciate cultural complexity. To him, the bad guys are the
McKennas/Wassons who assert (as Letcher perceives them) that mushroom
use was common *and specifically, was common in the form of a single
secret official cult*.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4582 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: Re: The maximal entheogen theory of religion
From my article http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm



The Entheogen Theory of Religion

The entheogen theory of religion holds that the main origin and
ongoing wellspring of religion is visionary plants, such as Psilocybe
mushrooms, Peyote, Ayahuasca combinations, Salvia divinorum, Cannabis,
Opium, Henbane, Datura, Mandrake, Belladonna, ergot, and Amanita
mushrooms.

Visionary plants have been commonly used around the world throughout
the history of religion and culture (Hofmann, Schultes, & Ratsch
1992), including in the various forms of Western Esotericism (Heinrich
1994). Greek and Christian mythic-religious systems often refer to
visionary plants (Ruck, Staples, & Heinrich 2001). Leading mystics
throughout the history of various religions have used on-demand,
visionary-plant sessions with rationality-oriented mystic-state
experiencing (Merkur 2001).

Meditation, shamanic drumming, and liturgical ritual were developed as
activities to do in the plant-induced dissociative state, not as
methods of inducing the dissociative state in the first place.


Origins of Christianity in Entheogenic Initiation

The extent of entheogen use throughout Christian history has barely
been considered yet (Hoffman 2006). Early Christianity involved
mystical, religious, visionary experiencing, including the experience
of the transformative, transcendent power of the Holy Spirit at
Eucharistic agape meals (Johnson 1998). Early Christian writings show
familiarity with ecstatic mania, inspiration, elevated sobriety, and
“drunkenness” (Nasrallah 2003).

The Jesus figure is portrayed in the New Testament as a
spirit-possessed altered-state shamanistic healer (Davies 1995). The
figure of Paul the Apostle is portrayed as a shamanistic mystic
(Ashton 2000), and the apostles are portrayed as adepts in shamanic
altered-state mystic experiencing (Pilch 2004).

Solving the riddle of the original mystic-metaphorical meaning of
Christianity requires also understanding the surrounding metaphorical
altered-state initiation systems throughout Christian history,
including Roman religion, Neoplatonism, Western Esotericism, and
astral ascent mysticism.

The large window of the Legend of St. Eustace in Chartres cathedral
shows many ‘mushroom trees’ and unambiguous depictions of mushrooms;
hundreds of depictions of mushrooms appear in Christian art.


Bibliography [for above excerpts]:

Ashton, J. The Religion of Paul the Apostle. New Haven: Yale, 2000.

Davies, S. Jesus the Healer: Possession, Trance, and the Origins of
Christianity. New York: Continuum, 1995.

Heinrich, C. Strange Fruit: Alchemy and Religion: The Hidden Truth.
London: Bloomsbury, 1994.

Hoffman, M. S. “Wasson and Allegro on the Tree of Knowledge as
Amanita”. Journal of Higher Criticism, forthcoming, 2006.

Hofmann, A.; R. E. Schultes; and C. Ratsch. Plants of the Gods: Their
Sacred, Healing and Hallucinogenic Powers. Rochester: Healing Arts,
1992 (1979).

Johnson, L. T. Religious Experience in Earliest Christianity: A
Missing Dimension in New Testament Studies. Minneapolis: Augsburg,
1998.

Merkur, D. The Psychedelic Sacrament: Manna, Meditation, and Mystical
Experience. Rochester: Park Street, 2001.

Nasrallah, L. An Ecstasy of Folly: Prophecy and Authority in Early
Christianity. Cambridge: Harvard, 2003.

Pilch, J. J. Visions and Healing in the Acts of the Apostles: How the
Early Believers Experienced God. Collegeville: Liturgical, 2004.

Ruck, C.; B. Staples; and C. Heinrich. The Apples of Apollo: Pagan and
Christian Mysteries of the Eucharist. Durham: Carolina Academic, 2001.
Group: egodeath Message: 4583 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 07/04/2007
Subject: No smoking-gun evidence w/o smoking-gun interpretation-framework
People commonly talk of “smoking-gun evidence”, but we need as well
the concept of “smoking-gun interpretation”, which is related to the
also-important idea of *motivation* — not only is “evidence”
important, but the destination of that evidence: evidence toward what?
evidence in support of what story? evidence toward what objective?
evidence of what?

There is near smoking-gun evidence, and near-smoking-gun
interpretation, which, if combined, constitute a viable, justified
theory, a sound and reasonable conclusion: the maximal entheogen
theory of religion. Or call it simply “the entheogen theory of
religion” — noting that this does not mean the moderate, minimal
version of said theory, which has been heretofore dominant.

The version or variant of the entheogen theory of religion which is
predominant today is the minimal, moderate version. I aim to change
the “normal”, predominant version from the minimal entheogen theory of
religion to the maximal entheogen theory of religion.

“Maximal” does not mean some absolute extreme; it means, for example,
that entheogens were the original inspiration for creating techniques
such as meditation and drumming, not that meditation and drumming were
the original means for attaining the altered state, and then visionary
plants were used (as a “degenerate” “crutch”) as an “alternative”
“simulation” of those approaches.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4584 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/04/2007
Subject: Webpage: Various Views on Entheogens in Religious History
I created this webpage today.

Letcher and Various Views on Entheogens in Religious History
http://www.egodeath.com/ViewsOnEntheogensInReligiousHistory.htm
Paradigmatic blindness in Letcher’s recent book Shroom: A Cultural
History of the Magic Mushroom, and generalizing this to define and
compare the main contending views.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4585 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 15/04/2007
Subject: Re: All ‘wine’ was ‘mixed wine’ — psychoactive/dissociative, inten
The index entries for coverage of ‘mixed wine’ in Road to Eleusis
would be:

esp. pp. 51-52, 99-104, also pp. 47, 91, 93, 98, 106
Group: egodeath Message: 4586 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/04/2007
Subject: Re: Dead Sea Scrolls: Swallow the Teacher of Righteousness
>>>This means the priest whose dishonor was greater than his honor.
For he walked in the ways of drunkedness in order to quench his
thirst. But the cup of God’s wrath will swallow him up

The word translated as “swallowed” in the above passage connotes the
following in early Hebrew writings: absorb, consume, destroy enemies,
disappear, ruin, suddenly engulf, and swallow.

This passage alludes to a person ingesting psychoactive plants, and
then being destroyed or “swallowed up” by the visionary plants. When
one suddenly engulfs and absorbs, consumes and destroys, disappears
and ruins the psychoactive plants in the process of ingesting them,
the visionary plants turn right around and act as the opponent of the
person who ate them: the visionary plant suddenly engulfs and absorbs,
consumes and destroys, disappears and ruins the egoic self-concept and
sense-of-self of the person who ingested the visionary plant. A
parallel is a frat boy who boastfully ingests a strong dose of acid
and then is reduced to fearfulness due to the resulting feeling of
powerlessness.

Such playfulness with language, reference, and imagery is typical and
exemplary of antiquity’s attitude toward entheogen-induced mystic
altered-state experiential insights.
Group: egodeath Message: 4587 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 17/04/2007
Subject: Re: Divine abduction; violence in mythic allegory
Coverage of ‘sacred marriage’ and ‘marriage abduction’ in the book The
Road to Eleusis:

Main coverage:
53-54, 56 (30-40% of the page)
104-107 (80%)
108 (40%)
109 (20%)
111 (95%)
124 (40%)
134 (30%)

Slight coverage: 45-50, 57, 110, 112-114, 117, 121, 123, 128-130, 133,
135-136


From http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm
>>The ‘sacred marriage’ is a metaphor for being overpowered. The
>>’sacred marriage’ represents the mind acknowledging that its
practical controller-actions work in conjunction with a separate
hidden part of oneself that’s the mysterious ultimate origin and
source of thoughts, upon which the controller part of oneself is
profoundly dependent upon and subject to. One’s inner control-center
is experienced as passively subject to and penetrated by the hidden
ultimate producer of all one’s thoughts, attracting and overpowering
the illusory pseudo-autonomous self, marrying that self, and thereby
giving birth to the new self-concept which takes into account now both
levels of control-power.
Group: egodeath Message: 4588 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 18/04/2007
Subject: Grounding Esotericism in cognitive experiential phenomena
It’s ok to map “this” to “that” to “the other”, in Western Esotericism
explanations, such as mapping Sex aspects to Astrology aspects, but
WTF does either one have to do with the various experiential dynamics
that are encountered vividly in the mystic altered state? That’s the
problem that plagues Manly Hall, David Fideler, and Gnosis magazine.
You can write an entire library of automotive repair manuals filled
with esoteric lore, but WFT does that have to do with the things
people encounter in the mystic altered state? Benny Shanon does well
because he puts the first emphasis on the things encountered in the
mystic altered state — but he doesn’t link them up to the items
discussed in Western Esotericism.

This link-up is where scholarly theorizing has the most trouble,
because scholars’ thinking is too little grounded in spiritual
experiencing. Thick auto repair manuals filled with worthless
Esotericism details become a substitute for shining the spotlight
where it firstly belongs: on the experiential insights encountered in
the intense mystic altered state. There’s some potential in “as
above, so below”, if the items of astrotheology are mapped to the
mental dynamics, and experiential insights about the self and about
the mental worldmodel, that can be experienced in the mystic altered
state.

Even discussions of visionary plants usually serve as a way of
avoiding discussion of the experiential insights encountered in the
intense mystic altered state. Plant-free contemplation will never
compete effectively against the superior ergonomics of plants or
plant-utilizing contemplation. Visionary plants are a necessary door,
but are only the door; the experiencing that happens to be produced
from ingesting the plants is the most important aspect of Western
Esotericism.

The typical move is to declare that spiritual experiencing is like
aspects of sex, and that spiritual experiencing is like astrology, and
then to discuss in detail how sex aspects map to astrology aspects —
while omitting the most important and relevant mapping, which is to
map sex and astrology to the aspects of mystic-state experiential
phenomena.

Thus we must picture dissociative-state experiencing as the center of
Western Esotericism, with external topics positioned outside and
around it — including, for example, sex, astrology, and certainly
visionary plants. The common mistake of entheogen scholars who are
esotericists is to place plants in the center, other topics
surrounding them, and then omit any focus on cognitive phenomenology
— typically justified by saying that language can’t describe the
arena of subjective cognitive experiencing in the intense mystic
state.

The worst approach to Western Esotericism is to, in practice, put many
external fields/topics splattered all over the place, with no center,
no point, no emphasis, no direction except vague “wisdom”.

The middling approach to Western Esotericism is to, in practice,
position visionary plants at the center of one’s presentation of
Western Esotericism, with other, external topics such as sex and
astrology positioned around that, as though the revelation is the
sheer physical presence of visionary plants.

The best and only true approach to Western Esotericism is to
effectively position dissociative-state experiential phenomena and
insights about the self and mental worldmodel at the center, closely
assisted by visionary plants, with other, external topics arrayed
around that central topic, serving to clarify and substantiate and
exercise the cognitive-phenomenological emphasis. As an example, as a
theorist and scholar, I centrally emphasize the self as largely
illusory with regards to its sense of being an agent that wields
control-power while moving through time and space, into an open
future; and that is something that is intensely experienced in the
dissociative mystic state.

If an author doesn’t connect “as above, so below” to such an arena of
mystic-state experiencing — things that can be intense inner
experiences — then “as above, so below” is reduced to merely “as
exterior, so exterior” rather than the real meaning, which is “as
exterior, so interior”. Most Western Esotericism discussions lack any
real discussion of the interior, of cognitive phenomenology. Bunk
esotericism is external-only esotericism. Bunk Gnosticism is that
which doesn’t even talk about intense experiential phenomena, or gives
it verbal lip-service but fails to provide or strengthen the actual
intense experiencing.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4589 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 26/04/2007
Subject: Re: Ulansey in movie Entheogen: Awakening the God Within
The documentary movie has a new title:

Entheogen: Awakening the Divine Within

Home page:
http://entheogen.tv
Group: egodeath Message: 4590 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 26/04/2007
Subject: Movie: Entheogen: Awakening the Divine Within
New movie:

Entheogen: Awakening the Divine Within

Home page:
http://entheogen.tv

Web search:
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=movie+%22Entheogen%3A+Awakening+t
he+Divine+Within%22&btnG=Google+Search




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Group: egodeath Message: 4591 From: egodeath@yahoogroups.com Date: 01/05/2007
Subject: File – EgodeathGroupCharter.txt
The Egodeath Yahoo group is a Weblog sent out by Michael Hoffman,
covering the cybernetic theory of ego death and ego transcendence,
including:

o Block-universe determinism/Fatedness, the closed
and preexisting future, tenseless time, free will as illusory, the
holographic universe, and predestination and Reformed theology.

o Cognitive science, mental construct processing, mental models,
ontological idealism, contemporary metaphysics of the continuant
self, cybernetic self-control, personal control agency, moral agency,
and self-government.

o Zen satori, short-path enlightenment, and Alan Watts;
transpersonal psychology, Ken Wilber, and integral theory.

o Entheogens and psychedelic drugs, mystery religions, mythic
metaphor and allegorical encoding, the mystic altered state, mystic
and religious experiencing, visionary states, religious rapture, and
Acid Rock mysticism.

o Loss of control, self-control seizure, cognitive instability, and
psychosis and schizophrenia.


— Michael Hoffman
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/egodeath
http://www.egodeath.com
Group: egodeath Message: 4593 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 10/06/2007
Subject: Seminar: R. Joseph Hoffmann: The Jesus Project
Introducing The Jesus Project

R. Joseph Hoffmann, Ph.D.

Chair, Committee for the Scientific Examination of Religion

http://jesus-project.com <http://jesus-project.com/> – excerpts:



>>In January 2007, at the University of California, Davis, the Committee for
the Scientific Examination of Religion (CSER) asked the question that had
been looking for a serious answer for over a hundred years: Did Jesus exist?
The CSER fellows, invited guests, present and former members of the Jesus
Seminar, and a wide variety of interested and engaged attendees applauded
roundly after three days of lectures and discussions on the subject
“Scripture and Skepticism.” The Jesus Project is the first methodologically
agnostic approach to the question of Jesus’ historical existence. We believe
in assessing the quality of the evidence available for looking at this
question before seeing what the evidence has to tell us. We do not believe
the task is to produce a “plausible” portrait of Jesus prior to considering
the motives and goals of the Gospel writers in telling his story. We think
the history and culture of the times provide many significant clues about
the character of figures similar to Jesus. We believe the mixing of
theological motives and historical inquiry is impermissible. We regard
previous attempts to rule the question out of court as vestiges of a time
when the Church controlled the boundaries of permissible inquiry into its
sacred books. More directly, we regard the question of the historical Jesus
as a testable hypothesis, and we are committed to no prior conclusions about
the outcome of our inquiry.



>>The Jesus Project will run for five years, with its first session
scheduled for December 2007. It will meet twice a year, and, like its
predecessor, the Jesus Seminar, it will hold open meetings. The Project will
be limited to fifty scholars with credentials in biblical studies as well as
in the crucial cognate disciplines of ancient history, mythography,
archaeology, classical studies, anthropology, and social history.



>>At the end of its lease, the Jesus Project will publish its findings.
Those findings will not be construed as sensational or alarming; like all
good history, the project is aiming at a probable reconstruction of the
events that explain the beginning of Christianity-a man named Jesus from the
province of Galilee whose life served as the basis for the beginning of a
movement, or a sequence of events that led to the Jesus story being
propagated throughout the Mediterranean. We find both conclusions worthy of
contemplation, but as we live in the real world-of real causes and
outcomes-only one can be true.





Brian Flemming’s comments

http://www.slumdance.com/blogs/brian_flemming/archives/002485.html





[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
Group: egodeath Message: 4594 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 11/06/2007
Subject: Pls mirror, backup, and download Egodeath.com webpages
Please download some Egodeath.com webpages and be prepared to reassemble
portions of the website and Egodeath theory if necessary. In case my
Egodeath.com website becomes unavailable, various mirroring and backup is
required. My pages should be mirrored at other sites, such as long-lived
free website hosting sites or topic-specific sites run by groups or
individuals. I will consider creating .zip files of the webpages, similar
to the Yahoogroups archive file I created. It would be helpful to have a
list of which webpages are most valuable, a prioritization. There are some
Internet archives, but additional approaches are helpful.



I have sometimes gathered and uploaded copied of webpages, as a partial
mirror for sites that no longer exist – sometimes not even in the Internet
archives – and I’ve been very glad I did so. As owner and maintainer of
multiple information-publishing websites, I’ve seen how fleeting and
transient many valuable webpages and websites are; this has led me to a
policy of extensive excerpting of other sites – with attribution – into
mine. If I truly value information at another site, I have learned the hard
way that it is necessary to mirror that information at my site, because
merely posting a link to the other site often results in a dead end and the
loss of that information. It is a loss when multiple people try to recover
a vanished website and it can’t be done, or requires excessive research and
recovery.



Any particular digital information may or may not be accessible in the
future. For example, information that was backed up only onto a 5 1/4″
floppy in 1990 is practically gone now, because 5 1/4″ drives to read those
disks are obsolete and increasingly unavailable. Similarly, 3 1/2″ floppies
and drives are on the verge of becoming obsolete, showing that any
particular digital information could become inaccessible in the near future
if not maintained properly.



I will consider setting up mirror sites. Please download some Egodeath.com
webpages and be prepared to reassemble portions of the website and Egodeath
theory if necessary.



[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
Group: egodeath Message: 4595 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 11/06/2007
Subject: Re: Pls mirror, backup, and download Egodeath.com webpages
Also consider retaining a copy of the Yahoogroups postings, if you subscribe
to this Yahoogroup in the form of receiving emails. Don’t assume that the
postings will remain available at the Yahoogroups site; they might not.
Yahoo Groups doesn’t have a feature to download all the posts from a group.


My Yahoogroup archive info (instructions) was mis-filed into my What’s New
page:
http://www.egodeath.com/whatsnew.htm
That archive file currently covers through Dec. 3, 2005, but doesn’t include
Dec. 4, 2005 to June 11, 2007. I posted steadily every month from June 2001
through Jan. 2006, then pulled back; the archive is missing 4 scattered
months of heavy posting.

Partly relevant: there are also my publically archived Usenet newsgroup
postings back to March 16, 1995, including:
http://groups.google.com/groups?q=cybernetic+theory+ego+transcendence&num=30
&hl=en&safe=off&meta=site%3Dgroups


I should create a webpage dedicated to various backup/archive aspects.
Group: egodeath Message: 4596 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/06/2007
Subject: Origin of Theory in frustrating effort for personal thought-directi
This posting covers:



The power to direct one’s thoughts; the recursive frustration that was the
origin of this Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence
(quasi-autobiographical)



“Direct My Thoughts” — The Power of Directing of Attention as the Key to
Both the Mundane and Mystic Realms





This description of my mental dynamics, and how the Cybernetic Theory of Ego
Transcendence came about, and what the traumatic struggle was about, covers
the spirit of my early notebooks (1986) as well as my final
theory-specification article. In a way, it is the most deeply
autobiographical thing I could write; you have no idea what it felt like to
be me in my most trying and formative period, until you read this
description of my frustrations, struggles, hopes, and ultimate success in
studying mental control and thought-direction power as applied to the daily
mundane state of consciousness, informed by the common reports of
control-struggles in the altered state.



My struggles and frustrations were fairly distinctive and odd this way,
since I was deliberately struggling to formulate a breakthrough theory and
model of personal mental self-control that incorporated Alan Watts’
explanation of Zen satori in terms of self-control cybernetics, as well as
Hofstadter’s leaping out from strange loops around the self-symbol, and
Wilber’s language of level-transcendence.



This fixation on a theory of control, intermingled with frustrating attempts
to apply the theory to other activities, may seem dull and self-fixated and
pointless navel-gazing — and you don’t know what it felt like to be me, to
develop the foundation for my more developed Egodeath theory, until you get
a taste of this kind of self-fixated grasping, the mental life-improvement I
supposed it would lead to, and the remarkable theory that it actually did
lead to.





Key phrases: “Transcendent Knowledge” or “Cybernetic Theory of Ego
Transcendence” refers to the personal cybernetic mental control theory I
developed. “Ordinary State of Consciousness” refers to the tight cognitive
binding state. “Altered State of Consciousness” refers to the loose
cognitive binding state.





During the first few years of developing a theory of mental control while
studying at university, I had a tendency to not only desire letting go of
Theory-development, but to somehow firmly “grasp” that letting-go or fact of
having let go of it to turn my attention back: I had a kind of fixation on
the control of attention, particularly on the turning away of attention from
the cybernetics Theory, or the turning away of attention from the topic of
personal self-control. “Turn my attention away from the topic of my
personal self-control, and turn my attention toward turning it away from
that.”



I’ve always thought of the activity of academic studying as the opposite of
focusing on the personal cybernetic mental control theory. For me, such
academic engagement has stood in stark contrast with my highly consuming
focus on and pursuit of Transcendent Knowledge. For me, consciously
focusing on academic studies tends to misfire or backfire, and instead
directly calls attention to what I’m not supposedly doing: focusing on
personal cybernetics theory. I envisioned, and insisted on, focusing on
academic studies in a particular way: applying a certain model of
posi-control.



I developed a habit, from1985, of focusing/dwelling on my personal
controllership while intending to turn my attention to my intended domain of
focus (coursework studies). It’s ok to have an interest in how the mind’s
attention is directed, but when fully pursuing that interest, I suffered
from an over-self-conscious tendency, when I tried to turn of attention from
my own self-control system to the target domain — it amounted to a
control-fixation of attention. Developing a coherent model of
attention-control was much harder, more frustrating, and more profoundly
world-changing than I expected.



The harder I tried to turn my attention to academic coursework and other
non-Transcendent Knowledge concerns, the more I fixated on and grasped at my
attention-turning control, control over my attention-turning ability — my
power of turning my attention. The harder I tried to turn my attention to
coursework, the more I fixated on and grasped at (turned my attention
instead to) my very power of turning my attention. I rightly considered it
key, my power over my own thoughts, and my power of directing my attention
— the mind’s power over its own thought-direction. The power of
controlling one’s own thoughts, even if desired for mundane uses, is the key
and doorway to religious revelation.





The mundane management of one’s thought-direction links directly to
mystic-state revelation about the secret 2-level nature of personal
self-government. For good mundane conduct of life, direct your thoughts —
but really, a 2-level control-system directs thoughts. Consider the phrase
“Direct my thoughts” as applied both in the ordinary state of consciousness
and in the altered state of consciousness. Per the ordinary state of
consciousness, “direct my thoughts” means to direct one’s thoughts to the
domain to focus on. Per the mystic altered state of consciousness, “direct
my thoughts” means that the uncontrollable higher control-level directs
one’s thoughts, as a puppetmaster controls a puppet.



I refused to marry my girlfriend, almost at the beginning of college, but
instead, in effect, I knew that there was something more, and held out for
“the sacred marriage” of higher and lower levels of control — which means
the repudiation of the mental model of a single, personal control-level,
replaced by the 2-level scheme with the uncontrollable higher, transcendent
level directing the lower, puppet level of control.





Transcendent Knowledge has been directly linked for me, above all, to the
turning of my attention toward academic studies — to forcibly and
deliberately turn my mind to academic studies in the way I insisted, is to
habitually and chronically grasp at the theory of mental control and apply
that mental control-model, so that “turn your attention to academic studies”
chronically tended to backfire and become “turn your attention to how the
turning of attention works, the power of turning one’s attention”. I was
frustrated, month after long month, because although I kept making fast
progress in my theory or model of personal mental control power, I still
couldn’t apply the theory without it backfiring: I kept ending up compelled
to think about control-dynamics rather than the academic studies.



Thus the attempt to “Turn attention to academic studies” loops around to
become yet again: “Turn attention to the power of turning one’s attention”.



I suffered from hyper-self-consciousness about the attempt to turn attention
to academic studies. One could argue that this chronic frustration was a
necessary prodding without which I would never have persevered to formulate
the Theory, or that the frustration indicated a largely dysfunctional
imbalance. In my case, the imbalance and frustration was part and parcel of
the motivation to make a breakthrough theory of mental control. I knew it
was an important and powerful trap to work through. For me, the
explicitly/consciously controlled turning of my attention to my academic
studies (if done in the deliberate way I envisioned) represented or stood
for a fervently hoped-for and anticipated “success at last”.



Not even money or sex or fame was my desire and goal, but rather, the
gaining (and communication) of *that* particular personal posi-control was
my objective. I only cared about one thing in the world: my ability to
direct my attention of thought. There wasn’t a huge issue with regular task
procrastination, so much as a huge issue centered around academic studying
in particular (along with a whole long list of task items to a lesser
extent). (I did a huge amount of studying, but never the extreme that my
field and my idealistic standards demanded.)



I came upon hyper-self-consciousness about the very control-act of the
turning of my attention. This was hyper-self-consciousness, where
“self-consciousness” means particularly the control-act of deliberately
turning of directing mental attention. That’s the heart of the challenge,
which ever leaps to the fore for me within the university-library context.
That’s the key dynamic of my dysfunction that led to the theory of
Transcendent Knowledge, to the cybernetic theory of ego transcendence. “If
I could only have control over the direction of my attention and thoughts,
everything would work great” per the Human Potential self-help philosophy of
self-determination.



This project of attaining control over the direction of my attention stole
all ability to practically direct my attention (to studies etc), so the more
I tried to direct attention to academic studies, the more my attention was
directed or drawn to not academic studies, but to the dynamics of direction
of attention instead. I suffered from a kind of control-aholism, especially
a directing-of-attention-aholism. The harder I tried to turn my attention
to studies and other planned tasks (but especially studies), the more it
seemed my attention was drawn to studying the nature of the turning of
attention, including power and control-power regarding the turning or
directing of attention.



Procrastination is poorly understood, and procrastination is merely a
lead-in to the really interesting problem of the deliberate directing of
mental attention (thoughts, focus).





Key phrases:



Personal control-power and attention-direction



“The psychology of mental control” per a book subtitle



Mental control-power



Attention-direction power



Attention-direction ability



The ability to direct one’s attention





The mind, as control-agency, can be caught in a paradox both in the mundane
ordinary cognitive state and in the dissociative, altered state of
consciousness, in conjunction. In both states there is a paradox about the
ability to direct one’s attention. In both the Ordinary State of
Consciousness and Altered State of Consciousness, the mind can get caught in
the interesting trap “Don’t think about the inability to direct one’s
thoughts.”



The more I explicitly tried to not think about Transcendent Knowledge, the
more I immediately ended up thinking yet more about Transcendent Knowledge
(the dynamics and theory of thought-direction).



This explains the origin of the Theory, the originating dynamics, of why
college was hell in a strange, traumatic way for me. The traumatic origin
and struggle that gave rise to the cybernetic theory of ego transcendence.
This clear picture came about then and now because I went to very officially
(explicitly, formally, deliberately, and controlledly) enter a multi-year
phase of not developing Transcendent Knowledge, but doing academic studies
instead — while *applying* my understanding of mental dynamics of control
to those studies.



After I finished college, I was no longer much trying to forcefully direct
my attention (“posi-control”), and I was fully permitted to focus on
theorizing about mental control, so the paradox and awful aggravating
struggle of control relaxed — that is, the paradox of trying ever harder to
direct attention from self-control theory to my academic studies, but ending
up back at thinking that much more about the power of direction of attention
instead. This was the strange-loop, frustrating, paradox-dynamic that gave
rise to the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence out of the furnace of
intense sustained control-frustration.



The effort to deliberately turn attention from the theory (dynamics-model)
of self-control to academic studies leads right back to instead putting
attention on the theory of self-control. Jumping out of the semi-paradox
while successfully retaining a theory of such dynamics, mainly just requires
comprehending or spotting the looping, the natural tendency to backfire into
hyper-self-consciousness about control itself, instead of applying control
to a subject other than control-dynamics.



I found an interesting and frustrating Hofstadter-loop. Don’t think of a
white elephant — the theory of mental self-control is my white elephant as
in “don’t think about that”.



The attempt to formally (controlledly) fully turn my attention to academic
studies “but not Transcendent Knowledge” inevitably led me back and
continues to lead me back to turning attention to Transcendent Knowledge
instead of the academic studies. “Think of the academic studies, don’t
think of Transcendent Knowledge mental control dynamics.”





There is a parallel or sameness in the trap that is encountered both in the
Ordinary State of Consciousness and in the mystic-state realization. The
mundane issue of “how to deliberately and consciously direct one’s attention
and thus control one’s thoughts, away from oneself and toward an external
topic of study?” is directly connected with the mystic-state issue of “where
do control-thoughts originate from?”



The mind is drawn to the ability to control its own direction of attention,
or to its ability to trip up its power of directing attention. Back around
1986, I called my symptoms and mental problem the “inability to focus”, by
which I meant my inability to forcibly (with “posi-control”) direct and
secure my mental attention to my full satisfaction. To me, the “ability to
focus” meant “the ability to forcibly direct my mental attention”.



I placed 100% of my life-value in my ability to deliberately direct my
mental attention. Instead of producing the practical ability to direct my
attention, pursuing this thing in which I placed all value resulted in my
discovery of aspects of inability to forcibly direct one’s attention –
inability both in the mundane Ordinary State of Consciousness and in the
mystic Altered State of Consciousness.



In the mundane Ordinary State of Consciousness, the mind has a profound
inability to forcibly direct its attention.

In the mystic Altered State of Consciousness, the mind has a profound
inability to forcibly direct its attention.





To try to forcibly direct attention, is to be thrown back to the challenging
fact of inability to forcibly direct attention.



I didn’t place as much significance on my todo list items as on focusing on
my academic studies, which is why especially when I fully strove to
controlledly put attention on my academic studies, the problem of fixation
on the subject of the dynamics of attention-control became a complete
problem/fixation; then, the problem and its strange frustration completely
arose. I wanted to study control-dynamics, but I was horribly caught in
that field of brainstorming, uncontrollably so, the harder I tried to pull
out and apply it.



I was trying to “forget about” personal control theory, while simultaneously
grasping and utilizing it — that’s somewhat possible, but somewhat
paradoxical. When I tried to “apply” it, I instead fixated on it; the way I
tried to approach using my model of control-dynamics, that model didn’t
enable me to study other things, but only impeded that. The theory I was
trying to finish up (so early-on) acted as a parasite instead of a
harmonious member of a bigger healthy system.



When I try to focus on Transcendent Knowledge (mental control dynamics), I
do it, with no horrific struggle and life-killing frustration involved. But
when I try intently to secure my turning of attention away from mental
control dynamics onto other studies and tasks, my attention is forced back
to mental control dynamics, resulting in intense frustration, to the point
of turning an ok life into hellish contradiction and a puzzling, agonizing
frustration.



I was or have been cursed with a particular fixation and hyper concern with
mental control dynamics — the power of mental control. My only solution
was to map out and solve and model the problem and its dynamics — grappling
with these problems and objectives was frustrating, decades-long, but it
turned out more profound in more different ways than I ever imagined back in
the throes of developing the theory in college when I was only 3 years into
what’s now become 22 years of theory-development.





I insisted on understanding and making sense of mental control dynamics in
the mundane ordinary state of consciousness and in the mystic altered state
of consciousness. I was frustrated to the point of ending life, multiple
times along the way, but I always believed that the project would
essentially succeed in some suitable and profoundly satisfying way, as far
as forming a relevant and somehow useful breakthrough theory of personal
mental control.



To understand that this is what’s going on, is to casually make a leap to
turn attention to academic studies or other deliberate topics of focus, and
yet retain successfully retain, and secure a profound understanding of
transcendent mental dynamics — such as the transcendent origin of one’s
entire river of thoughts.



The goal for me was never simply to turn attention to a particular desired
topic, and then to another topic; but rather, to understand the dynamics of
thought-control and thought-direction in general, including the transcendent
aspects, and apply that understanding to the directing of attention in the
mundane daily realm.



I always wanted not only to turn my attention to my planned activities such
as studying a textbook, but to also retain, grasp, secure, and apply a
theory of mental control dynamics that I developed. It was all-important to
me that I not only turn my attention and focus to a chosen activity, but
that I specifically do so through grasping and applying a theory of mental
control dynamics.





Nowadays I would not say that “posi-control” or complete control of one’s
thoughts is possible or coherent, nor that life will be wonderful, mentally
harmonious, and gloriously empowered as soon as one is able to apply this
model of personal control dynamics. But I do think that a model of mental
control dynamics that understands the limitations of personal control, and
the religious ramifications, is the most valuable and profound knowledge in
the world; it *is* “self-knowledge”.



[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
Group: egodeath Message: 4597 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/06/2007
Subject: Re: Origin of Theory in frustrating effort for personal thought-dir
This posting covers:

The power to direct one’s thoughts; the recursive frustration that was the
origin of this Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence
(quasi-autobiographical)

“Direct My Thoughts” — The Power of Directing of Attention as the Key to
Both the Mundane and Mystic Realms


This description of my mental dynamics, and how the Cybernetic Theory of Ego
Transcendence came about, and what the traumatic struggle was about, covers
the spirit of my early notebooks (1986) as well as my final
theory-specification article. In a way, it is the most deeply
autobiographical thing I could write; you have no idea what it felt like to
be me in my most trying and formative period, until you read this
description of my frustrations, struggles, hopes, and ultimate success in
studying mental control and thought-direction power as applied to the daily
mundane state of consciousness, informed by the common reports of
control-struggles in the altered state.

My struggles and frustrations were fairly distinctive and odd this way,
since I was deliberately struggling to formulate a breakthrough theory and
model of personal mental self-control that incorporated Alan Watts’
explanation of Zen satori in terms of self-control cybernetics, as well as
Hofstadter’s leaping out from strange loops around the self-symbol, and
Wilber’s language of level-transcendence.

This fixation on a theory of control, intermingled with frustrating attempts
to apply the theory to other activities, may seem dull and self-fixated and
pointless navel-gazing — and you don’t know what it felt like to be me, to
develop the foundation for my more developed Egodeath theory, until you get
a taste of this kind of self-fixated grasping, the mental life-improvement I
supposed it would lead to, and the remarkable theory that it actually did
lead to.


Key phrases: “Transcendent Knowledge” or “Cybernetic Theory of Ego
Transcendence” refers to the personal cybernetic mental control theory I
developed. “Ordinary State of Consciousness” refers to the tight cognitive
binding state. “Altered State of Consciousness” refers to the loose
cognitive binding state.


During the first few years of developing a theory of mental control while
studying at university, I had a tendency to not only desire letting go of
Theory-development, but to somehow firmly “grasp” that letting-go or fact of
having let go of it to turn my attention back: I had a kind of fixation on
the control of attention, particularly on the turning away of attention from
the cybernetics Theory, or the turning away of attention from the topic of
personal self-control. “Turn my attention away from the topic of my
personal self-control, and turn my attention toward turning it away from
that.”

I’ve always thought of the activity of academic studying as the opposite of
focusing on the personal cybernetic mental control theory. For me, such
academic engagement has stood in stark contrast with my highly consuming
focus on and pursuit of Transcendent Knowledge. For me, consciously
focusing on academic studies tends to misfire or backfire, and instead
directly calls attention to what I’m not supposedly doing: focusing on
personal cybernetics theory. I envisioned, and insisted on, focusing on
academic studies in a particular way: applying a certain model of
posi-control.

I developed a habit, from1985, of focusing/dwelling on my personal
controllership while intending to turn my attention to my intended domain of
focus (coursework studies). It’s ok to have an interest in how the mind’s
attention is directed, but when fully pursuing that interest, I suffered
from an over-self-conscious tendency, when I tried to turn of attention from
my own self-control system to the target domain — it amounted to a
control-fixation of attention. Developing a coherent model of
attention-control was much harder, more frustrating, and more profoundly
world-changing than I expected.

The harder I tried to turn my attention to academic coursework and other
non-Transcendent Knowledge concerns, the more I fixated on and grasped at my
attention-turning control, control over my attention-turning ability — my
power of turning my attention. The harder I tried to turn my attention to
coursework, the more I fixated on and grasped at (turned my attention
instead to) my very power of turning my attention. I rightly considered it
key, my power over my own thoughts, and my power of directing my attention
— the mind’s power over its own thought-direction. The power of
controlling one’s own thoughts, even if desired for mundane uses, is the key
and doorway to religious revelation.


The mundane management of one’s thought-direction links directly to
mystic-state revelation about the secret 2-level nature of personal
self-government. For good mundane conduct of life, direct your thoughts —
but really, a 2-level control-system directs thoughts. Consider the phrase
“Direct my thoughts” as applied both in the ordinary state of consciousness
and in the altered state of consciousness. Per the ordinary state of
consciousness, “direct my thoughts” means to direct one’s thoughts to the
domain to focus on. Per the mystic altered state of consciousness, “direct
my thoughts” means that the uncontrollable higher control-level directs
one’s thoughts, as a puppetmaster controls a puppet.

I refused to marry my girlfriend, almost at the beginning of college, but
instead, in effect, I knew that there was something more, and held out for
“the sacred marriage” of higher and lower levels of control — which means
the repudiation of the mental model of a single, personal control-level,
replaced by the 2-level scheme with the uncontrollable higher, transcendent
level directing the lower, puppet level of control.


Transcendent Knowledge has been directly linked for me, above all, to the
turning of my attention toward academic studies — to forcibly and
deliberately turn my mind to academic studies in the way I insisted, is to
habitually and chronically grasp at the theory of mental control and apply
that mental control-model, so that “turn your attention to academic studies”
chronically tended to backfire and become “turn your attention to how the
turning of attention works, the power of turning one’s attention”. I was
frustrated, month after long month, because although I kept making fast
progress in my theory or model of personal mental control power, I still
couldn’t apply the theory without it backfiring: I kept ending up compelled
to think about control-dynamics rather than the academic studies.

Thus the attempt to “Turn attention to academic studies” loops around to
become yet again: “Turn attention to the power of turning one’s attention”.

I suffered from hyper-self-consciousness about the attempt to turn attention
to academic studies. One could argue that this chronic frustration was a
necessary prodding without which I would never have persevered to formulate
the Theory, or that the frustration indicated a largely dysfunctional
imbalance. In my case, the imbalance and frustration was part and parcel of
the motivation to make a breakthrough theory of mental control. I knew it
was an important and powerful trap to work through. For me, the
explicitly/consciously controlled turning of my attention to my academic
studies (if done in the deliberate way I envisioned) represented or stood
for a fervently hoped-for and anticipated “success at last”.

Not even money or sex or fame was my desire and goal, but rather, the
gaining (and communication) of *that* particular personal posi-control was
my objective. I only cared about one thing in the world: my ability to
direct my attention of thought. There wasn’t a huge issue with regular task
procrastination, so much as a huge issue centered around academic studying
in particular (along with a whole long list of task items to a lesser
extent). (I did a huge amount of studying, but never the extreme that my
field and my idealistic standards demanded.)

I came upon hyper-self-consciousness about the very control-act of the
turning of my attention. This was hyper-self-consciousness, where
“self-consciousness” means particularly the control-act of deliberately
turning of directing mental attention. That’s the heart of the challenge,
which ever leaps to the fore for me within the university-library context.
That’s the key dynamic of my dysfunction that led to the theory of
Transcendent Knowledge, to the cybernetic theory of ego transcendence. “If
I could only have control over the direction of my attention and thoughts,
everything would work great” per the Human Potential self-help philosophy of
self-determination.

This project of attaining control over the direction of my attention stole
all ability to practically direct my attention (to studies etc), so the more
I tried to direct attention to academic studies, the more my attention was
directed or drawn to not academic studies, but to the dynamics of direction
of attention instead. I suffered from a kind of control-aholism, especially
a directing-of-attention-aholism. The harder I tried to turn my attention
to studies and other planned tasks (but especially studies), the more it
seemed my attention was drawn to studying the nature of the turning of
attention, including power and control-power regarding the turning or
directing of attention.

Procrastination is poorly understood, and procrastination is merely a
lead-in to the really interesting problem of the deliberate directing of
mental attention (thoughts, focus).


Key phrases:

Personal control-power and attention-direction

“The psychology of mental control” per a book subtitle

Mental control-power

Attention-direction power

Attention-direction ability

The ability to direct one’s attention


The mind, as control-agency, can be caught in a paradox both in the mundane
ordinary cognitive state and in the dissociative, altered state of
consciousness, in conjunction. In both states there is a paradox about the
ability to direct one’s attention. In both the Ordinary State of
Consciousness and Altered State of Consciousness, the mind can get caught in
the interesting trap “Don’t think about the inability to direct one’s
thoughts.”

The more I explicitly tried to not think about Transcendent Knowledge, the
more I immediately ended up thinking yet more about Transcendent Knowledge
(the dynamics and theory of thought-direction).

This explains the origin of the Theory, the originating dynamics, of why
college was hell in a strange, traumatic way for me. The traumatic origin
and struggle that gave rise to the cybernetic theory of ego transcendence.
This clear picture came about then and now because I went to very officially
(explicitly, formally, deliberately, and controlledly) enter a multi-year
phase of not developing Transcendent Knowledge, but doing academic studies
instead — while *applying* my understanding of mental dynamics of control
to those studies.

After I finished college, I was no longer much trying to forcefully direct
my attention (“posi-control”), and I was fully permitted to focus on
theorizing about mental control, so the paradox and awful aggravating
struggle of control relaxed — that is, the paradox of trying ever harder to
direct attention from self-control theory to my academic studies, but ending
up back at thinking that much more about the power of direction of attention
instead. This was the strange-loop, frustrating, paradox-dynamic that gave
rise to the Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence out of the furnace of
intense sustained control-frustration.

The effort to deliberately turn attention from the theory (dynamics-model)
of self-control to academic studies leads right back to instead putting
attention on the theory of self-control. Jumping out of the semi-paradox
while successfully retaining a theory of such dynamics, mainly just requires
comprehending or spotting the looping, the natural tendency to backfire into
hyper-self-consciousness about control itself, instead of applying control
to a subject other than control-dynamics.

I found an interesting and frustrating Hofstadter-loop. Don’t think of a
white elephant — the theory of mental self-control is my white elephant as
in “don’t think about that”.

The attempt to formally (controlledly) fully turn my attention to academic
studies “but not Transcendent Knowledge” inevitably led me back and
continues to lead me back to turning attention to Transcendent Knowledge
instead of the academic studies. “Think of the academic studies, don’t
think of Transcendent Knowledge mental control dynamics.”


There is a parallel or sameness in the trap that is encountered both in the
Ordinary State of Consciousness and in the mystic-state realization. The
mundane issue of “how to deliberately and consciously direct one’s attention
and thus control one’s thoughts, away from oneself and toward an external
topic of study?” is directly connected with the mystic-state issue of “where
do control-thoughts originate from?”

The mind is drawn to the ability to control its own direction of attention,
or to its ability to trip up its power of directing attention. Back around
1986, I called my symptoms and mental problem the “inability to focus”, by
which I meant my inability to forcibly (with “posi-control”) direct and
secure my mental attention to my full satisfaction. To me, the “ability to
focus” meant “the ability to forcibly direct my mental attention”.

I placed 100% of my life-value in my ability to deliberately direct my
mental attention. Instead of producing the practical ability to direct my
attention, pursuing this thing in which I placed all value resulted in my
discovery of aspects of inability to forcibly direct one’s attention –
inability both in the mundane Ordinary State of Consciousness and in the
mystic Altered State of Consciousness.

In the mundane Ordinary State of Consciousness, the mind has a profound
inability to forcibly direct its attention.
In the mystic Altered State of Consciousness, the mind has a profound
inability to forcibly direct its attention.


To try to forcibly direct attention, is to be thrown back to the challenging
fact of inability to forcibly direct attention.

I didn’t place as much significance on my todo list items as on focusing on
my academic studies, which is why especially when I fully strove to
controlledly put attention on my academic studies, the problem of fixation
on the subject of the dynamics of attention-control became a complete
problem/fixation; then, the problem and its strange frustration completely
arose. I wanted to study control-dynamics, but I was horribly caught in
that field of brainstorming, uncontrollably so, the harder I tried to pull
out and apply it.

I was trying to “forget about” personal control theory, while simultaneously
grasping and utilizing it — that’s somewhat possible, but somewhat
paradoxical. When I tried to “apply” it, I instead fixated on it; the way I
tried to approach using my model of control-dynamics, that model didn’t
enable me to study other things, but only impeded that. The theory I was
trying to finish up (so early-on) acted as a parasite instead of a
harmonious member of a bigger healthy system.

When I try to focus on Transcendent Knowledge (mental control dynamics), I
do it, with no horrific struggle and life-killing frustration involved. But
when I try intently to secure my turning of attention away from mental
control dynamics onto other studies and tasks, my attention is forced back
to mental control dynamics, resulting in intense frustration, to the point
of turning an ok life into hellish contradiction and a puzzling, agonizing
frustration.

I was or have been cursed with a particular fixation and hyper concern with
mental control dynamics — the power of mental control. My only solution
was to map out and solve and model the problem and its dynamics — grappling
with these problems and objectives was frustrating, decades-long, but it
turned out more profound in more different ways than I ever imagined back in
the throes of developing the theory in college when I was only 3 years into
what’s now become 22 years of theory-development.


I insisted on understanding and making sense of mental control dynamics in
the mundane ordinary state of consciousness and in the mystic altered state
of consciousness. I was frustrated to the point of ending life, multiple
times along the way, but I always believed that the project would
essentially succeed in some suitable and profoundly satisfying way, as far
as forming a relevant and somehow useful breakthrough theory of personal
mental control.

To understand that this is what’s going on, is to casually make a leap to
turn attention to academic studies or other deliberate topics of focus, and
yet retain successfully retain, and secure a profound understanding of
transcendent mental dynamics — such as the transcendent origin of one’s
entire river of thoughts.

The goal for me was never simply to turn attention to a particular desired
topic, and then to another topic; but rather, to understand the dynamics of
thought-control and thought-direction in general, including the transcendent
aspects, and apply that understanding to the directing of attention in the
mundane daily realm.

I always wanted not only to turn my attention to my planned activities such
as studying a textbook, but to also retain, grasp, secure, and apply a
theory of mental control dynamics that I developed. It was all-important to
me that I not only turn my attention and focus to a chosen activity, but
that I specifically do so through grasping and applying a theory of mental
control dynamics.


Nowadays I would not say that “posi-control” or complete control of one’s
thoughts is possible or coherent, nor that life will be wonderful, mentally
harmonious, and gloriously empowered as soon as one is able to apply this
model of personal control dynamics. But I do think that a model of mental
control dynamics that understands the limitations of personal control, and
the religious ramifications, is the most valuable and profound knowledge in
the world; it *is* “self-knowledge”.
Group: egodeath Message: 4598 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 12/06/2007
Subject: Re: Origin of Theory in frustrating effort for personal thought-dir
Clarification of ‘this’:
>>To understand that this is what’s going on, is to casually make a leap to
turn attention to academic studies or other deliberate topics of focus, and
yet retain successfully retain, and secure a profound understanding of
transcendent mental dynamics — such as the transcendent origin of one’s
entire river of thoughts.

That paragraph should read:


The effort to make the mind focus on a subject while consciously applying a
theory of focus and mental control, tends to backfire and cause the main
focus to shift to control-theory. The only practical solution is to simply
acknowledge these natural dynamics and casually make a leap to turn
attention to academic studies or other deliberate topics of focus. Such a
casual leap retains and “secures” well enough (lives compatibly with) an
understanding of transcendent mental dynamics — such as understanding the
transcendent origin of one’s entire river of thoughts.


For me, necessarily as the theorist who was deliberately developing this
theory of personal control, it was practically impossible to focus my
attention fully on other topics until I completed a coherent
theory-specification per my main article
http://www.egodeath.com/EntheogenTheoryOfReligion.htm
which required some additional 17 years of research and theory-development.
Anyone who studies that article, like anyone who is unaware of the entire
field of akrasia, alcoholism, maladies of control, and self-control
struggle, is unlikely to have to suffer through these drawn-out
controlaholism problems I had to work through, which were unique to me as a
frontier theorist of personal mental control of the direction of attention.


I had to suffer these frustrations specifically because I was intent on
creating a new, specific, deep-reaching, and relevant theory of personal
control. These frustrations were the price I had to pay along the way
during the early years of developing a major theory. It may have been
possible to be a balanced person with no intense, horrific frustrations,
while formulating this Theory, but I’m inclined to picture such a
happy-go-lucky and easygoing theorist as coming up with a feeble, half-baked
theory instead, that omits half the appropriate content and scope, as I
would likely have come up with if I were more easygoing and less demanding
and extremist.
Group: egodeath Message: 4599 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 13/06/2007
Subject: Priority of discovery, ego transcendence theory as my possession
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Newton_v._Leibniz_calculus_controversy
raising the question as to whether or not Leibniz’s work was actually based
upon Newton’s idea. It is a question that had been the cause of a major
intellectual controversy over who first invented the calculus, one that
began simmering in 1699 and broke out in full force in 1711. … The last
years of Leibniz’s life, 1709-16, were embittered by a long controversy with
John Keill, Newton, and others, over whether Leibniz had invented the
calculus independently of Newton, or whether he had merely invented another
notation for ideas that were fundamentally Newton’s.

There’s even a http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Relativity_priority_dispute,
comparable to Newton’s dispute with Leibniz for priority for the calculus.
It is extremely offensive to me that know-nothings who have nothing to
contribute to the world criticize me for maintaining ownership of the
Egodeath theory as *my* theory — I feel about that like Ayn Rand feels
about the socialist idea (as she sees it) that great innovators who create
wealth are obliged to distribute their wealth to slackers. *I* sacrificed,
*I* has to forgo marriage and be a disconnected ghost in society, *I*
sweated blood to create and systematize this theory in a world filled with
clueless academics who are deluded in deep category-errors, and then these
[expletive] slackers on the sidelines think that I should just sit aside and
invite intellectual property theft of my property? Let *them* do that with
their own wealth, if they feel that way — hypocrites! infants! slackers!


Compare Bill Gates’ open letter to the early homebrew computer
proto-industry, criticizing them for the “free code sharing” conventions
that discouraged and prevented a profit-motivated software business
industry.

If you think that ego death or ego transcendence is about letting other
people claim credit for your intellectual-property product and claim all the
financial profit for themselves, it’s *your* screwed-up notion of what “ego
transcendence” must be about. This Theory isn’t about *your* screwed-up,
misinformed preconception of what “ego” and “ego transcendence” is about
(today’s reigning incoherent and irrelevant nonsense and vague unsystematic
“spirituality” gibberish); it’s about the coherent, simple, explicit,
elegant system I have managed — unlike anyone else — to pull together.

You might as well give away your house, clothes, and undergarment, and
organs, leaving you broke and naked and dead, and claim that that’s what
“ego transcendence is about”. Anyone who says I shouldn’t protect my
systematized Theory of ego transcendence as my intellectual property and no
other’s, I demand this of you by the same token: give away all your property
and organs. Otherwise, you are a posturing hypocrite, a superficial flake,
an idle chattering slacker who has no idea of the realities of creating
value and actually adding something of value to the world.

I’ve posted about people who have tried to steal Ken Wilber’s theory,
robbing him. This write-up is currently at
http://www.egodeath.com/CopyrightPriorityInnovation.htm — a page which is
correct and appropriate, and functionally serviceable, but which should be
shortened and cleaned-up.

(See also my thread about priority of discovery.)
Group: egodeath Message: 4600 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 13/06/2007
Subject: Objective: encyl., become must-mention theorist in multiple fields,
Lately I’m happy that my main article is published to the Web and is
finished and complete — relieved that it has continued to satisfy my own
criteria, as an encapsulating summary and theory-specification, since my
1988 draft attempts. This completion permits me to catch up on the many
things I’ve sacrified in the race to complete and publish that
theory-specification. However, even though I’m on hiatus from working on
the Theory, sometimes I check my “stock value” of who’s talking about my
work, and I’m disappointed; sometimes my stock value even appears to
decrease.

At such times, I worry about how I am going to “succeed” with the theory,
whatever that means or would mean. What would make me pleased and
constitute success and recognition and influence? What is this “checking of
stock value” all about, and how do I define and reach the objective? What
exactly do I want and need to see happen in the reception and influence of
my work? Do I want to see my name included among others, or lots of links
from valued webpages?

I’m out to extensively change various fields — that’s what my life has
become about, even in my other interests as well. I’m a field-changer, an
industry-modifier, by nature — a big thinker, a revolutionary field leader,
not a status-quo member. Given how unnecessarily limited and screwed-up
things are, nothing’s worth doing unless it’s revolutionary. I’ve had
enough of reading their books within the present status-quo; I want to read
books in these fields after authors have started discussing and thinking
about *my* theory, taking my systematic theory into account in their works.
This would make for easy breakthroughs in many fields that have been
struggling with related issues. There are built-up tensions or pain-points
within these fields, and my Theory provides the ready solution.

Many individuals like my contributions within various isolated topics, but
fewer people are interested in my website as a whole or my overall theory
(as summarized in my main theory-specification article). I’ve committed to
making the theory-specification *complete*, combining multiple leading-edge
or alternative theories forbidden *any* discussion in academia, such as the
ahistoricity of Jesus and Paul, and the maximal entheogen theory of
religion. Only a very few radicals even in underground non-establishment
research, agree with my truly maximal, radical views on Jesus and Paul, or
on entheogens as the primary ongoing source of religion.

Thus I have deliberately targeted my work as 30 years ahead of its time.
Doesn’t this make me dead in the water for all time, like the NeXT computer
from Steve Jobs, which was a failure? Being decades ahead of one’s time is
as good as being dead, as good as contributing nothing at all.

How do I make the Theory, the Ego Death book, and myself as a theorist “take
off” and “catch on”, mainstream, exciting, take over the intellectual world,
get credit, and get attention in a good way? What do I want for “success”;
how, logically, is “success” defined in this particular Theory development
activity? How do I envision my “desired success”? “Stock value”, fame,
respect — the theory as *my* theory? The theory and me and the book and
the website, are like tracking the “stock value” of the Ken Wilber franchise
or the Alan Watts franchise. How do I connect with my potential audience?
What does such connecting look like? What’s my vision for the nature of my
success? How is the world to think of me? ( = my field, my book, my theory
)

Objective: mainstream scholars are all talking about the theory as my
theory; my theory and my name becoming mainstream and synonymous. The
“stock value” of the “Einstein” or “Newton” franchise — that value was
*not* immediately established, just as the Web’s value wasn’t; when Tim
Berners-Lee first invented and recommended HTTP/HTML/URLs to the Hypertext
research and Computer Science community, the reaction was “URLs? The World
Wide Web? That’s a stupid idea”. He had to actually fight to get any
attention. Now the Web is equated with Tim B-L and has priceless “stock
value”.

After an intellectual creation has become established, we tend to imagine
the “stock value” of an intellectual (and their work) as instantly going
from zero to infinite. Usually the rise of their “stock value” is somewhat
more rocky and halting. What appears as instantaneous in retrospect, wasn’t
so clear while in the midst of it. Around 1988, Microsoft employees sold
all their stock — which would’ve been worth millions soon — thinking that
Microsoft would remain an unknown company and the stock value had peaked.

Einstein is a good example: patent office, articles out of nowhere,
seemingly (to us now) “instant” fame of the theory and of the person
together … and his struggles and controversies, and sidelining, and dismay
at what’s done with his theory for bombs. I’m not aware of anyone
attempting to steal credit for his ideas, or to claim that there’s nothing
innovative in them. I’d need to publish decent papers/articles in “peer
reviewed academic journals” and then publish a book or two, and do the
lecture circuits, present at conferences — that’s the normal approach,
which admittedly I would wish a scholar to do; however, note that Wilber
didn’t do the lecture/signing circuit.

The conventional established traditional approach for scholars’ fame and
influence and “stock value” and “hot property” of the researcher and their
work is through papers in “peer reviewed” journals in “the particular
field”; the lecture circuit (universities or bookstores); and publish books
— then to “track the value of your stock”, you track book sales and number
of citations (like Google’s PageRank, looking at how many respected links
are made to your work), number of mentions in the news, and so on.

But my innovation is inherently cross-disciplinary; that’s one of my
greatest challenges for conventional type of
success/hot-property/theorist-fame. As far as fame, influence, name-making,
Einstein has been my model — and Newton. I admire Wilber’s
ideas/framework, but his fame is merely on a cult-following level. In this
post-modern era, there’s less monolithic culture thus less room for
individual giant figures. Become a giant, become the face of no-Historical
Jesus (turning upside down the entire academic paradigm in Christian
religion), and … I don’t want anyone to ever write anything about
determinism without mentioning me, or about religion or HJ or mysticism
without mentioning me ( = my theory, = the Cybernetic Theory of Ego
Transcendence), or entheogens.

Damn Wikipedia for removing links that people had added to my site from the
Determinism article and from the Entheogens article — removed basically of
course because my work is too frontier, and too trans/cross-disciplinary,
and not formal and establishment enough, not “peer-reviewed”.

The Objective logically must be to become a must-mention figure/theorist in
any article, like mentioning Hofmann is required in any article about
Entheogens, like Einstein is required in any general article about Physics,
like Newton in any history of the rise of the Modern era. They say Ken
Wilber will be “the Einstein of consciousness”. The objective for me must
be, to be recognized as the Newton of the field of domain ___ — what
specialized field or domain?

“Cognitive Science Entheogen theory”? For example, Benny Shanon’s Cognitive
Psychology of Entheogens theory, or Douglas Hofstadter’s strange-loop theory
of the self.

“Cognitive Science of Religious Experiencing/Mysticism”?

Altered-state personal control theory, altered-state insight, CogSci of
alt-state? Should this Theory become simply equated with the field of
“Entheogens”, or “Theory of Mysticism”?

The theory is a new trans- or cross-disciplinary theory. My challenge is
that I’m creating a new field, even if it addresses and explains some old
content, including fields that died out upon the rise of the modern era. I
have labeled this field ‘Transcendent Knowledge’, which happens to involve
Determinism, Historicity of Jesus, New Testament studies, Ancient Religion,
Mysticism, Entheogens, Cybernetics, Dissociation, … I’m striving to be the
Newton or Einstein of a field, but of a field that doesn’t exist (sort of
like the way the field of Physics, first labeled ‘Natural Philosophy’,
didn’t exist before Newton).

How are people to think of me/my theory/my field? Of course the missing
solution to everything (including the fields of Mythology, Religion studies,
Theology, Mystery Religion scholarship, Mysticism, metaphysical
enlightenment (modern pop spirituality), ahistoricity of
Jesus/Paul/apostles) is trans-disciplinary and multi-disciplinary – that’s
the only way people could lack understanding for so long, by the “solution”
to all their fields being a solution that must *span* a set of fields that
no one has thought to span before.

I label the *theory* as “The Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence”, and it
seems I name the *field* “Transcendent Knowledge” — that’s the label I’ve
used for the virtual or effective field that spans the existing commonly
known “fields” in this fragmented, specialized, modern era.

Compare the title of Newton’s book (Philosophiae Naturalis Principia
Mathematica (1687)) or Einstein’s articles (The Theory of Invariance) versus
the name of the field (Natural Philosophy aka Physics, and Relativity). I’m
post-modern in this sense — working *across* the modern field divisions
between the “separate fields” of “Free Will vs. Determinism”, “Religion”,
“Philosophy”, “Ancient Mystery Religions”, “Cybernetics”, “Cognitive
Science”, “Mysticism”, “Mythology”, “Entheogens”, “Abnormal Psychology”, and
“Western Esotericism”. *That* is my challenge: I have to alter the modern
landscape of how the fields or domains are laid out. *Of course*,
inherently, the killer Theory is going to cut across domains in an
unfamiliar, strange, hard-to-grasp new way.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Einstein
>>In 1905, while working in the patent office, Einstein published four times
in the Annalen der Physik. These are the papers that history has come to
call the Annus Mirabilis Papers … All four papers are today recognized as
tremendous achievements … At the time, however, they were not noticed by
most physicists as being important, and many of those who did notice them
rejected them outright. Some of this work-such as the theory of light
quanta-would remain controversial for years.

My problem is not just to name the theory or article or book right, but way
more — to name the *field* right. And part of the problem is the modern
construct of “field”, with hyper-specialization that caused the blindness.
I have to not only create my own audience, but create my own field —
comparable to Newton creating the modern field of Physics, and somewhat like
Einstein’s Relativity subfield he created. This theory/article/book/field
is a new systematization of old pre-modern knowledge (esoteric/mystic — a
sort of pre-modern, mystic version of Cog Science; as though I’m recovering
a pre-modern field and systematizing/modernizing it.

Does my Theory constitute the jewel of the field of “loose-cognition theory
and mental model transformation”? Or the field of “Cognitive Conversion” or
“Cognitive Transformation” (compare the book/title Conceptual Revolutions)?
The challenge is almost as if I am creating a new field called “Conceptual
Revolution”.

If Newton invented the Modern era by creating modern Physics, I’m having to
invent the post-modern era by creating the field called ___. This newly
defined, outlined, and framed field is definitive of an era or change of
eras. At present I (my theory, the theory I discovered, developed, and
systematized) can’t catch on, because there’s no one single specific field
yet — by definition and design of the modern division of knowledge, way of
dividing-up knowledge fields — for me to revolutionize. I’m doing a
revolutionizing across the fields of Religion, Mysticism, some aspects of
Cognitive Science, some aspects of Physics, phenomenology of Entheogens, and
Western Esotericism. I’m revolutionarily transforming/modifying some 10-15
fields all together (or, the theory I systematized does this).

This Theory not only defines a new field, but, like Newton’s effects, causes
many fields to be transformed. Creating the theory required transforming
fields and combining these fields in their transformed version; thus
similarly, for the theory to catch on, requires transforming (in the public
collective knowledge-base and way of thinking) these various fields. I’m
not done, not satisfied, not successful in communicating this Theory, until
these various fields have been publically transformed, somewhat like
Newton’s new field (modern Physics) influenced the approach in so many other
fields, the result was a transformation from the pre-modern to modern era.

In this sense, it is a much grander ambition to be a Newton than to be an
Einstein, as far as scope of intellectual influence and the extent of
changing how the world thinks. I grant that Einstein’s atomic bomb led to a
new, neurotic episode in the late modern era. Einstein was merely a
revolution within the modern era — although he exemplifies the inherent
postmodern aspects of the modern era — the seeds of postmodernity (for
example, the “collapse” of Newtonian physics as an authority and as a
supposed established fact) that were discovered within modernity when modern
theory was pressed to its full form and conclusions.

Einstein didn’t cause modernity to change to postmodernity, although there
are aspects of that. Overall, the modern era lasted to the late 20th
Century despite the “collapse” (or unexpected adjustments) of modern
Newtonian physics around 1905.

In conclusion, my objective must be to change the related fields and set up
a new paradigm across fields, and be spoken of as such within these fields,
with my name synonymous with the Theory, known as a field-changing Theory
affecting and transforming an unusual number of distinct fields.
Encyclopedia articles summarizing these fields must mention my Theory, as
well as comparable sources mentioning it such as articles and books in the
fields. The Theory does not have the appropriate recognition unless that
happens. That’s a good shorthand for how to track my “stock value” — as
far as an easy way to measure the success of my theory, the objective is to
have my theory mentioned in the relevant encyclopedia articles.

Measurable objective: have “Michael Hoffman’s Ego Death theory — the
Cybernetic Theory of Ego Transcendence” mentioned in the relevant
encyclopedia articles, possibly including: Abnormal Psychology, Akrasia,
Altered states, Ancient Mystery Religions, Astrological Mysticism, Block
Time, Block Universe, Cybernetics, Determinism, Ego death, Enlightenment,
Entheogens, Free Will, Initiation, Jesus – Historicity, Metaphor, Michael S.
Hoffman, Mysticism, Mythology, New Testament, Paul – Historicity,
Philosophy, Reformed Theology, Religious Experiencing, Roman Religion,
Satori, Self-control, Theory of Religion, and Western Esotericism.

It has always been self-evident to me that this Theory is ultimately
unavoidable — even if considered to be merely a hypothesis; it’s an
unavoidable hypothesis. It follows that if people pursue and develop
thought in these fields, they will inevitably, sooner or later — no one
knows when — be led and forced to come up against this combination of
ideas, or key combinations of subsets of these ideas.

I gathered together this systematic Theory by modifying and combining fields
(and by much reading, writing, thinking, posting, and idea-development) in a
systematic, coherent way, when no one previously has been able to find
coherent, simple, clear, explicit, systematic explanations.

If substantial thinking occurs in these fields, it is inevitable that this
theory will have to be mentioned, because this theory provides the natural
and easiest solution for long-standing problems, tensions, and mysteries in
multiple fields. The theory is concerned with the right, coherent set of
topics, and defines a successful, coherent system of relating the topics.
Encyclopedias summarize the known or established fields and theories and
main hypotheses. You can determine whether something has had a mainstream
influence and presence by checking the encyclopedias.


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Group: egodeath Message: 4601 From: Michael Hoffman Date: 14/06/2007
Subject: My necessary work on Theory is completed, other is icing
In a sense, my work is done, finished, complete, and final; I can now stop
thinking about it, and could stop forever. I am fulfilled, sated,
satisfied, and completely pleased. I have accomplished by overall, main,
basic goal: to make available a clear, simple, profound, explicit,
systematic theory of transcendent altered-state insight about personal
mental control.


At some point, I will resume work on the conference presentations,
articles/chapters, interviews (as Erik Davis & a radio host invited), and
encyclopedia entries. For the time being, until then, I’m setting up a
certain attitude of being finished, completed, and done. The world isn’t
completely ready for me yet.

It is pathetic how entheogen scholars are restricted to work and struggling
within a single field, and those who assert no Historical Jesus are chained
within an isolated narrow subfield, and each individual would-be radical
revolutionary alternative scholar is locked within a single, shut-out field.


Clearly, of course, the only way any such field is going to be able to
progress and get a clue, is for *multiple* fields to change, in conjunction
— see my posting that lists the many controversial aspects conjoined
coherently together, in concert, in synchronization.

Half-radical doesn’t fly! If you try to get an entheogen theory accepted
without turning New Testament academic notions on their head, that can only
result in half-baked nonsense, like saying that Eusebius’ church history is
correct in all ways except that Jesus didn’t exist. Only gibberish can
result from half-baked, single-field radicalism. My theory has put an end
to such half-baked single-field tepid pseudo-radicalism. Radical scholars
in each isolated field like my contributions until they find that my
concerns go far beyond their little isolated field.

I saw best-selling “Jesus ahistoricity” scholars censored by publishers when
they tried to include entheogen coverage per their previous book. This
single-field half-baked radicalism is a huge part of the problem, a major
way the lame status-quo is maintained in each of these fields.

You’re only permitted to modify a single piece of the puzzle at a time —
either take a non-established stance toward entheogens *or* a
non-established stance toward Jesus’ historicity, but *God forbid* you
should attempt to be “too controversial” and take a coherent view toward
both at the same time in the same book, as Allegro basically did when he
said “no Historical Jesus, but rather, Jesus the entheogen”. That
combination of two alternative ideas is just one example.

Naturally, any real progress requires presenting an alternative view within
some ten fields all at the same time — that is not, as people are bound to
treat it, “too radical”; rather, it is the only possible way to be coherent.
It makes no sense to subtract the Historical Jesus, for example, without
also adding the entheogens, and making that the real concern of Mythology,
and seriously engaging with the pre-modern concern with heimarmene
(perceiving determinism and then transcending it).

What appears at first glance to everyone as the weakness of my theory —
that it is “too controversial in multiple fields” — is actually, in fact,
as is clear to the best critical thinkers, a great strength — that of true
*consistency*. Am I the only thinker on earth who values consistency,
across fields? That cannot be. I can see evidence to the contrary, even
though academics and publishers are too timid to attempt multi-field,
cross-disciplinary revisionist theorizing. Progress is only possible by
breaking the rule of “you may only be revisionist in a single sub-field at a
time”.

You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make it drink. I’ve finished
my work; I’m done, finished, completed, the Theory itself is perfected and
is visible for the entire world. If stick-in-the-mud scholars or the
general public needs more, that’s *their* problem, not my fault. I’ve done
my part, as when post-Beatles John Lennon said he doesn’t owe the public
anything. You want to misbehave, misportray, distort, and ignore the jewel
I have created and provided and readily shared? That’s *your* fault, your
problem, your idiocy.

It’s not my job to force this theory upon those who want to be perceived as
resisting it, who want to make a great show — posturing in academic style
— of ignoring and disparaging it. If you (scholars, researchers, thinkers)
want to be thick-headed, it’s *your* responsibility, not mind, to load this
Theory into your head and integrate it.

I’m not going to sit around waiting 30 years for the world to come around —
I have less important things to do. My cat needs my attention. Work it out
your own damn self. I wash my hands of this project, of “having to” promote
and distribute my Theory. I’ve already distributed it to the world, and
discussed it in slow-moving, single-field discussion groups, and emailed the
key groups of scholars.

No one can say I didn’t communicate this Theory to “my peers”. What do they
want me to do, chew their food and spoon-feed the result to them, as if I
haven’t essentially done that already? Subscribers have already seen how
hard I worked (with others) to make the main Theory-specification article a
record-breaker for profundity per page, along with clarity, of what’s held
to be the most intractable and hazy, “ineffable” topic in the world.


So, even if I plan to later do what I can to distribute the Theory and cause
various fields to be turned upside down across various fields, I’m already
finished, completed, and done. If the theory doesn’t receive collective
confirmation, too bad for the collective confirmation; the Theory is
correct.

My postings, emails, webpages, including rough articles and polished
articles, are enough to amount to handing over the perfect ultimate Theory
and solution on a silver platter. Any work I do beyond that, any lifting of
a finger, is icing on the cake. If the world is slow to take it up, so much
for the world — the Theory is correct (coherent, useful, and a solution
that works, unlike any of the others).

If the world is intent on remaining deluded, muddled, and ignorant, I don’t
care nearly as much as I cared about just finishing formulating and publicly
publishing the theory-specification. All I really care about is formulating
and publishing, for the world to have available, a concise, clear, profound,
systematic, explicit theory of concept-system transformation about self as
control-agent informed by the loose cognitive state.

All I really care about is doing that, and I have completed doing that. I
can do without reading the wave of articles and books that are transformed
based on the Theory. Thus I am free from anything like an obligation to
“make” the Theory popular and successful, and am free to “play” in life,
whether mundane life tasks or research in any domain.
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