
Lifting Fingertip Slightly Causes or Avoids Control Instability Escalation up to Ram Seizure Ego Death 🤯
Cybermonk March 14, 2023
Contents:
- Intro
- Hands Almost Same Height, Finger Extended Approximately, = Moderately Mind Blowing
- x
- See Also

The Big Deal: Thin White Box on Fingers Shows them THE SAME HEIGHT! Which means… THE VERY EDGE OF LOSS OF CONTROL, INSTRUCTING THE MIND – man, this is some precision, expert shiite; HOLY!!
White-Box Realization, on Finger of Each Hand, Totally Blew Me Away
Because I zoomed in and added a white box, I found this amazing HUGE ramification finding, maximum meaning-packed, peak ultimate powerful image.
Psalter Reader Has Two Gas Pedals
The psalter reader is like sitting driving a car that has two pedals:
- One pedal is “go into control-seizure escalation, unsheath the sword, head into the control-loss vortex”.
- The other pedal is “brake, sheath the sword, back away from the control-loss vortex; move away from control-seizure escalation.”
Reaper Shifting Weight Between Left and Right Foot, Going Toward and Away from Ego Death Control Instability Seizure, Control-Loss Seizure Vortex
This means I now have a reading for reaper guy w/ both feet on the ground! 🎉 after 2 years+!

Intro
This totally warrants a semi-redundant post.
This is PEAK OF PEAK depiction, realization, grasp of the full profundity of what’s meant — THIS IS THE FIRST RECOGNITION OF THE FINGER HEIGHT BEING EXACTLY THE SAME(!!) 😲
Sure, I posted a little; at a rough level of inspection — yesterday it was during making white boxes on f134 for the first time, yes, I–
TODO: Gotta redo, go back & add thin white box around fingers on main white-box image. 🤷♂️ b/c the message doesn’t come across – i stupidly only white-boxed his vague broad hands; yeah sure you can see his finger, but, YOU CAN’T TELL IT IS *SAME*(!!) height as right-hand fingers.
The image’s power only HALF comes across 😞 in my v1 too-big, too broad white-boxes. GOT TO have finger-thin white box to GET IT.
Hands Almost Same Height, Finger Extended Approximately/ Roughly, = Merely Moderately Mind Blowing
Here’s What’s Brand New: Yes, I Noted Yesterday, His Hands Generally Are Almost Same Height, and Finger Extended (modestly “wow, ramifications!”)
But, Extra Potency by Further Following Up that Rough Noticing:
OMG His Lifted Finger Is at EXACTLY the SAME Elevation as His Right-Hand Fingers 🤯 😵
you see, yesterday, I thought he was motioning AS IF to raise finger up to level of right-hand fingers.
but NO; he’s holding his fingertip AT the same level, which means he is AT the edge of control loss; not “near” or “threatening to be near”; he is THERE!!!
Huge difference! I wasn’t getting the full message –
Takeaway: Ya Gotta Zoom; Zoom; Zoom!!
The Detail Turns Out to Be 10/10 AWESOME Meaning-Amplification, by Harnessing the Scene’s Dynamics (Sheathing vs. Unsheathing God’s Sword) to the Exact Right-Hand Fingertip Height — Which Is Shown EXACTLY the Same Height as Left Fingers 🤯 🤯
Which Means He Is Controlling / Being Controlled at EXACTLY the PRECISE Tipping Point of Control Escalation Seizure!!
AWESOME DEPICTION!!
Also New, Tonight Is the Comprehending THE SUN LIGHT Above the Sun (David Ulansey; Lash’s Liquid White Light)
[need a bit more of God’s Sun in the crops to convey the “Comprehending the Edge of Control Chaos” experience]
Yes I did a page recently (March 7/ March 8), but WOW!! the effect is SO amplified now that I grasp and comprehend HIS FINGER HEIGHT OH NO MY GOD!! HE IS ON THE EDGE OF PEAK BALANCE CONTROL LOSS PLAYING
THIS IS A DEPICTION OF RIDING SURFING THE EVENT HORIZON AT THE VERY EDGE OF CONTROL STABILITY, WALKING ALONG THE CONTROL STABILITY BOUNDARY.
I plan to do some more crops to get it right — ya gotta zoom on this at the library, keep the Sun Light from God Mode Consciousness — include the center of the Sun Light that John Lash always talks about and
I just realized the sun in f177 is not the sun.
It is the white light that John Lash writes about.
Peak loose cognition meta perception control feedback CLEAR LIGHT OF CONTROL EDGE OF STABILITY TRANSCENDENCE AND ABILITY TO VIOLATE, TO BE MADE TO VIOLATE THE PERSONAL CONTROL SYSTEM.
So this realization of the height of HIS FINGER TIP 😱 changes my reading subtly, of the concept of “self threatening”.
He receives control-thoughts from God, in the clear light ultra perception of cognitive processing and modelling of the personal control system, including how control balance/ stability works.
God demonstrates: I move your finger slightly higher, your left foot slightly down, I make your weight shift slightly to the left foot, you go into control seizure ram fighting thicket caught escalation.
And you perceive how the mind works in that regard so you learn the difference between the two mental models: possibilism-thinking vs. eternalism-thinking.
I make your weight shift to your left foot, I make your finger ascend slightly, and the seizure battle resumes, the storm increases, the sword is being unsheathed.
I make your weight shift to your right foot, I make your finger descend slightly, and the seizure battle stops, the storm subsides, the sword is being sheathed and the bow broken.
Mercy, Judgement, Charity? Viable Life-Sustaining Balance of Control
I wasn’t WRONG in Nov 2020, reading broadly generically “mercy” and “good judgment” but now, knowing f177 the balance guy weighing out 5g dried french fries for Hatsis “the Naturalistic [OSC] Interpretation Is Always Correct and Neutral Unbiased Reading Else Definite Culturecide” sober historian, by the guy balancing on his toes.
I have to WEED OUT my connotations that are mundane. ABSOLUTELY FORGET any whiff of connotations of “wheat” or of mundane “justice” — that’s category error.
Images f134 & f177 are EXCLUSIVELY depicting peak Psilocybe Cubensis.
Nothing else can rise up to that height in connotation level at this highest level of experiencing.
The power of this finger raising/lowering scene comes from the very firm motif-law that propels the engine of this image:
“hand elevation = foot reliance” = shifting weight (control-reliance) between:
- Possibilism-thinking (unstable, unbalanced, non-viable).
- Eternalism-thinking (stable, balanced, viable).
Zoom Out (has more Sun Light)

Claustrophobic Zoom [need bit more Sun Light] – White Box on Fingers

Zoom Out (MOAR SUN LIGHT!), Meta-Image – White Box on Fingers

Claustrophobic Zoom [need more sun light], Meta-Image, White Box on Fingers

See Also
Self-Threatening Psalter Viewer
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/08/self-threatening-psalter-reader-canterbury-psalter/
Site Map section:
Great Canterbury Psalter
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/nav/#Great-Canterbury-Psalter
Article title:
Branching-Message Mushroom Trees: Psychedelic Eternalism Depicted in Medieval Art as Branching Mushrooms, Handedness, and Non-Branching
Section heading:
Initiation Image (Great Canterbury Psalter)
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/02/16/branching-message-mushroom-trees-psychedelic-eternalism-depicted-in-medieval-art-as-branching-mushrooms-handedness-and-non-branching/#Initiation-Image-Canterbury
Article title:
Proof that the Canterbury Psalter’s Leg-Hanging Mushroom Tree Is Psilocybe
Section heading:
Hyper-Inspired Psalter Reader with Self-Testing and Self-Mercy
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/proof-canterbury-psalters-mushroom-trees-are-psilocybe/#Hyper-Inspired-Psalter-Reader-with-Self-Testing-and-Self-Mercy
/bmmt mbb
branching-message mushroom trees backup notes:
Sun light attached to Cubensis tree over horses = intense perception of control dynamics in peak loose cog state.
11-Factors’ Shadow factor 13 (SHA)
About 11-Factors’ Shadow factor 13 (SHA): defined as the 8 Dread items that are in the Unpleasant Experiences high-level factor[dimension|scale], including the beacon of light guiding us through the dark wormy forest of Psychedelic Pseudoscience, Dread (DED) item #54: I was afraid to lose my self-control.
Ocean/Visionary unaccounted items are Virtual factor 12 (VIR).
Quote Houot’s dissertation: Nearly 40% reported extreme fear in Griffiths hi-dose, under optimal conditions. Yet, CEQ silently omitted the key effects.
Psychedelic “Science” suppressing and repressing the shadow dragon monster by summarily tossing it into Wouter Hanegraaff’s Rejected wastebasket (BURY YOUR HEAD IN THE SAND HARDER) just guarantees continued 40% bad trips (best case) and guarantees failing to bring back the treasure of Transcendent Knowledge.