Contents:
- Download Link
- Images
- Decode: {limbless looker behind a person}
- Content/Timestamps
- Tech Notes
- See Also
Download Link
Download for 1 week starting March 18, 2023: https://we.tl/t-0EQWj0XHz2
I could possibly upload to Egodeath.com, not sure the server load implications, probably fine.
Images
Canterbury f145 Row 1 Middle

Crop by Cybermonk
Canterbury f134 Row 2 Middle:
Psalter Viewer Seeing that the Possibility Branching Model Causes Loss of Control

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Decode: {limbless looker behind a person}
[4:43 p.m. March 18, 2023] i’m I’M GONNA CALL IT: [DECODING ATTEMPT 1:] the {limbless looker behind a person} = metaperception. Meta level awareness. God-mode observing. “Meditation”; thought-watching, “Psilocybin mindfulness”. Observation of acting, as opposed to willing & acting.
better to be wrong than to say nothing.
better to put your wrong answer on the board, then to not put it up for consideration to solve rightly.
Instances of {limbless looker behind a person}
Inventory of instances in f134 f145 f177 where there’s a {limbless looker behind a person}:
- f134 Row 2 Middle
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2022/07/19/psalter-rows/#Self-Threatening-Psalter-Reader (but the above is my nice new crop)
She is looking at the arrowhead, threat of (ie there will be) loss of control if he raises his fingertip.
- f134 Row 2 Right
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2022/07/19/psalter-rows/#Row-2-Right
He is looking at the WRONG HANDS of newbie psychonaut (under mushroom bucket) doomed to loss of control.
- f177 Row 1 Right
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/12/4-horses-mushroom-tree-right-foot-balancing-great-canterbury-psalter-f177/#Row-1-Right
Looking to the right, could be targeting the floating-on-demons guy. Also there is Row 1 Panel 2 and who knows how many other “eyes but no arms” eg oldest one is f134 Row 1 R at table: Funnel Hat & Concerned Father. I DO need to — for branching-message mushroom trees article — create a looking-lines full entire image f134, next.
it would be really great if my crops were cataloged so neatly that I could write URLs from scratch to navigate/ x-link them. Get the above section-links via Site Map. ... one million clicks later …
ok i used the links after editing those pages, so:
[DECODING ATTEMPT 2:] There is nothing at all to analyze other than a pointing mechanism. The artist just wants you to determine what the eyes are aiming at. So list that on the list of {limbless looker behind a person} above.
Content/Timestamps
Notes immediately after recording:
Best Episode of Egodeath Mystery Show EVAR 4787-wav 😲🎉👑🏆
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/14/best-episode-of-egodeath-mystery-show-evar-4787-wav-%f0%9f%98%b2%f0%9f%8e%89%f0%9f%91%91%f0%9f%8f%86/
Critique of about the red-flag filled “Science” of Psychedelic Psychometrics q’airs.
Some parts on other topics, I want to find & emphasize, like maybe self-control seizure.
- 0:00 – Intro ID
- 1:00-10:00 – good summaries of control transformation driven by Psilocybin.
- x:xx – Interesting other topic.
- x:xx – Interesting other topic. Middle portion is in-depth review of 11-Factors (esp. Studerus’ very poorly presented description of what the hell exactly tangibly, 11-Factors IS (the secret two high-level dimensions only get 1 paragraph, “it’s not in our marketing plan”; the weak poor foundation setup for the CEQ bellyflop.
- ~23:00 The marketing-narrative *appearance* that Studerus “deleted” item 54 when they merely “dropped” it from their (official) factors — so 54 in practice ended up hidden in Shadow Factor 13 (SHA) which Griffiths “accidentally” therefore didn’t see – PROBLEM 54 (DRAGON PANIC) “SOLVED”: BY SILENTLY OMITTING IT.
- ~14:00 – The Ruck committee, whose weird writing style is this? 5 authors wrote one chapter, same problem as psychometrics: who is dumb: who screwed up, if there are 6 authors of CEQ? NO ACCOUNTABILITY. WHO APPROVED THIS ARTICLE? ZERO CHECKS AND BALANCES. BUNK ARTICLE NO EFFECTIVE PEER REVIEW AT ALL, total joke!
- THEY JUST DELETED THE ENTIRE CLASIC DITTRICH’S 1975-BASED “DREAD (DED)” CATEGORY, WITH NO PUSHBACK! WTF!!!
- HOW the f did the CEQ get approved? It’s a smoking pile of trash, wtf! A model of Exactly how NOT to do Science. Comittee-written vague SMOKE & MIRRORS posing as “Science”.
- ~23:00 – Monkey business under the veil of darkness of night in the two phantom categories: turn on the light and direct the spotlight where the dragon shadow lies:
Virtual factor 12 (VIR) [16 items] &
Shadow factor 13 (SHA) [8 items incl #54] - The 11-Factors Shell Game w/ item 54 “I was afraid to lose my self-
- Griffiths CEQ and “see Carbonaro for details” (you mean, for obscurantist bluff and no simple explanation of relation of Study 1 vs Study 2 vs. Initial Item pool – THEY DON’T EVEN HAVE AN INTELLIGIBLE STORY NARRATIVE of their trajectory. Why did — what was your LOGIC for doing a study 1 with one group, then a study 2 with a opposite group, and somewhere in there is the Initial Item Pool, HOW DO THESE PIECE FIT TOGETHER; WHAT WAS YOUR STRATEGY ARC??
- Nothing makes sense, nothing coheres. Just a pile of details with no driving coherent strategy narrative: A study 1 appears. A study 2 appears. At some unspecified time, an Initial Item pool materialzies. Why? When? What relation? INCOHERENT “Science”.
- PLEASE WRITE a TEXTBOOK, “PSYCHEDELIC SCIENCE METRICS 101”, CHAPTER 1: EXPLAIN THE LOGIC OF CEQ STUDY 1, STUDY 2, CARBONARO, AND INITIAL ITEM POOL, AND HOW YOU DISCARDED DED, AND WHY AND WHEN ….
- Do you guys even HAVE a coherent story behind this heap? I “See Carbonaro for details” and it just raises 20 more elementary questions that aren’t answered.
- NO ONE CAN MAKE ANY SENSE OUT OF HOW 11 FACTORS PROCESS OF “DROPPING” #54 WAS DESCRIBED AND CEQ AND CARBONARO.
- It is incomprehensible, this whole development, from Studerus 2010 to CEQ 2016 together with “See Carbonaro’s article for details” — ie, for piling even higher the smoke and mirrors of conjuring-away Dittrich’s Dread (DED) dimension ENTIRELY and replacing it by the totally ordinary-state based “Grief” category. Perfect example of reductionism-away of the explanandum. Magic. Not Science.
- I have a TON of ELEMENTARY extremely basic questions, no textbook explains this under-cover-of-night “Science”; Griffiths & Johnson’s CEQ answers none of them, even if you add Carbonaro article, they give no intelligible story; no college freshman can track and make sense out of and answer my basic questions (I have have read such attempts; they are garbled).
- 33:45 – opening the lid on the unlabelled box (Shadow factor 13 (SHA)) — THIS UNLABELLED BOX DOES NOT EXIST, DO NOT OPEN THIS LID — in the dark, unlit part of the 11-Factors Storage room, what’s in this box? —
- Item 54: I was afraid to lose my self-control.
- 44:12 – Dittrich falsely in 1985 labeleled bad trip experiences as explaining them as fear of what? Dread OF EGO DISSOLUTION.
“What you fear is: ego dissolution.” According to Dittrich. For one thing, that’s no explanation, because it is entirely vague (reminds me of Sanders & Zijlmans’ article Moving Past Mysticism as a methodology: “too vague!“, they charge. - According to Petter Johnstad’s Day Trip to Hell (in Journal of Psychedelic Studies), your bad trip is your fault, caused by your resisting ego dissolution. There, we have “explained” bad trips. 😑 with our totally vague, totally useless pseudo-“explanation”, while the 40% bad trips continue on.
- 1:53:50 – near end: Why this branching-message mushroom trees article I’m drafting is the most awesome thing.
- Why is Eadwine & branching-message mushroom trees the perfect Antidote to BS about psychedelics, and the perfect explanation to map out uncharted “here be shadow dragon monsters”.
- In lineage of Petter Johnstad’s Day Trip to Hell and CEQ: when you cite those, you have to cite my article about branching-message mushroom trees, because why?
- Need to talk through that explanation…
- Panic control ram seizure caught in a thicket.
- Why is this our mind’s most interesting atttractive interesting dynamic.
- Why does it make perfect sense to depict this dynamic via {handedness/ rightfoot}, non/branching,
- how does that map to what Johnstad call for? and “Moving Past Mysticism” calls for.
- Those authors call for mental model ego dissolution of self but they fail to say:
- steering branching through world by control agency.
- My theory agrees with Matthew Johnson & Letheby vector he calls for, exactly: they are aimed at my theory.
- They are in right direction roughly but I’m way up ahead on the path , non-branching path, angel of death = self control loss & transformation of mental worldmodel , my article takes their direction (CEQ, Petter, S&J Moving Past Mysticism, puts in light speed turbocharged with by Eadwine:
- Eadwine is moving the field WAY ahead through my theory/ article.
- Law of universe: session guides have to understand these 3 motifs, as Christian art reports, by making sense out of branching-message mushroom trees genre, how source of control works to get the ram caught in a thicket and instructing you at the same time.
- against Letheby & Johnson, it’s Not about you choosing an epistemology; the 1st epistemology BLOWS ITSELF UP in a furnace; it’s self-destroying;
- the “possibilism” mental worldmodel is a self-destroying mental worldmodel.
- The more you advance it, the more it blows itself to pieces.
- Contrast against… opposite of Letheby: you are made to change your epistemology because the first epistemology tears itself to pieces;
- The more you assert possibilism-power, the more it goes unstable, leaving you with the new mental model.
- [THAT’S A GOOD (despite quick) TRANSCRIPTION OF THE VERY GOOD END of recording]
- ~2:00:00 – Outro ID.
- 2:01:06 – End.
Tech Notes
Recorded March 14, 2023. Produced/uploaded March 18, 2023.
1 continuous take! including intro/outro ID.
Source file: VOX_TK_4787.wav
Miking
80 Hz Bass cut, Limiter
L: AT 2020. eq 4.5, 3, -15
R: CAD M39 Cardio . eq 4.5, 3, -10
~3′
See Also
Notes immediately after recording:
Best Episode of Egodeath Mystery Show EVAR 4787-wav 😲🎉👑🏆
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/14/best-episode-of-egodeath-mystery-show-evar-4787-wav-%f0%9f%98%b2%f0%9f%8e%89%f0%9f%91%91%f0%9f%8f%86/
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