Contents:

• Download Link
• Looking for Gold Clips: -2:05:00
• Content/Timestamps
• Gold Clip at End – Fatal Control Instability Teaches New Stable Foundation
• I Wrote “thrown off balance” in 1997 (26 Years Ago), Matching Eadwine’s Use of {scale balance} to Depict Control Instability in 1200, 800 years Earlier!! 🎉
• 2.33 years to Decode Motif Cluster {woman holding scale balance, standing with left heel on stable column base, closed scroll in lowered left hand}
• Tech Notes

Download Link

Download for 1 week, starting June 2, 2023: https://we.tl/t-52kihZWBdw

2:10:35

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guitar background in the room except the first part

Looking for Gold Clips

I have identified about 100 recordings between April 19, 2023 and June 1, 2023, to potentially listen to, produce, and upload.

I wish to find Gold Clips on a couple of topics:

• How exactly loss of control and control re-stabilization works.

• The role of the Egodeath theory in the Psychedelic Renaissance; in Psychedelic Therapy Science; and in “Entheogen Scholarship” (ie, past religious/ mythic use of psychedelics particularly psilocybin, particularly re: interpreting myth, not academic historical reconstruction).

Might Do Quick and Dirty Episodes

A tough tradeoff: how much to clean up (produce) recordings. Wish I could mass-produce.

Many recordings during my scholarly discovery of the fakeness of scholars’ bogus concept/ construct “the mushroom” used to cover up and enable bad theorizing

That time period of recordings I wish to extract Gold Clips from (April 19-June 1) has many redundant recordings during my discovering in Irvin’s book The Holy Mushroom that he uses the obfuscating umbrella term, a totally fake and fabricated phony artificial and unreal term that no authentic user ever used, “the holy mushroom” — a PURELY scholarly construct that’s reified as if this fake abstraction is a real thing that exists.

mp3 filename

“Ep250 All Entheogens Means Amanita Only.mp3”

Song Name

“Ep250 All Entheogens Means Amanita Only”

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Content/Timestamps

The bulk/ middle part of this episode is about inconsistency in The Holy Mushroom by Irvin 2008.

0:00 – Start. Intro. (extracted from 5116.wav)

0:19-11:43 – 5115.wav. Motor & vacuum cleaner (during portion in middle) instead of guitar in background.

I can say just “psilocybin” and avoid the obfuscating term “mushroom”.

10:00 –

11:43-23:38 – 5116.wav (moved out Intro). What am i up to? Comparing differentiating the “Secret Amanita sect” paradigm vs. the Psilocybin Eucharist mainstream” paradigm in entheogen scholarship (psychedelic scholarship).

I don’t study psychedelics history. I study mythemes. I don’t approach entheogen scholarship as Anthropology or Sociology or Physicalism (= Matthew “CEQ-POS” Johnson & Chris Letheby’s notion of Psychedelic Science).

Against their Non-Physicalism and against their Physicalism.

I’m against their positions they call “Religion” and “Science” and “Esotericism” b/c these all fail to be the Theory of Psychedelic Eternalism.

Attempted approaches other than psychedelic eternalism are not helpful, not useful, & not relevant.

I’m against entheogen scholarship & history of psychedelics.

That’s not my approach. I criticize their entheogen scholarship as an approach.

I bring a cognitive approach to the evidence in art and myth, not their historical approach or their anthropological approach.

I’m AGAINST ETHNOBOTANY & ANTHROPOLOGY & SOCIOLOGY APPROACH to history of psychedelics.

Need a PURE COGNITIVE approach when looking at the historical collection of myths & motifs.

I map myth to the cognitive transformation model.

In June 2023, I’m becoming suspicious of anyone else’s conception of “Cognitive”.

“The Cognitive approach” is bunk unless it’s Cognitive according to my Theory of Psychedelic Eternalism.

Is the Egodeath theory a Cognitive approach? NO, unless you define Cognitive per the Egodeath theory.

I like how Letcher’s book Shroom describes “cultural evolution” as an obsolete & dated approach that Wasson & Allegro used.

Cyberdisciple’s page “Against the Assumption of Suppression of Psychedelics in Pre-Modernity”. His Theories of Myth article. His expose of the Outdated Anthropology foundation used by Ruck & Allegro.

Whether to say:
Psychedelic scholarship
Psychedelics scholarship (hard to utter)

The Amanita Trap: Stunted Physicalism, vs. Cognitive Modeling

12:43 – Heinrich book Strange Fruit is the Amanita trap: Immature concretistic physical Amanita prevents mature cognitive theorizing.

Mapping the Amanita Process (Physical Domain) to Transcendent Knowledge (Cognitive Domain)

15:00 –

20:00 –

23:26 – vacuum cleaner turns off.

23:38-24:02 – Miking (for 5116.wav/ previous segments) no gtr. I wish to figure out which recording was way too bright and required treble reduction in post.

The Amanita Trap

24:02-28:21 – guitar leadin, then The Amanita Trap.

28:21-43:53 – 5120.wav. Explain the Amanita roasting process. Hatsis wrote the main article anyone wrote about the Salamander Dancing Man image. Roasting the Salamander 2013.

“I’m the leader of Amanita scholarship”, I’ve taken it over. Amanita scholarship makes the the Amanita Primacy Fallacy.

30:00 – the Amanita Primacy Fallacy.

40:00 –

50:00 –

1:00:00 –

1:10:00 –

1:20:00 –

1:30:00 –

1:40:00 –

the esoteric pseudo-history of eso’m — Religionism = using myth as basis for history research, vs. Hanegraaff’s “strict empirical” approach.

1:50:00 –

approach to theory construction: Ken Wilber: Integral Theory.

Social Guru Scandals in Lame Field of Transpersonal Psychology b/c they use merely a Social-driven approach to Transcendent Knowledge, so fails to have Transcendent Knowledge substance.

Any would-be theory of Transcendent Knowledge that isn’t the Theory of Psychedelic Eternalism is a failure.

1:52:00 –

The Social realm that results from inert fake, non-drug Meditation substitutes for Transcendent Knowledge.

Gold Clip at End – Fatal Control Instability Teaches New Stable Foundation

Ep250 1:53:36-2:05:00 (11:30) – from 5122.wav

1:53:36 –

How Observing Fatal Control Instability During Loose Cognition Sacrifices Childish Control-Model While Learning Mature Control-Model
https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/04/23/how-observing-fatal-control-instability-during-loose-cognition-sacrifices-childish-control-model-while-learning-mature-control-model/

I Wrote “thrown off balance” in 1997 (26 Years Ago), Matching Eadwine’s Use of {scale balance} to Depict Control Instability in 1200, 800 years Earlier!! 🎉

Image f134: Scale Balance & Closed Scroll

1:55:00 – I was very glad to discover the other day, my 1997 core theory summary DOES speak exactly in terms of my most recently grasped Eadwine motif, the {scale balance} — https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2020/11/30/self-control-cybernetics-dissociative-cognition-mystic-ego-death/#tpssoi — “When the mind grasps its potential for control instability, the thinker trembles from the cybernetic instability and is shakingly disrupted and thrown off balance.”

todo[done]: check when I first wrote “scale balance” a few weeks ago eg,
answer: March 18, 2023 per below; 2.33 months ago. Or March 17’s crop notes.

WHEN DID I DECODE {SCALE BALANCE}? this page implies it was earlier than April 6, 2023: https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2020/12/13/canterbury-psalter-mushroom-inventory/ –

f47 Folio 47 – 2 mushroom trees, 1 lifted garment

Crop by Cybermonk
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https://gallica.bnf.fr/ark:/12148/btv1b10551125c/f47.item.zoom

Evidently around April 6, 2023, I wrote “scale balance”:

• tearing down egoic thinking in loosecog
• scale balance king control agent
• branching Y’s touch demon control instability
• No left arm

I need to write my history of recently turning attention to decoding the woman holding scale balance in Great Canterbury Psalter image f134 row 2 middle:

today:………. 2023-06-03
discovered: 2023-03-18
= ……………………….
05 33
-03 18
= 2 mo 15 days; 2.5 months ago.

Image f145 Row 1 Left

I made this crop March 17 2023, and probably decoded {scale balance} by that day.

But I really got overwhelming confirmation of that theory the next day, March 18, by the success of that motif-decoding in decoding the long-standing cluster of motifs around the “good judgment”[sic] woman of image f134.

I might have decoded aspects of {scale balance} prior to March 18, 2023, but the discovery really came together in a proper network of recognition on March 18, 2023, so I’ll go with that date; good enough.

That date feels satisfyingly “early”; a long time ago, so seems right.

from https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/17/canterbury-f145-king-orders-shipments-of-blue-fruit-to-storage-lockboxes-with-blue-stemmed-mushroom-tree/#Row-1-Left —

Crop by Cybermonk
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https://gallica.bnf.fr/ark:/12148/btv1b10551125c/f145.item.zoom

Image f177 Row 2 Middle-Right: Balance

from https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/12/4-horses-mushroom-tree-right-foot-balancing-great-canterbury-psalter-f177/#Row-2-Middle-Right-Balance —

Crop by Cybermonk
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2.33 years to Decode Motif Cluster {woman holding scale balance, standing with left heel on stable column base, closed scroll in lowered left hand}

To solve the motif is to clearly perceive the motif.

It’s not the case that I first perceive the problem, and then later solve the problem.

The clear perceiving of the problem is the solving of the problem. “What are we looking at here?” “What is the explanandum?”

The moment I perceived the explanandum as “{woman holding scale balance, standing with left heel on stable column base, closed scroll in lowered left hand}”, I solved that explanandum.

Although I perceived the “judgment balance” image in f134 row 2 center in Nov. 2020, I mis-perceived and misread it as “judgment”, rather than recognizing it as {balance} of control.

2.5 months ago, March 18, 2023, I suddenly figured out a whole cluster of how to read {woman holding scale balance, standing w/ left heel on stable column base, closed scroll in lowered left hand}.

I didn’t open my eyes and recognize the problem as “{woman holding scale balance, standing with left heel on stable column base, closed scroll in lowered left hand}” until the moment I solved it.

I did recognize immediately in 2020 the problem, left heel on stable column base. — one aspect only.

I failed to perceive “holding closed scroll in left hand” until March 2023.

I failed to THINK about …. In Nov 2020 to March 2023, I mis-read her as “good judgment”. That’s NOT the primary meaning of {scale balance} in Eadwine’s images f134, f145, & f177.

My Nov 2020 misreading of {scale balance} as”good judgment” is a pseudo-interpretation dead end.

I started decoding the problem of “why left heel on column base?” around Nov. 15, 2020. Solved it March 18, 2023. It took me 2.33 years to solve.

2023 03 18
-2020 11 18
=
2022 15 18
-2020 11 18
= 2 yrs 4 months = 2.33 years to solve.

My decoding the cluster of motifs around __ really was a breakthrough in mytheme decoding.

{Holding closed scroll in lowered left hand}, and eventually most recently I determined that she points to the upside down cybercide guy with her right ear.

She represents: when a person in the altered state thinks of how they had stable control when they were in the ordinary state (closed scroll in lowered left hand, standing on stable column base with left(!) heel). Where did I write dates? Check my “snapshot” article.

Found date! https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/27/snapshot-of-verbose-draft-of-branching-message-mushroom-trees-article/#Loss-of-Control-Depending-on-Fingertip-Height — below.

Excerpt from that page

Yellow highlighting added here on the date-time stamp.

In fact, [10:00 a.m. June 3, 2023] notice that the {closed scroll} is held in the middle of the {scale balance}, tightly linking them.

todo: crop that. done: https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2022/07/19/psalter-rows/#Scale-Balance-Woman —

Row 2 middle: Scale Balance Woman

She (awkwardly therefore deliberately) points with right ear at happy cybercide guy.

On the right side of her column are the cubensis dispensary display cases.

Row 2 middle: Scale Balance & Cubensis Dispensary

Crop by Cybermonk
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{cup with white dots} Motif in Cubensis Cap in “God Creates Plants” and in Top of Columns Near Cubensis Dispensary

[10:20 a.m. June 3, 2023] — the top of the column matches the cubensis cap in f11 “God Creates Plants”. https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2020/12/13/canterbury-psalter-mushroom-inventory/#God-Creates-Plants-Fresh-Colors —

Only the cubensis, in God Creates Plants, has the cup & dots. Therefore the fact that the top of selected columns have {cut & dots} motif connects these columns with cubensis.

In image f134, the two columns out of 3+4+5=12 that have the {cut & dots} motif are the two columns that are closest to the cubensis dispensary bins.

• The column to the left of the cubensis dispensary bins.
• The column above the bucket that’s pouring Golden Teacher cubensis into the foolhardy newbie psychonaut’s bag.

Crop by Cybermonk
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https://gallica.bnf.fr/ark:/12148/btv1b10551125c/f134.item.zoom#

todo: crop top of column. done.

Does this motif appear in other columns?
ans: in f134, only two columns have the dots.
in images f145 & f177, 1 out of 4 columns has the dots.

Found date! https://egodeaththeory.wordpress.com/2023/03/27/snapshot-of-verbose-draft-of-branching-message-mushroom-trees-article/#Loss-of-Control-Depending-on-Fingertip-Height —

Page Excerpt:

Loss of Control Depending on Fingertip Height (f134)

Figure 1. Canterbury Psalter image f134, finger height maps to loss of control. Crop, image processing, and annotations by Michael Hoffman.

Loss of Control as a Function of Fingertip Height (Mapped to Which Mental Model of Control-in-World)

OPEN scroll is knowledge about this & balance = loss of control. “When I didn’t know about this[ie that possibilism-thinking in peak state of loose cognition causes loss of control] (ie when scroll was closed), I had balance/ stable self-control, back when I stood on left heel in OSC.” – 9:31 a.m. March 18, 2023

i’m doomed, condemned to forever type in more realizations: Eadwine won’t let me ever stop [8:42 a.m. March 18, 2023] she’s holding a scroll with balance scale, which is Transcendent Knowledge that possibilism-thinking causes loss of control — and the cross-image jackpot won’t stop; this (specific) decoding means also that in f145 Row 1 Quarter 2 the scroll and god r row 1 R THE SCROLL MESSAGE about doomed POSSIBILISM-THINKING, asserting/RELYING ON LEFT FOOT CAUSES LOSS OF CONTROL; {SCROLL} DECODED.

f145 Row 1 R god too holds in left hand closed scroll, but is open in Row 2. got it (got something): he holds in right hand open scroll. Need todo crop: mirror him & her & scrolls, feet, hands, balance. [8:59 a.m. March 18, 2023]

She’s the balance that u have in OSC and that you wish for in altered state. He’s out of control, he looks at her in OSC she has stable control, contrasted against him, she is stable bc she lacks Transcendent Knowledge (closed scroll, wrong hand & foot down), she is the ctrl-stab’y of the osc [9:05 a.m. March 18, 2023].

what’s in his book is what’s on his & her scrolls.

now i puzzle: closed vs open scroll, is she ignorant of Transcendent Knowledge, standing her left heel on stable column base? “hard to interp” – wiki.

{rams} assert and double down on asserting possibilism-thinking and so they lose balance, building falls down, they go out of control

/ end of excerpt

2:00:00 –

Canterbury Ps image f134 Row 2 middle: psalter reader raising & lowering right-hand fingertip — the mind learns a pair of models, demonstrating that one is unstable, in contrast with the other model.

Why fatal catastrophic loss of control happens together with forming the new, stable control model.

Angels and demons both re-train the mind.

God-mode cognition in the loosecog state demonstrating control stabilikty and instability.

Angelic messengers; “if not for your donkey, I would have killed you already.” Angel on the gateway/path of Balaam.

Perpetual drug prohibition is the wall constructed by entheogen scholars,

Ruck himself is calling mushroom use “so-called heretic sects”.

Ruck falsely says there is a big wall forever separating mushrooms from mainstream.

Irvin 2008 objects to that; the “fringe heretical sects only” false premise.

My “branching-message mushroom trees” article must “follow through on the golf swing” to aim the better way forward.

2:08:24 – Guitar.

2:10:52 – End.

Tech Notes

there’s miking info in the recording. 23:38. applies to some tracks.

On one of the first tracks, I reduced treble in post.

source files , all Apr 24

5115 30:30

5116 18:30

5119 6:44

5120 22:46

5121 33:36

5122 52:00